"Hahaha, why don't I invite you to have a meal together, and we can have a good chat."

"I don't have any appetite for your meal."

"Women are really angry creatures." He sighed, "I still feel like I'm on the side of a big tree, and I tremble, and I feel that a small character like me can be thrown off at any time." Even if my brother is alive now, he can't escape the same fate. My younger brother, from childhood to adulthood, studying and doing business, none of them are as good as me, but there is one thing that is much more powerful than me, that is, pickling girls. The women I can't catch up, he can catch them. But fortunately, the women around him in the past, I haven't looked down on anyone except you. ”

"You madman!" She scolded and hung up the phone, trembling with anger.

But he fought desperately.

"What the hell do you want?"

"It's strange, I really don't understand why you're angry, I think you're good, it's that you still have a little aura, with your posture and ability, at least 80 points. Glamorous but not vulgar, pure and not clumsy, whatever, I still understand you very well. But after all, you are a woman who forgets her righteousness, and whoever is powerful will cling to whomever she wants. In the past, you didn't want to connect with Posey, but now that he is popular, you turn your head to look for him again, the little beautiful man is always better than the old man, look, I really understand you. An Qianchen laughed out loud after speaking.

Sunflower understood what she looked like in the eyes of such a person, her hand clenched the sheet tightly, not a single dirty word, but it was worse than insults, and she hated to cut off his mouth.

An Qianchen was still proudly saying, "As for me, I always feel that money is not a problem, but women are." Because I just like to conquer women who seem to be invincible with money, and I like to watch them play with their temper and end up in my bed. ”

Sunflower hung up the phone directly and turned it off, there was no need to talk to such a slutty person anymore.

An Qianchen, who pretended to be cold and uninhibited when he first joined her company, now seems to be a complete psychopath.

He saw her as a high-end courtesan, a commodity. However, it was all a feeling she had created herself.

She hated herself and was caught in a dilemma.

If she was dead and walked forward and never looked back, then she should have countless calm ways to deal with An Qianchen by now. But she can't act now, and if she touches the world with her true self, she will always have a bloody head.

But she changed back.

Because she changed back, she dared to go out of her way to get close to Lian Boxi.

There is still no news of him, and maybe there will never be any more, so I can only watch it from a distance on TV.

She thought back to that terrible night in the forest, imagining him waiting at home, the scenes kept changing, the time was staggered, and she wished that she could go back to that night, go to him who was anxious, and tell him: Don't worry, I'm fine.

If you could, let go of all grievances from that night and hold him tight at all costs.

There was no separation again and again, until I missed him, but I couldn't see him, but I really couldn't touch him again.

Little by little, the memories condensed into an ocean and swallowed her.

She slept in the cold, forgot to cover herself with a blanket, and didn't turn on the air conditioner, just like lying in the abyss, covered with dust, how nice it would be to not wake up.

Aoi fell asleep for a long time, and when she woke up, it was gray outside the window, and she couldn't figure out whether it was day or night, and when she looked at the clock, it was a Saturday afternoon. The phone was kept off and no one could reach her.

She wanted to be alone and quiet, and she didn't want to stay at home, so after washing, she dressed up and went out, and she didn't deliberately dress up, and went out to wander around, and gradually found that she walked to Nanjing West Road, which was all familiar places, before Lian Boxi's favorite street and shopping mall, and later she liked to shop, but in fact, it was just following his footsteps and imitating his habits.

Everything gradually became clear, no matter how she chose to face him, in fact, she couldn't erase it in her heart.

She walked in Henglong, in front of the windows of those luxury products, and saw her own shadow, as if she saw his shadow. So close, so far.

Miss it, but didn't dare to look more, she didn't know how many times she went around here, and finally walked out, in his favorite sunken square, she sat alone, drinking a cup of coffee.

The weather was very gloomy, and no one was sitting outside the house, just by herself, stunned.

"Aoi, sunflowers?" Someone pushed a stroller past her.

Aoi looked up, stunned, it was Wu Mika, and there was a nanny standing beside her.

"It's really you." Umiga smiled.

