Chapter 245: Female Ghost King VS Soft Taoist (69)

Gu Qingzhou said excitedly, "Excuse me, I'd rather not kill her and let me live, right?" Why? ”

Qin Ci lowered his eyes and didn't look at the young man's eyes, and said softly, "Because we are not people of the same world." You won't be with me for long. ”

"Is it wrong for me to want to be with you? Why do you do this to me! ”

"Is it good to kill her, she hurt me so much, why do you want to let her go because of this!" The boy went completely crazy, and Chaoyang was frightened into a stupe.

[Host, if you don't fulfill him!] He looked so sad. 】

"Are you really willing to give up your life and just spend a short time with me?"

Gu Qingzhou's tears fell, nodding desperately, Qin Ci only felt his heart fluttering, what is it like to love someone?

It was so painful, but why was he so willing to eat it?

[Host, maybe you will understand later.] It's okay if you don't understand it now. 】

Qin Ci shook his head, "I don't want to understand this. ”

The relationship seems to be weak, but in fact it has the power to destroy the ancient era, which is really terrifying.

Why do you still prefer to go there knowing that it is an existence that you can't touch?

People are self-aware, and when the time comes, they can easily get there.

Is love more important than self-tracking?

She doesn't even know who she is, how can she like someone? How to truly fall in love with someone?

An anonymous person can first find his foothold before it is possible to look to the outside world.

[Host, you may really not understand, but why don't you choose to trust your own heart? 】

Qin Ci asked rhetorically, "My heart? ”

Can I understand by asking my heart?

[You ask yourself, do you care about the person in front of you?] If you don't care, why are you here? 】

[Your actions have already told you the answer!] 】

Qin Ci couldn't refute, "What you said is right. ”

In front of him was the dejected appearance of the young man, he was too desperate.

She was clearly in front of his eyes, but he couldn't touch her.

It is the closest distance in the world, but their hearts are very far away.

"Did you really choose to give up on me?" The boy asked silently, his tone cold and his eyes very empty.

"If you really decide to give up on me, then I have nothing to do with you from now on, whether I live or die has nothing to do with you!"

Qin Ci's heart moved, and his eyes couldn't help but look at the young man, but those beautiful eyes were hanging low at the moment, and his wet eyelashes showed that he was crying very pitifully.

It's a pity that his pity didn't move her, and after getting such an answer, she should choose to give up.

I don't give up until I get to this world, what are you still thinking!

Why do you have to persist when you can't knock on a door?!

It's not polite enough.

"What's your answer?" The young man raised his eyes, his eyes were red but very firm, making Qin Ci stunned for a while.

[Host, you clearly can't let go, why not fulfill him.] Maybe he will regret it, but there is nothing that he does not regret, you can only make a decision for a moment, with time, people will continue to change, and in the end it must be regretted. 】

"I choose." Qin Ci raised his hand, the soul lock rope continued to tighten, and the morning sun made a painful sound, but in a moment, the painful sound disappeared, and the dungeon returned to a deathly silence.

"She's dead."

The young man watched all this happen with dull eyes, life is sometimes more exciting than drama, the last moment the mountains and rivers are exhausted, and the next moment the willows and flowers are bright and another village.

But in the next second, the young man covered his chest and fell on the bed, although it was painful, but he showed a satisfied smile.

She ultimately chose to keep him.

That's enough.

Even if he was disappointed many times, as long as the end result was that they would be together forever, then everything he did was worth it.

Why is it worth it?

Because of her.

There are priceless treasures in the world, and the treasure in his heart that cannot be measured by value is her.

"Wait for me." The final words are these two gentle words.

Qin Ci's eyes moved slightly, and he couldn't help complaining, "The love brain is terrible!" It's just that this time there are more exclamations that I don't understand.

It's the most wonderful thing in the world to like.

She was really bewitched by the other party.

[Host, how are you feeling right now?] 】

Qin Ci: "I don't know. ”

It's just that this kind of ending seems to be pretty good.

If he didn't mind, it would be completely superfluous for her to think so much for him.

~

As the evening passed, the early morning sun fell on the windowsill.

Pure and unclean, Qin Ci stood in the corner, watching the sunlight fall on the young man on the bed.

And the young man lying on the bed still had a soft face, as if he was asleep, in fact, he had passed away.

And it was at her hands.

Isn't the sun shining enough on earth? Why did he have a heart in the underworld?

Suddenly, a hug appeared behind him, and when the cold body was pasted, Qin Ci didn't have any surprises, and the tip of his nose smelled the familiar fragrance.

"Resignation, I can finally embrace you!"

