Su Ciyi hid the pain in her eyes, pulled the corners of her mouth, and laughed at herself silently: "I have thought more than once that when I have avenged my mother and settled everything, I will die." ”

"Because I can't think of any point in being alive after revenge."

"Until, I met you."

The sparkle in her eyes was mixed with sadness and joy, and the only thing she could see clearly was the stronger self-deprecation in her eyes.

"And then I fell in love with you."

"From the very beginning, I sensed a dangerous change in my feelings for you, and I have been trying to curb it, and in my opinion, the so-called love is a superfluous burden, and it is not credible."

"I was very resistant to putting my joys and sorrows on another person, and I didn't want to have a weakness because of it. And...... I'm a rotten person, how can I be loved? I don't even know how to love someone. ”

"Weighing the pros and cons, there's no better option than staying away from you."

When Jiang Chengyan heard this, he shook Su Ciyi's hand with his big hand, and couldn't help but tighten it, for fear that this woman would want to push him away again.

Su Ciyi let him hold himself so tightly, his eyes were gloomy, and he continued to analyze the most secret place in his heart, "But I really can't control myself." ”

"I sink for you again and again, and I force myself to come to my senses again and again, and you and I are in pain between the two pulls."

"But what's the solution? I don't have a choice. ”

"So I originally decided to draw a line with you after returning to the imperial capital this time, so as not to drag you again and hurt you even more."

"But ......"

Jiang Chengyan held her hand and suddenly pushed harder, even making her feel a little pain.

He was deliberately interrupting her.

Su Ciyi silently put away the words he hadn't finished.

She knew that Jiang Chengyan must have understood.

The sudden change almost separated the two of them from yin and yang, and when this happened, Su Ciyi could no longer deceive himself, nor could he continue to suppress his feelings.

She almost lost Jiang Chengyan.

She didn't dare to think about it, she didn't dare to think about what she would do if Jiang Chengyan really died.

Fortunately, God let Jiang Chengyan survive.

That's her chance to do it all over again.

So this time, she chose to take Jiang Chengyan's hand without hesitation.

Su Ciyi's hand had already been unconsciously clenched red by Jiang Chengyan.

But she didn't care.

All she cared about was the reddened eyes of the man in front of her.

Su Ciyi's fingertips caressed Jiang Chengyan's eyes distressedly, and she really felt that this man named Jiang Chengyan was nervous and uneasy.

The man forced a hoarse sentence out of his throat: "Su Ciyi, if that car accident hadn't happened that day, would you really be leaving me?" ”

Su Ciyi's hand paused.

She didn't expect Jiang Chengyan to ask such a question.

After thinking about it, Su Ciyi couldn't lie, "Maybe." ”

If it weren't for the car accident, she wouldn't have broken through the hurdle in her heart so easily, and she wouldn't have realized so deeply that she had fallen in love with the man in front of her a long time ago.

Jiang Chengyan smiled, as if relieved, and like someone before drowning grabbed the last straw.

But the pain that surrounded his eyes was clear.

What about grasping the straw, it's just a useless struggle before drowning.

"Then I should be thankful for that car accident." He said in a low voice.

Su Ciyi inexplicably felt that something was blocking her heart, which made her uncomfortable and panicked.

She subconsciously grabbed the corner of Jiang Chengyan's clothes with her other hand, "Jiang Chengyan, I'm sorry......"

It was she who was selfish, which is why she was hurt and wronged so much.

Jiang Chengyan stretched out his long arm and took Su Ciyi into his arms, feeling the softness of the real existence in his arms, and his heart was at ease.

Fang Cai is just afraid.

He was on the verge of giving up.

"No need to apologize, as long as there is a deviation, either I will die or you will give up. So you are destined to be my person, and you can't escape it in this life. ”

After saying this, Jiang Chengyan laughed, and his deep voice was well-organized and full of arrogance: "Fortunately, Lao Tzu's life is hard." ”

Hearing this, Su Ciyi pursed his lips, raised his hand and hugged Jiang Chengyan.

"In the future, let's be fine."

"It's up to you."

The two hugged each other tightly.

The distance between the two hearts has never been so close.

Su Ciyi thought silently, as if she had really touched the thing called happiness.

After Su Ciyi returned to her hospital room, she personally administered another injection for herself.

Although she was not lightly injured, fortunately it did not hurt the roots.

Jiang Chengyan is different, he has to stay in City A for at least a week before he can return to the imperial capital.

In this way, Su Ciyi's stay in City A will be less than half a month.

There should be a lot of people in the imperial capital who can't sit still.

Thinking of this, the corners of Su Ciyi's lips couldn't help but sneer.

If she remembers correctly, the big hall assessment of Shanrentang should start soon.

Xiao Yan didn't know how many missed calls she had made in the past few days.

Su Ciyi thought for a while, took the mobile phone and called Xiao Yan back.

The call was answered almost in seconds.

As soon as it was connected, Xiao Yan's angry voice came: "Shi mushroom, where did you go?" The assessment is imminent, what are you still playing missing?! ”

It could be seen that Xiao Yan was really worried about her, and Su Ciyi couldn't help but feel a little sorry: "I'm sorry, I'm in a bit of a hurry at home, and I haven't been able to get out of my body for the past few days, and I'll go back to participate in the big assessment in the hall after I finish dealing with it in a week." ”

"What do you say? One week?! ”

Xiao Yan was almost so angry that he turned his back on his breath, and his tone rose several degrees in a row, "These two heavens are already preparing for the big assessment, and when you come back in a week, the finals will begin!" ”

Through the phone, Su Ciyi could feel Xiao Yan's hatred of iron but not steel.

Her face did not change, and she continued to say extremely arrogant words as if no one was around: "Isn't that just right? I'm going straight back to the finals, and I don't have to compete with all that waste. ”

Xiao Yan, who has always been known as indulging Su Ciyi, laughed angrily at this time, "Shi Mushroom, I read that you are young and vigorous and ignorant, so I won't worry about you this time, I can only delay you for three days." ”

"In three days, you must return to Shanrentang for me!"

After speaking, Xiao Yan hung up the phone directly.

This time he should have really made him angry, and when Su Ciyi called back again, Xiao Yan's phone was no longer available.

Su Ciyi put down the phone, a little helpless.

It seems that she was too low-key in Shanrentang before, which caused Xiao Yan to distrust her strength so much.

It doesn't matter, she'll prove it all in a week's time.

It's time to wipe out the black miasma in Shanrentang that should have been cleaned up a long time ago.