Chapter 141: Don't Be Good for Me
Hearing his son say that he was not happy, Chen Sihe didn't say much, just reached out and gently stroked his cheek.
Asked softly, "Have you been by our side for the past two years?" ”
Hearing this, Chen Wenbo nodded, shook his head again, and then smirked: "Sometimes, I will also go to other places for a walk." ”
"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad didn't know that you were by our side, so you ...... Let you stay alone......" Chen Sihe said with a trembling voice.
Chen Wenbo lowered his head, staying alone, others couldn't see him or hear him, and that feeling of loneliness was not pleasant.
"Let's go, let's go home."
Chen Sihe took Chen Wenbo's hand and was about to move forward, but Chen Wenbo stood still and did not move.
Chen Sihe turned his head and looked at Chen Wenbo, who was also looking at him.
"Alas......" Chen Sihe sighed deeply, and then pulled his son to sit down on the bench.
"Don't you want to see your mother?" Chen Sihe looked at his son and asked.
Chen Wenbo was very honest and nodded directly, expressing his truest thoughts.
"Your mother...... She loves you, and after you died, she was sadder and sadder than anyone else, you know that, right? ”
Chen Wenbo nodded, after he died, his mother didn't eat or drink, and she had to be taken care of by others for a long time, and her grandmother and grandmother came to stay at home for a long time.
"In that case, don't you ...... Again...... Forget it, your mother's way of educating is really wrong, and I apologize to you on her behalf. Chen Sihe said seriously.
"I know she loves me, but I don't like her."
Chen Wenbo sat on the bench, withdrew his palm from Chen Sihe's hand, stuffed it under his thigh, and looked ahead, looking a little cramped and uneasy.
Chen Sihe opened his mouth, not knowing what to say for a while.
At this time, I heard Chen Wenbo say again: "Uncle told me that when I have my wish, I will return to the sea of souls, enter reincarnation, and reincarnate." ”
"I don't know who I was reincarnated into or what kind of child I will become, but I still want you to be my father, but I don't want her to be my mother anymore, it's too tiring to be her son."
"No...... No, you can't say that, your mother loves you and she is good for you. ”
When Chen Sihe heard this, he felt a heart-wrenching pain in his chest, and he felt a kind of breathlessness.
"Is it okay to be nice to me and ignore my feelings? Then I hope she doesn't do good for me and doesn't love me. Chen Wenbo said.
Chen Sihe couldn't refute what he said, his son was right, love can't be a reason to "kidnap" a child's thoughts, let alone a burden to the child.
"She always asks me this, asks me like that, compares with this, compares with that, why doesn't she ask for herself? Not to compare with other people's mothers? She's the best mom in the world? The most powerful mom? If she wasn't, then why did she want me to be the best kid in the world? The best kid? ”
She ...... She ......"
The son's words are actually very reasonable, and Chen Sihe can't find any reason to refute them.
"And what do you want? You tell Daddy, and Daddy will do it for you. ”
Chen Sihe also noticed that the word wish was mentioned several times in their conversation.
"My brother is exactly the same as I used to be, he hasn't graduated from kindergarten yet, he has to take so many classes every week, the first grade of primary school, painting, calligraphy, piano, dancing, basketball and English, he is not happy at all, he used to talk a lot, now he doesn't like to talk, I don't want him to become like me in the future, Dad, I know you are busy with work, but you can't take care of your mother?"
"Right...... I'm sorry, it's all Dad's fault, it's all my fault. ”
When Chen Sihe heard this, he held his head, his face was full of pain, after Chen Wenbo committed suicide by jumping off the building, how could he not know that there was a problem with his wife's education.
But he continued to let his wife educate Chen Wuguang, on the one hand, because he was really busy with his work and didn't have too much time to educate and take care of the children himself.
On the other hand, it is because she doesn't want to irritate her wife because of her preaching, so that she thinks that Chen Wenbo's death is her responsibility.
But in fact, it is her responsibility, but if you really say it, it hurts.
