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He bent down and touched her head, "Don't cry, get up, get up and call him, tell him what I said." ”
"He's off."
"Then text him and tell him that you want to see him and that he will see him when he turns it on."
"It's useless, it's useless, he'll never want to see me again."
"Okay, come, get up, don't cry, tell me slowly, from beginning to end, tell me." He helped her up, and she returned to the couch.
He handed her the tissue box, then sat down, and said reliably and authoritatively like a psychiatrist, "Alright, I'm ready to listen to you everything, let's get started, and the hourly rate will be 20% off." ”
She wiped her tears, looked at him, and couldn't help laughing, "Why are you like this?" ”
"Hmm......" he pushed his glasses, "come on, let's get down to business, how long have you liked him?" ”
"More than twenty years."
"Be specific."
"How specific it is, I like it for a while, I don't like it for a while, and I'm always in a mood." She blinked and smiled, "Really, I don't know. I only remember the first time I saw him, I felt like a little prince in a fairy tale, his whole body was shining, even the things around him were illuminated, I felt how could there be such a good-looking child, it was that I was still very young, I didn't know what I liked, but I was very happy to see him, and I felt that life was very bright. ”
"At that time, were your parents gone?"
"Yes, it was because they weren't there that I came back to Shanghai. When I returned to Shanghai, I saw that everything was gray and unhappy, as if there was no color at all, until I met Lian Boxi. ”
"He didn't know that he had been treated as an object of spiritual dependence by you in the early days."
"I don't know, but he'll play with me. Since he was a child, girls like to play with him, boys like him too, don't look at him beautiful, he seems to be very squeamish, he should be a sissy or something, but he is actually not eh, stuffy, extremely smart, bold, and can always come up with a lot of fun things to take everyone ......"
"The kind of kid who comes up with ideas to play, but pokes out the basket and refuses to take responsibility, right?"
"Haha, yes."
"You didn't give him a black cauldron, did you?"
"Yes......" she stuck out her tongue.
"No wonder he likes to play with you."
"Yes......" she laughed, "you're amazing, it took me a long time to figure it out......"
"It's hard to figure it out and entangled, I don't know what he really thinks about you."
Aoi played with the tissue box and wrapped the tissue around her fingers, "Well, then I watched him pass small notes with his female classmates, and they gave him gifts, gave him delicious food, and played with him during the holidays...... He would pass on some gifts to me, but what about me...... I don't have much money to give him anything......"
"It's pleasing to look good, little girls will post it, I'm going to write it down and tell my daughter, don't take good-looking boys seriously."
"Hey! Male classmates love to give him gifts, okay?! Especially on his birthday, the pomp is big! ”
"The post also speaks for others, and he is not lightly ill."
She crumpled tissues into balls and threw them at him, "Bad guys." ”
"Go on."
"You must not hurt me."
"Okay, go ahead."
"Later, I grew up slowly, eh, it's all you, and you made it like a comedy."
"You don't have to be bitter haha."
"Okay, well, when comedy says, I'm really a joke of the day."
"You're doing it yourself."
"Hmph, don't let me say it."
"Tell me about it." He made a gesture to zip his mouth.
"When he grew up and became enlightened, he began to fall in love. I'm stupid, and I feel that I don't understand what it's like to have a relationship between men and women, and once I saw him making out with his senior sister in the sports room, and I was stupid to watch it for a long time, and I didn't understand why they were biting each other...... Later, I asked him ......"
"It's unimaginable that emotional intelligence is so low......"
"Hey!"
"Keep going."
"Anyway, he asked me not to hide from my parents, he hooked my shoulder, pinched my nose and said, good brother, share blessings and difficulties, but unfortunately I am not a boy, otherwise he will introduce me to a very beautiful girlfriend...... A good brother for life, a good friend for life, so I listened to him say this for many years, until I understood it myself, opened my mind, and found that I liked him so much, but I couldn't see my position clearly. ”
"It's understandable, you were a silly boy when you were a child, follow him, and like a little minion, it's really difficult to find femininity at the same time, and be able to treat him as an equal, and start over."
