CHAPTER XXI
In the dormitory of the club, Dong Fang, who had just come back not long ago, received a call from Yang Meili again.
"What time is it, and if you don't come back, you're going to rebel!" The two of them ran to a date without worrying, and after working overtime, they drove Zhao Yiran's car to be responsible for sending her back.
I happened to have the relevant information of this repertoire in my hand, and the left and right pointers were almost pointing to 11, but I didn't see anyone come back.
The man who had just touched the side of the bed was asked, and he looked confused: "I sent her home forty minutes ago." ”
"What kind of home to send home, I'm at her house now, why haven't I seen her."
Dong Fang scolded in a low voice, thinking that it was a haunting or a hallucination, and he was obviously not at ease but sent her downstairs to look at the inside, "I really swear Sister Li, look at the elevator she pressed." ”
Listening to the person on the other end of the sentence so firmly, Yang Meili also believed that he would not dare to be presumptuous like this, "It's weird, then I'll call her and ask." ”
Just thinking that the two of them were together, he directly dialed Dong Fang.
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At the Lido Garden, the people who were talking didn't know what was going on, and the WeChat phone on the table rang, which just broke the harmonious atmosphere in the room.
"What's wrong, Sister Li?"
Before I heard the voice talking, the voice was interrupted The prompt sound sounded, and the page where Dong Fang called appeared next.
"Zhao Yiran, where are you?" After connecting, the people who had not yet eased their minds were frightened by the sudden questioning tone.
Inexplicably, I didn't dare to answer, and the woman was interrupted by the other side as soon as she answered the word "You didn't go home, where did you go?!" ”
Dong Fang's heart lifted up after answering the phone just now, he knew that Zhao Yiran was not in a good state, and he didn't go home when he entered the elevator at night, so he would think more about anyone else.
After the phone was dialed, he felt that the wait was extremely difficult, and he was afraid that the people over there would not be connected.
Zhao Yiran told him that he was here with Zheng Mengyao.
The tense strings relaxed at this moment, and the angry shouting just now was gradually put away, Zhao Yiran heard a breath over there, and was full of helplessness when he spoke, "Sister Li has been waiting for you at home, and I can't find anyone to call me." ”
Zhao Yiran seemed to be woken up, she thought that Yang Meili would drive the car back and leave, after all, she also knew that she still had a spare key at home.
"I'm sorry to worry you. I'll be back right away. The woman spoke.
"I'll pick you up and give me the address."
How could she be embarrassed to let a man come out so late to be a driver for herself, and immediately refused, "I'll just take a taxi, it's not far." ”
"Don't talk nonsense with me, hurry." The man opened his mouth unquestionably and hung up the phone directly.
Grabbing the car keys on the table, he picked up the opened cigarette from the side and shoved one into his mouth.
Close the door and go downstairs.
At this moment, he was irritable, and his addiction to smoking was ignited.
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"The one in Liang Jing's team?" The living room was very quiet, Zheng Mengyao could hear the male voice just now, and knew that Dong Fang liked his sister, but Xiaohua told him.
"Hmm" Zhao Yiran nodded, and the mobile phone clicked on the screen and obediently sent him the location.
"What's your attitude now?"
Zheng Mengyao was not the first person to ask her this, but the woman had no answer in her heart, so she shook her head.
"I think you like it."
Those who listened seemed surprised, and suddenly looked up, their eyes full of doubt.
Why?
"You're all on the same side as them, aren't you?" Zhao Yiran asked half-jokingly.
"I think your character is suitable for someone like him." Zheng Mengyao shook her head and told her her what she thought very seriously.
"I don't really know, for a few years before that, he had the impression that he was completely contrary to my criteria for choosing a mate. But after experiencing Qin Zhengwei's incident later, I suddenly found that everything is not so absolute. After this re-contact, it is indeed a lie to say that there is no heartbeat. ”
Zhao Yiran thinks she is an independent girl, and her previous emotional experience has given her no chance to rely on anyone too much. But as long as she is a girl, there will always be times when her thin shoulders can't bear it.
