I didn't want to drink, but I didn't feel good in my heart when I saw my good buddy for so many years suddenly crying like this, so I took the initiative to pick up a can of Yanjing beer and touched him.

"Don't think about it so much, we're only thirty years old, and we have time."

Zhao Yue wiped his eyes, forced a smile from his face, picked up the beer and raised his head and took a few sips.

A somewhat bitter liquid slid down my throat and crushed my tumbling emotions. Maybe the Zhao Yue in front of me is the future me.

Lu Jingjing also followed my words and comforted him: "Yu Bin is right, you are only thirty years old, and a man is still forty years old! Don't put too much pressure on yourself, it's not like we don't have a house in our hometown, so why do we have to put down roots in a big city? The prices here are high, the houses are expensive, and they are not our home, so I have long wanted to go back to my hometown."

After Lu Jingjing finished speaking, I was happy for Zhao Yue in my heart, he was average in his career, but he has a good wife, and he has surpassed many people I know in life, who said that you must be rich to be successful?

Zhao Yue showed a relieved smile and turned his head to look at me, "When did you and Fei Fei get married, you must tell us the two of you!" Wherever you are, we will definitely attend your wedding."

I picked up the beer can and touched it with him, and sighed: "Between the two of us, there are a lot of difficulties, first of all, her mother does not agree with the two of us, and here, I can't afford to buy a house, I go back to my hometown to write no problem, but what should she do?" She quit her job and went back to my hometown with me, so I couldn't find a job as a flight attendant."

Zhao Yue took a sip of wine, "No, you can get a down payment first, Jingjing and I also have tens of thousands of savings on hand, you can speak directly when you use it."

After Zhao Yue finished speaking, Lu Jingjing glanced at him, and there was a bit of helplessness in those talking eyes.

In fact, I can understand Lu Jingjing very well, after a woman becomes a mother, her mind will also change, and the first thing to consider must be her own children.

When Zhao Yue said this, if Lu Jingjing was in her twenties, she would definitely agree without thinking about it, but now she thinks about it more.

My heart is hot, and my chest seems to be blocked by an unspeakable emotion, I am already very moved that Zhao Yue can say this, but it is not easy for anyone, I can't be ignorant!

I shook my head slowly and refused, "Come on! It's okay these days, don't borrow money! You have to keep your money for the child! Haven't you heard a word? There are many ways to end a friendship, and one of the most radical is to borrow money and not pay it back."

When I finished speaking, Lu Jingjing glanced at me with mixed emotions.

I read gratitude, relief, and guilt in her eyes.

I looked her in the eye and smiled, "From now on, you're going to put the child first, and I'll have to step aside."

Lu Jingjing smiled, "It's not as exaggerated as you said, it's not like that. By the way, if you decide to buy a house here, can your hometown help you get some?"

I shook my head, "I have a house in my hometown county, and my parents don't take less money, so I can't ask them anymore, and it's not easy for them."

Lu Jingjing's eyes lit up, and she smiled: "Yu Bin, I've known you for so long, I finally feel that you have grown up."

I was stunned for a moment, touched the cup with Zhao Yue again, and said with a smile, "What do you say?"

"I think you're calmer than you used to be."

I smiled and let out a sigh, "What do you say! When I was in my twenties, I thought I could change the world, and now I think I would be fine if I wasn't changed by the world."

After so many years of drifting and so many beatings, I have been able to accept my own ordinariness and the ordinariness of my parents, maybe I will have to accept the ordinariness of my children in the future, maybe the so-called maturity is to slowly accept the ordinary.

After I said what was in my heart, my mood suddenly felt much better, in fact, I also understood that with my current salary, it would take at least a few decades to buy a house here without eating or drinking.

When I met love again, reality once again revealed its cruel side to me.

When I left Zhao Yue's house, I received a call from Lin Feifei, who was about to end at the bar, and asked me if I wanted to go over and pick her up.

I also drank, so I put the motorcycle at Zhao Yue's house first, and then took a taxi and went straight to the bar.

When I arrived at the bar, it was just in time for them to leave.

I saw from a distance that several red men and green women came out of the bar, and in this group of people, except for Lin Feifei, I only knew Xue Qiuyun.

There are many beautiful women among them, but Lin Feifei is definitely the most beautiful of the women.

"Let's go first! Fei Fei, how do you get there?"

As soon as I walked over, one of the handsome guys asked Lin Feifei.

Lin Feifei stretched out her hand and pointed at me, drunkenly walking with catwalks, "My boyfriend is here to pick me up."

This guy stared at me unkindly, and deliberately turned the Audi car key in his hand, full of superiority. Look at the book

"Oh, what's your boyfriend driving?" He suddenly spoke in a strange way.

Feeling the malice of this guy, I rolled my eyes.

To deal with this kind of person, my response is that you say yours, I live mine. It is a waste of life to say a word to this kind of person.

Lin Feifei was suddenly unhappy, her willow eyebrows furrowed, stared at his eyes, and asked rhetorically, "Zhao Nan, what do you mean by asking?"

Xue Qiuyun couldn't listen to it anymore, and couldn't help but reply, "You didn't talk like that! It's over!"

This guy named Zhao Nan was so scared that he smiled, and quickly explained, "I don't mean anything else, I'm just curious!"

Lin Feifei glared at him and said coldly, "Okay, don't call me out to drink if it's okay in the future."

With that, she took the initiative to grab my arm, and immediately smiled, "Let's go!"

Zhao Nan's face was a little bad, and he shouted at Lin Feifei unwillingly: "It's not good to take a taxi here, or I'll send you?"

Lin Feifei refused: "No, I think it's good to walk!"

She paused, hooked the corners of her lips, and said to me in a coquettish tone, "Did you say?"

I laughed, glanced down at the heels on her feet, and then walked up to her and crouched down.

"How can I let my girlfriend walk in high heels! Come on! I'll carry you!"

Suddenly, Lin Feifei jumped on my back.

I turned around and said hello to them, the guy named Zhao Nan had an ugly face.

When I meet someone who makes me uncomfortable, I am only happy if it makes the other person more unhappy.

I walked along the street with Lin Feifei on my back, and from time to time passers-by looked at us, but I didn't care.

At the beginning of the lanterns, the whole street was illuminated as bright as day, and the vehicles shuttling back and forth on the road were blocked by water, like a long dragon, and I was just carrying Lin Feifei on my back and walking silently on the road......