"I'm just a little late to react, this time I didn't protect you well, and I made you scared." Qin Ci felt that this time it happened too quickly, and she didn't expect that someone would really murder in the sky, so she would let this opportunity appear and cause herself to be injured, which was to a certain extent due to the outside world, but more because she was not prepared, causing the other party to drill a leak!

Gu Qingzhou: "...... Here's my reason. Why does she always think differently from others?

The young man looked at her blankly, Qin Ci felt that Gu Qingzhou at this time was particularly cute and cute, as if he couldn't refute it, and felt that it was very reasonable.

"Am I not right?"

Gu Qingzhou shook his head, "Don't you blame me?" ”

"What kind of Tiansha Lone Star is all a lie, this is clearly a trap deliberately set by others, if you want to blame it, blame me for not being able to find out in advance!" Qin Ci stretched out his hand to hold the young man's hand, approaching each other will give people courage, and what people think in their hearts will be presented, including body language, facial expressions will reveal your thinking.

Therefore, mindfulness gives infinite power.

"Looks like I can't take the exam this time." Suddenly, something flashed in Qin Ci's mind, but because he was too quick to catch that moment of thought, "But it doesn't matter, I asked the head teacher to take the paper to the hospital, and I will do the same." ”

Gu Qingzhou: "......"

The young man suddenly smiled, and Qin Ci was still surprised, "What's wrong?" ”

"Resignation~ It seems that you really like me!"

Qin Ci: "......" It seems that he really lacks a little sincerity, so that he will be extremely moved when she just does a little bit of what she should do.

In her opinion, the more you are afraid of something, the more you have to take the initiative to challenge it, constantly stimulate your own sensitive points, so that it becomes numb and can no longer affect your heart.

On the contrary, if you hide your fear in your heart and do not face it, every time something you are afraid appears, it will make you extremely excited and frightened, and gradually you will lose the courage to face it, and it will become your nightmare.

But for example, the shadow of childhood is often difficult to overcome, because it is a child's immature perception that can easily be ingrained and cause eternal damage, and others can only use the greatest tolerance to slowly make him change his outlook, no longer insist on his own stubbornness, so as to open his heart.

An unhappy childhood takes a lifetime to heal, and throughout our lives we are looking for our original fullness and returning to our essential selves.

Accepting oneself is an extremely difficult thing to do.

"That's right! So you have to like yourself too, you're good! Qin Ci smiled and said, "I am very happy and proud that I can protect you, so you should also be happy instead of being sad and blaming yourself." ”

"You didn't do anything wrong, you don't need to apologize, and you don't need to find your own reasons."

"If there's a reason, it's probably that I shouldn't like you."

"No, you can't!" The boy's eyes became extremely bright at this moment, "You can't have such thoughts. ”

"Okay." Qin Ci nodded, "Then you are not allowed to have the idea of self-blame." ”

Gu Qingzhou's heart became extremely soft at that moment, and he nodded seriously, "I won't think like this." At that moment, he felt that his world became bright, like the sun shining into the deep sea, and the whole world became clear and bright.

It's like being up and down in the Dead Sea, as if someone has suddenly dragged you to the shore.

The suffocating nasal cavity suddenly inhaled fresh air, and he seemed to be reborn, and an infinite warm current emerged from his heart, melting into his whole body, as if his body was infused with energy, and everything seemed to be extremely wonderful at this moment.

It's like the shackles that bind him have been pried open, his heart has been freed, he doesn't have to be responsible for scolding, he is not wrong, it is the world that is wrong.

And rhetoric was the only place that broke into the desert of his heart, and he looked at the girl stupidly, as if to imprint it deeply in his mind.

"You sit here, I'm leaning on your shoulder, this bed is too hard and uncomfortable." The girl deliberately said in a soft voice, Gu Qingzhou hurriedly got up and sat on the edge of the bed, let the girl lean on her body, and tucked the corner of the quilt for the girl by the way, "If you are tired, go to sleep, I am by your side." ”

"Don't you have to go to class today?" Qin Ci asked subconsciously, but the young man said calmly, "I'm on leave." ”

"Okay." Sometimes there is no need to think too much about the other party, and some choices he has made have already represented the thinking in his heart.

Asking why is just a matter of re-determination, in fact, the answer will not change.

"Are you hungry then?" Qin Ci asked again, his stomach ringing out of place, causing Shao Young to laugh, "Your mother said that she would bring you food this morning, and it is estimated that there will be a traffic jam on the road at this time." ”

"Oh, that's good~" The girl slowly closed her eyes when she got the answer, but Gu Qingzhou was thinking, she seemed to know his thoughts better than herself, she understood what he needed very well, and carefully protected his careful thoughts.

