Lin Feifei finally told me that if she wanted to eat spicy hot pot, I wanted to invite her to eat outside, but who knew that she would have to go home to get it.

Obviously, I said that I would invite her to dinner, but in the end, she placed an order to buy ingredients, which made me a little unhappy.

When I arrived at her house, the ingredients had arrived, I looked at the time, it was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon, and said with a wry smile: "It seems that your afternoon tea has to become dinner." ”

Lin Feifei smiled, "Is this the reason you found for yourself to stay in my house?" ”

"Then I'll buy another case of beer and drink more in the evening, and by the way, I'll find a reason to stay overnight."

Lin Feifei flashed her beautiful eyes and glanced at me, "It's so poor!" Let's get ready for dinner! ”

She hated me for being poor, but she couldn't suppress the corners of her mouth, so she betrayed her.

I was busy working in the kitchen, and after a while, Lin Feifei also ran in with her bare white feet.

"How can I help you?"

She blinked with a pair of big sparkling eyes that made me embarrassed to refuse.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Do you have an apron at home?" Get one for me! ”

"Yes, you wait a minute."

Lin Feifei came back with an apron in a hurry, I looked down at the apron she handed over, and said with a smile: "Help me tie it!" I have oil on my hands right now. ”

Lin Feifei was stunned, and seemed to be in a struggle in her heart, but I found a good excuse, she nodded, and stepped forward to tie my apron.

She leaned forward, a faint aroma came to her face, and accidentally touched my waist, an unintentional physical contact, deep in my body, but set off a throbbing.

"What's wrong?" Lin Feifei noticed my strangeness and asked softly.

Her voice was soft and glutinous, and with her movements, I couldn't help but blush, and my heartbeat gradually accelerated.

I exhaled secretly, what a goblin who was a fascination with people!

"It's nothing, it's just that you accidentally touched my abs just now."

I wanted to tease her, but I didn't expect Lin Feifei's eyes to suddenly light up.

"Really? That's great, let me see. ”

“……”

"Alright! It's me who lost. ”

"Cut! You still want to tease me! ”

Lin Feifei glanced at me with silky eyes, turned around and left.

When I was busy in the kitchen, Lin Feifei was not idle, she always helped me out, in and out of the kitchen, although most of the time she was helping, I felt very happy.

After drifting north for so many years, I have always longed for a harbor for me to anchor, and Kwong Li once gave me a vision, but she broke it with her own hands. Sometimes I try my best, but even being an ordinary person is an unattainable dream.

I had just finished all this when Lin Feifei suddenly handed me her phone, "Your phone is ringing." ”

I took it and looked at it, my brows suddenly furrowed, and my good mood was suddenly swept away.

The call was made by my father, and every time he called, it was probably no good thing, and I didn't want to spoil the fun in front of Lin Feifei, so I didn't answer.

I didn't answer, but the phone rang again very stubbornly, I hung up, and then sent him a message, saying that I would get back to him later, which straightened up the "harassment" of me.

I was absent-minded after the whole meal, Lin Feifei saw that I had something on my mind, but I didn't want to say it, and I didn't ask, I left after eating silently, and as soon as I walked out of her community, I called my dad back.

As soon as the phone was connected, my dad's irritable voice rang, "Why did it take you so long to reply?" ”

As I walked towards the subway station, I replied, "I won't say anything, I was busy just now." ”

He held back the fire in his stomach, and finally vented it, and roared at me on the phone: "Busy, busy, you are the busiest, I haven't seen you take a few dollars home all year round!" Now even the daughter-in-law has been lost. ”

I choked in my throat and couldn't help but smile bitterly, in my impression, the most impression of my dad was to belittle me.

Although I have long been used to it, an indescribable bitterness is still brewing in my heart.

I took a deep breath, "What the hell is the matter with you?" ”

"What else could it be? Let you go on a blind date! ”

I was stunned, "Blind date? ”

My dad said in a rough voice, "What can I do if I don't go on a blind date?" You're thirty years old, can you find a daughter-in-law if you don't go on a blind date? ”

"I'm just thirty, and in a big city, there are many people who are not married and have no partners at the age of thirty."

My dad was like a powder keg that had been ignited, and it exploded in one fell swoop, "Do you really think you are from the city?" Do you see that you have been out there for so many years, and you have mixed up as a person? ”

“……”

I felt like something was choked in my heart, lit a cigarette, and smoked as I listened to him count me down on my head.

"I'll send you that girl's WeChat in a while, you add someone to talk about it first, I heard the matchmaker say, this girl is good, and she doesn't talk much."

I sneered a few times, and couldn't help but say, "Can you believe the matchmaker's words?" It should be old, and there are not many truths, right? ”

I choked on a sentence, and my dad said angrily: "It's good to have someone to introduce you, you're thirty years old, and you haven't had a partner yet!" The head of the village is as big as you, and the children will make soy sauce. My old buddies in the village are all grandfathers. ”

I rubbed my brow, a sense of powerlessness overflowing in my heart. It seems that in their eyes, since I graduated from college, I have been like a factory commodity, looking for a job, falling in love, having a house, a car, getting married and having children, everything has to be compared with others, as if the meaning of my existence is only to reproduce.

I took a few puffs of cigarette, the smoke became heavier and heavier, but the heart became more and more bitter, and the scarlet cigarette butt flickered and disappeared, like a fragile heart under a strong exterior.

After a while, my dad continued to the silent me: "Oh, by the way, although the girl has been divorced and has given birth to a baby, you can rest assured, she has left the child to the man, and she will not see her in the future, so it will not affect your life in the future." ”

"it!"

I was furious: "I'm not married yet, okay!" ”

My dad didn't think so, and interrupted me impatiently, "Conditions like your age, we can only do this, don't you also get a divorce certificate!" On your terms, you may not be worthy of other girls. Don't pick, you're too old to find. ”

He paused, and continued to himself: "She is five years older than you, the fifth female mother, she will definitely take care of you, although her children are eight years old, but left to the man, you don't have to worry." ”

An uncontrollable anger rose in my chest, the second marriage is not the key, the key is my father's attitude, he never considered my feelings from beginning to end.

I took a deep breath, held back my seizure, gritted my teeth and replied coldly: "You tell the matchmaker that you don't need to, I just broke up with Kuang Li, and I'm not in the mood yet." ”

My dad was angry and scolded: "You still think about this bad woman? Why did she leave you, don't you know? ”

After scolding, before I could come back to my senses, the phone had already hung up.