Volume 1 Chapter 543、Is He Your Light?
Lin Feifei said that she began to think about life since she drank in a nightclub and went to the hospital for an infusion that day.
Especially now that she is looking at the blue of the sea, she has a lot of thoughts.
After I finished saying this, it was particularly ruining the atmosphere, Lin Feifei raised her pink fist of shame and protested to me:
"Can you please stop spoiling the atmosphere like that?"
I smiled dumbly and said, "What I said is true, others don't know what to do, and I don't know where to go with money."
"Hahaha......
Lin Feifei smiled and leaned back, and there were flowers on her chest.
I took the opportunity to sneak up on it.
She has long been accustomed to this kind of behavior of mine, and directly chose to ignore it.
She held her cheeks in her hand, and her voice was as soft as a white cloud floating in the sky, and a trace of sweetness reached the bottom of my heart:
"Cut, seriously, if you think about it, there are only two kinds of troubles we have."
"Which two?"
"One can be solved, the other can't be solved, don't worry about what can be solved, what can't be solved, it's useless to worry, so I think we should live more easily, don't you think, you live a very nervous life every day?"
I was stunned and asked myself, do I have it?
The past flew quietly from the jungle of memories like colorful birds, and I suddenly looked back and found that it seemed that it was indeed as Lin Feifei said, living every day like a wound clockwork, extremely nervous.
It seems that my mind and body seem to be in a state of combat readiness all the time, and the whole person is like a full bow, and I dare not relax for a moment.
It seems that except for when I am with Lin Feifei, most of the time, I have a serious face and a solemn appearance.
Maybe I'm light on the surface, but I'm running on something else in my head.
That's called money!
Lin Feifei's words just now made me begin to remember the bitter and sweet, but when I looked back carefully, I found that there was only bitterness, not sweetness.
For as long as I can remember, I have embarked on a path designated by others, and the slightest idea has been branded as rebellious.
Many people around me, under the banner of being good for me, constantly impose their ideas on me, hoping that I will inherit their mantle, and on the other hand, hoping that I will shine on the lintel.
To be honest, the only heavy asset of our family is a yard in the countryside, but my dad's high hopes for me are like inheriting a castle.
I used to have high hopes for myself, thinking that when I was thirty years old, I would have a fragrant car and a beautiful woman in my arms, but reality slapped me hard.
Lin Feifei's voice pulled me out of my memory, "What do you think? So obsessed?"
I sighed abruptly, and there seemed to be a bit of bitterness in my voice:
"I'm thinking, we're too tired to live, we have to graduate from college at the age of 22, preferably from a prestigious university, and then find a good job, and then buy a car and a house, get married and have children, these are all major life events, but we have to complete these life events before the age of 30, otherwise after the age of 30, you will not be competitive in the marriage market, and at the age of 35, you may face unemployment."
Lin Feifei touched me lightly with her elbow, and her voice was crisp:
"Honey, then think about these things, haven't you done any of them?"
「……」
Murder and heart.
My native language is about to become speechless, and the idiom of being good for nothing may have been invented for me.
Lin Feifei saw that my face was drooping, and immediately grabbed my arm, and the warm breath sprayed into my neck, crispy and numb.
"Oh, I'm kidding you! You actually took it seriously, and I didn't dislike you for being poor."
I couldn't laugh or cry even more, "So you still think I'm poor!"
Unexpectedly, under Lin Feifei's sexy appearance, there was a simple and unpretentious soul hidden.
She tugged at my sleeve coquettishly and pursed her pink mouth, soft as a cat.
"Oh, look at your brain circuit, it's too strange, isn't it? What I want to express is that having money does not necessarily solve many problems, we ordinary people have the troubles of ordinary people, and rich people also have their troubles."
I nodded, and said with emotion, "Indeed! It's true that having money doesn't necessarily solve the problem, but my problem is that I don't have money."
"......" This time it was Lin Feifei's turn to be speechless.
"You're such a nuisance, every time I want to talk to you about something in simple terms, you get out of the way."
"In simple terms? Is that what I want?"
Lin Feifei was so angry that she gave me a kick, and I was defenseless, and she kicked me off the recliner.
I stood up holding my old waist and smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect you to be strong enough, you really kick!"
Lin Feifei proudly rubbed Qiong's nose with her thumb, "That's it, if you really don't have any money in the future, you will make a fortune by selling me."
I laughed.
Lin Feifei actually wanted to say that she was my priceless treasure, but when something came into my mouth, she could always say the one she didn't want to hear.
"Then it's better to sell by the pound, it's more cost-effective."
「……」
Of course, Lin Feifei wouldn't let me go so easily, and there was another wave of shameful powder fists.
I didn't broadcast live tonight, it's rare to accompany Lin Feifei to the beach this time, I can't just be obsessed with work, of course I have to set aside a day to accompany her.
