Chapter 139: Angel Killer VS Righteous Officer (33)
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They don't really know themselves, but you know very well who you are and what kind of person you are, and that's enough.
It's really enough.
You don't need the whole world to like you, but you like yourself more than everyone else in the world.
Loving yourself is the beginning of a lifelong romance.
People are really an existence full of surprises, and your vitality and state will make you constantly miss a person, yes, that's not your fault, but what you meet is not the most suitable for you and knows you best.
But you have a clear conscience, because you have never lied.
The truth is, they don't really like you.
But you don't care, it's better to choose yourself firmly than to get the preference and love of others.
Do what you can do by yourself, don't rely on others, although you are a little tired, but you have a sense of security and confidence, even if you lose everything, you have the courage to start over, what are you afraid of, the more you understand, the more confident you will be.
Turning the tables against the wind is what you do best, and no one can stop you when you want to go far away.
You just need to overcome yourself, overcome your fears, overcome your fears, overcome your cowardice, overcome your overflowing thoughts, and condense all your energy into the most powerful force, without internal friction.
Some people say that simple and kind people will be constantly hurt, so they are no longer kind and simple, but I want to say that human nature cannot be changed, the more depressed it is, the more perverted it is, and the more you force it, the more you can't love it.
So just let it be.
The flame of ideals in your heart is not extinguished, and people also have a better spirit and have the courage to challenge themselves.
These are the NPCs who came to train you.
The young man was silent for a moment before he hummed.
"If you don't believe me like this, why do you want to like me again?" Qin Ci chuckled, his tone a little doting.
Gu Qingzhou's ears were hot, "What are you laughing at?" ”
"I'm very happy, Officer Gu really likes me, not wants to kill me in the name of liking."
This sentence made Gu Qingzhou's heart ache, "It's not that I don't believe you. It's just that I'm afraid you're going to want me, I feel..."
"What do you feel?" Qin Ci asked, "Don't you feel that I care?" ”
"It feels like there's no shortage of me in your world. You're gone, and I'm the only one left to wander where I am. Gu Qingzhou's words made Qin Ci fall into deep thought, "No." Officer Gu, you're the only one I've brought here. And the only one I confessed. I'm a very strong person, and I will get whatever I want, like you. ”
"Am I just a thing?" Gu Qingzhou muttered angrily, "You are really a dog!" ”
"Just as an example, it's inappropriate, don't take it personally." Qin Ci hurriedly changed her words, sometimes it seems difficult to coax someone to be happy, but at least she is willing at the moment.
Probably only one is willing to do everything!
"Anyway, you didn't get it to me above board, isn't it that I'm more afraid of losing you? I'm afraid that you'll be afraid of me when you see me for what I really are, and hate me, even hate me. ”
"Officer Gu, you have a bright future, if you don't take the Starlight Road, you have to come to the night, I will regret it in the future, I will not let you go!"
"You said it personally, you can't do without me, you want to be with me for the rest of your life."
The girl's cold words fell heavily on her heart one by one, making Gu Qingzhou really want to cry happily, "You are so flirtatious." ”
"Better than me."
"There's always one who is very good, why not me?" Qin Ci smiled, "Does Officer Gu feel very faceless?" ”
The crying police officer is so cute.
Little Pink Rabbit: [Host, don't you feel like you're getting more and more perverted?] Qin Ci smiled lightly, "I don't think so." At least at this moment, she really likes Gu Qingzhou.
It can only be said to be a subtle favorability.
A surge of emotions that is not controlled by the mind.
"Nope." The young man retorted eagerly, "I just, love it when you talk like that." ”
Qin Ci was so cute by this stammering sentence, the young and innocent Officer Gu is really tempting, isn't it?
"Officer Gu, are you more and more good at seducing me? I got to know me better and better. Qin Ci said with a smile, I really think that the longer the young man stays with her, the more he understands her, and now he knows how to be coquettish?
Little Pink Rabbit: [Host, he's afraid you'll run away, but he already knows what you want?] 】
Qin Ci chuckled, "That's not the case. ”
In love, sometimes it is not completely equal, but there is always one party who is willing to give more.
And it is always the side that retreats, which appears to be weak.
The side that takes the initiative to attack is always a little stronger, but the weaker side is weak because it cares more.
I don't feel sorry for the loss, and I don't want to redeem someone who I don't cherish enough, who puts pressure on me, and hinders my growth.
No one in the world can make me give 100 percent?
No one is qualified to do so.
"I seduced you?" Gu Qingzhou's mind was stunned for a moment, he seduced her?
When and where?
Why didn't he know?
"I didn't." Gu Qingzhou didn't wait for the girl behind him to respond, and immediately cut the railroad, he didn't seduce her.
