Chapter 194: Female Ghost King VS Soft Taoist (18)
"A bunch of rubbish!" Chaoyang glared angrily, "Gu Qingzhou, this princess will let you go today, you will regret what you did today!" ”
"I'll never regret it!"
After saying that, Princess Chaoyang disappeared into the underground cell with a group of secret guards.
"You're just watching her go?" Gu Qingzhou couldn't help but say, "Didn't you want to torture her?" ”
Red Sleeves also looked at Qin Ci suspiciously, and Qin Ci's reaction to this was very light, "The time has not yet come." ”
Gu Qingzhou: "......"
"Gone." After Qin Ci finished speaking, he left, "Little Taoist, you can go back too!" ”
The female ghost passed through the wall and disappeared into the cell.
Red Sleeves followed, but in an instant, silence returned to the underground cell.
Gu Qingzhou subconsciously wanted to follow, and finally looked at this wall in a daze.
She's a ghost, and he's a human, and people and ghosts have different paths, but he....
[Gu Qingzhou's favorability +20, currently 32]
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Back to the dormitory.
Gu Qingzhou went to the tavern to get a jar of wine, sat on the high windowsill, looked at the moon and took a sip of wine.
His thoughts were a mess, he couldn't figure it out, he just wanted to escape, and he didn't want to ask for the answer in his heart.
Many people choose to avoid things they don't want to face, and when they feel a huge difficulty, they have to face it themselves, face it directly, and don't be stopped by it.
He was already feeling drunk, but he didn't know what bothered him so much, just looking at the bright moon and thinking of her face.
All kinds of expressions touched his heart.
Déjà vu, sometimes he even wonders if they had met before, but he had forgotten her.
In the drowsiness, a lot of vague scenes with apertures appeared in my mind, and the strange and familiar pictures were like him, and the people he was holding, the people he was carrying, the people he was carrying, and the people who were entangled, seemed to be her.
Eventually, under the hypnosis of alcohol and ego, she fell asleep and fell into a deep dream.
When he fell off the ledge, the moonlight fell to the ground, and a shadow stood beside the bed, dressed in red.
There is only one sentence in my head.
Here she comes.
She came to him.
What happened?
I only heard her indifferent and soft voice with a little doubt, "Little Taoist, you seem to be drunk, why do you drink?" ”
The young man raised his eyes, the eyes that were red by the smell of wine were a little gorgeous, his clear eyes were a little confused and dizzy, like a newborn little milk cat, looking at people's eyes would make people's hearts soften, for a long time he was staring at her directly, seemed to be very puzzled, and seemed to be surprised, this contradictory feeling is very distinct.
A green robe was spread on the ground, and the delicate-looking young man sat in it, he slowly got up and sat up straight, "Miss Qin, why are you here?" ”
"I'll see if you're asleep."
The boy subconsciously scratched the back of his head, and put down and grabbed the hem of his clothes at a loss, clearly distinguishing the movements of a very small girl, but there was only cuteness on him.
The cute little Taoist priest is really rare.
He seemed to be really defenseless against her, which really made Qin Ci feel strange.
But she has always made it very clear what fantasy and reality can be, what things should be done by the identity of the original owner, what words should be said by this identity, and the practices and statements of those things belong to herself, she is very clear.
She always behaved as the original owner, because that was her most important task.
The little pink rabbit couldn't help but sigh, [Actually, if you don't expose your personality, you don't need to be so strict with yourself! 】
Qin Ci smiled, "Maybe! Just get used to it. ”
I am used to hiding my true self, because I know that things will not end from the morning, so I will not choose to give my sincerity, because I will always get hurt in the end.
She was increasingly unsure of what it would be to stay forever.
I don't believe in the feelings between people, it feels like a time bomb, it will explode at any time, and she doesn't dare to rely on anyone, for fear that she will feel dependent on each other, she will be hated, she will lose her original self, and she will feel terrible when she imagines it.
The sense of security has never come from oneself and not from others.
Eternal immutability may be an illusion, everything in this world is changing, and so are people, you don't seem to be able to find anything that doesn't change except that you can use yourself as an anchor, and you don't believe that anyone can really be so kind and simple.
Aren't you kind and simple?
No, you just lose the idea of guessing about people, you just want to build a relationship in the fastest way and then achieve the goal of good cooperation, as for the relationship will eventually fade with time and distance, and finally there is nothing left.
If you don't stay for others, and others won't stay for you, then the end is obvious, it's loneliness.
In fact, loneliness is not loneliness after all.
You don't like to compromise, you don't waste your time and energy for another person, you just give all your attention to yourself, and this is the most important thing to put on yourself.
Cultivate a lot of friends for yourself, and when you get along with these friends, you have no pressure at all, feel nature with your heart, accept as much as you want, and only when you don't ask for it will you calmly complete the experiment and live your life quietly.
Your own world is real, and everything else is false.
You actually understood this very early on, many people don't need to exchange ideas, they just need to go along with it.
What to say to someone is the most basic cultivation.
Otherwise you are easily attacked, because you understand, so you can do it.
It doesn't really matter whether others understand it or not, you can only say that there are some sacrifices that must be made in order to fit in, and this sacrifice includes money, energy, and just the right sense of humor.
These are called normal things!
If your desires are more than that, and you don't have anything to splurge at your disposal, then the most important thing for you to do right now is to gather your strength and time to do your own thing.
It's just that this thing also needs a slow transition, but the independence you have will not disappear because of others, friendship with each other is reasonable, others will only evaluate your value, in fact, social interaction is like this.
Invisible discrimination is everywhere.
Some people seem to be easy to get along with, but they are actually not easy to get along with at all.
Some people also look well-behaved on the surface, but in fact, you don't know what rotten Ke is.
So until you understand a person clearly, you don't want to think about illusory love.
