Both of them were trembling in the heavy rain, and Gu Qingzhou denied it word by word, "No! ”

The young man's voice was a little crying, "It's not like this! ”

"Excuse me, you're not a liar! Didn't deceive my feelings! ”

Qin Ci: "......." is really hopeless!

She was helpless and distressed, but she didn't know what to do with him?

"Resignation, I'll try to catch up with you, don't leave me, don't like others, okay?"

The young man's prayer was distressing and unbearable, but what Qin Ci thought of at that moment was that she was not Gu Qingzhou's good fate, she was destined to be the one who was going to leave, even if she agreed at this moment, she would leave sooner or later.

"Qingzhou, don't be too persistent."

The young man hooked his lips, his smile was very miserable, like a white gardenia blown by a rainstorm, and the fragile beauty hit him head-on, and Qin Ci's heart beat violently.

"Resignation~ Everything you ever said to me was a lie?" The boy's eyes were pitch black, and they looked extraordinarily dark between the dim heaven and earth, the color of despair.

The pouring rain was falling, and his mind was almost blank.

Qin Ci thought seriously about this sentence, how should he answer!

She knew that her next sentence could decide the life and death of the teenager, and she should deny it immediately.

At this time, this scene is not suitable for such hateful words.

Just as Qin Ci was about to speak, he heard the little pink rabbit say, [Host, if you deny it, the favorability may really go straight to zero!] 】

[Please answer cautiously!] 】

But before she could answer, she found that the young man was already unconscious in her arms, and the scorching body temperature made Qin Ci realize that the young man was having a high fever.

It's too late to think about anything, human life is the most important thing!

There was only one thought left in Qin Ci's mind: hurry up and run to the infirmary.

His physical fitness is not good, and if the high fever is severe, the consequences are really unimaginable.

People entered the infirmary, Qin Ci watched the infirmary teacher rushing in and out of the room outside the room, and she couldn't help but worry in her heart.

She found that her emotions were out of her control at this time, obviously she should be calm at the moment, but as long as she thought of the desperate appearance of the young man before he fell into a coma, her heart was like being pinched, and she wanted to agree to all the other party's requests.

But reason wouldn't allow her to choose that.

How?

The little pink rabbit stood on the girl's shoulder and still shook his long ears, [Host, obviously you only need to agree to his request, after all, your main task is him!] 】

Qin was speechless, what Little Pink Rabbit said was right, it was just her selfishness, she wanted to know who she was.

But his existence doesn't actually conflict with her thoughts, maybe she just can't face the fact that she deceived the other party!

When she saw the young man lying on the white hospital bed, he was wearing a blue hospital gown, the thin collarbone protruding from his slender neck, and his pale and delicate face was lifeless, seeing such a young man, Qin Ci's heart completely softened.

Can't be so cruel to him.

She is also unwilling to give up on her goals.

Then it would be nice to do it in a way that was acceptable to him!

Little Pink Rabbit has nothing to say about it.

[Host, you can choose to do this without affecting the completion of the task.] 】

"Why did Gu Qingzhou become like this?" A teacher from the infirmary came over to change the potion and looked at her curiously, "It's inevitable that couples will stumble and hope for each other, and both sides will tolerate each other, and such a thing will hardly happen." ”

"How can people who love each other be willing to really hurt each other!"

Qin Ci shook his head, was silent, and the teacher also walked out.

The sentence just now is good for common sense, but in fact, many people hurt their closest people, thinking that the other party will unconditionally tolerate their shortcomings and mistakes, but in fact, no one should pay unconditionally for the other party.

Love is just a prelude to love, it can never be compared with real love, if feelings can't stand the test of time, in the end it's just a beautiful and illusory dream, isn't it?

One should always pursue real dreams rather than false ones, because sooner or later dreams will wake up, waste time and energy, and end up with nothing, and living soberly is always nobler than false happiness.

People are always afraid to face their unbearable self, so they always deceive themselves, but this will only make themselves fall deeper and deeper, only by truly accepting the embarrassed self and sympathizing with themselves, can they really have a chance to get out of their inner cage.

Never expect that there is one person in this world who came to save you, and the person who was born for you in this world is probably only yourself.

No one knows your things and thoughts better than you, and being honest with others will only hurt you in the end, and no one can escape the reality that no one can escape.