Lin Feifei had a whim, dragged me and Jiang Jiang to the beach at night, and rented a guitar, saying that I hadn't sung to her for a long time.
The seaside at night has a unique charm, other cities have gradually fallen into a deep sleep, and far away from the city, the night by the sea is waking up.
The moon hangs high and shines silvery light that illuminates the entire coast.
The sea was sparkling, like a layer of broken silver.
The troubles of the world have been left behind by me for the time being.
The three of us sat around the beach and watched the waves rise and fall in the dark.
Lin Feifei gave me the guitar and said with a smile:
"Have you thought about what to sing? Jiang Jiang is the first time I've heard you sing, so you have to behave well."
Jiang Jiang was stunned, holding his cheeks in his hand, looking at me with bright eyes, and said with a smile:
"It turned out to be Brother Bin, you play the guitar! I thought Sister Fei Fei was there!"
Lin Feifei smiled slightly, "My advantage is not in this regard."
I nodded, and said the rest of the words for her: "It's about eating."
"Hahaha!"
Lin Feifei not only did not get angry, but laughed wildly.
"Don't talk nonsense, the old lady wants to hear you sing, do you want to sing something?"
Lin Feifei told me in the afternoon, she said that as soon as she came to the beach, she wanted to listen to me sing, she felt that the wind was blowing on the beach and listening to me sing, which was a special mood.
In fact, the happiness of men and women is not the same, I think the waves outside are surging, and the inside is full of artillery, which is a different mood.
Retracting my thoughts, I took the guitar and ran my fingers over the strings, the notes of NeBoy rising and falling like the waves.
"Yes, I see sunlight everywhere."
"Happiness flutters over the city."
"The new century is like a dream."
"Let Me Be Warm"
「……」
I held the guitar and sang to myself, while Lin Feifei and Jiang Jiang were rhythmically beating next to me.
At this time, I realized that Jiang Jiang was a fan of Pu Shu, and as soon as she thought of the melody of "NeBoy", she was so excited that she danced.
She got excited and excitedly continued:
"Our lives are as sweet as sugar."
"Let's wear new clothes and cut new haircuts."
"Take it easy, indos98."
Her voice was like a string of silver bells, gently fluttering in the sea breeze.
I couldn't help but feel a little amazing.
Jiang Jiang couldn't help himself
The forbidden one sang along with me, and I also enjoyed the feeling of being adored by beautiful women.
Me: "Babaoo, go your way."
Jiang Jiang: "Babaoo, guess what gift you will have in the future."
He: "Babaoo, throw away your old school bag!"
「Onyinternationalolplayboy.」
On the edge of the wide ocean, I held an acoustic guitar and sang these two beauties in fascination.
After singing the song, Jiang Jiang took the initiative to complete a beautiful high-five with me.
Of course, I couldn't forget Lin Feifei, and I also high-fived her.
Jiang Jiang looked at me with burning eyes, and there was a little more worship in his eyes:
"Brother Bin, okay! So talented, Sister Feifei, is he your light?"
Lin Feifei stared into my eyes meaningfully:
"He is not light, he is the speed of light."
Me: "......"
Jiang Jiang didn't hear her outside the strings, she belonged to the kind of self-hilarious beauty, she was more excited than anyone else, and after I finished singing, she encouraged Lin Feifei to sing a song too.
Lin Feifei twisted a little, and waved her hand again and again: "I'm really not good, I can't sing well."
Jiang Jiang was kind and seductive: "What's this, everyone is an ordinary person, you sing, let Brother Bin play guitar accompaniment for you, it's also a beautiful talk!"
When she said this, I was indeed a little tempted, I hadn't heard Lin Feifei sing, so I also winked at her and said with a smile:
"Do you want to sing one? I'll give you accompaniment."
Lin Feifei hesitated for a moment and nodded, "Okay! Then I'll sing a song, Gigi Leung's "Short Hair."
She cleared her throat and, accompanied by me, sang "Short Hair" softly.
Lin Feifei said that she didn't sing well, she said this purely modestly, her singing voice was like the waves of the sea, pure and affectionate.
The night breeze blew, bringing up her long hair and her singing.
I played the piano with my eyes closed, enjoying the momentary calm, and everything around me seemed to be intoxicated by her ethereal voice.
When the last note dissipated in the night sky, her singing was painted with a perfect symbol.
Lin Feifei and I looked at each other and smiled, on the beach this night, her singing voice and guitar melody have been deeply imprinted in our memory, it has witnessed our love, I hope our story can continue under the night sky.
As the night deepened and the seashore grew colder, I saw that the time was almost up, so I proposed to go back.
On the way back to the hotel, I tentatively asked Jiang Jiang if the two of us could change the room back.
Jiang Jiang was stunned, blinked his watery apricot eyes, and was a little nervous:
"Then what if Zhao Bo still beats me?"
"Family, today, I took the child to the hospital for a day, and I didn't come back until 7 o'clock in the evening, and he was found to have a flu, everyone understands."