"Doesn't it feel good to be in the sun?" Qin Ci casually asked, "Everyone yearns for the land of sunshine, why do you yearn for death." ”

The boy let go of the woman in his arms, and then stood in front of the woman, the smile on his face was very bright, "You want to know what I'm thinking?" ”

Qin Ci nodded, "Naturally." ”

The young man's handsomeness was not lost because of death, and after his death, he was still handsome and noble, not like a ghost but like an immortal.

"Why?"

"Because you are the sunshine in my life, the one who lights up my life, resignation~"

"If death can serve my purpose, then what about death?" The young man smiled proudly, as if he had disappeared from the desperate and sad heart of the night last night.

Does she really have such magic?

Or is it true that love or love has such charm?

His smile at the moment was too pure and simple, so much so that Qin Ci thought of his paranoid thinking about the other party before, causing the other party to be miserable, maybe she really didn't understand his needs.

Love needs to be understood, and he seems to know her well, is she the one who is spoiled?

Without stopping for a moment, the young man hugged her waist again, "Resignation, I will go wherever you go!" ”

"You're such a slimmer right now." Qin Ci had a deeper understanding of this word.

"Then I'll take you on a tour of the mountains and rivers."

Time is gone, in short, no matter what you do, time is always consuming, so it's better to do something to make yourself happy.

Why think about questions that you can't figure out?

Think about people who don't care about you at all, people who don't understand you at all.

Your explanation is superfluous for these people, and they can even be jealous and discriminatory.

Like is just like, not mixed with any interests, for a person who doesn't know how to appreciate you, no matter how good you do, all you get is criticism.

But man has freedom of choice and thought.

Why would you choose to introduce this trouble into your own life, you could have avoided it entirely.

Sometimes it's a good thing to backfire, it's not necessarily a good thing to be together, and not being together isn't necessarily a bad thing.

Everyone comes into your life to bless you.

You just have to be yourself, and there's no problem with being yourself.

~

Spring, summer, autumn and winter, four years of time flew by.

The faces of the two have not changed in the slightest, and their lives are infinitely long, but people's lives sometimes become extraordinarily precious because they are short.

The good things are relative.

In the temple, the little disciple asked the master, "Why didn't that person come?" ”

The master sat in the meditation room, raised his eyes when he heard the words, and looked out the window calmly, "Because he has already obtained his wish, and he will not come back." ”

"Then Master, why do you still want to continue chanting in vain?"

The master said, "Because everything has its own providence." ”

~

In the dead of night, in the woods, the wind floats.

The young man sat on a high branch and looked at the moon, "Why didn't you kill Liang Yi?" ”

"There's no need to kill." Qin Ci replied lazily, "Why are you still thinking about him in your heart?" ”

Gu Qingzhou retorted, "Who cares about him?!" If it weren't for you, I wouldn't care if he was dead or alive! ”

"Okay, don't be angry." Qin Ci wanted to say, this guy is really easy to blow up, once the question involves whether he really likes him, the whole person is like a hedgehog, whoever touches him will prick his hand!

"I know you care a lot about whether I still like Liang Yi, do you think it's possible?"

"Possibly!" Without thinking, the boy said, "How could it be?!"

"I've seen with my own eyes how glue you are, loving and loving, and my heart is all about him..."

Qin Ci: "...... good guy, what are you waiting here?"

Put aside this old account?

It seems that there are a lot of small ninety-nine in this little book!

"I remember it so clearly, no wonder I was so angry at the time!" Qin Ci deliberately teased, "It's a pity~"

Gu Qingzhou was not happy when he heard it, "You saw it all at that time?" ”

"Or else? That's a dream I set up, and I, as the master, must know everything in the dream, otherwise how would I be tempted by you? ”

"Little Taoist, I shouldn't have let you know about the past in the first place." Qin Ci deliberately said it in order to coax people.

[Host, why don't you try to really open your heart and like him!] Sooner or later, there will be a tired day when acting like this! 】

Qin Ci was silent for a while before he said, "Then wait for that day to come!" ”

"I can't like it at the moment, but I don't want to hurt him."

[Host, you are such a good person!] 】

Qin Ci: "......" doesn't feel like this sentence is boasting about himself!

When Gu Qingzhou heard this, he was only shy, "Resignation, you are really good at coaxing people!" ”

"That's, learn from you."

Gu Qingzhou: "......"

"Do you like it or don't you like it?" The young man deliberately leaned on the girl and asked, looking at each other, under the moonlight, the ambiguity was heating up.

"Naturally, I like it."

"If you don't like it, how can you get an inch!" Qin Ci said with a smile, but in fact, he was very indifferent to what happened to him.

How can it last?

There is no such thing as an eternal thing!

