Chapter XXIII. There are some things that need to be faced with courage

Inside the car.

After I watched the weird "murder video" that Gao Xintong recorded for me, Gao Xintong kept sneering on the side, looking at my expression, as if he had achieved some kind of purpose. Long. After I digested it for a while, Gao Xintong took out a thick stack of hospital physical examination health reports about Xu Yifei from the bag he was carrying.

Gao Xintong handed it to me and said, "This is all the health examination reports from a month ago to now. You can take a look. Xu Yifei's body has no problems at all, you say I'm not a living ghost, what is it? ”

In an instant, I felt that Gao Xintong's attitude towards this matter was becoming more and more calm. will also go to check Xu Yifei's physical condition. And I was before that. It is true that there are many kinds of unbelievable possibilities. The first thing that comes to mind is Xu Yifei's body structure, which is different from ordinary people. Similar to the Tao family, the number of active enzymes is very large.

However, then, after reading dozens of pages of physical examination data about Xu Yifei, I completely overturned my previous thoughts and was speechless for a long time.

This is because Xu Yifei's body is no different from a normal person. All aspects, including the heart, kidneys and other vital organs, blood pressure, blood sugar, blood lipids...... and even blood potassium parameters. There are no problems with white blood cells, platelets, blood clotting parameters, bone density, prostate and other parts.

And Xu Yifei doesn't smoke, doesn't stay up late, and rarely drinks in addition to socializing. Good style in all aspects, no bad habits.

So......

Since Xu Yifei is very healthy physically, and he hasn't checked out any structural differences, how did he do it, no matter what, he can't kill him?

Things came to an impasse, and Gao Xintong just looked at me quietly at this moment, no longer sneering. Maybe she also began to feel that it was pointless to continue to ridicule me at this time, and it was more important to figure out what kind of "person" Xu Yifei was.

So then sitting in the car, I had been holding those "health files" for a long, long time, Gao Xintong smiled bitterly and said, "Now, can you understand my feelings?" Do you know why I'm angry with you? Maybe you thought that if these things happened to you, you would do better than me. Can...... I'm just a woman, an ordinary woman who wants to live a normal life, you know? Just because I have lived in an orphanage since I was a child, I don't trust any man very much, this distrust is innate, it cannot be changed, it is a conscious instinct of self-preservation. I thought...... There will never be a man who is really good to me in this life, I thought that love was just a continuation of desire, but until Xu Yifei appeared, I completely changed my mind. ”

Speaking of this, the wry smile on the corner of Gao Xintong's mouth continued to spread and expand, and at this moment, I saw that between her eyes, there seemed to be tears flashing, and I only heard Gao Xintong's voice with a trill, "Actually, I love Xu Yifei...... I don't know when he has become the whole of my life, I like to see him laugh, to see him pampering me, to see him holding my hand, to swim in every corner of the world, to love his every move, but ...... Until the moment he fell into the sea, I suddenly felt that there was no point in living, if Xu Yifei was really not the Xu Yifei I imagined, what was the point of me living? So I thought of suicide. But then I suddenly felt so stupid, if I didn't even figure out what Xu Yifei was, and died like this, I thought, I would be unwilling. ”

I was about to speak, but Gao Xintong continued, "Maybe you think I'm murdering, right? But I don't think so. Speaking of this, she shook her head heavily, as if to accentuate her tone, "At that time, I saw Xu Yifei's face disappear in front of me, quickly disappearing on the sea level, and you can't understand the touch that picture gave me." Because Xu Yifei is the person I love the most, after returning to the hotel, I cried until I fell asleep. In the dream, every picture I dreamed of was related to Xu Yifei, but when I woke up, I suddenly found that he had disappeared, he who should not exist in this world, suddenly appeared in front of me again, I felt that everything was like a bizarre dream, so at that time I had a feeling that since Xu Yifei came back, he might never leave. That's why the second time I pushed him into the sea very ruthlessly, but I didn't want to kill him, but I ...... I wonder what he is. He is no longer the original Xu Yifei, although he has not changed, he still loves me as much as he did at the beginning, but for me, it feels different...... What I need is the original Xu Yifei! ”

I said, "No matter what Xu Yifei is, his love for you has never changed, isn't that more important?" ”

