Chapter 55
There are still a few hours before getting off work, and without Yang Meili chatting with herself to relieve her boredom, Zhao Yiran has nothing to do and fish in the lounge.
The landline rang, and it was from the guardhouse.
"Hello, look for actor Zhao Yiran."
"I just, what's the matter?" In the microphone, the woman's voice is very pleasant.
"Do you have time now? Come to the gate, someone is looking for it. "The doorman didn't have too many words and emotions, just doing his most ordinary work and conveying ordinary news.
After hanging up the phone, the woman raised her steps and walked towards the gate, wondering who was looking for her at this time.
The road outside the theater gate was crowded with traffic, and the sidewalks were full of passers-by, as if no one was waiting for anyone to wait here.
The woman poked into the window of the guardhouse and said, "Uncle, just called and said that someone was looking for me?" ”
"I was still standing here just now, you go outside and look for it, it's a man." The old man inside turned down the volume of the radio on the table and peered out of the window.
A man?
Zhao Yiran was really a little curious.
Swiped the access card to come out, turned his head to the left and didn't get back to the right when he heard a voice calling his name from the right.
"Yes."
What a familiar male voice.
The woman subconsciously looked over, and then stopped moving.
The male owner who matched the voice in his heart was controlled by the image he saw again.
Unable to speak, Zhao Yiran felt that his body trembled.
Qin Zhengwei was standing not far behind him, with a short hair, if the girl he didn't know saw him, he would definitely praise him for his personability.
"Long time no see." He took a few steps forward, getting closer to Zhao Yiran.
The woman stood in place in a daze, Qin Zhengwei's appearance seemed to be a blow to the head, she never thought that he would appear in front of her.
Even on the way here just now, the possibility that he didn't appear after thinking about the people in his head.
It must have been too long, so she seemed to have forgotten about his existence.
Compared with his calmness, Zhao Yiran was very uncomfortable. In a stiff tone, he asked, "What's the matter?" ”
The man may not have expected that his former gentle and gentle girlfriend would turn people away in such a cold voice, and he said again with a surprised look, "I took family leave and came back, and I want to come back to see you." ”
"No need, since we're over, you might as well go home and spend a few more days with Auntie."
The indistinct words make the woman feel a little upset, she is not a person who likes to get confused with old things. Now that it's all gone, there's no need to contact again.
What's more, she now has a boyfriend Dong Fang, and staying alone with him like this, Zhao Yiran always feels that her heart is in the diaphragm.
Seeing that the woman resolutely turned around and planned to leave, Qin Zhengwei's voice was full of reservations, "Ranran, after all, we have known each other for so long, and many things cannot be explained clearly on the phone." ”
What he meant was that the previous breakup was said on the phone, and he felt the need to meet again face-to-face.
"I didn't think about doing anything, just because I came so far to see you, can we sit down?"
Qin Zhengwei's hometown is in the northwest, thousands of kilometers away from Yi City.
Zhao Yiran, who had her back to him, was heavy under her feet, and when she sat in a café next to the theater, she looked at the man opposite and regretted that she shouldn't have agreed to him softly.
The coffee was already on the table, and the woman didn't move, and there was no sound.
I just sat quietly and didn't know where I was looking. She realized that she had just come down in a hurry and thought that nothing was wrong, so her phone fell on the table in the break room.
Qin Zhengwei sat opposite, greedily staring at the woman he hadn't seen for a long time. I don't know if it's the influence of subjective consciousness, he always feels that Zhao Yiran has changed and hasn't changed.
Knowing that she really didn't want to speak, the man asked, "Is it a new boyfriend?" ”
The woman looked into his eyes and snorted.
"I saw the news on the news, I saw the man inside at the gate of the Guangyang Club last year, have you known each other for a long time?"
Although he was cautiously asking, this seemingly casual question made Zhao Yiran feel that he had a lot of things.
There was some dissatisfaction on his expression: "What are you doing in the club?" ”
She didn't want to answer those superfluous questions, so she pretended not to know and asked him why she went to Liang Jing.
"It was a two-day holiday, and I wanted to talk to you about it, but... You blocked all the ways I could find you, and I could only go to Brother Liang Jing to see if I could contact you. ”
Zhao Yiran listened to it, and only felt angry and funny in his heart. Qin Zhengwei, you seem to be so nervous that I am important, and what I do is all touching yourself, if you really care about me, how can you repeatedly ignore my feelings?
"Is he okay with you?"