"Is there really not? Officer Gu was crying very cute~"
When Gu Qingzhou heard this, his heart stopped beating for a moment, and his whole body was stunned, and the blood all over his body seemed to suddenly concentrate in his mind, and it exploded in an instant, making him overwhelmed to the extreme.
There's only one thought left, does she like cute?
But he doesn't seem to belong to the cute type, he is a representative of the mighty and handsome.
Could it be that he was so upright and righteous that she always felt that they were not people of the same world?
Gu Qingzhou, who suddenly realized it, suddenly felt relieved in his heart, and the things that had been surrounding him all this time that made him very sad were solved in an instant.
She's worried, isn't she?
Fear that he will leave, fear that he will be disgusted with what she has done, fear of being hurt by him.
Falling in love with someone must be revealing everything about yourself, revealing your most vulnerable side, and if you meet the wrong person, it must be a very painful experience.
The person who loves you doesn't need to wait for you, he will automatically lower your status for you and let you reach out, but if you don't like your person, even if you pay more and sacrifice yourself, the other party will not feel sorry for you for half a point, but will only care, if you can't be firmly chosen by the other party, then just give up!
There are too many people in this world, and you are the most important.
“..... You like me like that, don't you? Like to bully me? ”
Qin Ci said, "When did I bully you?" I just think it's nice for you to be like this, there's nothing wrong with that, I like it. Boys can cry too. Didn't mean to laugh at you. ”
Gu Qingzhou's face was hot, "You really know how to speak." ”
"How is it? I didn't do anything to you. ”
Gu Qingzhou subconsciously asked, "What else do you want to do to me?" ”
"Want..."Qin Ci paused deliberately, and he felt that the young man leaning on him began to rub randomly, and his cheeks were a little itchy, this is a coquettish one?
Little Pink Rabbit: What the hell is one?!
"Playing with you? Officer Gu, you are favored by me, it is a blessing that you have cultivated for ten lifetimes! ”
Gu Qingzhou: "......" has never seen such shameless praise of himself, but he has never seen such shameless praise of himself.
"Ten years of cultivation can be crossed in the same boat, and a hundred years of cultivation can be slept together, resignation, which shows that we have the fate of life and life." I never believed in these illusory things before, but now just thinking about it makes me feel very good.
even hopes that it is true, so that he can still be with her in the next life and never be separated.
It's human instinct to like the new and hate the old, but if that person doesn't match you at all, give up.
Problem-specific, case-by-case analysis.
Don't follow past experiences, the brain will deceive itself, including what it has learned.
"I hope so." Qin Ci suddenly had an idea in his mind, maybe it might be true.
Otherwise, why did she need to repeatedly attack an object named Gu Qingzhou?
Maybe that's true.
The moonlight falls quietly on the sea, and the wind is very noisy all around, if it is daytime, it must be sunny here, compared with the two, is the moonlight at night more attractive or the sun of a hundred days is more brilliant?
Gu Qingzhou looked at the moonlight, the cool feeling made him very comfortable, maybe he belonged to the dark place.
He just walked to the Land of Sunshine by chance, but he didn't belong to the Land of Sunshine originally.
"Resignation, do you want to know about my past?" Gu Qingzhou said softly, his thoughts and memories returned to that nightmarish night again, his hands were stained with blood, even his pupils were stained with blood, but the white light on his body could not warm his heart.
Such a sinful scene will forever be engraved in the depths of his memory.
Everyone was praising his bravery, but only he understood how frightened and terrified he was at that moment. When the warm blood soaked his hands and splashed on his body, he felt full of tension and excitement, as if he had done something that made him feel proud.
Is he afraid?
The emotion that was scared, but stronger than it was excitement, the excitement of meeting blood, the excitement and trembling sensation of seeing him slowly stop breathing.
Why?
He couldn't analyze it.
Maybe human nature is inherently evil?
"If you're willing to tell me, then say it." Qin Ci had a very indifferent attitude, "If you want to know what I have experienced, I will also tell you." ”
The implication is that if you don't ask, I won't say it, there's no need to say it.
After going through a lot of things and suffering for a long time, people gradually become numb.
It's like an instrument that has fallen into disrepair for many years, and without the protection of oil, it becomes mechanical and stiff.
"Excuse me, I killed my father with my own hands." This sentence is heavy and slow, maybe because he is really drunk today, maybe he is really worried about her leaving, he wants to use this short time to keep her heart, the past has passed, those fears have disappeared with time, things have happened for too long, the weakness and helplessness of the time have long passed, he is no longer the elephant who was tied to a small stake, but he wants to tell him that he is the same kind as her.
He didn't want to be given up by her.