Chapter 32. Sense of near-death
?éêêêêêê and I began to travel around aimlessly.
Fengtian City can't go back for the time being? Because Gao Ze said? The relevant departments have already issued documents? You're going to invite me back. Take a good look at what the foreign body in my veins is.
So to avoid those who caught me? My footprints with Xiao Qicai have spread all over Yunnan, Zhejiang, Guangzhou, Shanghai, Hangzhou and other places.
We definitely don't stay in a city for more than a week. All the tricks are coming.
Little Colorful accompanies me. Have we ever held hands? Look at the empty valley in the glow of the setting sun.
Have we been side by side? In rainy weather? Holding an umbrella? Look at the lake water**?
Have we ever hugged each other? On a morning morning, watch the wild forest run with monkeys and antelopes.
Have we ever nestled together in a 30-storey hotel? Sipping a drink in the dark? While watching the endless flow of people on the streets.
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During that time? Is my body starting to get weaker and weaker? In the end, I don't even have the strength of Little Colorful Color? I can't unscrew a mineral water bottle? I can't lift my legs as flexibly and freely as before.
Meantime? My heart starts to hurt every once in a while? In the beginning, it was once every seven days. Once every five days? Eventually, it evolved to once a day.
I lost more than 20 pounds? Hair is also starting to fall out like crazy? In the end, I simply shaved my head. With my big dark circles? And the whole face is sunken? I think even if Officer Takazawa is standing in front of me at this moment? I won't be able to recognize it.
Those painful moments? When the Heart Change Gu attacked, I was in unbearable pain? Xiao Qicai will give me a handful of painkillers every time? But it didn't work. In the end, simply take painkillers with sleeping pills? to alleviate some of the pain a little.
However, the body gradually develops resistance? The potions are becoming less and less useful to me.
Occasionally? When I just can't stand it? When you want to kill yourself? Will I remember what Li Mengzhu said? She told me to hold on for half a year anyway? I began to understand Li Mengzhu back at that time. Already anticipating this? So when she left, her expression was so sad? Maybe she had already guessed it? Maybe I'm going to die?
During this period? Little Colorful and I have completed many firsts in our lives.
Are we in an empty valley? Beside us there was a huge waterfall that made a constant crashing sound.
Then? The little colorful white skin was as bright as an angel descending from the darkness. I feel her shaking? Except for the wind in your ears? There is also the sound of a waterfall.
In that moment? I see beads of sweat on the forehead and the tip of the nose? Her eyes are half-closed and half-closed? Feeling drunk? But I will never forget it.
Time and time again, we reach the pinnacle of happiness.
By the time we're done, Little Colorful is already in pain and can't walk? But you still have to hold my body? Helped me into the car step by step? And then she's going to drive back to the hotel? Until now? I even thought it was like a dream that night was not real? But I know? From that moment on? Little Colorful has completely become my woman.
But I don't have the slightest happiness? Because I know? I probably won't live long.
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On days like these? I've tried a lot of places with Little Colorful? Have you tried a lot of variations? Little colorful said that she wanted to try all the changes? Then there will be no regrets in life.
Gradually? Are we all familiar with the road? Know how to maximize the happiness of the other person? I think my life with Xiao Qicai is very free? Even if I'm really dead after half a year? I'm not living in vain in my life, am I? At least...; …; I have a little colorful in my life? Is there such a Li Mengzhu in my memories? I think I'm luckier than a lot of men? Because in the beginning? Just two girls who are willing to accompany me? Although a lot has happened in the meantime? But I think God really favors me? Even in the last moments of my life? It also made me realize everything I should have as a man.
It's just a little bit of a pity? During this period, Xiao Qicai has not been pregnant? How many times have we tried? But there was no result. We don't dare to go to the hospital? Because the hospital has become a shadow in my little colorful heart? Are you afraid of checking out other problems when you do an inspection? Let's separate in an instant.
But the more we tend to be afraid of something? The more we will see the outcome we fear the most.
So that morning? When a dozen people knock on the door of a hotel room? Reveal documents and badges? When do I have to go with them? Xiao Qicai suddenly pushed everyone away like crazy. Then Xiao Qicai also showed her identity certificate? But this time? Little colorful things are useless.
