I drove Lin Feifei's Tesla back to my former "home".

Standing at the door, looking at the deserted home, my heart was in a trance.

Kuang Li has moved away, but she hasn't taken anything away, after all, people have lived a good life, and these rags in the past can't be seen.

After nine years of love, everything is like a dream, and now that the dream has woken up, we have also dispersed.

Although I behaved like a fool in front of Lin Feifei, when I suddenly faced the empty house, loneliness trapped me like an invisible net, and there was no escape.

I remembered that the novel hadn't been updated today.,Yesterday it was broken.,If it's broken for another day today.,This month's full attendance will be in vain.,Although I don't have any clue in my head.,But for these hundreds of dollars,I still gritted my teeth and turned on the computer.。

In the past, when I had a job, writing novels was my hobby, updating casually, and it didn't matter if I wasn't full-time, but now it's different, the reality makes me bend my brows, even if it's a few hundred dollars, it's enough to make me bend my waist.

I opened a can of beer, drank and coded as I finished updating today's chapter, I just threw it back, pulled up the quilt and covered my head and fell asleep.

Maybe the impact of these two days was too great, and not long after lying down, I fell asleep in a daze.

I dreamed of Kuang Li, the fragments of the past kept reappearing in the dream, these fragments turned into a series of substantive ropes, tied me, and continued to sink gradually, I desperately shouted to Kuang Li to save me, but she was indifferent, indifferently watching me sink little by little.

I woke up scared and woke up to find myself covered in sweat and gulping in on the fresh air.

It took a while for me to finally recover, I took a red panda in my mouth, took a shallow breath, and suffocated it for a long time before gently spitting it out.

The cigarette is melancholy, burning quietly.

Tobacco is like my youth, my whole emotional life, burning out little by little.

I thought back to that dream repeatedly, and looked around, and the happy little life of two people kept coming to mind.

The little beauty that was once imprinted in my heart has now become smoke from my lungs, suffocating me a little bit.

Probably, it's really time to start a new life.

Looking at the only cigarette butt left on my fingertips, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, I used to quit smoking for her, and now because she picked it up, it's really ridiculous.

"Knock Knock Knock ......"

In a distraction, I was interrupted by a knock on the door.

I pulled my slippers and walked over to open the door, and came Zhou Shutong, who lived at the door.

We have lived opposite the door for more than a year, she entrusts me and Kuang Li to take care of her dog every time we go on a business trip, we are all young people, we are familiar with each other, we also have a WeChat group, and when everyone can't go out for a certain period of time, they often share each other's food supplies.

Zhou Shutong is very beautiful, but he has always been single.

At the beginning, I joked with Kuang Li and wanted to introduce her to someone, but Kuang Li rolled her eyes for a while, she sarcastically said that people wear big brands, which one of my poor buddies raises!

I'm speechless.

She seems to be very busy at work, and she hasn't looked at her much lately, but today she took the initiative to knock on the door, and I couldn't help but be stunned.

"You're on a business trip again? Do you want to keep the baby in my house? ”

Zhou Shutong shook her head gently, a big wave shook gently, she looked at me worriedly, "Kuang Li sent me a message, I already know about you, I guess you haven't eaten yet, I ordered some takeout to eat together!" ”

That's when I noticed the takeaway she was carrying.

I forced out a smile and squeezed my head inside, "yes, come in!" ”

She walked in generously and accidentally touched the mouse as she put the takeout on the coffee table.

The computer exited the screensaver, the screen lit up, and the content on the web page happened to fall into her sight, and she exclaimed, "You're writing a novel?" ”

I walked over with a wry smile and said casually, "Haha, yes, it's just a little street." ”

Zhou Shutong shook his head, "You're modest, you're already very good at writing, what have you written?" ”

""The Rules Before the Flight Attendant" and "My Flight Attendant Wife." I scratched my hair, a little embarrassed.

Zhou Shutong's eyes lit up, and it was like a turbulent flame burning inside, and he did not hide the surprise in his tone.

"Oh, these two books turned out to be written by you! I've brushed it several times, you're so talented, and I was thinking at the time, how talented this author must be to write such a beautiful book, but I didn't expect this person to be far away in front of me. ”

I was a little embarrassed and laughed a few times: "I didn't expect that I have female fans, if my brothers and sisters in the QQ group know, it is estimated that they will die of hunger." ”

Zhou Shutong's eyes became brighter and brighter, and he made no secret of his appreciation for me: "Really, I read this book several times at that time, you wrote it too delicately, interview you, how did you come up with this title?" ”

The more she talked, the more embarrassed I felt, grabbed my hair, and laughed dryly, "To be honest, I started out to attract some people who understand it, but I didn't expect that I would become pure love when I wrote it." ”

The corners of Zhou Shutong's mouth curved, hooking up a tempting arc, "To be honest, I also went to the title of the book at the beginning." ”

“……”

Zhou Shutong opened the lunch box one by one and kept picking up vegetables for me, "The author is big, let's eat more, no one can be bitter if they suffer." ”

"I'm so full of strength and strength." She added.

"......," I smiled awkwardly.

I have eaten almost nothing since last night, and when I see what I have eaten, my stomach growls and growls.

I laughed embarrassedly, "Don't mind, I really haven't eaten in a day." ”

Zhou Shutong smiled slightly, his face was clean and there was no expression of mockery on my face, "It's okay, if it were me, it might not be as good as you." ”

I couldn't help but feel a stir in my heart.

I have known her for so long, but her feelings have always been a mystery, and a beautiful woman like her certainly has no shortage of suitors, but she is always alone.

I have always chatted with Zhou Shutong, but because I am a family person, we have always kept our distance, although the three of them are in the same group, but I have even added her WeChat, and I have something to do in the group @her.

I opened my mouth, hesitated, suppressed the curiosity in my heart, and thought to myself, forget it, I still have to cross the river with mud bodhisattvas! How can you still be in the mood to worry about other people's emotional lives.

Thinking like this, I buried my head in cooking, and in the end, it was Zhou Shutong who took the initiative to break the silence.

"How's your job going?"

I smiled bitterly a few times, chewed the rice tastelessly, and sighed, "It's not good, I don't care about my resume at all if I want to go, and I don't want to go every day like kraft candy." ”

After a pause, I laughed to myself, "Do you think I'm too picky?" Now I don't even have a job, and I still pick and choose with this? ”

Zhou Shutong shook his head gently, put down his chopsticks, and looked at me seriously, his voice like a breeze blowing through a wind chime.

"No, you're right, just unemployed, of course, you need to adjust your mentality, and you should rest. What about people who have grown up in this life, working for decades, and resting it for a few months? Besides, you still have a side hustle, even if you don't go to work, but it's not that you don't have a job at all, but you just go from working for others to working for yourself. ”

My heart warmed, and it was as if something had melted.

I've been unemployed for two months, and the reason why I don't dare to tell Kuang Li is that I'm afraid that she will poke me in the backbone and urge me every day when I will go to work.

"If you need help, you can give me a copy of your resume."