Chapter 78: Romance Writer VS Reborn Actor (27)
He admitted that he was despicable and shameless, and in the past, he repeatedly disobeyed Qin Ci's words, and always felt that she would have to be him, so he always ignored her feelings.
But then she matured and became disgusted with his behavior.
He always knew that she preferred the kind of person who was clean and self-conscious, but he just couldn't do it for her, maybe because of disappointment, she gave up on him completely!
He couldn't kill her, and he couldn't kill Gu Qingzhou, because she was always guarding Gu Qingzhou's side.
Now may be the best ending between them, if he really kills them, he may not be able to get out of the condemnation and shadow in his heart in this life.
He didn't deserve to be with Qin Ci, and he couldn't give her real happiness.
He is not qualified to accompany her for the rest of her life.
Resignation ~ I'm sorry!
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After a night's rest, the two went to the crew early the next morning to put on makeup.
The plot continues to develop.
Tao Yao figured it out, so she went back and recited the meditation sutra with peace of mind, since the master wanted her to learn, she would be obedient, although this thing is really super difficult to memorize!
But this is Master's order!
She's sure she'll be fine.
It's just that when Rong Mo walked into the backyard, what he saw was the girl lying in front of the book on the stone table, she was already drowsy at the moment, and subconsciously turned her head to see Rong Mo before she suddenly woke up, and hurriedly knelt down to say goodbye, "Xiao'er has seen Master." ”
"Get up!"
Rong Mo walked to the stone table and sat down, and casually picked up the meditation sutra lying on the table, "Why did you fall asleep?" ”
Tao Yao: "....."
The girl stood up from the ground, her hands entangled, and explained weakly, "I slept for a while, but I didn't expect the master to come." ”
Tao Yao looked at her master's handsome face, and unconsciously lowered her head, her master's appearance was really the most beautiful existence she had ever seen, with a slender and bony hand holding a blue scripture, and the black hair in her ears fluttered gently with the wind, a man with a fairy aura.
It seems that there are several fairies who love their master, but the master has never had such an idea.
"Master, will you marry other fairies in the future?" The girl asked with some uneasiness, "I think several fairies have thoughts about the master. ”
Rong Mo was stunned for a second, as if he didn't expect his apprentice to care about such a question, but he shook his head, "No." ”
Tao Yao's eyes widened slightly, obviously a little puzzled, "Master, I heard that combining with a Taoist companion is conducive to the improvement of cultivation, won't you?" ”
"No, the cultivation of the teacher does not need to be married to any fairy."
"......" is so domineering!
However, Tao Yao was obviously a little happier, and Rong Mo could also feel that he thought that the little girl probably didn't have a sense of security, and he was afraid that he would no longer ask about her if he had a Taoist couple.
But for Rong Mo, the only person he is familiar with is Tao Yao, and the only person he cares about is probably this peach tree demon who was raised by him himself, the world says that the demon has no heart and is very cruel, but he thinks that his apprentice is very cute and simple, and he will tell him everything.
"Xiao'er, are you still worried about such a thing?" Rong Mo chuckled, and suddenly everything became his foil, "No need to worry." Because this Lingyun Mountain will only have us. ”
Tao Yao was very happy when she heard it, so that no one would rob her of the master with her.
Whenever she sees those fairies secretly sending autumn waves to Shizun, she will worry about whether Shizun will have her own Taoist companion, because she will be gossiped about when she goes out, which probably means that Shizun should not accept a female disciple of the demon clan.
Why not?
Is she a demon shorter than this hypocritical fairy?
However, she had never told Shizun about these things, she just had to make sure that Shizun would not have the intention of wanting a Taoist couple.
"I know." Tao Yao naturally responded obediently, "Master, then I'll go to practice swords." ”
Rong Mo propped his head, nodded slightly, and suddenly a memory was transmitted in his mind, it was the memory of Rong Xu, in the memory, in the misty hot spring, the man called himself the master, and he tempted his apprentice step by step to come forward and give him a shower, and the fingertips touched the skin behind the man, like a prairie fire, which made people excited.
Rong Mo's cold eyes appeared for a short period of confusion, and as soon as his consciousness moved, he sealed these memories, but the seal does not mean forgetting, Tao Yao's hesitation and dodging seem to have an answer in the past few days, it turned out that Rong wanted to disguise himself as him to deliberately seduce his apprentice, so it made Yao'er upset, and even wanted to avoid him.
The cold and handsome man's eyes suddenly flashed with golden light, and these pupils passed through the fairy realm to the largest purple glazed palace of the demon race.