He suddenly remembered that Qin Nan had said in the cafeteria that his sister had never been so serious about anyone, maybe he should let go of that feeling and believe that she only liked him.

But self-deception does not give people a sense of security, and at this moment his heart is still not calm, and he is still suspicious.

Even if he likes it, she is also by his side, but the missing and incomplete feelings still make him suffer from gains and losses.

He didn't dare ask.

Her liking for him is more like careful care, that's not liking, it's just a kind of protection.

But he couldn't think of a reason.

~

Three days have passed before you know it.

After Gu Qingzhou finished the exam, he followed the head teacher to the hospital, "You, she is not sensible, are you not sensible?" ”

"She was injured this time because of me, Mr. Li, she is not as bad as you think."

The head teacher sighed, "Qingzhou, you still haven't understood what I said. ”

When I was young, I always felt that everything was full of hope, but how could anything be smooth sailing in this world?

The more you show off, the more you lose, and the more you want it, the more you can't get it.

The gap between the family, the gap in thought and the difference in personality, two people come together, meet, know each other, love each other, and stay together for the rest of their lives is an unattainable thing, and if you have nothing, and you still put on everything you have to gamble on this glimmer of hope, isn't it stupid?

Gu Qingzhou didn't speak again, he knew what the head teacher meant, the darkness of reality had long made him understand that what he gained was bound to lose something, because everything that God gave you had secretly marked the price, and what you wanted to get must be paid for what you wanted.

Qin Ci should be someone he can't reach in his life, but he wants to be with her, even if the whole world opposes it, he doesn't believe in fate.

Even if it was the Heavenly Scar, he would personally prove that he was the most suitable person to stand by her side, and there would be no second person worthy of her.

"Girl, this time I'll give you this extra treatment for the sake of saving Qingzhou. If you don't have this opportunity, don't you want to go lightly? The head teacher deliberately ridiculed.

"Don't sow discord, even if you don't have this treatment, I will create this treatment, I believe the school needs a teaching building."

Class teacher: "....." is really rich and arrogant!

A school building will be sent!

"Don't talk nonsense, give me the papers, I don't have to study while I'm sick after the exam early!" The girl said impatiently, and when she turned her head to look at the beautiful young man, she changed her face again, and her tone was very gentle, "Qingzhou, don't worry, I will definitely not disappoint your efforts!" ”

Gu Qingzhou smiled lightly, "Okay, I'll wait to see the results." ”

Homeroom Teacher: "....."

It's pretty good to see this first-year high school child fall in love, not to mention how harmonious the atmosphere is.

But his son is almost thirty years old, but he is afraid to even talk to girls, and he doesn't know what to be afraid of!

Just thinking about it makes me feel powerless.

Sometimes he will feel that he was too strict with his children in high school, in fact, love is also a course, and it is a compulsory life course, if you are restrained in your youth and have no chance to try, then it will be difficult to find a suitable candidate later.

Because love also needs to be learned and improved, the ability required in this regard is not less workable, and it is more humane.

But most people don't even know about themselves, let alone another person.

Maybe it's right, maybe it's wrong, he believes that children have their own judgment, parents or elders only need to give their own objective opinions, and the rest is the child's own choice.

So the bracket on the bed was propped up, and the girl began to do the problem.

The head teacher and Gu Qingzhou were sitting on the sofa under the window reading a book, the room was very quiet, at this time the young man's eyes only occasionally looked at the girl, he had seen her serious appearance many times, but he still never got tired of watching it, and wanted to keep watching.

But at this time for the exam, he can't disturb her exam because of his own desires.

And he is very confident that she can achieve her ideal results.

Time passed minute by minute, time passed, and before I knew it, it was noon.

The first exam was over, and after lunch, the girl rested for two hours, followed by the afternoon exam.

During this period, Gu Qingzhou has been with the head teacher, Gu Qingzhou went home in the evening, and the next day started another day's exam, and in this way, the exam was finally completed in three days.

The girl stretched, "This is too tired!" It took three days to take the exam! ”

The head teacher said, "When you go out of society, you will know that learning is the easiest thing in the world." This sentence is naturally meaningful, and it seems that many people have said this sentence since childhood.

Those who don't study hard and drop out of school halfway will realize why they didn't study hard in the first place when they don't find a job when they grow up.

"Old man, don't be verbose, hurry up and go back to correct the test papers, you have to be merciful to me!"

Class Teacher: "..... If you do something right, I won't deduct points for you! ”

The girl smiled and said, "Then thank you Teacher Li first, Teacher Li is so handsome!" ”

The corners of Gu Qingzhou's mouth twitched, looking at the head teacher's helpless look, and unconsciously hooked his lips.

Her lively and agile appearance is really rare.