Gao Xintong said, "No matter how good Xu Yifei is to me, he will become." Is there a constant love in this world? Even if it doesn't change for five years, what about ten years from now? Even if it doesn't change for ten years, what about twenty years from now? It always feels like it's going to fade away. Speaking of this, Gao Xintong sighed and said, "I think maybe this is the greatest sorrow as a woman." No matter how beautiful you are when you are young, when you are older, you will be annoying. Isn't there a saying? Men will always only like 18-year-old girls, and what will always be remembered is the face of those young, beautiful girls. I think that in these days, the faces of beautiful women are like newer and faster computers, and each generation is stronger than the next. Maybe overnight today, you will be popular, but soon, you will be forgotten again. When you become popular again, you will suddenly find that someone is comparing the photos of you when you were young with the current photos, because the gap is too big, so you will become popular again. In fact, those people just want to express their feelings. ”

If I had doubts about Gao Xintong's mental problems before, then at this moment, I am very sure that Gao Xintong's cognitive ability is not a problem at all. Her cognition of men and women, her cognition of society, and her thought of checking Xu Yifei's health examination report after something strange happened to Xu Yifei, all of this shows that Gao Xintong is a fairly normal woman.

It's just that I don't have much interest in what she said. Although what she said is not wrong at all, in this society, there are more and more young and beautiful women, and the speed of elimination is getting faster and faster.

Just when I was thinking this, Gao Xintong let out a long sigh and said, "Actually, you should feel very happy, because no matter what, no matter how difficult you are, you and your parents are constantly caring for you." But I ...... There is nothing, and I also longing for times of danger, when I encounter panic, or happiness, trouble, no matter what kind of emotion, I want to have my mother by my side. But...... I can't. Maybe in this life, I won't be able to experience the love my parents gave me. I...... Actually, really, I really want to know what feelings other than love are like. I want to lie in my mother's arms and get some sleep, even if it's just for one night! ”

Seeing Gao Xintong muttering to herself like a child, I didn't know what I should say next, to comfort her.

And Gao Xintong quickly broke away from the state of "tenderness" and said, "I may have said a little too much." Anyway, thank you for listening to my nagging. So now, do you want to study with me, what is Xu Yifei? ”

Looking at Gao Xintong looking at me expectantly, I suddenly felt that Gao Xintong might not be as unreasonable as before. Maybe because she was an orphan since she was a child, and everyone's personality is different, so the way she handles everything will be different. But if I am asked to accompany her to "kill my husband" again, it is really against the law and morality. Who are we to forcibly take the names of others? In other words, if someone came and killed you because of something strange that happened to you, what would it be like for you?

So thinking of this, I shook my head and said, "I won't go with you to kill Xu Yifei, although I believe that everything you have experienced is true." ”

Gao Xintong retorted loudly, "We didn't go to kill him. Because he's a man who can't be killed, okay? I just want you to see for yourself, to see for yourself what kind of heart-wrenching fear it is! ”

Speaking of fear and people who can't be killed, my heart moved at that time, and I suddenly remembered the incident of Zhu Xiuhua borrowing a corpse to resurrect the soul that Feng Tiansong had talked about before. In that extremely mysterious and real incident, I remember that the person concerned, that is, the "reborn person" who was "ghosted" by Zhu Xiuhua and called Lin Xuanjiao, didn't he have no heartbeat and stopped breathing for dozens of hours, but did not die?

If Xu Yifei's situation at that time was also like this?

For example, Xu Yifei fell into the sea for the first time, stopped breathing and heartbeat, and then was inadvertently rescued? The second time he was pushed down by Gao Xintong, you can also use this method to speculate!

However, even if the first two times assumed that Xu Yifei's situation was the same as Lin Gang's waist, the last time Xu Yifei was pushed downstairs by Gao Xintong, it was completely different.

Because it's not just breathing and heartbeat that stops, but the human skeleton must also be extremely affected.

But......

What if Xu Yifei lived in a way that transcended human medical cognition? Even if his bones are broken, he is not affected too much like ordinary people, but on the contrary, he can live like no one else, can he slightly explain the occurrence of all strange things, not as incredible as imagined? Fork catty bean blood.

When I think about it, I suddenly feel excited, because the whole thing has become less scary, on the contrary, I feel like I am gradually grasping some key clues to this matter!

That is Xu Yifei's bones, whether they have been affected or not!

If there is, it means that my hypothesis is correct, and it can also be completely confirmed that Gao Xintong is not mentally ill, everything she said is true!

So the next thing I have to do is to let Gao Xintong get Xu Yifei's latest bone X-ray!