Chapter 44. shade
The doctor and I stared at each other for a long time, and she suddenly smiled and said like a child, "Good girl, you should take medicine!" Right now. Listen to me, and lie down in bed with that companion of yours, and I promise not to hurt you, how about it?" ”
I sighed and said, "It seems that you still think I'm a psychopath." ”
Dr. Chan's smile remained unchanged and he said, "I never thought that you and your friends had mental problems. It's just that you are all sick and need to take medicine! As a doctor, I have the right to take care of your body, right? Come on. Cooperate with me, and I promise you to be discharged from the hospital soon! ”
"Dr. Chen, what can I say to make you trust me completely? Forget it, you go, there are some things, it's useless to talk to you! And this friend of mine. I hope you will treat him well. He's just for some reason...... Alas, I don't know how to tell you, anyway, compared to those people just now, I think you can take care of him. ”
With that, I turned around and left.
That Dr. Chan had just been in a confrontation with a skinny man. She had moved from the door to the bed, so she didn't block the door at this time, and I could easily get out of the room.
Walking quickly into the hallway, Dr. Chen's footsteps sounded hurriedly behind him.
The warm morning sun poured in through the glass in the hallway. In each hallway, an orange light was left on the patient's body.
It looks like it's a nice day outside, but I'm being treated like a psychopath now.
Glancing back slightly, I noticed that Dr. Chen had followed, and I couldn't help but quickly speed up my pace.
When I walked around the corner of the corridor in one breath, two female nurses stopped my way, and I didn't waste words with them, but went around their bodies and walked to the back.
The two nurses were still trying to entangle, but Dr. Chen's voice came from behind them, "Let me come!" ”
By this point, I had reached the elevator door at the end of the hallway. Then, just as I was about to press the elevator's lift switch, I saw that the floor happened to be the 18th floor. I don't know why, my heart suddenly tightened, remembered what happened before, retracted my hand, turned my head, just in time to see the sign of the fire staircase, and hurriedly walked towards that side again.
Dr. Chan persistently followed from behind, and I felt a little annoyed, so I couldn't help but speed up my pace. But I didn't expect Dr. Chen's movements behind me to be extremely agile, and I almost trotted downstairs, but Dr. Chen's footsteps followed me like a shadow, and I couldn't shake off at all.
This made me a little confused, but soon I held on to the handle of the stairs, supported the weight of my whole body with my arms and waist, and then I jumped to the next floor, and after landing with a "bang", I just stood on my feet and continued to jump down.
This will ensure that I can go downstairs as quickly as possible. Who knows that every time I make a "bang" sound, the sound after landing from a high place, it is like a shadow behind me, and it also makes a "bang" sound, just like the sound of me climbing the stairs with a duet.
It's just that the voice is softer than when I landed.
I couldn't help but think of Dr. Chan doing the same thing and climbing the stairs with me.
Gradually, I felt that something was wrong, so when I reached the 10th floor or so, I stood still at the entrance of the stairs and looked behind me. Sure enough, a few seconds later, Dr. Chan came down the stairs, his face not red or panting, and he looked calm, I looked at her and said, "Who the hell are you?" An ordinary doctor, would have this skill? ”
"I'm really a doctor." The other party said, "And my name is Chen Yi, and I have been a doctor for almost 8 years, right?" ”
I looked at her unusually neatly combed short hair, and at the moment she was putting her hands in the pockets of her white coat, and said, "I don't believe that you are an ordinary psychiatrist, just as you don't believe that I am a normal person." And, one last thing, I'm not crazy! ”
"Don't be so nervous." Chen Yi said, "Relax, be obedient." I said, I believe you are a normal person, but ......" Speaking of this, Chen Yi suddenly looked into my eyes. She looks like an ordinary person, but her eyes are beautiful. When he looks at you quietly, he looks like a quirky cat.
Those eyes, naturally, also give people the feeling of a cat.
"You are Jiang Xiaohe, I know. I know you, and you have a lot of bizarre and strange encounters, I believe those are true, but ......" Chen Yi's words were extremely slow, and it took almost more than ten seconds to finish.
But when I heard the last few words, my mind suddenly became a little dazed.
It seems that in Chen Yi's cat-like eyes, something extremely profound has been discovered.
In addition to those eyes, Chen Yi also hung a transparent, white-green cross around his neck. It looks like it's made of agate or jade.
"Come back with me, my dear. I won't hurt you, besides, my friends Xiao Qicai and Li Mengzhu are all friends, I will ......" Chen Yi's voice became softer and softer, and gradually, my gaze kept wandering over Chen Yi's eyes and the cross around his neck.
"Over here, yes, let's go, it's warm over here. The sun's rays are also soft, and it's a great day today, isn't it? ”
The cross around Chen Yi's neck seemed to be magnified. The transparent green suddenly stretched infinitely in front of my eyes. I felt the green grass along the green, facing the wind, with the breath of early spring. There was a sea not far away, the sky above me was blue, I heard birds chirping, and the sun shone on me, very soft, not dazzling at all.
My feet moved unconsciously with Chen Yi.
