Chapter 121: Angel Killer VS Justice Officer (15)
But work is definitely not because of survival, a person wants to live in this world is actually very simple, eat, drink and sleep to meet these most basic materials, people can live, but because of your greed, you become a slave of money, become a tool of money, lose your nature, only pain.
Therefore, if the desire does not match the ability, the person will feel pain, because the ability cannot be exchanged for the thing he wants, and it is indeed a painful experience to not get what he wants.
But if you analyze it carefully, you actually need very few things, and those things you want are just your desires, desperately trying to possess them, the essence is because you are too lacking.
Only a person who is spiritually and materially abundant can live out the true state of life.
However, to a certain extent, human material has nothing to do with spirituality, after all, you will not stop thinking because of poverty, your mind has always existed because of your existence, it is not limited by space and time, the only limitation is probably yourself, so the pursuit of spiritual fullness is a thing that everyone can do.
But it's not easy, thinking is a painful thing, that means you have to face yourself, constantly examine your various thoughts, self-reflection is naturally painful, you will see all kinds of flaws and imperfections of yourself, but it is also in this process that you really understand what kind of existence you are, what is suitable for you, and what is extremely disgusting for you.
Why should you know yourself?
If you don't know yourself, then you're a walking dead manipulated by biological instinct, spending your life busy eating, drinking, and merrymaking, and finally dying.
Not knowing oneself is the saddest thing, and people can't figure out who they are, they can only understand what they are good at, what they are not good at, what they like, what they don't like, what they are willing to do, and what they are not willing to do through the feedback they get from the outside world through what they do.
When the ego touches many facets of the world, it manifests a variety of images.
You may find yourself a top student, a talented athlete, good at long-distance running or sprinting, you will also find that you are also sensitive to music, and you will find yourself in a variety of different potentials.
Those are those who you don't know about yourself, but who you really are, you will discover the complexity of a person, so as not to superficially label others, everyone cannot really be defined, this diversity will make you amazed at the existence and birth of life.
Reverence for life, you will be in awe of this world and the existence of beautiful nature, you will find that your own composition is no different from the composition of flowers, birds, fish, stones, are all composed of elements produced by the collision of new planets during the explosion of the universe, you are all children of the stars, you are the most beautiful works of nature, irreproducible, unique.
The so-called one flower and one world, breaking the control of the macrocosm, the microcosm of every object is also a world, and it is a world that you can't perceive at all, and it is also an equally colorful world, operating with laws that you can't understand at all.
You try to possess the world, but you can't possess anything in your lifetime because you're just a visitor to the world.
The only thing that is true is your thoughts, what you see, hear, feel, think, and hear at the moment, and experience your own world immersively.
Because every day and even every minute and every second cannot be replicated, and the wonderful thing is that this simple law of nature has turned decay into magic, creating such a beautiful, colorful and complex human civilization, which is simply a miracle of creation.
Dissecting everything makes it easy for them, but at the same time it loses its beauty.
Beauty is a more advanced complex complex, which is a specific structural object that is presented by a complex combination of atoms and molecules, such as flowers and grasses.
This is the process by which simplicity evolves into complex individuals, that is, the birth of beauty.
The same fine painting is complex, a complex and orderly composition, and only this composition can create beauty.
The beauty that people can perceive is an orderly existence, such as symmetrical structure, if a person's body features are very symmetrical, then to a certain extent, it can show that his body is healthy and beautiful, a building is also beautiful because of symmetry, such as circles, squares, triangles are all delicate and perfectly ordered structures, with these basic graphics you can draw more complex and orderly figures, the same ones are also beautiful.
As well as the size of the object, the typography of the text, etc., everything you see beautiful has the same tone.
When you really see yourself, you will understand your own vulnerability, your own flaws, and at the same time you will understand the flaws of others, you will become really tolerant, but also unconditional tolerance of yourself, you recognize those innate attributes, and you can make up for them through deliberate training in the day after tomorrow, you will become extremely patient, because you know that you are very weak at this stage, you need to grow, you need nourishment, what you need you will have to make changes in a targeted manner, so as to take corresponding actions to change.
This is a kind of self-motivation that comes from the heart, and you will really change.
