Mourning
Sunflower rushed to the ward with the smell of alcohol, and Su Wen didn't have time to dodge. No one guessed that Aoi would suddenly be in the hospital, especially when she and Ahn Jae-sin texted that she was not available, but in fact, she came over with a shot. But what's even more ridiculous is that An Zaichen's parents are also there, and they have obviously seen her, the so-called "real girlfriend", and they looked at Su Wen accompanying An Zaichen, and their faces were calm.
Sunflower put her hands in the pockets of her trench coat and slowly walked towards Ahn Jae-sin, looking around at a circle of people with a mysterious smile on her face.
Su Wen jumped up like an electric shock, but soon looked at Aoi with hostility in her eyes.
An Zaison couldn't move, but he still tried his best to keep his composure, "Aoi, why did you suddenly come here and finish what you were doing?" ”
Sunflower shook her hand, and the whole ward was about to smell her alcohol. Ahn Jae-sin's mother stepped forward to help Aoi, who was a little shaky, but Aoi waved her hand and didn't let her touch it.
"What's wrong, what's going on, Aoi, come to me." Ahn Jaechen still stretched out his hand very manly, wanting to understand her intentions and thoughts.
Aoi smiled and stepped forward, Su Wen stiffly blocked the front.
"Su Wen." An Zaichen let out a low snort, and Su Wen took half a step back.
is so uninteresting, Aoi deliberately bumped into her when he stepped forward.
"You!" Su Wen was obviously angry, but held back.
"Aoi, what's the matter, look at your ......" Ann held her hand, "Are you unhappy about the company's affairs, I'm sorry, I should have told you a long time ago, I thought I could survive on my own, but ......"
"No, don't say it, Ahn Jae-chen, I understand you." She suddenly choked back her tears, her emotions brewed, and her tone and expression were very professional pain, "But I can't accept it." ”
"What do you mean, Aoi, what are you saying that you can't accept."
"I went back and thought about it for a long time, thinking about you like this, in fact, I saw you like this now, I was very worried, very sad, I never thought that my boyfriend would have to lie in bed all the time, I don't know when I will be able to get up, I don't know how to accompany you to survive."
"Aoi, what are you talking about?"
"No, you listen to me, I drank a lot of wine before I dare to say these things to you. Otherwise, I don't dare, I'm so scared......" Aoi cried so sadly, in fact, it was clear that she was drinking with Lian Boxi just now, she wanted to drink more, because of the heavy heart, Lian Boxi didn't know the truth and kept stopping, but casually, the smell of wine was enough, she sneered in her heart, bursts of hair sneered, on the surface, she was crying with pear blossoms and rain, like a ruthless little slut, "I went to the Internet to look through the information, I went to consult a lot of doctors, if they all say that you are in such a situation, it is a miracle to recover, even if you recover, There is also a possibility of recurrence in the future. I really can't imagine you falling down again and again, people are not there, and the economic situation is suddenly a mess, how can you tell me to hold up? ”
"Xiaokui, you have to have faith in me." Ahn Jae-chen saw her crying so much, and he also became sad suddenly.
Su Wen, who was standing on the side, suddenly accused Sunflower: "You lie, you don't care about Ahn Jae-chen at all, how many times have you been to the hospital, you ......"
"Shut up! There's no talk for you here! Ahn Jae-chen shouted at her.
So Sunflower looked directly at Su Wen, and with that sharp eyes, he saw that this little three had nowhere to hide, An Zaichen hurriedly held Aoi's hand and begged: "Xiaokui, don't panic, I know that things happened too fast, you have no way to accept it, but you must have confidence in me, it's not what you said, I have recovered twice, this time I will definitely be able to, I will definitely be able to accompany you to support you and protect you, Aoi, give me some time, I can solve everything well." ”
"How to solve it? The company accounts are all frozen, and to this day, you haven't told me the truth. How many things about you are that I don't know? How do you want me to trust you? I haven't stood firm myself, but I'm going to be dragged down by you all at once, I don't want it, An Zaison, I'm not such a strong and virtuous woman, I can't do it, you should love me wrong......"
