Chapter 81: Romance Writer VS Reborn Actor (30)

Attention is as precious as consciousness, what your attention gives, just like what seeds are planted, what seeds are planted, what flowers will bloom, you can only take care of the seeds you have sown from beginning to end, but you have no intention of cultivating the flowers and trees planted by others, because your time and energy are limited, you have poured your water on other people's flowers, and other people's flowers grow beautiful and fragrant, while your seeds can only die in the land because of the lack of water, and rot in places that no one knows.

Thinking of this, you should feel very sad, people are self-sufficient, but energy is conserved, the energy you have is given to others, you have no energy and no state, in the long run, it is just to make money and kill people, so it is very important to control your attention, what should attract your attention, what should not be paid attention to, this is the key to your success, but also the key to your growth and progress to become better and better.

"Yao'er, you have to believe in Master, and believe in Master unconditionally. Master will not harm you. Rong Mo's serious words, but Tao Yao couldn't listen to them at all, what he said was just ordinary things, and he would definitely not allow things at this moment.

"Hmm." It's just that Tao Yao still responds obediently, Shizun's gentleness is really deadly, but even if she knows that it is an unfathomable cliff, she is willing to jump down, regardless of her body and bones, as long as she doesn't break everything, she can continue.

But loving someone can't be hidden, at first it is like, but because of the investment of attention, it becomes more and more liked, until the relationship deteriorates, becomes crazy, the suppressed affection is like molten under the volcano, boiling day by day but can not be vented, such feelings become deeper and deeper day by day, undoubtedly a painful torture for a person.

The mind cannot be hidden.

When late at night, Shizun fell asleep, Tao Yao would quietly open Shizun's door and enter Rong Mo's dormitory, there was only one bed in it, and her Shizun was lying quietly on the bed, she sat down by the bed, and it was good to lean on the same bed with the master, but unfortunately she was never qualified to embrace Shizun into her arms, so she could only maintain the distance at this moment, although the distance was short, it was like a huge moat for her, across between her and Shizun, she would never be able to cross the psychological line of defense.

She didn't want to hurt her master.

But she couldn't control it more and more to get close to her master.

That's the best outcome.

She shouldn't have thought about it anymore.

It stands to reason that Shizun would not be unaware of the presence of someone in his dormitory, just because that person was his only apprentice, and he didn't care if the other person was just sitting next to his bed.

It's just that her apprentice seems to be getting more and more clingy to him, she likes to watch him in a daze, likes to inadvertently touch his hands or other body positions, or make some small surprises to make him happy, or find some flowers he likes to plant in the yard outside, these are not important things She likes him and lets it go.

The apprentice is especially obedient during this time, and her cultivation is also very active, since the last time she returned to the illusion world, she seems to have lost her previous innocence and romance, which makes Rong Mo a little sad, he really hopes that his son will never know about these filths and will always be happy, instead of thinking so that he can't guess, but he can't help but worry.

What did this desire do to her to make her like this!

"Brother, do you really want to know what happened in that illusion?" When this abrupt voice appeared in Zhihai, Rong Mo warned very coldly, "Rong Mo don't force the deity to do it to you!" What exactly did you do to her? ”

"Brother, it's not interesting to say things so easily. Why don't you ask yourself what happened to your well-behaved apprentice in the illusion? Aren't you omnipotent? How can there be something that you can't do about it, brother? The voice was arrogant, cold, and sweet, like a snake sliding across the skin, a frightening, eerie and tingling feeling.

Rong Mo coldly repeated it for the second time, "Rong Desire, the deity has already given you a chance, don't blame the deity for being ruthless when the time comes!" ”

Rong Yu sneered, "Brother, I have already learned your ruthless brother, now it is your apprentice to understand your ruthlessness, in your world is never black and white, the deity wants to see if you are really selfless and ruthless, or hypocritical and indifferent." ”

Rong Mo directly cut off the link in the realm of consciousness, this kind of twin heart has a soul that allows him to see almost everything Rong Mo does, even all his thoughts, without any effort, and his life is also known by the other party, he controls his thoughts and does not want to be read by another person All his thoughts, no one is qualified to know everything about him.

At this moment, this feeling of disgust invaded again, Rong Mo held his breath and concentrated, concentrating, and sealing all the words that affected his emotions.

