Chapter XXV. Prepare for a showdown with Kenny
Seeing that Xiao Qicai's originally white and tender face continued to grow old in front of me, and the wrinkles on his face continued to expand, spread, and deepen, I deeply experienced an unprecedented sense of tearing. That moment. I feel that my heart hurts, because I am afraid that the whole world of Little Colorful will completely collapse at this moment!
For a woman. Youth is more precious than anything else, and a woman's youth is so short, if youth is taken away in an instant, what kind of despair and fear is it?
Sure enough, I saw it next. Little Colorful was trembling constantly. She didn't say a word, she huddled in the darkness, and after a long time...... I heard the slight crying and snot twitching of Little Rainbow.
This is the first time I've seen Little Colorful cry in front of me, no matter how terrible things have happened, even if it's life and death. When encountering such an incredible thing, Xiao Qicai had never cried, but this time, she finally couldn't help crying.
In the darkness, I walked over and hugged her tightly. This time, Xiao Qicai did not refuse, but hugged me hard and buried her head in my chest.
I gently patted her on the back and said astringently, "There will be a way, there will be a way." Remember the white wall night eye? Didn't he say that human stem cells are the soil? As long as there are stem cells. People will have a way to become younger. And what Hong Tao can do, with Kenny's strength, he will definitely do it. In any case, we should not give up hope, as long as we do not give up, there will be a way. "It's all over the place.
Little Colorful shook her body and hugged me tighter.
I tried to keep myself calm and said, "I'm not comforting you, but I think that a good girl like you will never be easily defeated like this, no matter what difficult things happen, I will face it with you." As long as you live, there is hope! The sky won't fall. Even if you get older, so what? No one marries you, I can marry you. If no one wants you, I'll hold up a piece of heaven for you......"
Speaking of this, Xiao Qicai suddenly interrupted my words, choked up and said softly, "Big pufferfish, but you...... It doesn't belong to me. I don't need your pity either! ”
I shook my head and said, "It's not that I pity you, but I have always felt that I don't deserve you." Because I used to be so low, remember the first time you came back from vacation in the United States, and we ate together? On that day, you invited a lot of people, including those who are studying for doctorates, well-known doctors, CEOs, and rich second generations, and classmates who are studying in the United States like you...... But I'm just the lowest, the lowest, the most unpromising security guard. At that time, I watched you chatting from all over the world, talking about life, ideals, and dreams...... But I can't say a word, what can I say? Could I tell you which rich woman's toilet broke down today and asked me to fix it, but I refused, or tell you who has a certain dog that wears better than everyone else in winter? At that time, I was really so small, watching you talk endlessly, every word you said conquered any man present, and from that moment on, I knew that I was not worthy of you. ”
Xiao Qicai said in a trembling voice, "Big pufferfish, I don't know what you think. You're wrong, in fact, I've always liked you since a very early age, because I think you're a man with dreams, pursuits, hard work, and self-motivation. I have never confessed to you, I think I am still young, and I still have to make a lot of money, at that time, we can travel around the world without money, we can take your hand and see the scenery of the world without worry. So I work very hard every day, I work hard again, I am not for myself, but for the future can not have trivial things to quarrel every day, although I am small, but I know that no matter how good the relationship will slowly become cold in the constant quarrels. But just a turn away, I lost you, and I was very sad...... Many times, I looked in the mirror, tried to smile, and said to myself in the mirror, the big puffer fish now has a girlfriend, and there is already Sister Mengzhu, maybe, I should stay away from him, but, even if I thought so at the time, then you still made a casual phone call, a joke, and I completely forgot about keeping a distance from you before! ”
"Later I finally understood, from that day on...... From the beginning of Sister Mengzhu by your side, I admit it, I panicked, I was messed up, I didn't know how to express my feelings, because I suddenly found that I was a step too late, and I couldn't be with you anymore, if I could do it all over again, I thought I would take the initiative to confess to you, but, I didn't have a chance, in fact, I really regretted it, I deliberately pretended to be nothing, I thought I didn't care, but I was wrong, I was very wrong, I ...... I don't know if it's love or not, but I know that my heart is so small that no other man can squeeze in it except you. But I understand that Sister Mengzhu is the same, because I can feel that she likes you very much, even more than me, she is a good girl, you should cherish her well. ”
"I ......"