This inner motivation will make you feel less tired when dealing with anything, but more and more motivated, and more and more controllable.
Qin Ci thought, the original owner's thoughts were very close to this, but she was still kidnapped by the shadow of her childhood in the past, although she was already very strong, but it was a very painful feeling of being kidnapped by the past, and only by killing these people who had hurt her could she get real relief.
She thought that Gu Qingzhou in her previous life was to free the original owner from the obsession of the past, so she was willing to sacrifice her soul to repay Gu Qingzhou, and she had no other regrets except for Gu Qingzhou's guilt.
"The families of the three deceased should also be at the police station soon."
Gu Qingzhou said, "After handling the scene, we will go back to the police station." "Maybe there's a clue this time.
This is Gu Qingzhou's feeling that the killer is not a ruthless guy, according to his previous thinking, it is impossible for him to think that the killer would actually eat White Rabbit toffee, this image is too contrasting.
But thinking of the soft and sympathetic words that the killer said to him on the computer, Gu Qingzhou felt that the killer was like a naughty and naughty child, he was deliberately provoking him, as if he was deliberately provoking his attention.
This weird feeling made his scalp tingle, could it be true that he couldn't really fall in love with him?
He hasn't forgotten that he's a police officer now!
And he is the opposite!
Disrupting his mind is his purpose!
Besides, I don't know men and women, and this feeling of being watched and tracked by people is terrifying.
Fortunately, he lived in the dormitory of the police station, otherwise he would suspect that he was being watched by the other party in all directions.
Gu Qingzhou hadn't discovered that he had actually lowered his vigilance and vigilance against the killer, because he subconsciously believed what the young man said, 'He won't hurt innocent people, he kills people who should be killed, and he does righteous things.' ’
Because children can't pretend, everything they do is extremely real, but adults wear a lot of masks, the boundary between justice and evil is not very obvious in a person's body, in fact, Qin Ci is more inclined to love and hate people, such people's emotions are warm and abundant, and they have more experience and feeling, although you will be surprised by the other party's approach, but you will not feel that it is unreasonable.
A person with an independent mind and thinking is undoubtedly very attractive.
The liking is not obvious enough, and the dislike is not obvious enough, and such an ambiguous attitude is unpredictable, which is equivalent to an ineffective understanding.
It means that he does not know himself well enough, and if a person cannot judge something at all, it means that he knows very little.
"Brother Gu, you've been wandering lately."
Gu Qingzhou's thoughts were completely disrupted by these words, his face was calm, but his heart was panicked, as if someone had discovered the secret.
The young man forced himself to calmly ask, "Really?" It's just that he didn't know that his dodgy eyes had exposed his mind.
"Yes!" The young man nodded without hesitation, "Brother Gu, are you still thinking about that killer?" ”
Gu Qingzhou had nothing to hide under the young man's bright and clear eyes, so he could only nod.
"Do you want to see him or do you want to arrest him?" The boy asked again, his eyes full of curiosity.
Gu Qingzhou was silent for a long time, and finally replied, "I don't know." ”
The boy didn't ask again, and the rest of the way was quiet.
The little pink rabbit couldn't help but ask, [Host, why don't you continue to ask? 】
Qin Ci replied, 'It's useless to keep asking. There are a lot of things that you need to figure out yourself, otherwise others will not be able to interfere.
For a person who doesn't want to change, no matter how others force him to change, he will eventually return to the original point.
Because you can't change anyone's opinion at all.
Little Pink Rabbit: [Host, you're really getting better and better now!] 】
Qin Ci thought, why should the place that can save effort contribute?
You don't need to have any bells and whistles, it's enough to grasp the core and solve the core problem, and the superficial things don't really matter.
The most important time is to do the most critical things, solve the most difficult tasks, and the rest of the problems will be simple.
Resolving the core contradiction is the key.
After arriving at the police station, the families of both sides were placed in the interrogation room.
The little girl was still wearing the white coat, like her own cloak, and her parents were guarding her side from left to right.
The little girl looked very calm, as if she had suddenly grown up in an instant.
Her parents were worried, but when the little girl saw them come in, their eyes lit up for a moment.
My brother didn't get caught!