There is no raison d'Γͺtre for wrong thinking.

But he was still thinking about the question, should he ask everything that happened in the fantasy world?

Will she tell him without reservation?

Suddenly he felt that things had gone beyond his expectations, he had known all about his thoughts, but since the day of the illusion he did not know what his disciples were thinking or worrying about, and his inquiries had received cold responses or lies, what had changed her so much.

Nothing like this should happen!

However, as Rong Yu said, his heart began to become difficult to calm down since he heard the news.

In recent days, Tao Yao's different behavior from the past slowly appeared in her mind, everything was traceable, her caution, evasive eyes, and even the irregular beating heartbeat when she touched him.

After the hot spring that day, Tao Yao also asked him if he would form a Taoist couple with other fairies?

This series of events was swirling in his mind, and suddenly he came to a very frightening conclusion or speculation.

Is it possible that under the deliberate temptation of Rong Xu, his young son began to have feelings for him that were different from those between master and apprentice, so she asked those questions, and even did those things, she may be afraid that he would hate her, so she was always cautious, and her eyes did not dare to look at him, thinking of this, he suddenly found that his heart became extremely uncalm, like a string that was gently plucked, and like a small stone suddenly fell on the surface of a calm lake, and the lake surface was flooded with layers of ripples, endlessly, An unfamiliar emotion suddenly came over him, making him feel extremely overwhelmed.

His son liked him, and quietly came to his dormitory every night to wait at his bedside, looking at him with burning eyes, but he did not dare to cross the slightest distance, hiding his careful thoughts of liking him.

The moment this realization appeared, the first emotion Rong Mo felt was not anger, but distress and self-blame.

Because of his negligence, Rong Yu had an opportunity to induce his infant to have such emotions.

Rong Mo is very sensible, so he can analyze the ins and outs of things without a trace of emotion, he is the person he saw when he was born, and he is the closest person to Xiao'er, and when Xiao'er is a girl, emotionally she can't escape his influence, and it is easy to understand that this kind of dependence is a feeling of liking, maybe it's worship, maybe it's trust, maybe it's safety, but it won't be like.

Sometimes because I admire someone, I will also have this feeling of joy when I see him, but that feeling is not liking.

Like is the independent choice of emotion, and Xiao'er is just because he relies on him too much, because he is afraid of losing him, so he wants to possess it.

Analyzing this, Rong Mo felt that he should calm down, but his heart was still abnormal, and it was like his heart seemed to have its own consciousness, and he tried his best to remind him again and again, although he knew everything, his heart would only follow his instincts, and he couldn't control it at all, and he could only feel this kind of inexplicable and violent emotional ups and downs from outside.

But he can't give Yao'er such an inexplicable liking, he didn't know that she had been misled into such a situation before, and now he has to correct it in time, she should be independent, how can his Rong Mo's disciple be restrained by love?

The word love is the most difficult thing in the world, anyone who is contaminated with it, will not want to get out intact, it will make you liver and intestines, regret it, love but can't, or another beautiful situation, but these are short-lived, because everyone comes to this world is naked, and leaving this world must be to abandon everything except yourself, there is no one in this world except your own accident who understands you very deeply, you can always take care of your emotions and take care of your body, your relationship with other people will always be, Meet, know and fall in love with each other, and finally separate from each other, and no one can escape this cycle.

There will be as much sadness as there is happiness, how happy you will be when you get it, how sad you will be when you lose it, there is never absolute eternal happiness and sadness, there is a relative existence, so you don't put your heart into one thing, since life is just an experience, then there is nothing wrong with whatever you do, as long as you want to.

Love words hurt and sad, and there is no solution, sometimes it is more to look at luck, fate will be together, fate will be scattered in the sea of people, each looking for something, rejoicing with each other, but that memory has happened, time has passed, irretrievable, reason tells you how absurd it is, if you knew that you would be separated from the person in front of you, would you really choose to meet?

When you meet a person who can really become a better version of yourself, how can you be sure that the person in front of you is really like?

He can choose to hide himself, he can choose to deceive you, but you really spend the time and tell your own story, in the end it is just an absurdity, this kind of encounter you really want to experience once, you want to be loved, you want to be loved, it is better to love yourself, love to the fullest, from then on you lack nothing, you don't need to get anything from anyone, then the love party is from the heart.