Chapter 137: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (31)

This kind of love is like a moth to a fire, but he wants such enthusiasm, maybe his nearly thirty years of life is extremely boring, and suddenly he sees a different her, her life is like the most passionate and wild song, it is the other side he is missing, he saw her, he was thinking, they may have been born as a pair, but they only met at this moment.

He's waiting for someone, it's not that he doesn't have the ability to like someone, it's just that that person doesn't appear in his world.

He thought that maybe it was just the love hormone, which made him have these unrealistic fantasies, and he felt that he had to be the other party, and when the emotions calmed down, this feeling of liking would disappear without a trace.

It's really nice to be immersed in that feeling. Happiness, sadness, sorrow, sadness、、、 many of which have never appeared before and made him feel lost, all appeared together, making him feel alive for the first time.

He is mainly rational and rarely has emotional feelings, so he often can't understand the appearance of some people who are out of shape because of emotions, but at this moment he understands, really understands.

Sometimes he feels unreasonable, even vexatious, but this feeling is not made, but your body's natural reaction.

If others describe his behavior, it can probably be called hypocrisy.

It's spurned for a big man to be so hypocritical!

But apparently he enjoyed it and didn't think he had anything wrong with it.

This is what he really needs, what if he just likes to be coquettish?

Why should people be determined to make themselves strong?

Is it true that being weak is something that should be bullied? But my kindness and weakness are not the reasons for you to bully me?

Unless you have a thought in your heart that you shouldn't have, when you think that a person is easy to bully, it is actually the moment when you don't know the other party at all, people sometimes think of themselves as too strong, but I am willing to admit my failures, but also accept my limitations, I can do well, and I can't do what I can't.

No one can limit me.

You think I'm joking with you again, but I'm actually very serious about what I think.

When there are no lies in a person, you are helpless, you can say that I don't know how to be flexible, you can say that I am stubborn and paranoid, but these are my characteristics, not shortcomings.

Even if it brings bad results, it does not mean that this characteristic is a shortcoming, people should be themselves unconditionally, be tolerant of the outside world, and whenever there is pain, it is a time when desire and ability do not match.

If it can be obtained, it can be obtained, and the behavior of the person has explained her thinking.

The final behavior has already given the answer, and it is useless to explain it later.

I have proved one thing with practical experiments, that is, I am not wrong, what I did is indeed right, as for the problem, there are too many uncontrollable factors in reality, so many that you can't imagine how outrageous it is, you can only respect the diversity of people, and it is useless for you to blame anyone for those uncontrollable things.

Time is still in your own hands.

Because most of the day is still in your own hands.

You can decide what you're doing one second, or you can change direction the next.

If you don't do something, it can only mean one thing, you don't have the determination to complete the other person in your heart, and your behavior has exposed your thoughts.

Thinking too much is not hindering your thoughts, but thinking too much, and you will be more clear about what your focus is at the moment.

A little bit to break through, everyone is facing a different dilemma, this dilemma may be incredibly simple in the eyes of others, but for you that is difficult, you need to be completely prepared before you dare to speak, why do you think that other people's experience can be replicated?

It's just that the method can continue to improve, you always have room for improvement, even if it is a small thing, you can continue to improve and perfect, mobilize your own subjective initiative, and make creative changes, instead of feeling sorry for yourself and losing motivation and the goal ahead.

If so, then you are no longer yourself, and anxiety is actually irrelevant to you.

You say that these little things are meaningless to improve, it really makes no sense to others, but as long as you give a different meaning, then you are happy in it.

The way of life, the evaluation system is becoming more and more single because everyone is unwilling to think, but if you complain about the environment and don't change, then you can only say that you deserve it.

If you still fail after working hard, you want to shake a little, maybe not to shake others, but to shake the stubborn stone in your heart, and you have succeeded.

It's easy to succeed, your evaluation system depends entirely on yourself, it doesn't matter what the outside world asks you for, there is a process of human exercise, this process is like peeling, a little bit of it can be reborn when it is fully mature and shedding on its own.

If you are in a hurry to grow, you will be agitated and even behave wrongly.

Dare to go back to zero, dare to learn from scratch, dare to correct your behavior over and over again, and strive to be 100%.

Eighty percent equals nothing.

To do one thing is to be 100 percent.

That's the attitude you give to others.

It's useless to think less about useless things, to consume yourself, just to let yourself suffer mental pain in vain.

Just do it according to the actual situation.