"So I asked my uncle to help me steal my brother out."
Chen Wenbo showed a smug smile, at this time he was like a child, innocent and simple.
What should I do if I steal it? What to eat? Where to sleep? Who will take care of him, but he doesn't think about it at all.
"Don't worry, I'll talk to your mother." Chen Wenbo made up his mind to be authentic.
But Chen Wenbo shook his head.
"Dad is telling you seriously, I didn't lie to you." Chen Sihe saw it and said a little eagerly.
"I didn't say you lied to me, but was it useful for you to talk to her? She's my mom, I know her, it's useless. Chen Wenbo was like an adult again, showing a sad face.
Chen Sihe hesitated slightly, and then spoke: "Actually, I have long planned to change jobs. ”
"Hey, Dad, aren't you a programmer?" Chen Wenbo was a little surprised.
Chen Sihe nodded, "After you died, I had such thoughts, although this job is good and I make a lot of money, but I am too busy, we have been doing a big project for the past two years, and when the project is launched and I get the money, I will quit this job and find a leisurely, Gu family job, when the time comes, I will personally take my brother and educate ......him well."
"That's a good ......"
Chen Wenbo showed a happy, relieved smile, and his body began to fade.
"Wenbo ......" Chen Sihe was a little panicked.
"My brother is very smart, and he will definitely become an adult like his father in the future." Chen Wenbo said with a smile.
"Wenbo, what's wrong with you?" Chen Sihe reached out and wanted to pull him, but he felt empty.
"Dad, I'm leaving, I don't want to stay in this world anymore, I'm too tired, I'm too bored." Chen Wenbo said with a smile, tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Wenbo." Chen Sihe let out a low wail.
"Goodbye, Daddy."
Chen Wenbo smiled and shook his hand at Chen Sihe, and finally like a faded ink painting, it became lighter and lighter, and finally disappeared into the air, only a string of talismans fell from the air.
"Cultural Museum ......"
Chen Sihe felt that his heart was broken and torn in half.
Song Ci, who had just walked out of the small garden and had not yet walked to his parking position, also showed a hint of surprise: "Gone?" ”
He gave them five hours, but Chen Wenbo just left after a while.
Somewhat surprised in his heart, he turned around and walked back.
When he walked to the position just now, he saw Chen Sihe sitting on a bench, holding his head, crying silently.
"Leaving so soon?" Song Ci asked in surprise.
His words seemed to wake up Chen Sihe, who was crying bitterly, he raised his head suddenly, stood up and knelt in front of Song Ci at once.
"Please, don't let Wenbo, don't let my son go, I still have a lot to say to him, and a lot to say to him......"
Chen Sihe said that he was about to kowtow to Song Ci, but Song Ci hurriedly stopped him.
"It's useless for you to beg me, it's not me who let him go, but he wants to go himself."
Song Ci's words seemed to drain all Chen Sihe's strength, he sat down on the ground and muttered, "I'm not a good father, I'm not a responsible father." ”
When Song Ci heard this, he nodded in agreement and said: "Yes, Chen Wenbo can get to this point, although the responsibility lies with your wife, but as his father, do you say that you have no responsibility at all?" ”
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault......" Chen Sihe showed tears of remorse.
What's the use of saying that now? Chen Wenbo's wish is probably to hope that his younger brother will not follow his old path in the future, since you have given him a promise, I hope you can abide by it and do what you say. ”
Chen Sihe had a guilty and flustered look on his face.
Song Ci squatted down, took his talisman back from his hand, and turned to leave.
"I ...... I will quit my current job and find a quiet job as a family friend, and I will not let his brother follow his old path. Chen Sihe shouted at Song Ci's back.
He didn't know why he said such a thing to Song Ci, maybe it was just the way Song Ci looked at him just now, maybe he was just telling Song Ci that he would definitely keep his promise.
Song Ci turned his head, showed a smile, walked back in front of him, and handed over the talisman in his hand.
"I'll give it to you, and I'll keep it as a thought......"
PS: There is one more chapter, update it later~
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