It's just an unrealistic fantasy in people's hearts.

Gu Qingzhou's eyelashes were lowered, and there was a trace of sadness in her heart, if she really liked it, why didn't there be a little ripple in her eyes, it was just him emotionally, and she just responded.

But even so, he should rejoice.

She was always his own.

In this brief moment, they belong only to each other.

The young man lay on the girl's shoulder, his eyes fixed on the girl's lips, and the burning gaze made Qin Ci unable to do it even if he wanted to ignore it.

Qin Ci turned his head, and the young man kissed him, his lips and teeth were intertwined, the entanglement was like the chaos of nothingness, they were now the phase of the world, there was no substance, and they could only rely on the entanglement and mixing of breath to produce a feeling of intimacy.

After intertwining for a long time, both of them leaned together a little tiredly.

"You like it?" Qin Ci asked a little inexplicably, "This is similar to the love between men and women in the world." ”

Gu Qingzhou: "......" How can she be so straightforward?

Why is it always him who is shy!!

Is this scientific?

"Don't you like it?" What kind of nonsense is this?

"It's just a little tired." Qin Ci told the truth, and saw the young man in front of him, Bai Yu's cheeks turn red, "Blushing you." ”

"I'm tired of you?" Gu Qingzhou said angrily, "It's clear that I'm more tired!" ”

"You're just lying down, it's me who is doing your part!"

Qin Ci: "......." Is it necessary to fight for victory?

"Yes, you're you, you're you, okay. Don't be angry~"

Listening to this perfunctory coaxing, the young man's eyes were red again, as if he was about to shed tears.

Qin Ci was so shocked that he sat up directly, "What's the matter?" ”

"You're so perfunctory."

Qin Ci: "......." sighed again, unreasonable troubles turned out to be indistinguishable between men and women!

"You've worked the hardest, and you'll have to work hard next time."

Gu Qingzhou: "......." This comfort is okay!

It will be better next time~

"Sleep well."

The two hugged each other and slept together, and the four seas were home.

It's just that as time goes by, I see that the young man's soul is getting weaker and weaker, and her soul seems to have been purified, and her appearance has returned to its original appearance, and those terrifying black thorn lines have long disappeared without a trace.

"Qingzhou, we have to be reincarnated. Otherwise you'll disappear. Qin Ci said seriously, but the young man said, "I want to accompany you again." ”

I want you to spend more time with me.

Once reincarnated, he is afraid that he will never find her again.

He was so scared.

I'm afraid I'll never see you again.

But he knew that this was the inevitable result.

Because she didn't have him in her heart at all, she felt sad when she thought about it, but she was relieved again.

Like it or not, have it or not, she chose to keep him in the end, didn't she?

Although the time they spent together was so short, he was still grateful to have met her.

It's just that it's finally time to separate.

She didn't want to be nostalgic anymore, she wanted to leave.

Then he was not in a position to forcibly persuade her to stay.

After all, the person who can't keep it is like sand in the cracks of your hands, the more you want to hold it, the faster it passes.

Why bother happily parting.

"Okay." The young man nodded slightly, but there was no joy in his beautiful eyes, as if he had expected it.

Three days later.

The two walked hand in hand and walked into the gate of the underworld together.

When we came to the Nai Ho Bridge, which was billowing white smoke, a silver-haired grandmother was sitting at the head of the bridge, scooping water in one hand and pouring it into a neatly arranged row of bowls, waiting for the passing ghosts to drink it, and from then on she would completely forget the past.

You'll have a chance to start over for a lifetime.

"Walk across that bridge, drink the water of forgetfulness, and forget the past, you don't remember me, I don't remember you, and you go your own Yangguan Road." Gu Qingzhou looked at the woman beside her and said, her eyes looking ahead, as if she wanted to hurry over.

There is not a trace of nostalgia for him.

This made him feel painful, but after all, he had to say goodbye.

He couldn't stop it.

She's leaving, she's leaving his world.

"See you in the next life."

Goodbye in the next life, these five words poked deeply into Gu Qingzhou's heart, and he watched the woman walk quickly across the back of the Nai He Bridge after drinking Meng Po soup, she was really gone.

She really chose to forget him and start her life anew.

His chanting of the Buddha finally achieved his heart's desire, why is he so painful at this moment?

Meng Po watched the young and handsome man pour a bowl of memory water into the river, and she couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Isn't that woman in front of you your beloved?" Why did you pour it out when she drank the amnesia water? ”

"However, everyone on the bridge only has a bowl of memory water, and if you lose your own, then you will not have it."

"If you had drunk, you might have been able to keep up with her, but unfortunately you didn't."

