Volume 1 Chapter 46 If you like it, you have to like it all the time, and you can't regret it
Gradually, she gradually forgot about the "landlubber" she had known for five years, and she subconsciously thought that "landlubber" didn't even want to tell her name, which meant that he didn't treat her as a good friend, so she didn't want it.
When she went to high school and met Liang Huaijue, the name "landlubber" was completely buried.
"Have you figured out what the answer is?" His deep voice rang in his ears again.
Qi Nansi was stunned for a moment, and once again focused his gaze on his clear face, falling between his eyebrows.
Her palms were sweating, and she pursed her lips: "But weren't you only a teenager at that time, and you were only fifteen years old during the summer vacation thirteen years ago, why do you think that your feelings for me are like between men and women?" Instead of pure affection among friends? ”
Pei Yun smiled, and the corners of his mouth hooked a beautiful arc: "You think I'll be as dull as you?" ”
He raised his other hand and gently stroked her cheek a few times, "You think there is pure friendship between men and women?" ”
Qi Nansi clearly felt the slight coolness of his fingertips, but the temperature on her face rose a little, she tilted her head, and said, "Why not?" ”
Pei Yun looked at her with a little more meaning in his eyes, and moved closer to her a little longer.
"But I don't, otherwise you think I spend my summer vacation in that little village so leisurely?"
He lowered his voice: "Do you know what was the craziest thing I did during the last summer we met? ”
"What is it?"
"My first kiss was given to you."
Hearing this, Qi Nan's eyes widened thoughtfully, very incredible: "What did you say?" ”
Pei Yun's eyes were narrow, "That day, we lay on the grass together, you slept very deeply, I couldn't control it." ”
He watched her sleep for a long time, his heart was pounding, he knew very well what it was, he subconsciously wanted to get close to him, and when he reacted, the urge to kiss her was irrevocable.
At that time, he regretted kissing her without her consent, and was afraid that she would be angry when she found out, so he buried the kiss in his heart.
It wasn't until he saw her walking with Liang Huaijue that while he was annoyed that she turned around and walked to others, he regretted that he didn't confide in her thoughts first, allowing Liang Huaijue to take advantage of the loophole.
In the next thirteen hours, he thought about completely losing Qi's liking for her, but he got backfired.
He became more and more persistent, just tormentedly suppressed.
Qi Nansi pushed him away and glared at him angrily accusing: "Pei Yun, I was only thirteen years old at the time, and I was still a child, and you actually had a bad heart for me!" What can't be controlled, it's all an excuse! ”
"What about excuses?"
“...... When I was young, you started to think about me, do you have any bad habits? ”
Knowing what she meant, Pei Yun's temples jumped suddenly, and his tone was calm: "If I have that habit, can you survive five years safely?" ”
"Then you still kiss me? It's not like each other and kiss casually as a couple, isn't it a hooligan? ”
"Huh." Pei Yun laughed and suppressed a wave of anger: "Very good, you always forget what you said." ”
Qi Nansi didn't understand, but he was inexplicably a little weak-hearted: "Did I say anything again?" ”
Seeing her dazed appearance, Pei Yun was so angry that he became restless, pulled her into his arms forcefully, and gritted his teeth: "I really want to kiss you to death." ”
His warm breath intertwined hers, his chest clinging.
Qi Nansi's face turned red, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he suddenly remembered a certain scene.
That afternoon, he asked her, "Can we play together all the time?" ”
She said cheerfully, "Of course! ”
"And you like to be around?"
"I like it, I like such an obedient little brother like you!"
"Qi Nansi, I'm two years older than you."
His voice was in a changing phase, very hoarse, like a duck's voice, and she laughed at how his voice suddenly became not very good.
"So what? If you want to play with me, you'll have to recognize me as the boss! ”
"Yes, but you can never go back, if you like it, you have to like it all the time."
She smiled playfully: "Wow! ”
That summer, a fifteen-year-old boy asked a little girl for a promise, but the girl forgot about it.
Qi Nansi remembered everything, and all the memories that were pressed in his heart poured into his mind.
At this moment, it dawned on her that the promise he had made in the text message last week was referring to it.
She was a little flustered, "I ......"
I want to explain something, but I don't know where to start.
"Hehe, I don't know how to quibble?" Pei Yun stretched out her other hand and clasped her waist, and the two of them were closer together.
Feeling the warmth from the palm of his hand around his waist, Qi Nansi's breathing began to become rapid, and his voice trembled with nervousness: "Pei Yun, can you let me go first?" "Don't get so close to her, she's scared.
"I can't let it go." Pei Yun's voice became more and more hoarse and low, and the realism of holding her in his arms brought a heavy blow to his heart.