Aoi looked at her, and then at the mixed-race baby in the stroller.

"It's my child, Ca

ol。 ”

Aoi couldn't react, but Wu Miga looked very happy, "It's been a long time, I miss you too, it's such a coincidence, why don't we sit and talk?" I asked the babysitter to take the kids back first? You're not in a hurry, are you? ”

Aoi was surprised, but also gladly accepted, "There is no arrangement for the next step, okay." Do you live around here? ”

Umiga arranged for the nanny to push the stroller away, she sat next to Aoi, and after giving birth, her figure recovered well, and she still looked like the perfect goddess.

"Yes, it's in the Jing'an villa, just cross the road." She smiled, "My husband especially likes the old villas and buildings in Shanghai, and it is a prosperous area...... Aoi, it's a good thing that you didn't dress like you did in the TV newspaper today, otherwise, I'm afraid I wouldn't have recognized you. ”

Wu Miga's words changed, and Sunflower was a little embarrassed.

"I'm still the same, nothing has changed." Aoi smiled and told a little lie.

"yes, hehe, I don't know how you all are, I haven't heard from you for a long time, by the way, I heard that Posey was injured not long ago? Is it okay now? Well? You weren't with him? Umiga's question quickly sharpened, but looking at her concerned expression, he knew that she was sincere in greeting, not on purpose.

Aoi thought it was better to forget it, there was no need to let Wu Mika know anything, and decided to endure the performance, she smiled, "I don't know, I'm also quite worried, I haven't contacted him for a long time, I wanted to ask, but I couldn't get in touch by phone." ”

"Why are you ......" Wu Miga wanted to ask why you weren't together, but he couldn't help but smile, "Time is really fast, everyone has changed a lot, in a blink of an eye, my children are all born, but you two are still the same...... Oh, I can't say that, I'm very successful in my career, congratulations, Aoi. ”

"Thank you." Aoi wanted to change the subject, "Do you want to drink anything?" I'll go buy you a drink. ”

"Okay, then you're welcome, let's have a matcha latte." She said.

So Aoi went into the store and bought a latte and gave it to her, Wu Miga was touching up her makeup, and passers-by looked back at her from time to time, and the beauty was like this wherever she went, Aoi smiled.

"Thank you." Wu Mika put away the makeup box and took the latte, "Eh, I forgot to say that I wanted half a cent of sugar, but it's okay." ”

Aoi was amused in her heart, thinking that this little woman was still doing this.

The two were silent for a while, and Wu Miga sighed, "Unexpectedly, we didn't hear from him in the end, at least we are still good friends, right?" ”

Aoi doesn't speak.

Umiga nodded, "That's right...... I can't imagine it. ”

Aoi smiled, but she was actually very bitter in her heart. The decision to act is to finish this play.

"Anyway, I've been looking for a chance to talk to you since then, but I always thought in my heart that it would be better for me to leave these things alone......" Umiga shook his head, "I say that, you probably don't understand what I'm talking about." ”

Aoi looked at her, and she really didn't understand.

But Aoi said, "I actually wanted to ask you, why didn't you choose Lian Boxi in the end?" ”

"What I want to talk to you about is this, it's not that I don't choose him, it's that we don't choose each other anymore, I understood it early on, but he understood it at the moment at my wedding, the moment I found out that you left."

"Me? Can...... Got what? ”

"I'm curious, huh." Umiga smiled, "We seem to be so compatible, but we still can't be together. ”

"Yes, indeed." When Aoi replied to this, all the sourness of the past returned.

"But that's all appearance." She sighed, "Who can talk about love forever like an idol drama, and in the end, the prince and princess will live happily ever after." Playing the perfect lover in an idol drama, just to look shining in front of his friends, which is enviable and appreciated, but when he returns home and gets along alone, because he is too tired to act, he has nothing to talk about, except for shopping, all the topics are empty and meaningless, and even I love you is like reciting lines. When there is no one around, who will we show our love for? ”

"Acting?" Aoi didn't understand.