"She is the bright moon in the sky, and I cannot touch it." Gu Qingzhou said slowly.

Gao Yuan: "Brother ......, are you really sure that you haven't gone mad?"

The moon in the sky?

"You're quite romantic, the bright moon in the sky, is it really so good? Could this be the legendary white moonlight? ”

"She's also my red rose."

Gao Yuan: "......." actually wants to have both.

But that's right, what man doesn't want both.

In fact, both white moonshine and red roses are delusions of men.

"You can do it. The white moonlight and the red rose are based on one body, you have to be her? ”

Gu Qingzhou nodded, "Of course." ”

Gao Yuan asked again, "Does she like you?" ”

"I like it!" Gu Qingzhou was very sure, Gao Yuan looked puzzled, "Why don't you go to her if you like it?" Don't you say you're shy? ”

Gu Qingzhou shook her head, "She has something to do." ”

"Too busy to take care of you?"

"Do you believe that? This woman must lie to you! Gao Yuan thought, fooling the children stupidly!

It's white moonlight and red roses, maybe you just ran into a liar who is particularly good at disguise!

"Online dating?"

"Yes." Gu Qingzhou thought that they could only chat online once a day, and sighed in his heart, how could he see her?

Gao Yuan patted the young man on the shoulder, "Xiao Gu, you still have too little experience in love, you have been deceived, if she really likes you, she will definitely come to you." ”

"But she doesn't want to look for you, which means that she doesn't have you in her heart at all. What are you still meditating on here? ”

Gu Qingzhou: "She likes me." She's going to miss me. ”

But he was still uncomfortable and sad in his heart, what Gao Yuan said was clearly false, but he couldn't find a reason to refute it.

Gu Qingzhou was in an extremely bad mood, the red sunset next to him illuminated the whole sky very beautifully, shaking him suddenly remembered the sun that rose at dawn that day, radiant, the young man bathed in the morning light, beautifully made him lose his mind, maybe he had already been moved by him, but he didn't know it.

At this moment, I think that there is only loneliness left, just like the brilliance of the sunset, if there is no other person to appreciate it, it seems to have lost some of its charm.

The young man walked down the street and came to a bar, listened to music, and ordered a glass of wine.

Sometimes there are too many thoughts to figure it out, and if people want to liberate themselves, they can only release them in other ways.

Drinking alcohol has this effect to a certain extent.

Gu Qingzhou felt that he was very spineless, drinking and drinking, the more aggrieved and uncomfortable, wanting to see the discomfort of not seeing the other party, the more uncomfortable he was, the more he wanted to drink, so that in the end he was completely drunk on the bar counter, still muttering a name in his mouth.

In a trance, he saw a person wearing a white overalls in the dim light, with a slender lattice appearing in front of him, he rushed over and grabbed the other party's sleeve, did she appear?

As a result, the other party turned around, the unfamiliar face, and the indifferent eyes made him sober up for a moment, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person." ”

Subconsciously withdrew his hand, the person just now really looked like her.

It turns out that it is really understandable for some people to recognize the wrong person, just like he is just right, and missing it can really drive a person completely crazy.

Resignation~Can you come and see me~

I really miss you~

Until his consciousness sank into the boundless darkness, Gu Qingzhou's mind was full of thoughts about Qin Ci.

It's just that he didn't know that his every move fell into the eyes of the thin and tall bartender at the bar, and even the glass of wine he drank was put into some sleeping pills, which quickly put him into a deep sleep.

Qin Ci was wearing black overalls and a mask, so that Gu Qingzhou, who was immersed in discomfort, did not recognize it.

Seeing that he was completely asleep at this time, Qin Cicai took off his work clothes, directly hugged Gu Qingzhou in his arms, walked out of the bar, put the young man in front of the motorcycle, and then put on a black helmet, like a black lightning bolt through the city.

"Resignation~" The young man was sobered up a little by the cold wind, and the familiar vision ahead and the warm embrace made him understand where he was?

He was so emotional for a while that he even wanted to cry.

"You finally remembered me?!" The young man's voice was extremely aggrieved, as if he was about to cry and collapse.

Delicate?

Qin Ci was amused by the other party's delicate and soft appearance, and pressed his voice to the young man's ear, "I've always missed you." ”

Gu Qingzhou's heart softened, he felt that he was really useless, as soon as the other party appeared, all his grievances seemed to be vented, and now he was like a loose ball.

Full of sweetness and joy.

Just because she showed up.