Qi Nansi's eyes were a little hot and a little sour: "Why, obviously the time we spent together was only two months." ”
What relationship can last for more than ten years? Not to mention that it is one-way.
Qi Nansi couldn't believe that he would have such strong feelings for himself.
She was just an ordinary person, not at all of the same class as him.
Pei Yun gently rested his chin on her shoulder, feeling the brief moment when she belonged to him.
"Qi Nansi, you can't judge the depth of a person's feelings by the length of time you get along, and the emotional thoughts and energy invested are qualified to be the judging criteria."
He also wants to say that even if he has been suppressed for more than ten years, his thoughts about you have never stopped.
She can not trust others, but try to believe in him.
But he also understood that Liang Huaijue had hurt her too much, so he avoided the matter of feelings.
He could still give her time to relieve, but only under his nose, and no one else could be given the slightest chance to get ahead.
In the past, he took into account that she was still young and hid those feelings, so much so that he later asked Liang Huaijue to pry her away.
This is the decision he regrets the most.
Qi Nansi seemed to be able to sense the heat in his chest, but her yearning and longing for this thing had long been exhausted, and she never wanted to touch it again.
"Pei Yun, that reply is sorry for bothering you for so many years." Her tone was guilty, mixed with a little regret, "Just like the text message I replied to you that day said, the identities of the two of us are like two different worlds, very different, there is a class that cannot be crossed, and it is not suitable to be together." ”
She is divorced and has a child.
She lowered her eyelashes and said, "You should find a woman who is excellent and suitable for you." ”
Finally, Qi Nansi reached out and wrapped his arms around his waist and hugged him.
"Let go, at least try to let go first."
She felt that one day, he would be able to completely forget this emotion.
From an angle she couldn't see, Pei Yun's expressionless face was a little crazy paranoia.
He closed his eyes and tightened his arms until he almost lost his breath.
Dead silence spreads.
Just as Qi Nansi was about to push him away again, he suddenly let go of her, and his face was completely devoid of the gentleness of Fang Cai, only cold.
Pei Yun withdrew his hand, walked straight to the chair and sat down, raised his eyes and glanced at her lightly, without a trace of ups and downs in his voice: "Start the interview." ”
This last round of interviews is a redundant link, but it is just a forced addition.
Qi Nansi was a little caught off guard by this sudden change.
After reacting, she gritted her teeth and made up her mind: "Thank you, Mr. Pei, but I don't think it's necessary." ”
"Miss Qi, don't think too much, your ability in the competition is obvious to all, you can come here today, not because I gave you the privilege, but because you have enough strength."
Qi Nansi intuitively felt Pei Yun's indifference to her, and pursed her lips: "But I have no work experience." ”
Pei Yun picked up the resume on the table, and the one-inch blue-background photo pasted in a small frame attracted his attention.
The woman has fair skin, a light makeup on her face, a pair of seductive apricot eyes are bright and clear, the corners of her lips on both sides are slightly raised, revealing a delicate smile, and the shallow little pear vortex pokes his heart one by one.
Looking up, he restrained his emotions, "Although your work experience is not enough, but with the content shown on your resume, you have also reached the threshold of stepping into NS, I believe in my own vision, if you can come to NS, it is to bring talent supply to NS." ”
"Your concern is none other than me," he threw down his resume, "do you think that as the person in charge of the Pei Group, you can spare some energy to pay attention to NS?" ”
Qi Nansi was a little stunned, and understood the meaning of his words, as long as he wanted to let go of NS, then NS was as worthless as an ant in his eyes.
He continued: "But NS can provide you with the opportunity to achieve the self-worth you want, and you have three days to consider whether or not to take the offer. ”
At this time, Pei Yun was indifferent and detached, and the well-cut suit was worn on him, which made him handsome and noble.
Qi Nansi breathed a sigh of relief and thought about his words.
On the surface, he said that he could let her think about it slowly, but the advantages he listed were very tempting, and she couldn't help but feel a little excited, and even had the urge to make a decision now.
He sat on the throne coldly, and he was impatient without showing any impatience.
After a moment of silence, she thanked him, "I'll think about it." ”
Pei Yun glanced at her without leaving a trace, and his face was indifferent: "Okay, that's the end of today's interview, you can leave." ”
The atmosphere was cold.
As soon as Qi Nansi left the conference room and closed the door, Pei Yun could no longer restrain his irritability, and with a sweep, the materials on the table fell to the ground one after another.
How calm and restrained he was in front of her just now, he was actually angry and anxious by her.
This kind of fluctuating emotion rarely appears, only in front of her, he always can't control himself.
She was really ruthless, and she didn't have any softness towards him.
Sometimes he really wanted to cut open his chest with a knife and show him what his heart contained.