Volume 1 Chapter 469、My Thoughts
The father sighed deeply, and his breath was like a cold wind in a cold wind, silently spreading in every corner of the room.
"Actually, if you don't say it, we also know that our family is Gao Pan Feifei's family, and it's normal for people to look down on our family, I told you a long time ago that marriage is the right ......."
After that, my father leaned forward slightly, as if he was a little hunched over by the years.
My mother was also full of sadness, and kept sighing, "Don't hide it from us, we are not stupid, from the beginning we were worried that the Fei Fei family looked down on our family, you child didn't listen, marriage and falling in love are two different things." You said that you are in your thirties now, and you have not married a daughter-in-law yet, if the two of you are separated in the future, where will you go to find a daughter-in-law?"
The two of them mixed doubles, you and I said one sentence at a time, I was full of helplessness, it seems that since I have a memory, my parents have always wanted me to take the road they arranged to take, their starting point is good, but I haven't thought about it, I like it or not.
I listened silently to what they had to say, looking at them calmly, knowing that I couldn't convince them, so I didn't intend to make them angry.
I laughed at myself and muttered, "Don't worry about my business, I'm such an adult, you know what you want, you just take care of your body."
My father lowered his head and said nothing, my mother wanted to say something, but opened her mouth and sighed helplessly.
The atmosphere at home was a bit oppressive, and every time they mentioned marriage to me, I felt that the pressure doubled, and their expectations and care weighed on my heart like one mountain after another.
I went to the supermarket, bought them some supplies, and then drove back that afternoon, and I felt like some big invisible hand was pushing me out of the house, further and further.
On the way, I thought over and over again what my parents said to me, yes! I'm in my early thirties, and in a market like me, if I'm single, I can only find a divorced woman in my hometown, and then quickly pass on the lineage, which is what my parents planned for me.
It is said that a man is forty-one flowers, but at the age of thirty, there is almost no market for a single man in the marriage and love market.
I'm past the age of willfulness, but I just want to follow my heart and be with the people I like.
Is this called capriciousness? I don't think so.
I was driving fast on the highway and wanted to get home early.
Thankfully, the days are long now, and the heat and noise of the day have just been replaced by a cool night breeze and starry sky, and I am home.
After running more than 1,000 kilometers a day, my whole body was almost numb, dragging my tired body home, just pushed the door open, and saw the *** thrown on the ground at a glance.
I suddenly stood up.
The bathroom door suddenly opened a crack, Lin Feifei stretched her neck and glanced out, and when she saw that it was me, she was relieved.
"Why did you come back? Won't you come back tomorrow?"
She walked out of the bathroom wrapped in a bath towel, her hair still wet, and her skin was so white that it was reflective and shining.
"Oh, I'm not afraid you're home alone, I'm afraid you're not safe!" I stared straight at her.
I felt like an active volcano that could erupt at any moment, and my blood was like flowing magma.
Lin Feifei covered her heart, gave me a blank look, and muttered, "I'm even less safe when you're back."
「……」
The bath towel fluttered gently on her body, revealing her slender legs and perfect figure, and her skin was as white as jade, like a piece of beautiful jade, exuding a faint luster.
It's been a long time since I've been intimate with her, and I can't describe it as a long time of drought and nectar, my eyes are like automatic cruises, and wherever she goes, I turn around.
I feel like a hungry wolf, and my eyes should be green.
Lin Feifei was a little embarrassed by me, her willow eyebrows furrowed slightly, and she said angrily, "I'm so good-looking, am I?"
I nodded heavily.
The corners of Lin Feifei's mouth rose slightly, and she pulled the bath towel up, "I'm too mature to dress like this, am I?"
"It's more mature if you don't wear it."
「……」
Lin Feifei glanced at me and smiled, "How is it? Give me a rating!"
I looked her up and down a few times, and said very pertinently, "I didn't expect you to look so thin, but it should be a big~ place...... Oops...... Are you pinching ***? I said eyes."
"! Lewd!"
I sighed, "You see how obscene I am, how beautiful I am, this is the difference between the two of us."
"Hahaha......
When I was with her, I didn't feel like I had any worries left.
A relationship that is not favored, but I, as the protagonist of this scene, will I not act because others are not optimistic?
Some people meet, they should cherish it, time seems to be long, but fleeting, some people miss, it is a lifetime.
The people around me, except for Zhou Shutong, basically no one is optimistic about me and Lin Feifei, they are not optimistic, just based on experience.
After my parents, I basically came once every half a month, stayed for half a month and then left, without the interruption of the elders, Lin Feifei and I returned to the previous days, going to work and complaining for days, and getting off work for days.
Although both parents were not supportive, it was enough for us to live a good life.
Zhao Yue knew about my family, and when we went to work today, the two of us were smoking outside and talking about marriage, and I couldn't help but ask him, "I remember when you and Lu Jingjing went to school, and swore that if you get married in the future, you will never hold a banquet in the future, and you won't do it in the end!" Where did you throw your original oath?"
Zhao Yue took a puff of his cigarette, and as the smoke slowly drifted out of his mouth, his voice looked slightly tired behind the smoke.
"Hey, isn't this all for my parents! I wanted to travel and get married, but I couldn't help it, my parents were old-fashioned, my old man and I got angry several times, and finally we compromised, why did you suddenly ask me this?"
I laughed at myself, and then told my parents about the wedding and Deng Meijia's anti-water, and he shook his head after listening to it.
"You two are really this, huh...... I guess your parents have to have some opinions about Fei Fei's mother."
"Who's to say it isn't! Hey, it doesn't matter, let's just live a good life."
"Well, if you can't solve it, don't think about it for the time being, there's no point. By the way, have you heard about the business trip?"
Zhao Yue said that the business trip was to go to the business conference with Zhang Yin before, there was an award ceremony, I heard that our company had won the award, Zhang Yin was full of spirits, and he wanted to take the agricultural team to go.
I actually didn't want to go, because of this conference, I was going to leave Lin Feifei for four days, and I lived with her like roommates every day, and suddenly I left for four days, and my thoughts were like springs, getting longer and longer......