Moving is a very tiring thing, one is physically tired, and the other is mentally tired.

The longer you live in a house, the more things you have at home, and when you actually clean up, you find that there are more things at home than you imagined.

When I came back from the broadcast today, Lin Feifei was half-squatting on the ground, packing up the things she moved.

"It's back! Look, my dear, what have I found!"

My interest was immediately piqued by her.

"What!"

I rushed over, but when I saw what she was holding, I couldn't laugh.

Lin Feifei held a notebook in her hand, which recorded the daily life of Kuang Li and me.

I've lived here for too long, and many things have long been lost, if it weren't for Lin Feifei's translation today, I might never have imagined that there are still Kuang Li's memories at home.

Lin Feifei flipped through a few pages and smiled, "Can you take a look?"

I smiled wryly, "It's all in the past, what's there to see? But if you want to see it, you can watch it!"

It's all in the past, and Lin Feifei won't bother with me.

To be honest, I almost forgot what was written in it.

Lin Feifei cleared her throat and began to read:

"Yesterday, Kwong Li said that I wanted to see fireworks, so I decided to buy two fireworks on her birthday and give her a fireworks."

As soon as she read this, Lin Feifei's eyebrows and eyes curled, "It's so romantic!"

I had a laughing and crying expression, not knowing what to say.

Lin Feifei lowered her head and continued: "I bought two big fireworks after the fireworks were set off tonight, but they are really expensive, and the two cost me a thousand yuan, but Kwong Li is very happy, I think we must have a bright future......

I was a little embarrassed, my face was hot, and I smiled bitterly, "It's all in the past, what is there to read, quickly throw it away."

"Don't! This is your youth, keep a memory!"

I shook my head and threw it in the trash, "Forget it, I used to think so when I wrote it, I thought I should leave a memory for my youth, but now that I think about it, it's actually unnecessary, and I don't read it."

What was once a treasure is gradually becoming less important.

Lin Feifei smiled and looked at me with burning eyes, "Then do you still have the love list I put on the wall?"

"That's going to have to be taken away, it's our common dream."

"It's been a long time since I've written it, so why don't you write a wish."

Under Lin Feifei's "instigation", I picked up the pen, faced the wish list, and groaned.

There are so many things I want to do with Lin Feifei.

But after this move, I was so emotional, so I put pen to paper:

"I want to put down roots here, buy a house, it doesn't have to be big, but I don't want my baby to drift with me."

After I finished writing, the corners of Lin Feifei's lips were raised, and her eyes were blazing: "What do you mean not to let me drift with you?"

"Ah! Now that I rent a house every year, I may have to face a rent increase every year, and I may have to move ......

I explained a lot, but was suddenly interrupted by Lin Feifei.

"I mean, am I the only one who is immune from wandering? We're going to have kids!"

I feel like I've been struck by happiness.

In the past, I felt that the high housing prices in the first-tier cities made me only look up, and the house has always been a hurdle in my heart for ten years, and I dare not face it, but this move suddenly made me realize that the pressure will not disappear because of avoidance, I did not bear this pressure, it does not mean that the pressure will disappear, and my children may have to take over this pressure in the future. Look at the book

If there is no generation to bear this pressure, I will have to do it.

From the moment I put the plan of buying a house on my love list, it means that I must work hard to make money, work hard to live, and strive to put down roots here.

In order not to let the wife and children be exempted in the future

Suffering from wandering, this little pressure is nothing!

This is the last time I move, I silently said to myself in my heart.

Once a person has a direction, he really owns himself, although he is tired of packing his luggage, but I feel like I have a lot of energy in my heart, and I can't use it up.

Lin Feifei and I have a clear division of labor, she came back at night to pack, and the next day I was responsible for moving upstairs during the day, and Zhou Shutong also came over to help these days, moving up and down with me every day.

On the last night of my stay at this house, I called Zhou Shutong over, and the three of us had a meal together.

I took the initiative to grab a glass of wine, looked around the empty room, and said, "Let's have a drink! The next time we meet, it's in our new home."

Zhou Shutong smiled, "This should be the 'home' you've lived in for the longest time!" Are you reluctant?"

Don't say it, there really is.

Don't look at me always complaining that it's old and broken, but I really want to move away, and I can't bear it, after all, this place carries too many memories for me.

Whether happy or sad, this house is a testament to my youth, and slowly, it will be hidden in the depths of the years.

After Zhou Shutong finished speaking, I smiled softly and bitterly, "It feels like it's not just as simple as moving, I feel more like saying goodbye to my old self."

Every time I move, I want to settle down, and when I return the keys to the landlord, it's like saying goodbye to the past.

Whether I was happy or sad, at the moment I closed the door, I completely closed the past.

In the future, I will look forward.

Moving to a new home, a lot of waste to be rebuilt, it took a week to clean up everything, although the house is rented, but this is a new start for Lin Feifei and me, for me, a new life.

The most important thing for me now is to make money.

I promised Deng Meijia that I must give Lin Feifei a good life, not only a promise to her, but also a promise I made to myself.

It's too tiring to do live broadcast alone, from product selection to live broadcast, you have to face four hours of live broadcast, these four hours are non-stop talking about products, and you have to keep it high for four hours, sometimes you can't even go to the toilet.

I used to feel tired from live streaming, and I wanted to earn more while wanting to leave, but now I just want to earn more without affecting my health.

After Gigi Bai left, except for the beginning because the gossip heat passed, many of the eldest brothers who supported her before did not come.

Not only them, but Zhang Yin's old classmates are also in a wait-and-see state for the time being.

The popularity of the live broadcast room has declined a little compared with before, Zhao Yue told me that many colleagues have discussed it in private, saying that I used to rely on Gigi Bai to have my previous popularity.

Scold.

These people, to put it bluntly, are blushing when they see me making money.

They only saw Zhang Yin's trust in me and the money he made, but they couldn't see the hard work behind me.

Faced with the current situation in the live broadcast room, I had no choice but to start all over again......