"What do you mean?!" He didn't let go even if he died, "I won't let you go, I won't let you go, Xiaokui, I love you, I really love you, don't leave me." I didn't tell you the truth because it was my own brother who put me in financial impasse right now...... I hid it from you, I didn't tell you the truth, I also have a brother, from childhood to adulthood, he is stronger than me and smarter than me, he has been a genius and a prodigy since he was a child, everything in the family, cars, houses and money are all he worked hard in the country, when he went abroad to develop, he handed over everything in the country to me to take care of. I'm not as qualified as he is, but you know that I don't run everything badly, right? I can't imagine that he failed to invest abroad this time, filed for bankruptcy, and even his domestic assets were frozen, I know my eldest brother's strength very well, and I believe in myself, I want to wait for him to return to China, with the two of us joining forces, or seeking investment, or taking out a loan, there is always a way to tide over the difficulties, everything is just a lack of time...... Aoi, you just have to give me a little more time......"
"Zaichen, why are you asking her to ......" Su Wen was angry and anxious, feeling that An Zaichen, who had always been proud to the bone, really didn't have to grovel for a mere woman.
Sunflower's mind quickly turned around, and suddenly a very powerful Mr. Da An appeared, but even if he has the ability, what is the use, people who have filed for bankruptcy, even if they carry rice in empty sacks, how short it will take to raise money, no matter how long they think about it, it is a hot potato, not to mention that Mr. Xiao An is still lying on the bed and can't move.
Come to think of it, the plan can't be changed.
Although An Zaichen's parents were persuading her with bitter faces, "It's true, Qianchen will be back soon, give them two more chances, Miss Xiang, Zaichen will definitely get better." ”
Sunflower pulled out her hand hard, An Zaison almost fell off the bed in order to catch her, Su Wen hurriedly stepped forward to block him, and was pushed away by him.
Sunflower squatted down to help Su Wen, "You're right, a selfish woman like me can't be worthy of An Zaichen, in fact, I know that you are the woman who really cares about him, accompany him well, bless you." ”
"No, Aoi, I have nothing to do with her, I don't love her at all!" Ahn Jaechen flatly denied it and cleared up his relationship with Su Wen.
Sunflower succeeded in marrying the trouble, so no matter who he loved, she stood up, still crying, wiping her tears while bowing deeply to Ahn Jaechen's parents, "I'm sorry for you two old people, I'm sorry for making you sad, I'm sorry." ”
He turned around again and said goodbye to An Zaison verbally, "I will try my best to support the affairs of the studio, don't worry about me anymore, Zaichen, recuperate here, you will definitely get better, but, forget me, we can't ......"
If you have good acting skills, you can get an award. The feeling of having her liver and intestines broken and hating that she had no chance to reunite in the next life cried out, she obeyed herself, and ran away after speaking, showing no mercy at all.
admits that he is a ruthless and unrighteous slut and leaves, giving An Zaechen enough face, I believe that if this man adjusts his mood, he will find another suitable one among the countless spare tires, and besides, there is a Su Wen by his side, what does it matter. If he wants to start over and revive the rivers and mountains, then let him play.
In this society of survival of the fittest, An Zaichen should know better than her, and finally broke up in one shot and two times, because it had no use value, and finally the song was dispersed, Aoi walked out of the hospital gate, lit a cigarette, and smoked hard, her tears had long been wiped dry, and her makeup was re-repaired, she stood on the road, turning her head one hundred, delicate as a piece of porcelain.
still remembers the first time she broke up with An Zaichen, she had no skills at all, but she could already guess that as long as she could make him happy, it didn't matter which woman sat across from him.
Now, she is about to call herself an actress.
When the cigarette was quickly finished, a passing beggar asked her for money, and she ignored him when she saw that he was so young that he was too embarrassed to beg. She walked around him, walked to the side of the street and reached out to stop the car, then left.
She returns to the bar, and even Percy is gone, and she asks the bartender where he has gone.
The bartender said that a girl had just picked him up.
She asked what the girl looked like.
The bartender said, tall, skinny, short-haired, like a student. At first glance, I thought it was a boy.
Sunflower smiled, feeling that it was really redundant for her to rush over.
