Chapter 130: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (24)
But you shouldn't change your state of mind, because your mood shouldn't change with other people's emotions.
Only you know how much you have paid for it, others will not understand and will not know the weight, when you are misunderstood, misunderstood, misunderstood, and misunderstood, you just smile at it and wait for time to prove it.
You don't have time to explain your actions to everyone.
Sometimes life will be smooth sailing, sometimes it may not be smooth, full of ups and downs and unknowns. But it will become different with your efforts, maybe the words become beautiful, maybe it is a smile, maybe it is a record of a sentence that makes you unforgettable, maybe it is the scenery today that you are so beautiful that you have the excitement of taking pictures, maybe it is just because you eat your favorite food today, hear your favorite song, and look at yourself in the mirror in good condition and you will be very happy.
Simply little by little, like water droplets pouring into the sea, and finally converging into the sea, you also form yourself in various postures, you let the outside world change, enjoy everything life gives you, sometimes pain, sometimes happiness, happiness will make people feel happy and remember in the heart, and pain will also increase your perception of the outside world, as well as the exploration of the inside, are equally precious.
Emotions perceive everything about you, you will feel happy when you do what you like, you will feel uncomfortable when you do things you hate, you will be sad when you meet a bad person, you will be angry, you will be sad, you will be unhappy, you will be depressed, you will be excited, you will be happy, many emotions make up you.
Out of control, emotionally overflowing, positive, tired, excited, sad, sad, thoughtful, tossing and turning, sad, full of curiosity and desire to explore, learning knowledge, reading, gymnastics, cleaning up the room, driving in the wind and rain, you under the sunset, writing a diary, creating, appreciating beauty....
All the good and bad are yourself, and you have to accommodate all these kinds of self-existence, because every aspect of you is equally precious.
Maybe I have read too many fairy tales, or I have written too many essays, but I really feel that this world is full of passion, passion and purity, I believe that there is true love and great love in the world, I believe in justice, I believe in sincerity, and I believe that people should be beautiful beings.
Others are making up sentences and even don't believe in what I write, but I feel as if everything I write is really achievable, and I am full of expectations and hopes.
Then I hope that you are the only candle, which will not be extinguished when it sways in the wind and rain; You are the only sun, forever burning yourself to illuminate others; You are the only star, and though not as bright as the moon and sun, your light is still fascinating; You are a drop of water in the sea, small but a part of the sea; You are the fireflies, you are the beacon, the sea of three thousand flowers, and the most beautiful existence in this world.
Never lose your positive and sunny attitude, life breaks out of the soil, grows desperately under the sun and rain, and all postures are equally beautiful.
If you don't define yourself, you won't be defined by the world or by others.
Be unique.
Sometimes it's not that you can't see your emotions, but it's painful to go deeper, but you can't ignore your emotions, and those unhappiness and troubles will be entangled around your heart like a ball of yarn, making you feel suffocated.
It's okay to let yourself grow up like a child, you really don't care too much about what the outside world thinks of you, no one will care about life and mood, and what they say to them is completely irresponsible, leaving you to shake in the wind, but is it worth it?
Do you think it's worth it?
It's not worth it!
If someone makes you happy, you will remember that if you don't say it well enough, the child will be obedient to himself.
He will grow by himself, and you just need to lead by example, and many times it will be difficult, but you should always believe that there must be more ways than problems.
Don't try to resist, but resign yourself to the situation you can't control.
It is not an exaggeration to do what you can do well and do your best 100%.
But this 100% demand is not what others ask of you, but what you ask of yourself.
"Won't you come to see me when I'm gone?" The young man's voice was a little aggrieved, "I'm really afraid that you won't want me!" ”
Because he doesn't seem to have anything to leave the other party with, she doesn't seem to lack his appearance, everything is so good that people can't reach it, but he still wants to keep up with the other party, and wants to have the other party forever.
This desire has grown stronger since the beginning of entering this house.
"Worried I don't want you?" Qin Ci repeated amusedly, "I didn't expect Officer Gu to have such a day of gains and losses?" ”
"If you like it, you will naturally give in, and you will be sincere to the other party." The young man put his hand on the young man's shoulder, "I am willing to give everything for you." ”
The heart seemed to be imprisoned by the other party, it was a thorny and poisonous rose, but he wanted to hug her, let her sharp thorns penetrate his chest, water her growth with his own blood, and watch her become more dazzling and dazzling.