Gu Qingzhou retorted, "If I drink it, I won't be able to keep up with her." ”

"Just let her go, I don't want to forget her." Although she chose to forget me!

Meng Po smiled bitterly, "Only infatuated lovers in the world are the most miserable!" ”

Gu Qingzhou came out of the gate of hell, and at this moment he was a real lonely ghost.

for he has nowhere to turn to, and no one wants it.

He cried, and no one would coax him softly.

Qin Ci had already returned to the space at this moment, watching Gu Qingzhou's every move.

She couldn't help but sigh, "What a fool he is." ”

She chose to give up on him, and he was still waiting in place.

Why are there such stupid people in this world?

[Soon, he will disappear completely!] 】

In the blue space, the girl's gaze calmly looked at the picture suspended in the air, "Out of the plane." ”

Some people can solve what you are lacking for a short time, but they can't replace what you want most.

I have to say that some people sometimes give you the illusion that you can be entrusted with it for life.

Eventually, you'll find that after digging deeper, no one really matches you perfectly, and if there is, it must be your delusion.

In fact, the reality is so cruel!

Whenever you raise hope for someone, you are bound to be disappointed.

No one can really understand you.

In the end, your future and future will be carried by you alone.

Even your parents are like this, how can others be kind to you from the bottom of their hearts?

Why?

Isn't this routine familiar?

There is no such thing as pie in the sky, and no one in this world wants to pay for anyone, right?

I don't want to waste my time because there is no one in this world who can save me.

Except for myself.

He's wasting my youth, and whoever is serious in the relationship loses.

This is true of any relationship.

The one who has always been affectionate is the one who has been let down.

Even more so being irresponsible for what you say about yourself.

You think I'm going to treat you like I'm meant to be, but that's just your imagination.

The top hunters will appear as prey.

It's useless to be anxious, just solve the problem calmly.

Don't think too much about useless things, the most important thing is to improve your core competitiveness.

The standard in society is: women

The appearance must be enough, that is, beautiful, good skin, good condition, and youthful vitality

Earning power - can solve 99% of the troubles (reflected in the wearing of clothes, purchasing power)

I can't pretend that I have money, I really have zero experience in social networking, and if I don't try, I probably still have zero experience, I just don't understand the needs of others, and I don't understand the real way the world is.

The ability to achieve one's dreams

He is not my love interest, but my partner with whom I play with companionship and sharing, he has his own life and thoughts, and all I do is listen and comfort.

He is not my love interest, but a thought partner with whom I explore the philosophy of life, he will have his own opinions and worldviews, and all I have to do is listen and summarize.

None of them will be mine, and I don't need them to like me, they're like a book.

When I open it, I can see the content of the book, and then I can communicate on the level of thought.

I can choose not to watch it.

What is the best mindset to have?

You're an individual, and so am I.

I appreciate that we are together, but you still can't interfere with me.

I can't appreciate it, then we're separated.

Experiences can be shared as a kind of communication.

I haven't really found out what I really like.

I quite like myself, and marrying myself seems to be the most ideal.

Life is destined to be lonely, and even the addition of another person cannot end this reality.

You still have to settle down and do your own thing, so that whether it is suitable or not, you will live well, and you will not be damaged by the attitude of others because they leave.

The most important thing is to calm down and do your own thing.

The outside world is chaotic, and the only thing you know for sure is your own mood.

Be straightforward, sincere, say whatever you want, don't hesitate and get entangled.

Leave the problem to others to tangle over, and don't bother yourself.

Gradually, I found that no one can replace your pain, your tiredness, you are living strongly, life will not be beautiful, but you are the most beautiful when you work hard to live seriously.

Don't reveal everything to others, even if you trust someone again, one leak will be all leaks, and they won't be your real friends.

Fox friends are not exaggerated.

When have I ever lost a friend?

I guess I saw through the essence of human relationships!

When you lose your use value, you are not worthy of being a human being, all your practices are wrong, everyone looks at you with prejudice, and the world is prejudiced.

When you're good, the whole world becomes kind.

I will be enthusiastic, patient, and serious about myself, and others are just my cultivation.

Only by experiencing the world can you recognize yourself and the world, live soberly, and don't sink at will, because no one can solve your deepest needs.

Fleeting pleasures are costly.

Don't be casual, don't compromise, be high on yourself and others, be together when it's suitable, and separate when it's not suitable.

You say that it should be tiring for a person to live with secrets, but I need secrets, I need my own space, because this is when I am really alive.

As I grow up, I have more and more responsibilities on my shoulders, and the time to be myself becomes short.

But one should live for oneself, and to love oneself is to give oneself time and attention.

Take care of yourself and turn yourself into a little princess.