At six o'clock in the afternoon, as usual, I left the café with my computer bag in my hand under the disdainful eyes of the waiter.

For the last two months, I've been writing novels here every day, arriving at 9 in the morning and leaving at 6 in the afternoon, rain or shine.

Just two months ago, I was laid off and honored to be part of the army of layoffs in large factories.

After receiving the resignation package, it was as if I had fallen from heaven to hell all at once.

Anxious, confused, confused......

Like a beast dormant in the dark, it bites at me all the time.

I am doing live broadcast operations, there is no internal drive in this industry, only involution, it is already sluggish, this year's nest of layoffs, competition for jobs is more difficult than picking up customers.

In the past two months, I have applied for more than a dozen positions, and I have been interviewing constantly, but I have not received a suitable offer.

"Sir, do you want to buy flowers?"

After coming out of the café, I was holding my phone to check the news on the recruitment platform, and a little girl selling flowers suddenly stood in front of me, interrupting my thoughts.

Looking at the little girl's face, I was stunned for a moment, and then I saw the bouquet of roses she was holding in her arms, and finally remembered-

Oh, and today is Tanabata.

So I bought a big bouquet of roses, thinking of surprise Kwong Li.

Recently, we have both been under a lot of pressure, and we often quarrel over trivial things.

There was a fight before going out this morning, and I said in a fit of anger that I wouldn't come back from overtime today, and then we ignored anyone all day.

I have been hiding the layoffs from Kuang Li until now.

I was going to go back to my hometown for the wedding eleventh year, and the house decoration and the like were already finished, but God wanted me to be laid off, which was like a blow to the head, which caught me off guard.

I rushed home as fast as I could.

The door was not closed, I felt helpless, Kuang Li was fine, but she was too careless.

I happily pushed open the door and saw a pair of LV men's shoes on the floor.

My head buzzed.

It's a blank slate.

The tingling gasps in the bedroom, and the rough headboard against the wall, were like thunder mixed with lightning, as if they were about to split me in half.

A bolt from the blue!

A cold breath rushed from the soles of my feet to the Heavenly Spirit Cover, and I felt the blood in my whole body instantly coagulate.

The two people in the room were so involved in the performance that they didn't even notice me standing at the door.

I can't believe that Kwong Li actually cheated on her.

I remember that she always mentioned him to me, he was a customer of her company, and I remembered the surname Zhang, but I didn't remember anything else.

I trembled uncontrollably, like an enraged dog, and kicked in the door with all my strength with my right foot.

The dog man and woman on the bed were scared half to death, huh......

Kwong Li screamed, and then hurriedly wrapped Chunguang in the quilt.

I picked up the broom behind the door, rushed to the bed in three steps and two steps, and whipped it at the man, scolding as I beat him: "Cao! Stealing people to Lao Tzu's house! Lao Tzu stepped on the gelding of you today! ”

As soon as the broom was swept over, the plastic broom broke in one fell swoop, and the surnamed Zhang screamed miserably, and squatted down with his head covered.

I grabbed the picture frame on the table and slapped it on his head without any force, and the picture frame shattered in response.

He clutched his head and screamed, blood running down his fingers.

I looked down at the photo I took with Kuang Li in Sanya last year on the ground, she was riding on my back, scissor hands to the camera, and the long-distance love ran for nine years and finally came to fruition, and the two people in the photo looked so compatible, so happy.

The sky was stained with men's blood, and the blue was covered with scarlet.

I froze, and then tears swirled in my eyes.

Shaking my head, leaving the mercy behind, I picked up the broom stick and gestured to step forward again.

At this moment, Kwong Li hugged me from behind, cried loudly and begged me to stop, and then gestured to the man to run.

The bastard surnamed Zhang saw that I was being dragged by Kuang Li, grabbed my clothes and pants, and ran out bare.

It took me a lot of effort to get rid of Kuang Li, and as soon as I rushed to the door of the master bedroom, I heard Kuang Li suddenly cry behind me, and then kneel down with a pop.

"Yu Bin, I'm begging you, stop fighting, you let him go!"

My whole person froze suddenly, as if I had been cast a fixation spell, and I was instantly pulled back to the South Pole from a state of rage, and my whole person was completely cold.

