Chapter 72: Romance Writer VS Reborn Actor (21)
Just as Qin Ci thought, Gu Qingzhou was driving at the moment, he wanted to stop his thinking, but his thoughts were constantly entangled with him, and so was his memory, as if he wanted to tell him that she was right.
But rationally but coldly analyzed, if it wasn't for the bureau she deliberately set up, how would she know where someone was preparing to pour concentrated sulfuric acid?
The most painful thing for people is to deceive themselves, but the real reality, the cruel reality, the calm reason, asks you layer by layer to analyze, telling you that the idea you hold on to is wrong, you should accept the reality, you should not believe it, so that you will not be hurt a second time.
Not again.
This bad feeling is coming again?
Why doubt her?
But why can't you doubt her?
She may be Qin Ci in her previous life, but if you beautify her, it is just the Qin Ci in your imagination, not the real Qin Ci in reality.
She is not Qin Ci in her previous life at all, and she will not be so gentle and patient in this life at all.
She didn't like him, but she didn't mean to hurt him.
Maybe she's acting?
But he couldn't feel the traces of acting!
As a creator, she doesn't know how she is as a creator of this kind of heroic saving beauty, and it is impossible to use it again with a rotten routine, it will only be easily seen through, but Gu Qingzhou grabbed his hair because he couldn't see through it at all.
Reason could not give him an answer.
He doesn't know what his choice is?
Because he couldn't explain how she knew that someone was in ambush in that place, and was about to pour sulfuric acid on him?
Wasn't it because she couldn't explain herself that she had indifferently rejected the reason to convince him?
But there was a voice in her heart that kept retorting, if she really wanted him to die, she wouldn't save him, if she didn't suddenly want to kiss him, the ending would be even worse, would he still be liked by her if he lost his face?
Probably not!
After all, she would intersect with him because of his face.
He suddenly wondered.
The young man's eyes were red, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes unconsciously, he was really a coward.
Like emotions that seem to be real.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhou suddenly understood what the reason for his pain was, it was because he liked her.
This kind of gain and loss seems to be more torturous than the torture of the previous life.
Suddenly, a bright light flashed in front of him, and the young man lost consciousness in front of him.
When Qin Ci received the call again, it was from the hospital.
"What's wrong?"
"Mr. Gu hit a tree, was taken to the hospital in a coma, and only had your contact information in his mobile phone."
Qin Ci: "......" this guy!
"Seriously?"
"Luckily, just a slight concussion."
Qin Ci got up from the bed and arrived at the hospital in 10 minutes, at this time Gu Qingzhou was lying on the bed with a pale face, his delicate face was scratched by the glass and had several wounds, making him look like he was being abused and vulnerable.
It was still intact an hour ago, but it was just a moment away from her that it was like this.
It's also too worrying.
But today this happened too suddenly, if it wasn't for the system reminder, this task would most likely have failed.
Therefore, this is her dereliction of duty.
Qin Ci sat beside the hospital bed, waiting for Gu Qingzhou to wake up, but fortunately, half an hour later, the young man slowly opened his eyes, saw the white ceiling, looked at her, and completely woke up from his stunned state, "Where am I?" ”
"In the hospital." Qin Ci stretched out his hand to hold the young man's hand, but was dodged by the young man, he slowly sat up from the hospital bed, touched his head wrapped in white cotton cloth, and looked a little dazed.
"Why are you here?"
"Doctor's notice."
Gu Qingzhou realized that he only had a standing contact phone number in his mobile phone, and his brows suddenly furrowed slightly.
"Hungry?" Seeing that the young man looked like he refused to communicate, Qin Ci didn't want to mention the previous matter, and it was estimated that his admission to the hospital had a lot to do with it.
Highly sensitive people, any little thing will be magnified by them, but she didn't mean to stimulate him.
It was her misconsideration that didn't take into account that Sheng Yunting would be so crazy.
Gu Qingzhou suddenly raised his eyes and looked over, "Qin Ci, if I didn't have this face now, would you still take a fancy to me?" ”
Qin Ci: "....." What kind of death problem is this?
"Your assumptions don't exist."
"Don't run away!" The young man was very annoyed, "Isn't my face hurt? Wouldn't you be so good to me without it? ”
Qin Ci: "......" has a set of vexatious trouble.
But is there a need for this problem?
Your face and your existence are one!
If she really wants to say that it's okay, that's a fake!
