Chapter 14: Deep Winter

Memories of the past came flooding back, painful, beautiful, and desperate, messily filling her mind, washing her already obscure brain into a mess.

The rain poured down, and beans slammed down on the ground, constantly suppressing the last line of defense in her heart.

Xie Changning stood on the top of the tenth floor, covered by the black rain, and his feet were like an abyss.

In the cold winter, the new year is coming again, and she is twenty-three years old.

Xie Changning's mobile phone was turned off for a day, and he couldn't get through no matter what.

Shi An kicked open the door again, and the building was already empty, and the only living thing left in the huge living room was the budgie parrot.

It was a birthday present he gave her four years ago. They also said that they would raise it together in the future, and they would also raise a cat and a dog, and the balcony would be full of succulents and her favorite red plums.

Shi An went crazy and searched the whole house, every room was empty, neatly cleaned up, clean, as if no one had ever come.

He sat down in the living room in a daze, staring into the distance, his eyes dark and out of focus again.

"There are too many people! There are too many people! Fuki shouted from the sidelines, repeating the words that his master had often repeated.

Hearing this, Shi An's body bounced like electricity, his temples ached suddenly, and the words they had talked about a few days ago came to mind.

"Shi An, how long has that abandoned building on the outskirts of the city been? Usually few people go, right? ”

The two of them nestled on the sofa, Xie Changning leaned on his shoulder in a daze, and suddenly asked such a sentence.

"Why do you ask this?" He felt a little strange, but he didn't think about it.

"Nothing, just ask." She smiled softly, her soft hair hanging down his chest, tickling and disturbing his mind.

"That building has been abandoned for a long time, and usually no one goes there." He thought for a moment and replied truthfully.

Brief fragments flashed through his mind, and it seemed like a century had passed for Shi An, so sad that he couldn't breathe.

Why did he say that no one was there...... Why tell her the truth...... Why...... Why should she do this!

How could she do that?

The rain was pouring down, the lightning was thundering, and the partial car broke down halfway, parked straight on the side of the road in the suburbs, and couldn't move for half a minute.

Shi An punched the glass in front of him, so angry that he didn't care about the pain at all, he simply pulled the car door and ran lifelessly in the direction of the abandoned building.

"Wait for me...... Xie Changning, you must wait for me! ”

The temperature in the suburbs was even colder, the cold wind was howling, and the knife was like a knife scraping his face, and Shi An ran unaware and tirelessly.

On a cold and rainy night, lightning roared across the night sky, lighting up the last rays of light in this dead night.

Xie Changning stood on the roof of the building, hunting and flying in a white dress, she climbed the old wall, opened her arms to welcome the returning wind, and her body was crumbling in the air.

"Xie Changning!"

In the darkness of the endless sky, a little glimmer of light stands out.

Shi An gasped and stopped downstairs, looking at the white skirt fluttering on the roof, completely panicked.

"Xie Changning, don't move, don't move, you listen to me,"

"I know what happened on Chinese New Year's Eve, it's just, it's just an accident, you, you come down quickly, don't scare me!"

He looked at her incoherently, almost pleadingly, and the sparkle in his starry eyes was gone.

Looking at the ground of the black hole below, the ground grew the person she hid in her heart, Xie Changning's eyes were gentle, and he smiled shallowly, shallow and gentle,

"Don't come here." She looked at him and said softly.

Half of her toes were already hanging in the air, Shi An's eyes were about to split, and she forcibly retracted her steps, trying to comfort her: "Okay, I won't come, Changning, obedient, it's okay to go back, let's talk about it when we go back,"

A blinding white light pierced the night sky, illuminating her pale cheeks, and cold raindrops fell from the top of her head and smashed into his heart.

She was still laughing, and the smile became more and more gentle, and in the thunder, he heard her voice clearly: "Shi An, I shouldn't have been born."

"Every night of crying alone reminds me of what a despicable mistake my birth was."

"I'm sorry, but I came to the wrong world."

"Xie Changning !!"