Lin Feifei and Chen Xiaoxing both said they didn't mind, and I was a little relieved. At this time, the door was still locked, and my parents had not yet returned from work.

I took out the key to open the door, and when the door lock turned, I was afraid that the conditions of our family would disappoint Lin Feifei.

As the door slowly opened, my heart sank.

The huge courtyard was a mess, the walls were covered with cobwebs, and the windowsills were covered with a thick layer of soil. Instantly, I felt a layer of dust on my heart.

Looking at the mess all over the ground, my face is getting hotter and hotter, and Lin Feifei sees that my house is so messy, I can't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into.

I took a deep breath, suppressed the emotions in my heart, and opened the door with a wry smile, "My house is quite messy, don't you mind!" ”

Lin Feifei and Chen Xiaoxing were very considerate and said that they were fine, but as soon as Du Yue walked in, he frowned and said unceremoniously: "Oh my God! Your house is too messy. Yu Bin, does your family run a garbage dump? ”

My face sank suddenly, my house was indeed very messy, but it was a little inappropriate for her to say this.

Chen Xiaoxing glared at her fiercely, and motioned to her with his eyes not to talk nonsense, Du Yue has always had opinions about me, and took this opportunity to sneer at me:

"Since I'm going to live here, I'm a customer, and we're spending money! Since I have spent money, I have the right to question the environment. ”

She looked around, undisguised her contempt, "It's too dirty here, this kind of family, can you find a daughter-in-law!" ”

"Du Yue!"

Lin Feifei and Chen Xiaoxing spoke in unison, and both of them glared at her dissatisfied.

Du Yue pouted stupidly, and her voice was much quieter, "I'm telling the truth!" ”

I looked at her and sneered a few times, and sneered: "You are so rich, aren't you also single?" ”

Du Yue poked the sore spot like someone else, and his face suddenly turned red, "You ......"

"If you talk badly, I don't mind hurting each other."

Chen Xiaoxing hurriedly played a round, although my words were ugly, it was Du Yue's mistake first, so no one could say anything about me.

Du Yue snorted, twisted his face to the side and stopped looking at me.

I sighed silently, a sense of powerlessness continued to spread in my heart, the first time Lin Feifei came to the door, she let her see that our house was so messy, which made me ashamed.

Now in addition to helplessness in my heart, I just have helplessness, I stubbornly let them in, I let them sit in the living room for a while, and I will go to the kettle water for everyone to drink.

I was used to living in buildings, and when I suddenly returned to the bungalow, I suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. For example, I only have a water dispenser in the building, but I still use a kettle to boil water in my old bungalow.

After boiling water, I turned out the water cup from the cabinet and prepared to pour water, but when I turned out the water cup and looked, I was stupid, these water cups must be at least ten years old, they are all gifts to buy liquor, and when I came back from the Spring Festival, I saw that many cups were missing, so I asked my mother to throw them, but I didn't expect them to be still using.

I suddenly felt that I couldn't cry or laugh, my parents were reluctant to throw anything, obviously many of them would not be used for the rest of their lives.

I poured a cup of hot water for each of them, Lin Feifei and Chen Xiaoxing didn't say anything while holding the notched cup, Du Yue took it and put it aside, showing a very disgusted expression, and said with disgust: "Forget it, I'll order a box of mineral water to drink!" You give me your home address. ”

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, and then took them to their respective rooms. Actually, my dad did clean up, he cleaned every room, not as miserable as the yard.

Lin Feifei looked at the transparent and bright room, and nodded with satisfaction, "Your bedrooms are so big?" Oh my God! This room is also too big, and one room can fit the living room and master bedroom where I live. ”

When she said that, I felt a little more comfortable.

I scratched my nose and smiled wryly, "What's the use of big?" How can a house in the city be worth it? ”

Lin Feifei couldn't help but wonder: "I can't say that, now many people in the metropolis are envious of those who have small courtyards." I don't think it's good to live in a building, it's okay to live in a big square meter, but small square meters live in a panic, the door, up and down the stairs may not know each other, unlike in the village, distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors! ”

I smiled, and the depression I had just felt had finally dissipated a bit.

After hesitating for a moment, I stubbornly said, "My house is too messy, don't you mind!" My parents are usually very busy, and I don't come back often......"

Lin Feifei smiled lightly, "Understand, the first time you sent me home, isn't my house like a pig's nest!" It's normal. ”

Lin Feifei's understanding moved me in my heart, I don't know if my parents will be shocked when they see Lin Feifei.

My parents got off work late, I asked them to rest and I went to cook, I carried the vegetable basket to my own yard to pick vegetables, Lin Feifei heard that my family still has a vegetable garden, and she also followed.

The vegetable garden is just behind my house, and it is now the end of summer, and the vegetable garden is lush and green, and Lin Feifei's eyes suddenly brightened.

"Wow! Yu Bin, your vegetable garden is so beautiful, your family has a big business, why do you have to sharpen your head and buy a house in a big city! ”

I looked at the huge vegetable garden, sighed, and said from the bottom of my heart: "From the time I can remember, the deepest impression is that my parents quarreled, so I have longed to leave them since I was a child and want to have a home of my own." ”

Lin Feifei was thoughtful, silent for a few seconds, and her lips opened lightly: "Actually, have you ever thought that what you want to escape from is not this family, but your original family." ”

I couldn't help but move in my heart, chewing on her words, maybe she was right, my memories of this home are all unhappy memories, so I want to desperately escape.

I felt bitter and smiled helplessly, "I don't know, I was brought up by my grandparents since I was a child, so I don't have a deep relationship with my parents, so I don't want to go back to this home, but I can't afford to buy a house in a big city, so I go back to my hometown to live with my parents, and I'm afraid of quarrels, because I always want to escape from my original family." ”

Before that, I had never said these words to anyone, and I don't know why, but in front of Lin Feifei, I was able to open my heart.

Lin Feifei hooked her lips and smiled: "Actually, you don't have to run away from your original family, and escaping is also a sign of compromise." ”

"So what do you think I should do?"

"I don't think you have to force yourself to run away or forgive, you just have to accept yourself."

I pondered her words carefully, and suddenly had a feeling of enlightenment, I smiled, and was about to say something, when I suddenly lowered my head, and the words that came to my mouth were swallowed back by me, and said with a smile: "You're right, just accept yourself, just like you are now." ”

Lin Feifei was stunned, "Me? What's wrong with me now? ”

"For example, you've stepped on dog shit under your feet right now."

"Ah!!h