"yes, it's super hard...... During the college entrance examination, he chose an art school, and I chose a beauty school, so they separated. ”
"Is it because you don't want to follow him to learn acting, or because you like art, you take the opportunity to separate from him, if you guess correctly, it's the first time you try to leave him with your own strength."
"How do you know?"
"Because it's actually painful to like him in your capacity."
"It was very painful, but it wasn't obvious at the time, I just felt uncomfortable. I was very fond of drawing, although I knew that I might be close to him when I went to learn acting, but I should be so uncomfortable to see him dating other beautiful girls, the art school is full of beautiful women, and I don't have the talent to perform...... Later, when I went to live and study, I didn't think I needed to see him, but he came to me and became popular in our class...... At that time, he began to dress up desperately as soon as he entered the art school, and every time he came to me, he would show off his talents, because he was so beautiful, but no one believed that he was my boyfriend...... Whew......"
"The grudge is so deep."
"Yes, when my classmates from the Academy of Fine Arts asked me to send him a message to ask him to play, I was going crazy!"
"It's not hard to imagine."
"I find a lot of things to distract me, God knows how good I am, I try to never take the initiative to find him, not clingy, independent, empathetic, and scatter all the power of missing him to drawing, posting everywhere, drawing illustrations, ......"
"And then?"
"Then all kinds of unsuccessful, unsuccessful job hunting, unsuccessful submission, no matter how hard you try, it's useless. And he seems to be in love all day long, but he frequently has commercial performances, makes a small amount of money and squanders all kinds of things, and finds me to eat, every time I see him change various brands and show off, I feel that he is both shiny and very annoying...... And I have no ability to get rid of him, I can find him as soon as he looks for me, but I don't have the ability to change my life. ”
"Hmm...... Later, I went to help my uncle's shop? ”
"yes, you have to live. Then I took on some illustration jobs and magazines, and gradually my life stabilized, and at that time...... Lian Posey told me he was in love...... You must know that his girlfriend can be lined up from the Bund to Huaihai Road, he never needs to notify anyone when he changes his girlfriend, but he is very serious and tells me that he is in love, and has been in love for a long time, he said that the woman's name is Wu Miga, he invited me to dinner without warning to invite her to come, she looks like a goddess, you know? If Lian Boxi had the golden splendor of the sun, she looked like the goddess of the moon, they were made in heaven together, and there was no more compatible couple, and today I saw Umica, who had given birth and still looked so beautiful. ”
"You've met?"
"yes, a street encounter."
"Did she give birth? The kid can't be Lian Boxi's. ”
"No, hehe, she's married someone else, it's a long story......"
"Well, from the beginning."
"Lian Boxi actually knew her very early, and then split and merged, and finally established a relationship, and established a relationship and quarreled, I don't know why, he kept coming to me to talk, Umiga is long, Umiga is short, every time I comfort him, I think it's over, but I find that he still throws himself into her arms after cheering up, how can he leave her, I feel very frustrated, at that time, I hate to see him, especially hateful."
"You have become his medicine, medicine is something that people can't do without when they are sick, but they throw away as soon as they are healthy."
"yes, and it's the cheapest medicine."
"The cheapest drugs tend to be the most effective."
"At that time, in fact, ......" she had to mention another person, "Ye Qi and I lived together, she came to Shanghai from other places, and the experience was also very pitiful, we met on the Internet, and then I took her in, lived together, she wrote essays, I painted, struggled together, and had a lot of beautiful dreams." Later she fell in love with Lian Bo Si ......"
"I see." He shook his head, "You still have a past like this. ”
"Of course they didn't succeed in the end, Ye Qi hated me very much, felt that I didn't help her, and felt that I was getting in the way......"
"No wonder, in fact, although I treat you as a brother, but when I get along with you, Lian Posey must be very kind and casual, it seems to be very close, and you have always been the object of jealousy of other girls."
