In the past, I always wanted to find a reason to let go of pressure and stay away from the hustle and bustle of the city, I used to be a person who liked to be lively, and I asked my fox friends to go to bars and nightclubs to indulge in carnivals as soon as I had a holiday, but every time the noise dispersed and calmed down, I fell into a depressed mood.

Slowly, it dawned on me that these nihilistic gatherings were meaningless, just to fit in and deceive myself, and now I prefer to stay away from the dust.

We are engulfed by the fast-paced life, the noise of the outside world and the pursuit of material things, and feel that only houses, cars, and tickets are the pursuit of a lifetime.

When night falls, the streets of Lijiang are still filled with fireworks, and the quaint buildings under the lights look solemn and quiet.

Here I feel like time is slowing down, and now I finally believe that the environment can affect a person, and after coming to Lijiang, Lin Feifei's emotions seem to have been infected, and she finally saw a bright light in her eyes.

We sat on the balcony drinking, just overlooking the whole town, Lin Feifei held on to the wooden railing, closed her eyes, felt the wind blowing over her face, she seemed to be having a silent conversation with the wind.

Here, her imprisoned soul seemed to be set free.

After a while, Lin Feifei opened her eyes and smiled at me, and I suddenly had a feeling that I hadn't seen for a long time.

She looked at me earnestly, "I feel better, thank you darling."

I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed in my heart.

I stuffed the beer can into her hand and groaned, "I have also experienced unemployment, in fact, unemployment is something that many people have to face, just like the original family, school bullying, in fact, it can't really hurt us, what can really hurt us is our anxiety and fear thoughts."

The corners of Lin Feifei's mouth curved, and a wry smile overflowed, "My current state is just to want to roll, I can't roll, I want to lie flat, and I can't lie flat, I don't want to do anything now, I feel bored."

"I understand how you feel, the way you feel now, it's like driving, with one foot on the accelerator and one foot on the brake, this car can handle it!"

Lin Feifei's eyes flashed, "Cut, you are quite good at metaphors, I want to have fighting spirit now, you quickly pour me some chicken soup."

"What kind of chicken soup are you pouring in! Who doesn't understand the truth! What you need most now is to rest, give yourself a good vacation, and don't think about finding a job."

Lin Feifei was stunned and shook her head, "How can you not think about it? I don't think about it, but my head is out of control, as long as I close my eyes, my mind is full of things like looking for a job."

As she spoke, a painful expression flashed on Lin Feifei's face.

I held her in my arms, looked at the bright moon in the sky, and said with a smile, "My purpose is to roll it when it should be rotten, and roll it when it should be rolled. In fact, anxiety and depression are just a signal of emotion, it reminds you that it is time for you to rest."

Lin Feifei resists this emotion now, but emotion is just a signal, and rejecting this emotion is actually rejecting herself.

Emotions are like the waves on the seaside, there is a day when the tide recedes in the morning and evening, after Lin Feifei lost her job, she has been fighting against anxiety, and her spirit is tense all the time, and the more she struggles with anxiety, the more internal friction she has.

She was silent for a while, as if savoring my words, and after a while, she smiled bitterly, "Rest? Now it's so rolled, how dare I rest! I went to other airlines for interviews, and more than a dozen girls grabbed two or three positions, they were younger than me, and their salary was less than what I wanted, and now the pressure is so great, even if I want to rest, my wallet will not wait for anyone!"

"It's just a last job, and since I don't have to work now, I can enjoy life first, and then look for a job and start again when I have enough rest. The most important thing now is to have a good rest, you relax and talk to yourself."

Life is short, there is no need to keep yourself trapped in your heart, an occasional setback does not determine our life, first reconcile with yourself, in order to really come out.

Although Lin Feifei is still depressed, at least her mood is gradually getting better, and she is slowly being healed by life.

Lin Feifei took a sip of wine faintly, and a smile appeared on her delicate facial features, "Okay! I listen to you, don't think about it so much for now, just have fun for a few days."

Hearing her say that, I finally breathed a sigh of relief.

It's been a long time since the two of us have chatted calmly like tonight, when she was just unemployed, the whole person was full of decadence, and after arriving in Lijiang, it was obvious that she was gradually relaxing.

Lin Feifei drank the wine, her fair skin showed a faint crimson, and the spotless temperament of her usual days faded under the effect of alcohol, adding an unstoppable feeling.

Tonight I had a very happy conversation with her, after drinking, it soon developed to the point of talking about kidney happiness, after a fierce battle, Lin Feifei went to take a shower, I lit a cigarette, smoked beautifully, and reminisced about the feeling of ecstasy just now.

At this time, there was a creaking sound faintly from next door, and if you listen closely, you can faintly hear the ensemble of ecstasy.

I was lying on the wall, the sound became clearer and clearer, and the violent impact made my heart itch, and just as I was listening, Lin Feifei suddenly came out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel.

"What are you doing?" Lin Feifei glared at me angrily.

We're all adults, what am I doing, she can't see it!

"Shhhh Be quiet!"

I was afraid that the next door would hear me, so I hurriedly made a silent gesture at her, pointed to the wall, and said in a low voice:

"High energy ahead!"

Lin Feifei came over curiously, I thought she was going to criticize me, but she turned out to be like me, she also put her ear to the wall, and then looked at me.

"Keep it up!"

it!

I'm not sleepy talking about this.

I thought she would accompany me to listen to the root of the wall, but I didn't expect her to suddenly twist my ears and say angrily:

"Hey, hey, it's almost, haven't you just finished your work! Why are you eavesdropping on others?"

"They are really, they should learn from us and amplify the sound of the TV, otherwise it will disturb the people too much!"

Lin Feifei gave me a blank look, "You are poor, hurry up and go to bed, you have to go out with me tomorrow!"

"Gotcha!"

I was so excited, since she was willing to go out, I was relieved, at least it meant that she was finally in the mood to play.

Travel can make people forget their troubles for a while, and I also experienced unemployment and betrayal, and the goal of life changed from material pursuits to life pursuits.

Lin Feifei's current "symptoms", in the confused period of unemployment, travel can find an outlet for emotions and hearts.