I turned around in a daze, and she knelt naked in front of me, tears streaming down her eyes.

The mind is in turmoil.

I looked at her in disbelief, and my eyes were in a trance.

"Why?"

We have all received the certificates, and I am about to put on a ring for her and enter the marriage hall with my own hands, why did she destroy all this with her own hands?!

Kwong Li's emotions were already out of control, and she couldn't cry like rain.

"I'm sorry Yu Bin, I'm sorry for you, let's break up! Just because I'm not worthy of you! He gave me too much and you can't! ”

I took a deep breath, "You mean the house?" Didn't you buy a house in your hometown? ”

"But I want to stay in Beijing!"

Kuang Li stubbornly raised her head and yelled at me: "What's so good about that little broken town in my hometown? What am I here for? Just to put down roots here! I don't want to run back in disgrace! I don't want to have children in the future, he's still like me, his vision is just a small piece of the sky in his hometown! ”

The way she snorted made my heart twist.

Money is the touchstone for testing feelings, it allows me to see the person in front of me clearly, and also tests the quality of this relationship.

My love affair with this woman, from my sophomore year to just now.

After graduating from college, countless once optimistic couples Lao Yan separated, but the two of us have survived until now.

Before today, I was naïve enough to think that we were more in love than Jin Jian, but now I realize that I just didn't give enough.

I took a deep breath, looked at Kwong Li's familiar but unfamiliar face, took out a cigarette from my pocket, lit it tremblingly, took two deep breaths, and coughed violently with nicotine mixed with carbon monoxide.

After a long silence, I looked around again, and my nose was a little sore.

Every object in this room is the bits and pieces of our nine years, my youth.

Except for this woman.

"Don't make excuses for cheating! Tomorrow at ten o'clock, I will wait for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau! ”

After saying that, I gave her a hard look, smoked a cigarette and turned to leave.

I went back in the middle of the night, she was not at home, I packed up my documents and necessities, and left this "home" overnight.

I didn't even take a single piece of clothing with me, and I didn't want to take anything that brought back memories of my past.

After leaving home, I wandered the streets aimlessly like a zombie.

The night deepened, and I saw the lights of thousands of homes along the road, but my soul had no place to go.

Before I knew it, I was walking to the bar street, and looking at the neon-lit bar, I had mixed feelings.

I haven't been to this kind of place for a long time, and Kuang Li used to be in charge of it tightly and didn't let me come to this kind of place, but now that I'm out of her control, I'm completely alone, and I can finally be unscrupulous.

Most of the people who come here to drink are frustrated people, right?

Blending in the middle of the crowd, it seems that the world itself is not so alone.

I forgot who told me that ups and downs are inevitable in this life, but I'd rather trade the lives of this adulterer and adulteress for the ups and downs of my life in bed.

I ordered a long island iced tea and whiskey neat.

Long Island Iced Tea, although the name of this wine is subtle, but in fact, it is mixed with five kinds of 40 degree spirits, the intensity can be imagined, but when mixed with orange juice and pomegranate juice, it is as beautiful and dangerous as the sunset.

I drank to myself and soon became a prey in the eyes of some people.

A few beautiful women dressed in sexy clothes and hot bodies came over from time to time, rubbed my arms schemingly, and asked me if I could invite them for a drink.

They were all very beautiful, but I politely rejected them.

It's not that I don't have that worldly desire, but at the moment I just want to be alone, and if they continue to rub me around, I'm afraid I'll die.

My head hurt from the smell of perfume, and the air in the bar was not so circulating, so I just went out for a cigarette to breathe.

Crookedly walked to the door, just as a tall woman was about to enter.

She didn't look very old, twenty-six or seventeen, tall and shapely, her white dress gently blown by the night breeze.

Ah, the skirt is flying.

She is very beautiful, even if it is just light makeup, but it still gives people a stunning feeling.

I am usually used to seeing heavy makeup, and her appearance of lightly sweeping Emei like her makes my eyes shine.

The door of this bar is very narrow, and only one person is allowed to pass through at a time, so I was afraid of bumping into her when I went out, so I joked: "Beauty, please let go, don't block me from drinking the northwest wind." ”