When Gu Qingzhou woke up, he saw the girl sitting on the edge of his bed wearing the same hospital gown as him, she hung her head and seemed to be thinking about things, the heating was turned on in the room, and his body was very hot at this time, but his whole body was weak.

I guess it's the after-effects of the fever.

He opened his eyes, and couldn't help but reach out his fingertips and touch the back of the girl's hand that was in his hand, alarming the girl, who opened those eyes that seemed to be forever unwavering, and asked after a while, "How do you feel?" ”

Gu Qingzhou felt his heart soften when he heard this, as if her words had the magic power to heal all the wounds in his heart, and his eyes looked at the girl with burning eyes.

"Resignation ~ I..." At this time, Gu Qingzhou sounded the scene when he was in the playground, he had lost the courage to question the other party at that moment, and at this moment he only had grievances and hesitations in his heart.

If she really decided to abandon him and leave him, how could he keep him?

Qin Ci glanced at the young man's demeanor, and his helpless emotions infected her at this moment, "I think we can have a good exchange of things, I don't like anyone other than you, but I do want to leave you." ”

Leave you three words struck heavily on the boy's heart.

His eyes began to turn red again, but the tears did not fall.

"Why did you choose that?" The young man asked her with red eyes, his face was pale, and it was even more red, Qin Ci immediately held the young man's hand, "Don't think about it." I'm just going abroad to study, I'll come back, if you still like me at that time, I'll be with you for the rest of my life, okay? ”

This sentence made Gu Qingzhou's heart beat rapidly.

Accompany you for the rest of his life, these five words are his lifelong wish.

"Are you telling the truth?" The young man's mood was calmed in an instant, and his eyes were shining, like a child coaxed by a lollipop, and his well-behaved appearance was very distressing.

She suddenly felt that liking someone would really make her become a psychopath, and her emotional out-of-control appearance was not like herself at all, and she might be able to understand why someone became crazy, persistent, and stubborn in love.

Because being obsessed with a person becomes a habit, and giving up is the process of breaking the habit and quitting dopamine, and this process of slowly losing a sense of security can drive a person crazy.

If a person is sensible enough, he can separate his emotions well, and he can afford to let go, he will often be perceived as ruthless and indifferent.

But he just protects himself very well, and there is no one in this world who can compare to himself, so why destroy himself for another person who has nothing to do with him?

He may know what you care about most, but he doesn't care about your feelings and only cares about his own thoughts, such a person doesn't really care that you like you, so why do you have to be soft on him?

You have to know that you are unique in this world, no one is worthy of you to give up a lot of things for this, the other party is not worthy, not worthy of your excellence, not worthy of your sincerity and kindness, will only drag you into boundless darkness.

Laissez-faire is nothing more than increasing the desire of the other person.

Qin Ci nodded solemnly, "It's true." ”

If the experiment is successful, it may not be unwilling to devote a lifetime to the other party, but if the experiment fails, then leave and find a better self, which is also a good choice.

"That's good. Resignation~ You don't believe me or yourself, then let time take a look! When Gu Qingzhou said this, his expression became calm, as if he completely believed what she said, and there would be no doubts.

The two looked at each other, and only calm remained.

Gu Qingzhou understood that no matter how much he kept at the moment, it was useless, because she would not stay for him at this moment, she just wanted to leave and go to a world without herself.

If you continue to force you to stay, you will lose both sides in the end.

Yes, he may be sad, sad, angry, embarrassed, but he must smile and welcome the other person away.

Qin Ci didn't say any more superfluous words, since she had decided to leave, she would not hesitate.

If feelings always limit your true thoughts, then there is no need to exist, because without feelings you will be more powerful and invincible, those forces that hinder you from moving forward will be ruthlessly pulled out by you, if the other party does not realize it, it can only mean that he does not know you enough, and it is not worth you to take him forward.

Always believe that a really good relationship is one that fosters each other's growth, and if a person brings you all negative energy, he makes you doubt yourself, he makes you question your progress, then he doesn't need to continue to exist in your world.

There is no meaning and no value.

Money is indeed a magical thing, with the magic of both perfection and destruction.

If you have a decision in your heart, go for it!

No one can stop you from making any decisions.

Anything you want to do will be done, because you are your most powerful reserve.

~

Five years later.