When I came back, I was busier than before, and suddenly I came back to the big city from my laid-back hometown, and I had to readjust to the rhythm and everything.

Life in first-tier cities is lightning fast, like a high-speed train, carrying people forward.

Here, every morning before the sun is fully sprinkled on the earth, the hustle and bustle of the city begins, and everyone runs on their own tracks, like the hands on a clock, constantly rotating.

My parents are at home, in order not to affect their rest, I can only go back to the company to broadcast live, I have rested for so long before, and after I came back, I decided to add an hour every day, five hours of live broadcast, and I feel like my soul is flying away every day.

There is no most volume in the live broadcast industry, only more volume, some anchors basically do not rest every day, as long as they start from beginning to end, they will not rest, and no one places an order and has to pretend that the live broadcast room is very lively.

In fact, there are many companies looking for me to bring goods now, but some products are really difficult to explain, many products have been rejected by me, and there are not so many products I bring every day, so Xu Huilao said that I affect everyone to make money.

No one doesn't know that money is good, so many products to bring every day, all kinds of things, if the comer does not refuse, sell some inferior products, and finally smash their own signboards, especially we are making food, the people take food as the day, and food is the first thing.

I broadcast from 7 o'clock every night to 0 o'clock, in the huge company, except for the live broadcast room, everything else is silent in the night, I am the only one in the company, although I am a little lonely, but it is better to be quiet, as if the whole world belongs to me.

Lin Feifei and I started a roommate-like life again, I arrived home at one o'clock in the morning, and she got up at three o'clock in the morning, sometimes I don't even know when she left, and I was not idle to rest, I accompanied my father to do rehabilitation in the morning, and went to the company in the afternoon, and I was very busy.

Just one word: tired!

But you have to grit your teeth and persevere, the road is bumpy, and the result is beautiful.

My wallet shrank rapidly due to my father's illness, but fortunately I had taken out a health insurance for him, otherwise I would have cried to death.

My father has relatively mild symptoms, and in the rehabilitation hospital, he only trains walking, doing acupuncture, massage, etc., and the cost is 20,000, and in serious cases, he may not be able to beat 100,000 yuan.

After accompanying him to do rehabilitation training today, on the way back, my father couldn't help but say to me:

"Binzi, we're here this time, shouldn't we meet Fei Fei's mother? Settle your affairs?"

As soon as he said suddenly, I was stunned for a moment.

Recently, I have been so busy and exhausted, Deng Meijia seems to have become a very distant memory.

I looked through the center mirror, saw my father's eager eyes, nodded and said, "Okay, I'll call her in the afternoon and ask."

As soon as Deng Meijia was mentioned, I was not angry, my father may have thought that I was a little perfunctory, and suddenly got angry, "You are also a big boss, you should also put your heart down on business, don't take it seriously."

At this time, the sun was shining outside the carriage, and the sun was shining obliquely on my face, but I didn't feel a trace of warmth.

The scenery on both sides passed by quickly, and an indescribable sense of loss welled up in my heart.

I don't want to have a home, but my parents and I are people from two worlds, they think that the blind date is reliable, find someone with similar family conditions, the right family, no one will look down on anyone.

But I don't want to go against my heart, I'm also thirty years old, if as expected, the road of life is almost half over, the first half of my life, I spent in anxiety, confusion, internal friction, panic, resistance to various emotions, the second half I want to live for myself, not to be kidnapped by those worldly things.

In the face of my father's reproach, I barely managed to squeeze out a smile and didn't say much.

The world of adults, only silent, not arguing. My parents and I are people of two worlds, and no one can convince anyone, if we have to fight over who is right and who is wrong, we will only lose and break up in the end.

My father saw that I didn't speak, and he didn't say anything more.

In the past two years, my life's events have become the main trigger for my family's "war", and my parents have nothing to mention when it comes to this

I'm so angry, count me down a few words from time to time.

I also have my own helplessness in my heart, I can't tell them, Deng Meijia just thinks our family is poor and looks down on it?

If you really say that, it will hurt your parents' hearts in the end.

If a person has to rely on himself for everything, then no matter whether he is wronged or depressed, he can only digest it by himself. Life is like this, no one listens to you, you can't really empathize, even if you cry in the middle of the night, you have to smile at the boss the next day.

No way, this is life, cruel but real.

After sending my parents home, I changed to a motorcycle and went straight to the company, and the depression in my heart could only be resolved when I rode the motorcycle and felt a unique passion burning in my chest.

Riding the motorcycle, I had already begun to fantasize about the roar of the engine and the howling of the wind in my ears. For men, motorcycles are like riding an untamed wild horse, in the wild and unrestrained atmosphere, all the bitterness, helplessness, and grievances will be burned out.

The sound of the motorcycle's engine began to whistle, but I ignored the traffic in the city, and I slowly merged into the traffic, and the vehicles were densely arranged, and I rode the motorcycle through the traffic like a fish swimming backwards in the rushing river.

I watched the sharing bikes ride by, and I regretted why I had to take the innermost lane just now.

When I arrived at the company, it was still early, so I had lunch, and then I sat under the parasol outside the restaurant and called Deng Meijia.

Deng Meijia smiled happily when she received my call, "Hey, Yu Bin, it's such a coincidence that you called me, I still have something to tell you!"

My heart moved, "What's the matter?"

"I saw that your live broadcast of helping farmers was well received! You can now! A friend of mine wants me to contact you! I want to talk about cooperation."

Hearing this, my brows suddenly wrinkled, I guess she was bragging outside, saying that her daughter had found an Internet celebrity anchor, otherwise how would people know that I knew her?

"How did your friend know that I knew you? You're out there, aren't you?"

Her smile was a little flattering, "Hey, it's all my friends, watching Fei Fei grow up, can you not know what her boyfriend does?"

"Oh, so be it! I set up a group, and I asked the company's product owner to connect with him."

I wanted to end this topic, but just as I was about to get down to business, Deng Meijia exclaimed:

"What? Didn't I talk to you? Don't you want to take it?"