"At that time, she lived in my house, and every time I talked to me about you, I was sad. But soon, I began to realize that I was not feeling sad at first, because I should be happy for you to have a girl who cares so much about you. Do you know? When Sister Mengzhu lived in my house, she used to skip sleep for several nights, read books, and study, because she felt that she was not strong enough, not strong enough for you not to worry. She joined the Supergroup not because she was really willing to follow her mother's arrangement, but because she wanted to be stronger, more capable, and more able to make you like her more. ”
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At that moment, after Xiao Qicai's words were finished, I felt an incomparable contradiction in my heart. Because I don't dislike Li Mengzhu, and I don't have feelings for Xiao Qicai, what should I do? How should I choose? If I had chosen Xiao Qicai at this time, would she have thought about it more, feeling that I was with her because I pitied her?
At this time, I felt that the effect of the 'time capsule' on me was suddenly not so obvious, because although my lower body was still a little uncomfortable, I no longer had any thoughts in my mind. I suddenly realized that the human mind, the brain waves, is a much more powerful thing, and can even restrain the chemical and chain reactions of all living organisms themselves.
After crying for a while, Xiao Qicai's mood gradually began to become stable. She began to accept everything that happened to her. It didn't take long for her to comfort me, "It's okay, I've figured it out, you're right, as long as you live, there is hope, I think we should plan for it next, I know you've always been a person who likes freedom, and now it seems that we should think about how to get out of here."
I stared at her hesitantly and said, "Are you really okay?" ”
"It's fine." Little Colorful had a hoarse voice, and it seemed that she was trying to keep her tone as calm as possible.
That's when it occurred to me that there were only two paths ahead of us. First, break through and then escape. Second, find Kenny for a showdown and negotiate.
Whether it is the information collected from Zhou Qianqian's mouth just now, or considering helping Xiao Qicai to restore his original state, I think the second way is the most correct choice. So I plan to go to Kenny early tomorrow morning to negotiate terms, as long as he can help Little Colorful to return to the original state, I am willing to compromise for the time being and promise him everything.
With this plan, I feel that I am no longer confused, and at least there is a way for us to face it. As for the cooperation that Zhou Qianqian said, unless she can help Xiao Qicai return to her original appearance, I can only consider the advice she gave me.
In the second half of that night, Xiao Qicai still wanted to go back, but I said nothing and didn't let her go. Later, Xiao Qicai couldn't resist me, so she slept in my bed. But when I wanted to hug her, Xiao Qicai pushed me away very resolutely. Little Colorful said, "I don't need your pity, and I just said that you don't belong to me." We can't be too affectionate! In this way, when I see Sister Mengzhu in the future, I won't be embarrassed and upset! ”
Later, looking at Xiao Qicai's back to me, her slender back lying quietly in the dark, I felt that my emotional thinking was also very chaotic. Because I don't know which one should be chosen between Li Mengzhu and Xiao Qicai, in fact, I think I have the qualifications to choose? They are all very nice girls, and it should be a great honor for any one of them to take a fancy to me.
I slept very badly that night, tossing and turning. In a trance, I seemed to see me and Li Mengzhu holding hands and shopping together, and then the picture turned, Li Mengzhu and I stood in the dark cave, watching Yoshida and Sachiko slowly stand up from the waterhole on the ground; It was as if I saw me and Xiao Qicai standing in the gloomy martyr's cemetery, her expression flickered brightly and darkly, and she kept talking to me, and suddenly her face instantly changed from a young white and tender 20-year-old girl to a wrinkled 50-year-old woman......
When the day was about to dawn, I also dreamed of Feng Tiansong, who transformed into a "stone statue", and Lou Beisheng, who crossed the north and south of the river overnight.
There are so many bizarre things that I have made up a strange picture in my mind, and I feel that my experience can be found by a well-known director and made into a movie. Maybe...... There should be a few spectators.
It didn't take long for me to feel a gentle tapping on my shoulder, and when the early morning light hit me, I suddenly saw a wrinkled, gray-haired, familiar and unfamiliar face flooding my sight!
That's the little colorful face!
Last night it was very dark, and I couldn't see it very clearly, but at this moment, the visual shock to me is absolutely incomprehensible!
I suddenly had the feeling that aging is more frightening for women than death!
Perhaps this is also the reason why so many female celebrities continue to have plastic surgery and want to make themselves younger.
At this moment, Zhou Qianqian walked in with a flat expression and told us that Kenny asked us to have breakfast together. The tone was as calm as the warm attitude of last night, exactly like two people.
At the same time that Zhou Qianqian walked in, Xiao Qicai lay back on the quilt again, with her back to her, as if she didn't want anyone to see what she looked like at this moment.