"Your face is a part of you, but it's not all of you, and even without it, you still have your own charm, don't you? I'll admit that I paid attention to you because of the face we met, but that face alone wasn't enough to keep me hooked. What attracted me was your personal charisma. There will always be only one Gu Qingzhou in this world, and there will never be a second one. No matter what you become, as long as you are still Gu Qingzhou, I will always be so good to you, this sentence will work no matter when! ”
The young man looked at the woman in a daze, at that moment he felt that she seemed to be glowing, the shining light was brighter than the sun, and his world was illuminated in an instant, he subconsciously thought, won't you regret it?
It's not something that just says it.
Many things have a time limit and a shelf life, and if the promises made are not implemented, they will become empty checks, and they will have no effect and no effect.
You must implement what you have said, otherwise after one or two times, even you will not believe what you say, let alone let others trust you.
I must be deceiving him!
But his eyes slowly became hot, and he stared at the woman without blinking, "You really didn't lie to me!" "Is he really the only one in this world?
Won't it be replaced by anyone?
It is a unique Gu Qingzhou.
It was the most beautiful word he had ever heard.
"I don't care to deceive you, I want the real you."
The young man lowered his eyes, and she was afraid that she would not be able to accept the real him, because even he himself hated it.
It's so wicked, it's really a madman's mental illness.
Everyone has their own preferences, and it just so happens that he meets her needs at this moment, so why can't it go on like this forever?
As long as she is absolutely true to him, then he can hide himself for the rest of his life.
The negative one he doesn't need to be known and recognized by her, because the positive happiness is enough to reassure him for a lifetime.
When Qin Ci held the young man's hand again, the young man did not resist, but was very silent.
Maybe he is at a loss at this moment, after encountering so much falsehood and pain, an angel has appeared in your life, even if that angel is so perfect and beautiful, but you have lost the ability to believe, you can't believe that your life will usher in light and happiness one day, and you have completely lost trust in yourself.
But the last thing you can afford to lose is your self-confidence, because your thoughts determine your behavior, and if you don't believe that you can do something, you really can't achieve it.
And if you believe that you can do something, no matter how many difficulties you encounter, you will rise to the occasion and eventually overcome all the difficulties along the way and do it.
The difference is simply your faith.
If the outside world doesn't believe you, should you doubt yourself?
You should not doubt yourself, but trust yourself unconditionally and carry out your every idea unconditionally.
Whatever comes to mind should be executed immediately, rather than waiting for nothing until everything is gone.
Time is running out, and the time is fleeting.
Sometimes it feels like no one can take away your chance, and the truth is that a chance will only be reserved for that specific person who is ready, you just need to do what you want to do seriously, do your job diligently, and the result will slowly get better, and everything will develop in a better direction.
"I've told you everything."
Qin Ci smiled lightly, "I said a lot of things, but as long as you don't believe it, those are just nonsense." ”
Gu Qingzhou thought that he had nothing to lose now, but he was deceived again.
Why do you lose the courage to believe?
At first, he didn't think like this, but because he liked him, he became timid, so afraid of losing, that he was in a state of panic all day long, thinking that she was too good, so afraid of losing, how could such thoughts remain calm?
He should do what he likes, like it, like it, if he loses it, then get it back, there is nothing he has not lost.
"Who made the concentrated sulfuric acid?" When this sentence was asked, the young man's eyes were firmly fixed on the woman, hoping that he could find out the flaws of the other party, but he didn't want to find out the flaws of the other party, what was the use of finding out, and if he couldn't find it, would he really believe it?
"You can check the matter of concentrated sulfuric acid yourself, I didn't do it. There's no way I'm going to do that kind of thing. ”
Gu Qingzhou wanted to say, in your previous life, you could definitely do such a thing.
In order to force him, he did everything he could, and now he hesitated at the first time.
This hesitation is already the answer to some extent.
He believed what she said.
"Are you hungry?" Qin Ci didn't know what Gu Qingzhou was thinking, so he just asked again, "No matter what happens, I hope you can take good care of your body." It is not worth it and meaningless to hurt one's body for everything in the outside world. ”
Gu Qingzhou shook his head, "Sometimes it's worth it." "In order to redeem someone, in order to frame someone, how is it not worth it?
Qin Ci said helplessly, "I just hope you're doing well." ”
Gu Qingzhou said again, "If I really die, will you feel sorry for me?" ”
"It may be sad, but I'm sure I'll forget you in a few days, and the human brain forgets those painful and unbearable memories."
"Maybe it's not forgetting, but remembering it more clearly?"