"Let's put it this way, I never thought about how unkempt I looked in front of him, and so did him, we always got up early, didn't speak, packed up, and looked bright, only to feel like we had just met each other, and only then did I admit that it was my lover, not an overnight face. I can't imagine what it will be like if I am fat and ugly and old next to Lian Percy, and the same is true for me. Falling in love, quarreling, it's all like saying lines, like acting, sometimes I feel ridiculous when I watch idol dramas, I feel that life is not like that, I dress beautifully all day long, roses and wine, feast and sing. There are some particularly cheesy things in life, these things are inevitable, but we don't even have the experience of going to the supermarket to buy toilet paper together, there is really no eh, he solved it by shopping online alone, or I went to buy it alone. We both avoided these things as if we never used them, which was ridiculous, and we weren't immortals. ”

"But you still look so perfect now."

"That's because you didn't see me after giving birth, and I had to get up in the middle of the night to breastfeed her, I was unkempt, wearing pajamas, my eyes were swollen, my husband was with me, I wasn't afraid that he would see me anything, no matter what, I knew that he loved me and would not leave me, I was his lover, a wife, a mother, a living woman, and I was not tired in my heart, because I didn't have to act." Wu Miga smiled and gently patted the back of Sunflower's hand, "You are so simple, when I looked at you in the past, I felt that I loved you very much, obviously I loved Lian Boxi so deeply, I loved him more than I did and cared about him, the eyes were full of affection, so clear and clear, but we appreciated us like a fairy tale, as if we were a model of love in this world." Do you get it now? There is no love fairy tale, and if you live with a fairy tale for a lifetime, you will go crazy. ”

"I ......" Aoi was speechless by her.

"So you know, Percy was at my wedding, holding the diamond ring, and suddenly stopped asking me why I didn't choose him, and suddenly froze there, as if he had suddenly realized something. Not only did he understand that it was time for him and me to finish the love idol drama, but he understood that the person who played a more important role in his life did not seem to be me. ”

Aoi bit her lip.

"I always thought that I could hear good news from you, but when I gave birth, he didn't, he never contacted me again, and then I saw you two on TV. It feels like a big change. ”

"Yes, it's all changed." What else can Aoi say about this?

"Maybe it's a little bit more to know what you really want." Wu Mijia looked at Sunflower's crystal nails, and then stretched out his hand, "If you're not mistaken, we all do it in a private nail salon, in the Jing'an Villa." ”

Sure enough, it was a woman among women, Aoi smiled, "yes." ”

"You've really changed, although you look ordinary today and don't dress up, but looking at your hairstyle, looking at your nails and skin, as well as clothing brands and jewelry, you know that it's actually very different." Umiga said, "If you were to appear in front of Lian Percy in the past, between you and me, he would definitely not want to choose you, you would be his perfect lover, 100 percent." ”

"But there's no going back, is it......"

"It's not that you were bad in the past, don't get me wrong."

"How so."

"I actually listen to the two of you chatting and joking, and I will secretly envy it in my heart, very relaxed, very natural, unlike me and him all day long after chatting about luxury goods is high-end things, or five-star tourism, a bunch of things that we can't actually consume at all, I really think I am a rich second generation." Wu Miga laughed, "Once the dream is too big and crazy to be realized, it will be painful." At that time, we were obviously two people with low eyes, how could we fulfill each other's dreams, and just want to be taken care of by each other. ”

Aoi nodded, understood.

"Whew...... It's been a long time since I've talked so much about people, it's been a long time. "It feels like there are two people, one is you and the other is my husband." My husband dotes on me very much, like a lover, and like an elder, always feels sorry for me, that feeling is very good, and he is a person who can be relied on for a lifetime. ”

"I know, I'm very happy, bless you."

"Thank you, Aoi, you're so nice." Wu Miga thanked Sunflower in advance, and Aoi was very ashamed, because Wu Mika's words really made her wake up to some truths in life.

"Actually, don't worry too much, just keep going, people who are destined will always be together. Just like we will have the opportunity to sit here and chat today, what I have always wanted to tell you in my heart, I said it all today, it is fate. Umiga said.

Aoi nodded.