"Very good, very good, he will be with me in everything I do."
The woman didn't seem to be able to see his emotions at all, and told the truth to herself.
When the man heard this, he only felt a tightness in his heart, and smiled awkwardly, "I heard Brother Liang Jing say, you have known each other for six or seven years..." Was it because of him? ”
Zhao Yiran was a little stunned, she heard it right, right?
Qin Zhengwei means that he is suspecting that he is cheating on him in his relationship?
"Qin Zhengwei, the two of us broke up simply because of our relationship problems, and it has nothing to do with anyone else. Besides, I didn't have any contact with my boyfriend at that time, are you suspicious of me when you say that? ”
She sternly denied it, she couldn't forget the doubt in the eyes of the man opposite when he asked this sentence just now, and even she felt inexplicably aggrieved when she said the last sentence, so that the tail note trembled a little.
The woman's obvious emotional ups and downs made the man opposite dumbfounded. In fact, Qin Zhengwei didn't quite believe that there would be such a situation, but after listening to Liang Jing, he had to doubt a little.
"I'm sorry, I... I did just ask casually. I've been thinking about it a lot these days, but I really don't know what irreconcilable conflict between us needs to end almost six years of relationship besides other factors. ”
He said that since the breakup, he has been worried and self-reflective. But when I saw Zhao Yiran today, I felt that she didn't seem to be affected, and she also talked about a boyfriend with a sweet relationship, and he felt that women let go quickly.
His expression was flat, but she couldn't calm down, "Qin Zhengwei, what should I look like?" Crying and shouting that no matter how many years you renew, I will wait for you? You know six years is a long time, right? Then how can you bear to make me wait for you for six years, not just six years. ”
The low mood finally found an outlet, and when she looked at the man in front of her who was so strange now, she thought that they had other good things in the past.
He was his first love, and not long after they were together, he wanted to enter the army and let him wait for two years, just two years, and she agreed.
Zhao Yiran also remembers that the first call a man made to himself after he became a soldier was five minutes in exchange for running five kilometers with weight in the recruit class and winning the first place.
When the obligation expired, he called and said that he wanted to renew it for three years, and she agreed.
It wasn't until last year that he said on the phone before the appointed date that he wanted to stay in the army.
Zhao Yiran was very curious, when did he forget the wish she often mentioned, that is, to get married early and have a family of his own.
"You keep saying that you are for our future, but is there really me in your future? You can still be an officer in the army without me, so you don't want to kidnap me morally, I have been in good shape for a few years with you, and there is no reason why I will not have more contact with other members of the opposite sex. Because I know in my heart that you are in the army, and I feel guilty about you if I say a word to them. ”
The woman's heart seemed to have been crushed by a boulder, and she was so heavy that she couldn't breathe.
"It's like I'm alone with you now, and I feel sorry for my boyfriend."
Qin Zhengwei felt very annoyed, he still felt that the end between them was avoidable to this day, "Ranran, then why didn't you say it before?" If you tell me seriously, I'll definitely come back and be by your side! ”
Zhao Yiran sneered, very disdainful.
She was sad to hear her first boyfriend say these words, and at the same time she was glad that she had left him.
"Qin Zhengwei, I can wait for you all the time... But you can't drag me all the time. ”
The tears that the woman endured several times finally couldn't escape the deeper and deeper red eye frames.
I am willing to wait for you to retire, but it is not something you use not to tell the truth until you notify me every time you renew.
Maybe you said from the beginning that it would take eight years and ten years, and it wouldn't make me feel as wronged as I am now.
"You know, I almost missed the people who were waiting for me because I was waiting for you."
When she said this, her gratitude to Dong Fang in her heart was unprecedented.
Not only did he save himself, but at the same time, he gave her one less chance to regret it.
Qin Zhengwei didn't know what to say, it seemed that every word of a woman was telling him how happy he was now, so what qualifications did he have to beg for a reunion between them?
"We've made it clear what you want to know today, so don't come to me again after that. I didn't have a mobile phone, this cup of coffee is just for you to invite me to dinner, I wish you peace in the future. ”
Zhao Yiran felt that the time spent with him was too long, and every extra minute he felt more torment in his heart.
She never touched that cup of coffee.
Walking out of the store, there were more pedestrians and vehicles on the darkened road, and she estimated that it was almost the rush hour for her to get off work.
It was still this rational breeze that made her wipe the tears from her face again. Let these tears wash away everything before, and I will continue to run towards a new life.