"Excuse me? Because this time it was the instructions of the relevant departments? So you want to meet people? Dead to see a corpse? Any obstruction is an obstacle to the execution of our official duties! The man in the lead looked at Xiao Qicai coldly? Dao?" We hope you will cooperate! And let's ask Mr. Jiang to come with us? Didn't you arrest him? Do you want Mr. Jiang to cooperate with us? Is this a guarantee for his life and future? All are advantageous. ”
Little Colorful has tried all means to try to fight me over? But the result is clearly futile.
That morning? Extremely weak? Or even about the same as a walking skeleton? Or they took them to the jeep.
When I'm gone? Little Colorful eyes are sad and heartbreaking? But I still barely made a few gestures to her? Reassure her? I won't give up my life easily? So let her wait for me to come back.
Little colorful tears can't stop flowing down? I guess she's going to do something next? Fish me out of the relevant departments? But I can't think deeply about these questions anymore.
Because at this time, it has been almost more than 5 months since Li Mengzhu and I separated.
My head is not as flexible as it used to be? And a lot of things? I don't want to think about it? Just going along with it? Because there is not much time left in your life? Why fight against fate?
Thinking like this? When I got in the car, I fell asleep.
I don't care where they take me? Anyway, I can't care about those things anymore? The only thing I can do is what I want to do? Is it to the dream? Have a few dreams about my life's experiences. Over there? Is there Li Mengzhu? Is there Feng Tiansong? Got Dada? Have new friends? There are old friends too.
After the car drove for seven or eight hours? Let's switch to a helicopter again? Driven through a narrow valley? The blue sky is refreshing? Is the cloud at your fingertips? Want to put them all in your mouth? Eat clean in one go? But there is a person who looks like a leader? Reach out and hand over a piece of bread.
I was so weak that I couldn't lift my arms? Then the leader tore the bread into strips? Feed me? Then they also fed me water. I'm trying to get him the food down? But I can't!
What an ironic and sad thing?
Once heroic and dry? Jiang Xiaohe who doesn't give up on anything? Having difficulty swallowing now? I can't even swallow a crumb of bread.
I suddenly felt very sad.
The leader looked at my face? Deep?" Jiang Xiaohe? Are you holding on? Can you survive it? Absolutely. ”
I don't have the strength to speak? Just looking at him? I think? I'm looking desperate.
But the man doesn't give up? Talking to me? One by one, I was encouraged by a force.
He said? We've already learned more about your business. We're not just trying to get some secrets out of you this time? It's about saving you! Saving you? Do you understand?"
How can I be? Did the relevant authorities save me? Is it true?
What about humanity?" So you have to hold on! And your father? As long as you get through? Can we help your father reduce his sentence? Other than that? Your mother has also improved? I don't think it will take long? Will she be able to wake up? Can you reunite as a family of three again? Aren't you happy? Jiang Xiaohe? Be strong! ”
No doubt? His words still have some effect.
At least make me less pessimistic in my heart? And I think all the time? Am I not a good dutiful son? If that's possible? I wish I could still take them with me? Traveling together? Let's take a family photo together. But do I have a future?
Probably a smile on the corner of my mouth? The man continues to encourage me?" That's right? Jiang Xiaohe? Do you hold on? Will we mobilize the most advanced equipment at the moment? Do your best to save you! Don't you think so much? Don't be stressed? We'll take care of your wife too. So? As long as you are willing to cooperate with us fully? I'm going to let you live. ”
I would like to ask who this person is? His words really gave me some encouragement. And I judged from his tone? He really thinks about me.
And this person? Very smart? Probably guessed my idea at this time? He told me?" My name is not convenient for you to tell? But can I tell you? I am a man who has been friends with your God for a long time. Do you remember after that incident in the Divine Comedy? Your wife? Little Colorful? Give us a USB flash drive? Start with that? I've been following you secretly? So? Jiang Xiaohe? You're going to hold on. When you're cured? Let's drink together! Shall I introduce you to more friends? Is there more interesting going on in this world? Waiting for us to explore together? So? You've got to stick to it! ”
Finished? The man kept ordering the pilot to speed the plane.
And I slowly closed my eyes.
I really...; …;
Too tired? I really want to take a good rest for a while.
Maybe this time? It's called "Forever!" ”?éêêêê