I gave Zhao Yue a big hug first, and fate was like an invisible hand, pushing him back to this familiar and tired city.

No way.

The hometown that we can't go back to, the city that we can't integrate into, this has become our wandering pain.

I patted him on the shoulder, "Go! Brother, let's go home."

After that, I took Zhao Yue's suitcase, stuffed it into the trunk, and after getting into the car, Zhao Yue said to me, "I'll send you the hotel address, just navigate there."

I glanced at him and said with a smile, "What kind of hotel to stay in, stay in our house."

Zhao Yue was stunned for a moment, his expression was complicated, and he said hesitantly, "Isn't it okay? Stay at your house, and disturb you and Fei Fei too much!"

"What nonsense are you talking to me! Dude, and it was Fei Fei who took the initiative to let you come and live, and you don't stay at my house every day, and live in a hotel for at least 200 a day! You have to get 1,400 a week, how can a house be so easy to find!"

Zhao Yue said hesitantly, "Actually...... I originally wanted to stay in a hotel for a day today, and then go to Chen Wei's tomorrow to live, he doesn't do real estate! I know a lot of agents who said they would help me find a short-term rental for a few days."

Chen Wei is also our college classmate, but our class is different, he can say that the dead are alive with one mouth, in his senior year, he took Zhao Yue to do pyramid schemes to sell cosmetics, and Zhao Yue successfully developed into his downline, and deceived Zhao Yue of four or five thousand yuan, and later Wu Shuang and I asked for it back for him.

This guy followed his uncle to do real estate, and now he is thriving, driving a BMW 5 Series, and chattering in the circle of friends all day long.

Zhao Yue has been pitted by this guy a lot before, and he is also urged every day, of course I can't watch him repeat his mistakes.

"Why are you going to live with him? This person is unreliable, you just come to live with me, we are all buddies, Fei Fei also welcomes you to come, what are you afraid of?"

Zhao Yue's eyes were a little red, and he nodded and didn't speak.

I guess he's been blown away by now.

Zhao Yue is good at everything, but sometimes the mother-in-law is annoying. Lin Feifei agreed that he would stay at my house temporarily, but he was worried.

"Binzi, I'm staying at your house, isn't it inconvenient for you?"

I laughed angrily and said angrily, "You just don't lean on the wall at night and eavesdrop on the sound of our house."

In my senior year, everyone began to look for jobs, we rented a two-bedroom apartment outside the school, and those who had girlfriends often went there to spend the night, and over time it became our PAO building, once Zhao Yue and I were drinking there, and suddenly we vaguely heard a woman's voice next door, so we lay down under the wall and listened, and we were all impressed by this wonderful symphony.

Now that I think about it, that chaotic, decadent, restless youthful atmosphere has become a kind of memory, that is a kind of indulgence and carefree that only youth can bear, like a tragic poem, full of passion, helplessness and pursuit.

Looking back at youth, Wu Shuang, Kuang Li and these people have gradually faded out of my life, I used to think that youth is an oasis that will never wither, but now it has gradually been buried by yellow sand and has begun to become barren.

When I lamented the end of my youth, we also arrived home.

Zhao Yue pulled the suitcase to the side bedroom and set up camp, I handed him a bottle of Coke, poured a few sips myself, and then said:

"I've slept on this sheet, I'll change it for you later."

Zhao Yue didn't hear my voice, and waved his hand, "Don't be so polite, so be it!" You don't have to change it."

After that, he touched the sheets, and suddenly touched something, "Hey, Binzi, what is this hard thing?"

"It's a sign of my battle."

"......" Zhao Yue's hand suddenly retracted as if he had been electrocuted.

In the evening, Lin Feifei returned.

I asked her how the training had been going on this day, and she said skipped. Good, another day with no load.

We drove to Zhang Xi's restaurant to pick up Zhao Yue, Zhang Xi's motorcycle restaurant has now become a mecca for Internet celebrities to check in, as soon as we entered the door, we saw a few beautiful girls, who were swinging around the Harley locomotive

Clap.

Zhao Yue's eyes were full of envy, as if he had seen the life of his dreams.

"Hey, when will I be as rich as Zhang Xi?" Zhao Yue said with emotion.

I patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile, "Actually, there is no need to envy others, everyone's flowering period is different, sooner or later, it will be sooner or later, it's just slower than others."

Lin Feifei put her arm around me, smiled, and persuaded him, "People are more angry than others, if you always compare yourself with others, then you will not be satisfied with yourself in this life."

People are social animals, and they come into contact with people of all shapes and sizes every day, but the irony is that some people never envy the wealth and wealth of strangers, but they are jealous of the people around them. ap.

Zhao Yue's heart was obviously shocked, he smiled bitterly, and didn't say anything.

Maybe because of Friday, the business of the restaurant was very hot tonight, Zhang Xi hurriedly came over to say hello, said that he would give us a few bottles of beer and two plates of cold dishes, and left in a hurry.

After the wine and food were served, I took the lead in raising the wine bottle and touched it with Zhao Yue, "Do you feel like going back to your hometown this time?"

Zhao Yue raised his head and poured a large sip of wine, and after putting down the bottle heavily, his eyes revealed a deep helplessness, and the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, but with a little bitterness.

"Don't mention it, I started to think it was pretty good, no one in my hometown disturbed your life, but I was close to my parents, and there were many contradictions, Jingjing was confined, crying all day long, my mother wouldn't take the child, and in the end, my mother-in-law came to take the child."

Zhao Yue seemed to have been holding back for a long time, urgently needed an outlet to vent, and began to complain about the contradiction between their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law with bitterness and hatred. He used to be full of expectations, but life showed him a not very friendly side, the chaotic life completely broke the beautiful illusion, after having a child, Zhao Yue suddenly found that his little salary, can not support his wife and children at all, after discussing with Lu Jingjing, when the child is out of the full moon, he resolutely decided to drift north for the second time.

After Zhao Yue finished venting, he realized that he had said too much, and smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry! I've talked too much, and I'm kind of a resentful woman just now."

I lifted the bottle and touched it, "It's okay, the cost of having a child is huge, how can the Gold Swallowing Beast be in vain?"

Under the orange light, his smile looked particularly bitter, and those eyes that were once full of hope were now like leaves beaten by cold frost, which made people feel distressed.

"No way, this is life, I thought at first that I would just add a pair of chopsticks to eat? Now I know I was naïve."

I was silent for a moment and asked, "Do you have any plans for coming back this time?"