Chapter 63
Song Zhi talked about this period of the past, as if he was expounding on other people's past, plain and soft.
To Zhao Yichen's surprise, even though he knew about this in advance, when it came out of Song Zhi's mouth, the feeling of brokenness and pity instantly reached its peak.
It's obviously distressing, but when you say it, it becomes a sharp weapon to hurt people.
"So what?"
"So you're not alone in the torment of family affection, so am I."
"Why didn't you go to them to theorize, you have been together for so many years without blood relationship, you should also have feelings."
Song Zhi shook his head, "I didn't know it then, but it dawned on me recently." ”
"And how did you survive?"
Zhao Yichen was incredible, when he first heard about Song Zhi's life experience, a trace of the illusion that Song Zhi was not worthy of being compared to Li Si flashed in his mind.
Now I really feel Song Zhi's helplessness and hesitation at that time, and I really feel that I deserve to die.
remembered that in order to shape Song Zhi into what he thought in his heart, he couldn't wait to slap himself a few times.
"How else can you live, rob, rob with people, fight with wild beasts, if you win, you will have to eat, and if you lose, you will be hungry. So no matter what kind of damage you suffer, as long as you can survive, it's fine. ”
He is the most humble person who can't see Song Zhi, "Shut up! ”
It was with great difficulty that she was dragged out of the servile swamp, and she must not repeat the mistakes of the past.
I can't help but sigh, fate can really play tricks on people.
In the middle of the ghost's mission, he gently patted Song Zhi's back and took her into his arms.
The ambergris on Zhao Yichen's body smells very good, which always makes people feel calm, and it is easy to fall into unknown intoxication.
Once the conversation box is opened, it is not so easy to contain.
"I don't think you have to care too much about what other people think, just be yourself."
Song Zhi was a little greedy for this tranquilizing fragrance, and unconsciously drilled into Zhao Yichen's arms again.
Zhao Yichen smiled dotingly, but kept repeating Song Zhi's words in his mind, "Just be yourself." ”
That night, both of them slept soundly.
The cold air of winter condensed into frost on the branches, leaving a plain white makeup on the entire land of Jinzhou.
This is the first time Zhao Yichen has stepped into this place since the Queen Mother moved to the palace.
In order to fit the Empress Dowager's character of worshiping the Buddha, there is hardly any overly luxurious decoration in the Chaohua Palace, and even the bamboo curtains that can be seen everywhere do not look like a Queen Mother's residence at all.
Compared with the burned Fengluan Palace, I don't know how much simpler.
Zhao Yichen took a haircut outside the door, took a deep breath and walked in.
There were few people in the hall, and even as if they knew that Zhao Yichen would come, the Queen Mother had already taken care of her demeanor and sat there steadily.
"The son greets his mother."
Between the two, there is always someone who wants to bow his head, and that person can never be the queen mother.
The Queen Mother did not respond, she kept turning the Buddha beads in her hand, and there were words in her mouth.
Zhao Yichen didn't continue to talk, just stood silently.
You won't let me, and I won't let you.
The palace people who suffered from this Chaohua Hall did not dare to raise their heads when they knelt down.
Zhao Yichen lost his patience, so he simply didn't wait for the Queen Mother, and sat straight to his position.
"Mother, I am here today to tell you that I will not change the decisions I have made because of one person."
The Queen Mother's eyelids trembled slightly, and her hand holding the Buddha beads was also a little hard.
"Including that orphan girl in the desert?"
As soon as these words came out, Zhao Yichen was stunned.
He never grouped Song Zhi with these people, and subconsciously thought that Song Zhi was much higher than them, but when the Queen Mother asked like this, he also had some doubts about whether he would be shaken because of her.
"Love words are hard to understand, mourning family is waiting."
The Queen Mother's tone was obviously sarcastic, which made Zhao Yichen's rare courage collapse in an instant.
"In any case, the current emperor is me, not Zhao Yitai." Zhao Yichen's eyes were fierce, and suddenly, the Queen Mother thought she had seen the first emperor.
The Buddha beads in his hand suddenly crackled and scattered to the ground.
"You are really the slut's species, you look exactly like her, and the mourners are eager to kill you now." The Queen Mother is like a madwoman, wearing a cyan Buddha cedar, and her mouth is scolding unbearable words.
"Slut? I don't know who my mother is scolding? I am also the child of the first emperor, could it be that you also scolded the first emperor by the way? Zhao Yichen shot the case, and the people around him were so shocked that they didn't dare to come out.
The Queen Mother was so blocked that she couldn't say a word, her chest just kept rising and falling, and the killing intent in her eyes did not decrease at all.
Zhao Yichen snorted coldly, flicked his sleeves and walked out of the Chaohua Palace.
"From this day forward, no one will be allowed to visit without my will." His voice was neither loud nor small, and the whole temple could hear it.
He stopped and stood at the door, "The food and clothing etiquette system is given by Duan Shu Guifei, and she is still the queen mother to the outside world. ”
"Slave obeys." Qin Neishou knows Zhao Yichen's temperament best, if he really didn't force people to be anxious, he would not have been so decisive.
"Zhao Yichen! How dare you put the mourners under house arrest! The Queen Mother was a little stunned, and looked up to the sky and laughed, "Your father is also folded on a woman, and you are about to fold on her now, hahahaha, your Zhao family is a damn love species." ”
The Queen Mother's voice became smaller and smaller as the wind blew more and more.
At the end of this year, the Queen Mother was completely isolated in the Chaohua Palace.
However, today's confrontation with the Queen Mother completely aroused the anger in Zhao Yichen's heart.
Since he ascended the throne, he has always been unable to control his emotions for no reason, especially today.
Suddenly, a pair of hands that haunted him rested on his hands.
He came back to his senses and looked at it, just in time to meet Song Zhi's gaze.
"Is Your Majesty alright?" Song Zhi's voice was very soft.
When he saw Song Zhi's face, he would think of Li Si and his humble past.
What I thought was "save me", but what I blurted out was, "Shut up!" ”
Zhao Yichen didn't think about it, grabbed Song Zhi's clothes, and pushed her to the city wall.
Behind him is thousands of feet in the sky.
He couldn't get out, so he forced himself to sit on the golden platform, and the humility in his heart still did not dissipate.
Zhao Yichen suddenly had a thought in his heart, whether to kill the person in front of him, he would never be able to recall those painful memories again.
The more he thought about this, the more he tightened the hand holding Song Zhi's neck.
"Your Majesty, Your Majesty." Song Zhi tried to regain his conscience, constantly patting the back of his hand.
She was almost out of breath.