She walks alone in this world, does not follow any hot spots, just lives her life quietly, and blooms flowers that belong to her own from the dust, which is complicated but has nothing to do with her.
It is really the most unique and gorgeous poisonous rose in the world.
Some people look at this flower, some people are attracted, some people will be afraid, but all the reactions of these people have nothing to do with her, she blooms enthusiastically, dances vividly, and is more and more dazzling and beautiful under the rain and wind, which is the most beautiful dance of life.
There is what you love in this world, and you will give everything you have for what you love, that is the real love.
The flowers that are watered with your heart are what it means to you, you just have to do what you want to do and wait for the flowers to bloom.
It's really nice to have a world where no one cares and no one cares.
Worry about what tomorrow will bring, worry about what you are about to lose, worry that you will get old, worry that you will get sick, illness accompanies a person's life, so how can you still be in the mood to see the flowers, the sea and the world.
You won't be happy if you get something in a cruel way, and it's better to never have it. It's better to choose to leave and choose to say goodbye.
There will always be a place for you to hide in this world, and if you walk through this world, as long as you are not afraid, you can find a world that truly belongs to you.
"What are you thinking?" The young man asked in a loud voice, "How do you want to give everything you have for me?" ”
"Yes, you are like the most gorgeous and enthusiastic red rose in the wild area, with sharp thorns, so that everyone who wants to approach you is frightened away by your edge, but I really want to hug you, let the sharp thorns pierce into the heart, let the blood of my body water your growth, let my body become your nourishment, so that I am completely owned by you, so that I have given everything I have for you."
Qin Ci: "......"
These low words are like the murmurs of lovers, but these words describe a bloody picture, worthy of him.
Sure enough, it's no different from the previous life!
Little Pink Rabbit said, [Host, there is still a difference! 】
[Gu Qingzhou in the previous life did not have love for the person who wished, but a different feeling, a kind of admiration or something else, but it was definitely not love. This difference is the biggest difference, because this love exists because of you, isn't it? 】
Qin Ci thought about it, love?
It sounds like a beautiful word, like the gentlest wind in spring.
Some people's beauty is not in appearance, and some people you can't use any adjectives to describe, but you can't help but want to get close to each other, and getting close to each other will bring people a kind of serene beauty, and this thing has nothing to do with anything else.
And just the closest to nature itself, it is complex and at the same time incredibly simple, you will feel that you have found a treasure, this treasure is not open to anyone and anyone, it is a kind of existence that you want to get close to but cannot approach, you can only stop and watch, but you can't find the entrance to this beautiful and abundant garden, because it is independent and not open to anyone, but you still will not leave, even if you do not enter this garden, but you are still shocked by the incomparable beauty of this garden, The beauty is incredible, and the beauty makes you want to stay for it forever.
Build yourself into a unique landscape in this world, amaze your life, be modest and polite, like an elegant and reserved gentleman, elegance will never go out of style.
What is love?
Qin Ci often wonders, if she tries her best to make someone like her, and she doesn't like the other person, is this kind of love worth scrutinizing?
She is just the result of catering to the other party's preferences, this is just a disguise, and since it is a disguise, it will definitely not last long, and after a long time, it will show its feet, and then attract people who don't like it.
But that was deliberate, so it's normal, isn't it?
If you want a person to stay for you forever, dedicate his whole life to you, and have no complaints, then the only thing you have to do is to strive to perfect yourself, there is a charm called elusive, like looking at flowers in the fog, you never know what the flowers look like, but they are intoxicated by that hazy beauty, do you say beautiful?
It's beautiful, but it's also cruel, because you don't know the truth, waste time in a lot of fantasies, sometimes people fall in love with someone else's body, you always love someone with your soul, the rest of the people will most likely not enter your world, because your eyes will not stay for each other, he does not exist in your world at all, and there is a high probability that he will not be qualified to enter your real world, in fact, this is your values, world view, and life outlook to establish a protective wall, It firmly tells you that you should choose what you approve of and believe, and those who do not agree with your three views or experience cognitive alignment will eventually be eliminated by you.