"But I'm nothing. What do you think I'm his friend? He's sick, I'm going to take care of him, he's lazy, I'm going to take care of him, he's in trouble, I'm going to take care of him, he's out of love, I'm going to take care of him, I'm just a 24-hour babysitter, and he's never there when I need him. With such a position, what is there to envy, any girl who is willing to give it up. ”
"But he's just pestering you, Aoi, you gave him a 100% sense of security."
"But I quarreled with him, scolded him, beat him, laughed at him, ridiculed him, and didn't give him a good look."
"But when he looks at you, he feels warm."
She suddenly covered her chest, "Okay, if you say that, my heart will hurt......"
"The authorities are obsessed. And then? ”
"Later...... Umika is getting married, hehe, he received an invitation, just when he was about to propose to her, he didn't even know who the man was, Umiga got along with him while looking for a husband outside, this kind of woman is really high-end, even Posey didn't notice it at all. ”
"I can't detect it, it's because Lian Boxi is too conceited."
"Yes, so, he was not lightly injured, ran to me, frustrated like a dead man, and lay weak for a long time before telling the truth, I was angry, I felt that this woman was too bastard, but I also felt that since Lian Percy loved her so much, why should he give it up, I actually tried my best to persuade him to rob the marriage...... I thought very simply, thinking that people who love each other should be together, but when I arrived at the wedding scene, I saw Lian Boxi standing in front of her with a wedding ring, more like her groom than the groom...... I stood behind and watched, and suddenly felt that I was a redundant, a supporting role in a fantasy idol drama, an extra, no, the cleaner was not counted, so I left, thinking why bother, to watch the drama of the princess and the prince finally living happily together...... I left ......."
"Hehe, so pitiful......"
"Poor to death, haha." Both of them laughed inexplicably, even though they sounded so bitter.
"And then?"
"Later, I married my blind date, an honest man, who was very good to me."
"You're still married, tsk." He shook his head, "This society is really complicated, you are now the mother of several children, you can't see it." ”
"Hey, here we go again. Is it okay to get divorced later? I got the certificate, but I didn't live together, and I planned to hold a banquet and live together officially, but the result was ...... ...... "she took a deep breath," she said, "and on my wedding day, Lian Boxi, who had disappeared for a long time, appeared and dragged me away from the groom, and robbed me of the marriage twice...... It still feels ridiculous to think about it, and he suddenly said that he found out that the person he loved the most was me. ”
Pap, papa, pap, Wu Yuefeng suddenly applauded, and said unsurprisingly, "Originally, his favorite has always been you, and you are his goddess." ”
Sunflowers, look at Wu Yuefeng.
"Do you still think he's joking, that it's not true? Or are you used to having a crush on him and don't know how to fall in love with him at all? He asked.
She sat up, excited, "You must know that my life has been ruined, and my former friend and I have turned against each other, for him; I lost my illustration work because my editor liked him; My family worries about me, for him; The man I was going to marry almost burned my house with gasoline, and his family went to my uncle's shop to make trouble and claim compensation, all for him...... The little changes in my life that I would have seen were all ruined by him, and when I was at my most confused, he said he loved me...... What is the use of this love for me? ”
"So you?"
"I left, I escaped, the chickens and dogs jumped in the chaos at home, I couldn't face it, so I fled, isn't it a special bastard."
"So then you were in distress in the forest, where you fled?"
"Yes, I saved a child, when I needed his help to find the villagers to save me, I found that he was a mentally retarded child, I couldn't understand my request for help, I watched him run away, I felt very stupid, and then I fell into a coma, and when I woke up again, I was rescued, lying on a bed in Shanghai Hospital."
"I understand, I hate him to death, I almost gave my life for him."
"yes, Super, and then I'll become, well, like the first time you saw me."
"Hypocritical and selfish heartthrob? Is it the misinterpreted appearance of Lian Boxi in your mind? ”
"Huh...... But Mr. Wu, you must know that I just learned that way, my career will climb, and my life is not a little change, but a huge turn. ”
"There are a lot of stories left out in the middle, so don't tell me the story."
