Volume 1 Chapter 561, Mental Murder

What I want to express is not what I mean, but the two big beauties in the family are both on the rise, if I sweep Lin Feifei's Yaxing, I guess she won't let me go to bed tonight.

I ordered takeout at this point, and the speed of the march was far less than that of me going downstairs, and when I came back from buying some snacks, the two of them were drunk and staggered.

The two of them reclining on the beauty couch, their fair skin with crimson delicate faces are extremely charming under the light, and the graceful S-shaped curve looks extremely soft.

Zhou Shutong is okay, although his face is like a peach blossom, his eyes are getting brighter and brighter the more he drinks.

The alcohol made her delicate cheeks a little more charming, and she yelled at Lin Fei Nunu, "She's already down, you help her back into the house!"

Lin Feifei's eyes were half-open, and the suspenders on her left shoulder had slipped under the fragrant shoulder, revealing a glossy shoulder.

I tried to help her up, but she laughed to herself, "I'm not sleeping, I'll take it slow and drink with you later."

She drank beauty as soon as she saw it, and she didn't go back to the room, Lin Feifei was a donkey, she had to follow her in order to be good, if she went against her, she could only activate her rebellious psychology.

I saw that she was still sane and could talk to me with her mouth on her lips, so I poured a glass of water and placed it in front of her.

I also poured a glass of water for Zhou Shutong, "Drink less wine, drink some water."

Zhou Shutong was a little happy, I don't know if it was because she thought I had her in my heart, or because of the "East Palace Incident".

I sat down next to Lin Feifei, first covered her with a thin blanket, and then opened a bottle of diet Coke on my own.

Lin Feifei has always disapproved of me drinking Coke, and even chased and intercepted me, and now the bottle in my hand is still the one I made at the convenience store just now.

She said that this thing kills Mi Qing, and she doesn't let me drink more, and it doesn't use manpower to consume, and I naturally enjoy it with such a beautiful girlfriend.

Zhou Shutong was a little surprised when he saw me open a bottle of Coke, "You don't drink?"

I shook my head, "I have a business trip tomorrow!" Go to the factory ......"

As soon as he talked about work, Zhou Shutong quickly entered the state like Sailor Moon transformed, and chatted with me about work.

During this period, I wanted to ask her several times how the blind date work was going, but every time the words came to my lips, I swallowed them back.

I don't know how to speak.

Of course, I hope that she can have a good home, and I am anxious for her, but I am afraid that she will be hurt.

It is enough for a person to have a confidant in this life.

A wife is like boiled water, colorless and tasteless, but inseparable.

A confidante is like coffee, the more you drink it, the more refreshing it becomes, but you can't drink too much.

I looked at Lin Feifei, who was snuggled up to me and holding my arm tightly, my heart was originally like a wasteland shrouded in mist, but now it was like a spring breeze blowing, and everything was revived.

What you can't get is always in turmoil.

It is said that in everyone's heart, there is a woman who makes him unforgettable, this woman is like a spirit, the taste is pungent and unforgettable.

But I think it's because we can't get it that we don't forget, and sometimes we ignore the person around us for something we can't get.

I unconsciously put my hand on Lin Feifei's willow waist, and I could feel the softness and slenderness of her waist through the fabric, and Yingying was less than a hand.

Maybe one day, her waist like a willow in the wind, will also be under the polish of life, more years of heaviness, if there is such a day, she is also because of this family work.

Life is like eating and drinking, day after day, boring but can't let go.

Maybe the outside world of flowers can make people forget the troubles of life for a while, but no matter how good Zhou Shutong is to me, Lin Feifei is the only one who can sign my surgical consent form.

My heart began to calm down, like a lake, and after the wind and waves, it finally regained its tranquility.

Those former losses and melancholy are now like a gust of wind, gently sweeping across the lake, leaving no trace.

I felt a little more relieved, and finally mustered up the courage to face it calmly:

"Oh, yes

How was your blind date today?"

Zhou Shutong was obviously a little caught off guard, she was stunned for a moment, a smile slowly rose up at the corner of her mouth, and said:

"Usual! We can't talk about it."

"What do people do? How's the condition at home?"

After saying that, I suddenly realized my vulgarity, but isn't that what blind dates care about the most at the moment?