'Tolerance, the deity warns you not to approach her again. ’
Rong Yu was knocked to the ground by this pure and powerful golden light, there was blood in his mouth, the man gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and the handsome face that was similar to Rong Mo's eight points showed a bit of mockery, "Brother~ It turns out that you also have someone you care about!" But can you really control the development of this matter? ”
Rong Mo's cold and serious voice sounded again, "There is no next time!" ”
"If so?"
Rong Yu slowly got up from the ground, opened his red brocade robe, leaned against the head of the bed, and his tone was deliberately very soft, as if he was whispering something in his ear, "Brother~ Are you going to kill me then?" ”
"Brother~ Have you forgotten what your essence is? You and I are one, everything I do is what you do, even if you are a high immortal? ”
You will still return to your original identity, and you will slowly become disappointed in the fairy world that you believe in protecting.
Rong Mo just withdrew the golden light, and his eyes returned to their normal color.
What if because of him, what if the child suffers unnecessary involvement, unconsciously he already has his own weaknesses.
It seemed that since he learned about it, everything would go in an unpredictable direction.
He will protect her well.
But things don't always follow the direction of man's will.
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Soon ushered in the annual fantasy assessment of the fairy world.
Rong Mo looked at Tao Yao very worriedly, he protected her very well during this time, but he couldn't accompany her in the environment of the fairy world, and Rong Yu would take the opportunity to sneak attack because of this?
Sometimes he thought that if he didn't let Xiao'er go to the assessment, everything wouldn't happen, but in the end he couldn't resist Yao'er's plea and let her go, but this became the thing he regretted the most after that.
There is no medicine of regret in the world, and even if he is attributed to the Venerable, he cannot change the cause and effect.
Where there is a cause, there must be an effect.
Maybe it all started with his decision to adopt this peach tree demon, and the ending had already been decided.
Self-created cause and effect are the most terrible.
He is the Venerable of the Immortal Realm, controlling the operation of four sessions, but he can't control his disciples, this feeling of powerlessness makes Rong Mo feel frustrated.
It turned out that not everything was under his control, everything was destined by fate, and Tiandao had already arranged everything.
He should trust his disciples, not mess with himself and care about it.
If this is Taoyao's catastrophe, it must also be the catastrophe he wants to cross, if everything is destined to be impossible to escape and avoid, then it is better to face it directly.
No matter how tragic the ending is, he can bear it.
But he didn't know that in this world, love is the most difficult puzzle to solve, and the lingering love and hate is enough to completely drive a person crazy.
If you are not a party to many things, you will not be able to truly experience the appearance of a person being divided, and you can only experience it yourself.
People need to constantly break their comfort zone, let themselves move, constantly break through their obsessions and troubles, and maintain peace of mind.
After Tao Yao entered the illusion, he began to recite the meditation Sutra silently, and I heard that the illusion is the best test of whether a person's mind is firm, and the immortals must remove the seven emotions and six desires of mortals, so that they are not sad or happy, and the emotions can not be bound by the red world, and the assessment of each year is to examine the hearts of the immortals, whether they are still pure and unsullied as always? Is there any eligibility to continue as an immortal?
Although Tao Yao is not an immortal, as the apprentice of the most respected Venerable in the fairy world, she naturally can't escape the test of this illusion, and she is also very curious about how terrifying this illusion is?
Many unqualified immortals are full of ugliness in it, expelled from the fairy world, and reduced to beasts in the human world, this punishment is too severe, but it is reasonable.
After all, as the immortal who is in charge of the stability of the Four Realms, he can't manage his own desires, and if he can't maintain a compassionate and pure heart, he is not worthy of being in the immortal class and enjoying the offerings of the world.
There are more rules and regulations in this fairy world than in the human world, and the purpose is to restrain the immortals, and strict standards can make the fairy world more convincing to the world.
Freedom, seven emotions and six desires, and love are forbidden places that cannot be set foot in the fairy world.
Tao Yao hadn't been taught these things by Rong Mo, but she had learned about it by her ears and eyes, and she still felt that such a fairy world was too indifferent and ruthless.
And fortunately, her master is not such a person, she can often sense the soft heart under the cold appearance of her master, he is a gentle elder, very patient with her, but when she accepted her as a disciple, she was not supported by the immortals of the immortal world, slandered and slandered, so she had to prove to them that her master's decision was not wrong.
If a person wants to really know herself, she must know what she fears the most.
Because people react more directly to terror and fear than to desire and what they want.
Loss aversion is a key manifestation of this.
And too much desire can sometimes blind people's hearts, making her unable to distinguish what is most important to her.
But when people don't know what they're afraid of, otherwise they will break through, in the process you will understand what you are most afraid of in the depths of your soul, you will be clear about your positioning, what can be done, what needs to be improved, and challenge yourself in your own challenge area in order to make progress, otherwise you will directly face the most difficult things, you are actually at a loss, this link is a process of slow progress, not something that can be achieved overnight.