"What's the matter with this girl, she is still bent on resigning, and the resignation letter has been handed over to me, and she asked me if I would like to teach her." Akihabara closed the office door and asked Sunflower.
"If she wants to go, let her go, her heart is not here, and it is impossible to keep people."
"Could she have found a better direction out there?"
"Whatever. She has a contract with us, and if she resigns, she will have to pay liquidated damages, and she will not be able to paint in a similar style for two years, what good will it do her? ”
"Yes, the restrictions on cultural property rights are very tight, so I really don't understand, why did she have the iron heart to resign, it took a lot of effort to come in, this girl, stubborn." Akihabara sighed.
"Don't talk about her just yet. I also have a letter of resignation here. ”
"Another one? Whose? ”
"Your sweetheart."
"Which sweetheart......" Akihabara didn't turn his mind for a while, but after thinking about it, he immediately understood, "Su Wen, why is she ...... Suddenly, two employees resigned, and Ahn Jae-chen didn't come to work again, will the military be in turmoil and the studio will be disbanded? ”
"What are you afraid of, I'm not here, your salary is indispensable." Aoi smiled, it didn't matter at all.
"Why are they both?"
Aoi Cai was not interested in knowing, "I only care about paying two people less salary, and it is good to relieve me of some pressure." ”
"Then ...... Ahn Jae-chen?"
"We officially broke up, and my studio will have nothing to do with this person in the future."
"Wow, this, this...... You won't be ...... with even Posey."
Sunflower frowned, "It's okay, okay?" ”
"And what are you going to do next?"
"You don't have faith in me?"
"How come, great faith!" Akihabara hurriedly changed his tentative tone. A man like him, as long as he is cold enough, fierce and strong enough, he can deal with the past, "Then I'll talk to Shou Xiaonian?" ”
"Well, it should be done according to the charter, you don't have to be polite at all, the people you recruited, you can end it yourself, it's best to give me a perfect explanation this time."
"Okay, okay, I'm not going to show favoritism." Akihabara is embarrassed.
"I don't want to see this person again before I leave work." Aoi said coldly.
"Okay...... "Akihabara went out.
Aoi turned her chair and looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window, the room was filled with the aroma of coffee, which made the whole room seem warm, but her heart was cool. She was vaguely thinking about Wu Mica, she didn't know that for Umika back then, in her heart, Aoi's existence would also be like a thorn, although it was only a very small and subtle thorn, but it was also indescribably itchy and uncomfortable.
The news of Ahn Jae-son's death in the car accident came like a thunderbolt from the blue, and the scene of the car accident was very tragic, and it was even on the news program that night. Therefore, the body can only be cremated at the first time, I don't know for what reason, Su Wen actually called Sunflower, hoping that she could attend Ahn Jaechen's simple funeral, when Sunflower arrived, An's parents were already grieved excessively and were helped away by relatives and friends, Su Wen waited next to the cremation room. When Aoi came to her, she found that her eyes were red as if they were about to bleed, and she fell into a deep silence.
"How so?" Aoi's voice was low, because she didn't think about the accident at all. The man was obviously paralyzed on the bed and couldn't move, why did he suddenly die on the street, in a huge traffic accident that collided with a construction truck.
Su Wen closed her eyes, angry like a gossamer, this is also the first time Sunflower has looked at this woman, she looks haggard and ordinary without makeup, her usual beauty is completely made up by careful makeup, and her facial features after makeup removal are actually mediocre except for being small. But the sorrow on her face was real, without a hint of vanity.
Su Wen took a deep breath before she could speak, "The car accident happened in the middle of the night, and he told us all to go home at nine o'clock, saying that he wanted to be quiet. ”
"But he's not ......," Aoi wanted to say, he couldn't get up......
"Yes, you said that a miracle could not happen, but it really happened, but now that I think about it, it is as if God had deliberately arranged for him to die. He was able to stand up and leave the hospital, the first thing he thought of was to take a taxi somewhere, the car drove halfway, collided with two engineering trucks one after another, completely out of shape, when the rescuers lifted him out, he couldn't even see his face clearly...... "Su Wen hid her face and cried bitterly.
"Does no one know what he wants to do?"
