Chapter 123: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (17)
But so what?
Because that's hope, that's redemption, it's the redemption of others as well as the redemption of oneself.
Pure purpose is what bursts into great power.
If liking is just liking itself, and hate is just hating itself, then everything seems to be much simpler.
If you like it, then express your love, brush each other's favorability, if you hate, then find a way to torture each other, as long as you achieve the goal, is it really important what the means are?
Gu Qingzhou felt a deep feeling of sadness in his heart, a sadness that was not understood, if the reason was so, then he was also a victim once, and the police did not protect him, and the law did not protect him, would he hope that such an angel would appear in his world at that time.
Unfortunately not.
Unfortunately not.
Gu Qingzhou's eyes suddenly turned red, and for the first time, he felt sympathy and pity for a person he had never met, that was a killer, but he was also a person!
Today's adults, former children, now powerful, once weak and helpless, but at that time, would anyone like him almost commit suicide to firmly defend his beliefs to save people who are on the verge of such a situation?
Now that she has managed to save many innocent people, he should be happy!
Even if it ended up being a death, maybe he would think it was worth it!
Isn't it worth exchanging my sins for the happiness and peace of someone else's life?
If he chooses to do this, the result must not be understood by everyone, and when he is finally caught and dying, will he laugh or cry, or die calmly?
The young man seemed to notice the turmoil in Gu Qingzhou's heart, looking at his reddish eyes, everyone didn't understand, but the young man understood, he understood.
Through this strong contrast and contrast, her Officer Gu finally understood one thing, that is, the collapse of his once extremely firm belief.
Sympathy and pity for his enemies was an emotion he shouldn't have as a police officer, but it was a feeling he should have as a normal person.
No matter what his identity is, when you feel the tragic or tragic experience of the other person in the past, it is impossible for a normal person to be indifferent.
At this time, just as a person's emotional feelings, you will cry for him.
And once you put yourself in the other person's shoes, you are to a certain extent no longer the same person you used to be.
This is a kind of ideological transformation, but also a kind of spiritual sublimation.
Qin Ci looked at this scene and suddenly understood the relief of the original owner.
The original owner insisted on going her own way because she felt that there would be no one in this world who could fully understand her and support her, and Gu Qingzhou saved her with death and firmly defended everything she did.
But when this person who understands you appears, you will find that your heart is completely appeased, you are not completely abandoned by the whole world, there is a person in this world who will understand you, he will run to you firmly, to carry out everything you do, and that person has never understood you before, he and you are not the same world at all, there is a time gap, a space gap, an emotional gap between you, you have never told him anything about you, and even you were once hostile to each other, but in that moment, He became the second you, who saw what you did and was willing to defend everything you did, even if you died.
To some extent, Gu Qingzhou became a believer in the original owner and willingly sacrificed his life for her.
Her hands were covered with blood, she boasted that what she did was out of selfish desires, not so noble, saving people and killing people was like drinking water and eating, life made her insensitive, only the belief in revenge supported her to live, she was already like a walking corpse.
However, this unintentionally planted willow tree has grown into a towering tree, which has a unique style, and at that moment it will light up a person's hope, and for a moment you will feel that the world is worth it, and there will be a kind of moving to see the moon when the clouds open.
The boy's eyelashes drooped, and the long curls of eyelashes covered all the boy's thoughts.
Time seems to freeze in this moment, but for a moment you feel like the whole world is different.
Has the world changed?
Actually, no, it's exactly the same as it was a minute ago, but you're completely different.
Gu Qingzhou's feeling was like this, the time seemed to have passed a hundred years, and the people in the room seemed to suddenly disappear for a long time and reappear in front of his eyes.
He reached out and touched the little girl's head, but he heard the little girl's immature voice, "Uncle, Brother Angel also touched my head like this." He knew that his hands were killing, but when he touched me, I wasn't scared at all. On the contrary, it is very reassuring. He touched me, and I didn't cry. ”
This sentence made the eyes of the whole room red, a small child suffered such a thrilling side, and they were still forced to ask for details, hoping to catch the killer who saved her, wouldn't it be too cruel?
His hands were clearly killing, but I only felt safe.