But if you think about it, after re-contact, he will always have a thorny problem every time. The time when the garden worker smashed the car window and met the unruly leader, the time when Chen Meng chattered, and the time when he met Chen Wan tonight.
It's not that if only she can't handle it, but with him by her side, Zhao Yiran's heart will always silently rise with a sense of security.
There are also various small actions and little care, which makes her feel that the man is no longer the former Dong Fang. When she heard him and Qin Zhengwei confronting each other, she even felt that maybe she had never understood it well.
will wonder if the feelings he made her feel were the real reaction to love.
Zheng Mengyao tilted her head and listened to her slowly, obviously feeling the subtle changes on the faces of the person opposite, "Did you feel that he was here at that time, and I had the special confidence." ”
Zhao Yiran, who was asked, smiled with relief, and unconsciously remembered tonight's experience in her mind, when she asked him why he appeared there, and the man replied to her with a stupid expression.
That tone is like saying how can you ask such a question, shouldn't I follow you?
I was stunned for a moment before I realized, oh, it turned out that it was because Qin Zhengwei had been in the army for a few years, and he had become accustomed to the feeling of verbal companionship.
"But I know better that if we do another six years... I can't afford to delay. ”
So she can't and doesn't dare to make emotional decisions easily, she is not a person who only needs to be happy for a short time.
Zheng Mengyao smiled indifferently, "Do you remember the last time I sat here, I asked you something?" ”
At that time, there was still half a year before the end of Qin Zhengwei's deadline, and the relationship between the two was unstable and often quarreled, Zheng Mengyao asked her, "From you alone, can you figure out whether the two of you are still together because of morality or love?" ”
People who are familiar with Zhao Yiran know that she is an extremely affectionate and affectionate person, and she believes that if a person is not the other party's mistake in principle, she will basically not propose to break up.
But everyone is not a saint, and Zhao Yiran is a very good girl. At that time, she wanted Zhao Yiran to find out what she was more interested in Qin Zhengwei in her heart.
Just like now, she wants Zhao Yiran to admit that she likes Dong Fang in her heart. But she also understands the girl's thoughts, and wants to get in touch with it more to determine whether the current liking is real and reliable.
"I don't think the reason why you have been disagreeing to him is the impact of his previous relationship, but I think you are trying to find more reasons to convince yourself in this tuggy day, so as to achieve the goal that you can agree to him."
Zheng Mengyao majored in psychology in college, and has been studying Adler's psychology since graduation.
As a counselor, she does not agree with Freud's theory of psychological trauma from a personal point of view, especially on emotional matters, and prefers to start from what Adler believes to be a teleological direction.
"Think about it carefully, getting along with Dong Fang and Qin Zhengwei, which person brings you higher emotional value in the same matter?"
The answer to the question is undoubtedly Dong Fang.
Zhao Yiran was also very weak, "I just feel guilty if I agreed to him before I fully thought it through." Moreover, she had only recently broken up.
Immediately into the next relationship, in some ways she has become a flowery person.
She understood what Zheng Mengyao said just now, and she didn't object to it, she was indeed looking for more ways to prove that Dong Fang was worthy of trust.
Zheng Mengyao shook her head lightly and retorted, "There are too many things that people can't grasp, you have to cherish what is in front of you now." ”
She also wanted to tell Zhao Yiran that love is not a formula, and it is not the kind of call that can only be made in the future, and the phone must be hung up after a few minutes; What can be mailed and what can't.
There is no fixed pattern of love, just like everyone says that love is the most undisciplined, it is not restricted.
"Emotionally, it's rare to be confused, but as a person who has come over, I want to tell you, don't be like me, the more sober you are, the more harsh you are, and your feelings are the most unbearable."
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Before leaving, Zhao Yiran specially went in quietly to take a look at Xiaohua, who was sleeping soundly under the dim night light.
Zheng Mengyao said before sending her into the elevator: "You can try to be good to him, but you can't just want this." ”