I sighed silently, don't look at Lin Feifei's surface all day long, laughing and laughing, in fact, she is very lonely in her heart, and liking excitement is just a means for her to escape loneliness, it seems that she is not inviolable, but she has learned to hide, her friends around her think that her heart is very strong, only she knows that she has always longed to find a harbor for her to rest.

Some wounds cannot be healed in one or two sentences, and it is actually difficult for a person to completely break free from the imprint of his original family on you.

Maybe what is normal in front of other people's eyes, in her eyes, it is like stepping over one mountain after another.

Let's hope time will dilute everything!

I patted her on the shoulder, "It's not your fault, you don't have to pay for the mistakes of the older generation."

The corners of Lin Feifei's mouth raised slightly, forming a seemingly relaxed arc, but it was full of bitterness, and her eyes were flickering, as if she was laughing at her helplessness.

"It's not that simple, in fact, it's not our childhood that's bad, but even if we grow up, we can't get rid of this kind of injury, and some of the damage is for a lifetime."

For a moment, I suddenly felt a kind of heart-like pain. Her wry smile was so glaring that it made me feel distressed.

A happy childhood can heal a lifetime, and an unhappy childhood takes a lifetime to heal.

From the few encounters between me and Deng Meijia, I can feel that Lin Feifei grew up in a fragmented and negative energy environment, and a little bit of negative wind and grass in the outside world is like a storm for her.

The injury of the original family is like a ferocious beast roaming in the dark, not knowing when to strike the fatal blow.

I hugged her tighter and said with a smile, "Don't get old and think about the past, if you have frequent internal friction, your car will get out of control sooner or later."

"Yes! In fact, I think about those things in my original family every day, but I don't mean it, I just think about it unconsciously, and then I blame myself every time."

"It's nothing about internal friction, you have to accept your anxiety first, and be aware of it, which proves that you have been able to put a brake on this car that is about to get out of control."

"Brakes?" Lin Feifei was a little surprised.

"People are under so much pressure now, and there are a few people who are not anxious, and anxiety is actually normal."

I sighed and began to take myself as an example, "Look at me, when I first met you, I have been unemployed for several months, and my girlfriend gave me green, you say that I am miserable, and I have no car, no house, no savings, and I belong to the standard three-no youth, but then I figured it out, unemployment, breakup, these things are actually experienced by many people, not only me, everyone's life trajectory is different, life is not an assembly line, we are not a commodity, others say that I am a three-no youth, but I think I am a three-you youth."

Lin Feifei was touched by my words, and her eyes obviously fluctuated, not as gloomy as before.

"Three youths?"

"Have ideals, have responsibilities, and have good looks."

Lin Feifei waved her hand, "The third one can be removed."

「……」

It's uncomfortable for her not to joke with me, but for the sake of her bad mood, I won't care about her in general.

Lin Feifei was in a better mood, and the world was illuminated by the words I just said.

I was about to say something, but she suddenly grabbed my arm, "Look ahead, there's a light show! Come with me to see it."

Lin Feifei pulled me forward, the two of us squeezed out of the crowd, just as the performance began, all kinds of traditional folk performances were staged, dragon dance, lion dance, stilt walking, very lively.

After the performance, suddenly, the prelude to the light show was slowly opened, and the whole square suddenly became colorful, and the lights were mainly mysterious and soft tones, like stars, as if in a world of light and shadow, Lin Feifei's depressed mood was instantly healed.

The temple fair is good, the only drawback is that it is too cold at night, although we have prepared before, but the temperature at night is too low, Lin Feifei wore a pair of UGG boots, but she was still so cold that she stomped her feet.

So, the temple fair was almost over, and we went home, and when we got home,

Lin Feifei took off her shoes and socks, and her white little feet were frozen red.

"Honey, cover my feet!"

After saying that, she didn't ask for my consent, and just put her foot in my arms.

I shivered with cold, gasped, and held her tender little feet in my hands.

Her ankles are slender and elegant, like a pair of fine porcelain, and the skin on her feet is a healthy glow, fair and delicate, and each toe is like a pearl, long and slender, showing a charming pink color. Look at the book

I held it in my hands, and my whole body felt like I was overpowered, and we were both "old husbands and wives", but she still made me swoon.

I held her feet in the palm of my hand as if I was holding a baby, and when I looked up, I saw that she was looking at me with a smile and no shyness.

Her little face was frozen crimson, as bright as a red and white peach blossom. I couldn't help but think of the first time we met, and I couldn't have imagined that one day I would be able to get together with this peerless flight attendant.

I remembered the first time we met, the first time we held hands, the first time we kissed, and the first time we ...... I miss it a lot.

"What do you think?" Lin Feifei tilted her head and smiled and interrogated me.

There seemed to be an evil fire rising in my lower abdomen, and I smiled, "I was thinking, I haven't handed in your homework for a long time, do you have to check it?"

Her eyes showed a fox-like whiteness, which added a bit of charm to her.

"Your homework is just going over and over again, and there's nothing for me to check."

I laughed even more happily, I just like girls like this who can talk about anything, serious when they should be serious, and open when they should let go.

I smiled and decided to tease her, so I frowned and pretended to mutter, "I've been reading a lot of stuff lately, and I've really unlocked some new poses...... Knowledge ......"

Lin Feifei winked playfully, and "Oh? What is there to know, tell me about it?"

"For example, dancing around the waist and pulling your boyfriend's tie......

"! Where do you get the study materials? Why don't you ask me to study together?"

「……」

Lin Feifei forced me to hand over the precious learning materials, the two of us in the spirit of learning together, common progress, snuggled together holding the mobile phone to observe together, after in-depth communication, our souls were released in the surging, there is an indescribable tranquility and freedom, pressure and troubles seem to have disappeared at this moment, only inner peace and harmony.

Two tired souls, quietly snuggled together, each other's emotions seemed to infect each other, and became our common feelings.

We leaned on each other wordlessly, and I lit a cigarette with Lin Feifei's permission.