"Who do you think he's going to go to?" Su Wen put down her hand abruptly and looked at her.
Sunflower's heart tightened, and she said to herself nervously, not looking for me, definitely not coming to me, definitely not ......
But Su Wen suddenly laughed, her smile was very stiff, she said, "Now, I have to admit that An Zaischen really has you in his heart, he really has to fall in love with you, and a man like him would love a woman deeply." This woman turned out to be you, and the funny thing is that passers-by can see that you are just using him, just playing, you don't take him to heart at all, but you can win and stand out among so many women around him. Sunflower, you are so ruthless, a man like him, for you, will give away a life. ”
Aoi bit her lip tightly, looked at her, and shook her head, "I think you're wrong, he doesn't love me." ”
"Why do you say that? He's lying there, about to be burned to ashes, and you can say in your own conscience that he really cares about you. ”
Aoi smiled bitterly and shook her head, so she sympathized with Su Wen, because she was the only one who was really trapped in this relationship.
"You tell me, you tell me." Su Wen asked her unwillingly.
When Kwai saw the non-smoking sign, she couldn't smoke, so she could only adjust her breathing, calm down, and say to her, "My meeting with Ahn Jae-sin is the second time, the first time we are separated, because we don't love each other, he loves himself the most, and I love someone else." The second time we separated, he still loved himself, and I became a woman who only loved herself. ”
"But he cares about you, he is good to you, he satisfies you with everything, you give you what you want, he coaxes you like a queen."
"Eh......" Aoi sighed, feeling that Su Wen looked so shrewd, but she was so confused in her heart that she had to say it through, "A man...... I think you are more amorous when you are drunk, so I keep adding wine to you; I think you look charming when you smoke, so I keep lighting cigarettes for you. How can a man who can spend a lot of money to buy opium for you be in love with you? You're just a toy in his eyes. When they get tired of playing, they will change to a new one, because they need freshness, they would rather grab than pick up, and always find a more energetic woman to pass their time. ”
"But why doesn't he get tired of you? Why?! ”
"Because I don't want to be my leftover toy, because I have to win the game, I have to take the lead, because ...... I wanted to win too much, but I lost ......" Aoi pointed to the cremation room, and then pointed to herself, "I used to cry very much, anything can make me cry, feed stray cats to cry, watch sports competitions cry, and cry when the Olympic bid is successful, it's useless, but now...... I just feel powerless, fate is too strong, and no one can change it. I don't want it to be the way it is today, and I don't want him to ...... But ......"
"But I love him so much, I really love him so much, and I also know that a man like him shouldn't love, it's playing with fire and setting himself on fire, because I can never be the kind of woman he expects, always occupy his heart and his love, but I can't do it, I lost to him, I am completely uncontrollable, I just want to be with him......" Su Wen suddenly leaned on Sunflower's shoulder and cried, Aoi didn't dodge, and took out a tissue from her bag and gave it to her.
Aoi doesn't know how to comfort her, maybe it would be a good thing to leave a man who will never be possible.
Although it is too cruel to think about this on this occasion, after all, Ahn Jae-chen lost a life.
But playing with fire will burn yourself, and people who love themselves too much sometimes really don't deserve to have a dead lover.
Aoi didn't speak, but held on and let Su Wen rely on.
Until she left alone, she looked back from afar and looked at Su Wen holding Ahn Jaechen's urn in despair, sitting with his parents in tears. Aoi turned her head to leave, and at this time the tears were already rolling in her eyes, she gritted her teeth and endured, walked to a place where no one could see, her hands trembling and pulling out her cigarette, trembling and unable to light a lighter.
The cigarette was taken away, and even Percy stood in front of her, and he thought she was sad, so he said to her, "If you want to cry, cry." ”
She shook her hand, but her legs went limp, and she sank down, and he hurriedly hugged her.
"I'm fine, I just don't have the strength."
"Aoi, don't be afraid, I'm by your side, you can rely on me, forever, forever." He hugged her tightly and gave her strength.
She was very preoccupied, not because she had lost a boyfriend forever, but because he couldn't guess it.
"Let's go, I'll take you home." Lian Boxi helped her up, her face turned pale, and she didn't say a word.