"What?"
"The men who help you, the stepping stones."
"Hehe, how can there be ......" she waved her hand, "It can't be regarded as a use, it was my teacher who submitted papers for me in the competition, I defected to him at the time, yes, he was interesting to me, but I didn't do anything to him, I painted for him to pay for food, and then his career was successful, and I recruited him to work in Shanghai." ”
"Oh, Akihabara, isn't it, a teacher at our school, and then my employee, the one who quit not long ago?"
"Yes, I got married and had children, and I will come back soon, how can you, the chairman, care about such a low-level matter."
"Well, the people around you have paid a little attention, a girl like you is easy to mix around, keep an eye on you and don't let you have an accident."
"Hmph, watch."
"You're welcome. What else? ”
"And ......" Aoi smiled, "This is embarrassing, it is my official boyfriend, his name is An Jaechen, the small boss of the cultural company, he once helped me, he is a good person, but he is very flowery, and when he dated me for the first time, I found that he and Ye Qi were also ...... I broke up with him, and the second time we met, we later ran the studio together, and he even arranged the girl who was good to work in the studio, and I was more like a love saint than Lian Posey, and I was more conceited, but you know that I didn't mind the emotional thing later, as long as he could help my career......"
"This person, Ye Qi mentioned it to me, and later passed away in a car accident, right?"
"yes...... I'm quite a good person, and the people I've dated are either crazy, dead, or ruined in their careers, hmm...... Mr. Wu, should you consider staying away from me? ”
"Neurotic, we're not dating. And after you know me, you won't encounter these things in the future, I promise, because you won't be so stupid as to provoke some inappropriate people. ”
"It's so deified yourself, Mr. Wu."
"Low emotional intelligence, little girl."
"It's good to have high emotional intelligence, and now your emotional intelligence is very high."
"People with high emotional intelligence don't say who they are."
"You're welcome." She pouted, but couldn't say anything about him.
"And then?"
And then ...... Lian Boxi still looks for me, or says that he loves me, he doesn't move, he doesn't change, it's messy, hahaha, but I think he's so annoying, super unpleasant. When I was successful in my career, he started to have all kinds of things going wrong, and he became stupid, he was tricked and cheated, and he slipped all the way, and finally the fried chicken was sold, and he still pestered me. I laughed at him, mocked him, and asked him what he was to say he loved me. ”
"The ridicule at this time is really harsh to him."
"I can't feel it, I still look very proud, forever, very proud, very conceited."
"That's how he behaves."
"He often comes to me, the girls in our studio are very obsessed with him, there is a girl named Shou Xiaonian, very similar to me in the past, tomboy, looks confused and reckless, very straight and stubborn, especially likes him, trusts him, dares to stand up for him, and likes to follow him......"
"Okay, I see."
"Got it?"
"What do you know?"
"You gave him away. Sunflower, I ask you......" Wu Yuefeng cleared his throat, "Lian Boxi has flinched from the moment he confirmed that he was in love with you, has he ever denied it?" ”
"No...... Dead skin and face wrapped around ......"
"But what about you, don't admit it when you're not sure you love him, don't confess when you're sure you love him, and don't face yourself and him head-on from beginning to end, in this relationship, you feel that you have been playing the role of giving, but in fact, you hide yourself tightly, and you are more and more self-preservation."
"I was once injured to the core, I don't protect myself, I'm going crazy."
If you say that you are free and easy from the beginning, tell him that your feelings, if he refuses, you can leave calmly, but you don't, so he said that he pestered you, it is better to say that you have always kept the opportunity, so that he can find you again and again. The person who can't do without is not only him, but also you. Have you ever confronted yourself? Have you really been brave? For this love. You're still the same little guy who follows his ass and waits for him to find you. So the only skill you have in the face of him is to expel him, to make him die, and you think that you will stop feelings, and you look at yourself now, have you stopped? As soon as Wu Yuefeng began to analyze, the protection in her heart collapsed layer by layer, like many clods of soil peeling off in large areas.