Gao Yuan was silent, maybe he really couldn't understand this feeling, but this description was enough to make him feel thrilled.
That's clearly a killer~
A cruel and ruthless killer~
Why did things unfold the way they did?
The child's parents also hugged the child tighter, "Yaya, it's okay." It won't happen again, Mom and Dad will protect you. ”
Gu Qingzhou didn't have Fang Cai's nervousness this time, but his expression was soft, "Because you are very brave." We will all protect you and hope you grow up happy and safe. ”
The little girl's parents were red-eyed, Gu Qingzhou was no longer entangled in the deep-rooted legal creed in his heart at this moment, as a person, these emotional thoughts were reasonable, could it be that human nature would make him make a wrong decision?
Just follow what you think.
"Uh-huh, I will. Uncle, when I grow up, I will protect you and Brother Angel. I also want to be a person who can help others in times of crisis. ”
The boy raised his eyes, his eyes flashing with surprise and disbelief, but in an instant he disappeared without a trace.
Sometimes happiness always comes unexpectedly, like this moment.
A stranger's words of protection can make her heart ripple, maybe that vow will only be fulfilled after a long time, but the emotion at this moment cannot be faked.
Maybe that's what the rescue means!
Brother Protector Angel.
Everyone's mood was complicated, but Gu Qingzhou responded, "Well, uncle believes that you can do it." ”
If the killer was still spying on him, would he be happy to hear this at this moment?
The world seems to have another person who understands him and defends him.
Salvation may be real.
When redeeming a person, it is also the beginning of redeeming oneself.
Maybe it's a wonderful state of mind!
When everyone went back, the young man followed behind Gu Qingzhou, "Brother Gu, you seem to be a little wrong tonight." The circles under the eyes have always been red. ”
Gu Qingzhou chuckled, "You observed me very carefully!" After saying this, he instantly felt a little unsuitable.
It seems to mean something.
But the young man replied calmly, "Then now that you are my immediate boss, I don't observe who you can observe?" And.."
Gu Qingzhou was damn curious, "And what?" ”
"And I also like good-looking people."
Gu Qingzhou: "......" didn't expect to get such an answer.
It's five o'clock in the morning, and it's gray and bright, at dawn.
The sun seems to be about to rise.
"The sun seems to be about to rise?" The boy looked at the sky and said slowly, "It won't always be a dark night, the dawn will always come, and the sun will always appear." ”
"I suddenly thought of Hemingway's book "The Sun Also Rises", in such a confused era, he is the faith of young people, their hope. It's a pity that in the end, he didn't figure it out and chose to commit suicide to say goodbye to this world. ”
Become a sun, burn yourself to illuminate others, and the end is doomed to destruction!
After Gu Qingzhou finished saying this as a teenager, he thought of this inexplicably, the pervasive feeling of sadness almost drowned him, he thought of the little girl's words, and even more thought of the killer squatting down and touching the little girl's head like him, gently soothing her.
He's been successful, isn't he?
The little girl gained not fear, but courage from him.
Thinking of this, the young man couldn't help but hook his lips, his eyes were a little sour but he didn't know what to do
But in the past, when they fell into the darkness and despair of life, there were no angels.
And those who have experienced it will understand that they almost killed their weak selves in the past, and the surviving self is braver and stronger than before, but they have preserved themselves in such a tragic way, but is the surviving self really the original self?
No.
He didn't believe in the world at all.
They only believe in themselves.
People who have not gone through darkness and despair are not enough to talk about life, because you will never understand what it is like to be reborn, you are alive and it is like you have died many times, but you are alive, and being alive is a kind of hope, which means that you can do a lot of things, and there are many possibilities.
The feeling was like a thread that wrapped his heart tightly, making him nostalgic but unable to breathe.
He was familiar with the feeling.
Because he had such intense emotions, but he seemed to have forgotten how he got out of this emotional vortex.
It's been too long, and the feeling of this nightmare has disappeared for a long time, but now when he recalls it again, his heart still stirs up waves and can't be calm.
"There is only one sun, so he is destined to be a unique being, but also an existence that is not understood, and if anyone can be the sun, then people will not chase the sun. Not everyone can do selfless dedication, burning themselves to light up others. ”
Unless that's true love.