"Yes, that's right! Come on, I'll take you to a very safe place and promise not to hurt you! ”
My eyes seemed to see the most beautiful house in the world, a log cabin that only appears in fairy tales. There was a long chimney on top of the house, and smoke was still billowing outward, and there was a windmill beside it, and there was a stream near it, and in front of the house, there was a little girl with a lovely face, who was sitting there, washing her clothes in the basin.
When I saw such a picture in my eyes, I didn't know how long I had been following Chen Yi.
Anyway, when the girl raised her head, I saw that it was a little colorful face. Then I suddenly realized something, and woke up from the picture. All the images are gone!
At this time, Chen Yi's extremely soft voice sounded in his ears again, and said, "The people here are very good, and the scenery here is also beautiful, next, tell me, what did you see?" ”
I replied with a blank face, "I saw a psychiatrist who was good at hypnosis and was shamelessly hypnotizing a man." Where do you want to trick him, trick him into your bed? ”
As soon as I finished saying this, sure enough, I saw Chen Yi's expression change instantly.
was stunned at first, then turned red, and said angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
That's what I wanted, a lightning backhand to grab her wrist. Chen Yi reacted extremely quickly and immediately retreated backwards. My hand quickly shifted in mid-air to grab Chen Yi's shoulder. This time, she couldn't hide. Because behind her was the staircase, but Chen Yi didn't hide at all, and his elbow instantly lifted forward and slammed into my hand.
"You've learned martial arts?" As soon as the words fell, my right foot quickly tripped Chen Yi's leg.
Chen Yi jumped backwards and jumped directly up the stairs, but she didn't stand very steady this time, and her back heel accidentally stuck on the edge of the staircase steps in an instant, and as soon as she jumped up, the center of gravity of her body was unstable, and she fell directly forward. I quickly dodged to the side, Chen Yi "bang", fell to the ground in embarrassment, and had a close contact between his face and the ground. Fortunately, we were at the bottom of the stairs at this time, otherwise if it was the center of the stairs, I guess Chen Yi would be even more embarrassed, maybe he would roll the stairs, and his face would be constantly bumping on the edge of the protruding stairs layer by layer.
That kind of picture is probably a big loss for a girl's face!
Just when I was thinking this, Chen Yi quickly got up from the ground, looked at me, and said angrily, "You are a person...... Do you have the gentlemanly demeanor to not reach out and take it? After speaking, Chen Yi quickly took out a mirror from the pocket of his white coat. Look at your face and see if it's hurt.
When I saw the mirror, I suddenly thought to me, "If one day you can't see yourself in the mirror, or...... What would you do if you saw yourself without a head? ”
Chen Yi's body was shocked, he quickly put the mirror back, looked at me, raised his eyebrows, and said, "What do you mean?" ”
"It's not interesting, Dr. Chen, if you are really an ordinary doctor, then, you come into contact with so many schizophrenic patients every day, have you ever thought that maybe there are a very small number of people, and the world in their eyes is the most real world. We are different from them, we think that we are normal people, we have always seemed to live normally, but there is a lot of information that is automatically blocked and filtered out by our brains. ”
Chen Yi didn't know if it was because of a fall, but now his attitude was not as friendly as before, but he smiled coldly and said, "You mean, they are all normal, and we are crazy?" ”
I spread my hands and said, "That's not what I meant. The causes of mental illness are complex, and until now, human beings have not fully understood how they occur. I'm not saying that all people with mental illness are like that, I'm saying that there are a very small number of people who may see things that we can't see, so they are treated like crazy people, right? ”
Chen Yi touched his face and retorted, "I only believe in the world I see in my eyes and the world I feel." In addition, if what the other person sees is an illusion and is imagined by himself, do you want us to hallucinate together? ”
I knew I couldn't convince the other person, and I didn't want to waste any more time saying "goodbye". Unexpectedly, Chen Yi suddenly said with a straight face behind my back, "Mr. Jiang, I have read those things you wrote." In fact, you are a patient with a serious mental illness. You're really sick and need treatment. Do you know? A lot of mentally ill people, like you, have a very fanatical and in-depth study of certain aspects. They have a high IQ, and unlike ordinary mental patients, they make up a world that is very real, but ...... In fact, it is just a more advanced schizophrenia. I think you have this delusional tendency! ”
I ignored her and continued to speed downstairs.
Everyone has a different understanding of mental illness. If it was before, maybe I would agree with Chen Yi's words.
But now, because it is impossible to determine whether what every person with mental illness sees is "fictional" or not, there is no point in continuing to discuss this issue.
Unless we can find a way to make what those with mental illness see and form a picture, it will be futile even if we discuss it for another hundred years.
Thinking of this, I already have an idea in my heart, that is, if I can find the sea lizard rat, that is, the superflow device left by Wang Jingsi, maybe I can prove that all the previous experiences are true. Shangfeng Holy Brother.
In addition, the mental state of the old man has always been good and bad, and I think that superflow device is also a way to make the old man turn back to a normal person.
Having said that, what Chen Yi just said still left an extremely strong shadow in my heart.
If everything was really my own imagination, then am I really a patient with mental problems?