This is unlikely, but it is necessary to take the initiative to explore the outside world.
Maybe there is someone in this world who is the same as you, and he is also actively exploring outward, and this possibility of seeking this is naturally not to be given up.
Life has always been one's own, and spending a lot of time and attention on others is destined to consume oneself.
Who will stay in your world forever?
The answer is no, never.
When you're at rock bottom, the people who give you hope are poor, and when you're at the peak of your life, your attention and judgment are the best.
Therefore, you don't really have to worry about what you will miss, but you just take your own life as the core and use other things as a spice to enrich your life experience and experience, and better understand your own thoughts, your own hypocrisy, your own falsehood, your own vanity, your own prejudices, your own stubbornness, your own conformism, and your own various deficiencies through communication with others.
No one is perfect, calmly deal with all kinds of problems, and do things very meticulously in the things you really love, this is the attitude you should have.
You have to become a producer, a service provider, and a manager, which requires a person's comprehensive ability.
It is also a test of emotional intelligence.
These passive skills to protect yourself must be strengthened, otherwise you will create unnecessary trouble for yourself.
Pay more and complain less, since you have chosen to go to graduate school, it must be a waste of time to do something that may not be of much significance.
Is it important that the teacher said it?
Is what they say just dogma?
Not necessarily, you have to have your own thinking and opinions, don't follow the crowd, don't be easily led astray by others.
If there is no problem, you can do it, you don't need to ask someone, and the result will tell you what you are doing correctly.
Use practice to verify whether your ideas are correct.
There is a need for tolerance between people.
You will find that only by being calm and rational can you really solve problems and troubles, and give your life a sense of order, otherwise it will always be disrupted, and the more you resist, the more painful it will be.
You and others are not on the same track at all, but your current ability has surpassed them, which is very telling.
Others are not necessarily willing to do good for you, you yourself have your own way of thinking.
I have my shortcomings, just because others don't, and no one is more noble than the other.
That's it, life is the way it is, it's useless for you to complain.
It doesn't matter, people are always weird, but that has nothing to do with me, when I am curious about you, I will take the initiative to explore, and when I lose interest in you, I will decisively give up my attention to you.
In fact, in essence, I have always been satisfied with myself, not others.
I expect my gaze to stop for whom, and I should only stop for what is truly valuable, and I don't need to think too much about the rest.
Why do you say why do you want to take the conventional road, what is the most time-saving and energy-saving, and improve efficiency, you should do it in this way, you should continue to break your own framework, what standards are not as important as your own standards, if anyone doubts you, in your field, you should reduce the dimensionality of others, instead of losing the right to speak and being corrected.
This is the posture you should show, you are destined to be different from others, there is no need to pander, pandering is the stupidest thing.
You naturally have your own things to do, so why should you be swayed by others?
None of them can be you, so what qualifications do they have to make decisions for you, think for you, promise for you, answer questions for you, and make friends for you?
While you amuse me, it may not be that I amuse you.
You think that you are reusing me, but it is not a way for me to learn backwards.
To respect others is not to treat others as a fool, which is an insult to the personality of the other person.
Treating full respect and politeness will solve most problems, after all, no one likes to cause trouble.
And some people don't give some good advice, but encourage you to do all kinds of things.
"I didn't expect the little Taoist priest to drink?"
"Do practitioners also drink?"
The boy couldn't help but ask, "Do you think alcohol is cheesy?" "Blinking those big watery eyes, it's hard to resist.
Qin Ci couldn't help but scold, this guy shouldn't have deliberately shown such a posture, right?
Seduce her?
"It's not very cheesy, it's real. That little Taoist, can you tell me why you drink now? ”
"Miss Qin, I can't figure it out."
Qin Ci naturally thought of what happened in the dungeon, and subconsciously comforted the frowning young man, "That has nothing to do with you, Chaoyang is this kind of ruthless person, not Red Sleeves will be someone else." ”
"I.... It's not like I can't figure it out. The boy stammered a little, looking at her uneasily.
Qin Ci was completely puzzled, and looked at the young Taoist priest who was hanging his head and didn't dare to look at her.
This youthful and uneasy appearance is somewhat familiar in short.
[Shouldn't it be a confession!] 】
'What do you think, little silly rabbit!' Don't forget that the opinion rating is only 32. That's not enough to be called like. ’
At most, it's just pleasing to the eye, and it's still different from strangers.
[Pierced in the heart. 】
But tonight there will be a qualitative change. After all, he doesn't know me yet, so it's impossible to easily increase his favorability. In fact, people get along like this with each other, because they are strange and polite.
After understanding, we will get closer to each other.
"So what can't you figure out?"
"I can't figure it out, Miss Qin, why are you so good to me?"
Qin Ci couldn't help but laugh, "This is your delusion!" ”
The young man raised his eyes and glared, and said fiercely, "You have done it all, why don't you admit it?" ”
Qin Ci deliberately pretended to be stupid and teased the young man who was dizzy at the moment, "What have I done?" "It seems that the inadvertent little action is really sultry, doesn't this bring people to hand?
[Worthy of the host]
[It's amazing! 】
Qin Ci looked at the young man with a flushed face, and looked at her with gorgeous eyes almost a little dull, "You gave me a ring, and you said that you want to protect it!" ”
"Why do you think I'm so nice to you?" Qin Ci smiled and asked, the young man at this moment is really easy to bully!
"Why?" Gu Qingzhou felt that he had been fooled, "Didn't I ask you this?" Why do you ask me rhetorically? ”
"Because my words give you the illusion, shouldn't you be blamed for this?" Qin Ci explained casually, "Little Taoist, are you right?" ”
The boy's first reaction was very straightforward, shaking his head and almost grabbing the ground with his head again because of his unstable body.