Zhou Shutong pursed his lips and smiled, "Go to work! Migrant workers, drawing pictures every day."

"Oh, it's just an ordinary employee! I don't think you like it."

"But his dad is the boss of the company."

I was in awe, "Disrespectful and disrespectful, it turned out that I was exercising at the grassroots level, ready to take over at any time."

"But I don't think it's okay, this guy persuaded me to quit as soon as he opened his mouth, he said that he would get married in the future, and he hoped that he wouldn't do live broadcasts, and he didn't like me to show up, if it wasn't for the good food in the restaurant, I would have left at that time."

"It's not good, if the three views don't match, even if they come together, there will definitely be friction in the future, his family has money, but your conditions don't match him, they may still think that you are in a hurry and want to marry into a wealthy family, and the balance is unbalanced from the beginning."

Zhou Shutong nodded, holding the beer can and curled cross-legged in the sofa, revealing a pair of tender and ruddy little feet.

"Well, I told the matchmaker, it's not suitable, my family is very popular, it's not that I can't catch the good ones, I'm annoyed, it makes me feel very bad, and it just so happens that the West Palace called me over to eat crayfish at night, and my mood is better."

I waved my hand, now as soon as I hear the words East Palace and West Palace, I will have a headache, for fear that Lin Feifei will suddenly be in a bad mood and settle with me in the future.

I empathize with blind dates and marriage urging, every time my family forces me to go on a blind date, my old man holds his knees and says to me with emotion:

"As long as you're married, my mission is done."

I'm so annoyed by this sentence right now!

Their task was completed, but mine began.

Getting married is about choosing teammates, and it's hard to quit halfway, and if you choose the wrong teammate, it's equivalent to opening a hellish difficulty dungeon.

It is difficult for us to withstand the urging to get married, and we don't want to obey our parents' wishes.

In the past, Zhou Shutong comforted me, but today it has become me comforting her.

Her family's urging for marriage has reached the point of family breakdown, and she briefly described the situation to me, and a sense of suffocation came to her face.

Zhou Shutong has not been doing well recently, because she was urged to marry and suffered insomnia all night, her mother sent her messages all night, and she spoke at length at every turn.

She showed me some chats, and I was an outsider and felt like I was about to have a heart attack.

Some people say that urging marriage is a spiritual murder, and we have all experienced this spiritual catastrophe.

Think about my previous days, relatives and friends, seven aunts and eight aunts, all under the banner of being good for me, criticized me, and now Zhou Shutong has just embarked on my old path.

In fact, urging marriage is a collision of two old and new concepts, and it is difficult for her to eliminate the mental pressure of urging marriage by herself, and I can't help but think of my previous self.

Zhou Shutong's eyes were filled with a hint of helplessness and sadness, his eyes were like broken crystals, so tough and fragile.

She took a deep breath, looked at me with a wry smile, and said:

"Yu Bin, do you say you have to get married? Do you mean anything about being arranged in life?"

I was lost in thought, thinking about the question seriously.

The past is like an old movie, constantly emerging in front of my eyes, and those memories are like imprints in my heart, once awakened, they come to life vividly, reminding me of how failed I was before.

If I think about it carefully, in fact, what I think of as failure is nothing more than what my parents, elders, and bosses define for me.

I used to feel like a pair of big hands pushing me behind my back, I used to think it was life, but now that I think about it, it's actually the definition they gave me.

If you don't buy a house or a car, there will be no girl with you.

If you don't get married and have children, you will be a freak in the eyes of others.

It seems that only by living on their tracks and moving forward and becoming their continuation can I accomplish my mission.

If there is even the slightest disobedience, I am a monster in the eyes of others.

Although the world is not what I want to come, since I have come here, I am here to have fun in this large playground, not to carry a 30-year mortgage and be a cow and a horse for capital.

The past is like smoke, it floats softly, but it is so heavy.

Zhou Shutong lifted a cup and gently pulled me back to reality, and I groaned and spoke:

"I don't think there is any meaning in life itself, the meaning is defined by people, and there is no law that says it, if you don't get married, you're a failure, if you don't buy a house or a car, you're inferior, a lot of things depend on how you look at it, they are used to defining us with themselves, or the public."

Zhou Shutong was stunned, and those confused eyes began to gradually become brighter.

Her brow gradually stretched, like a spring breeze blowing through the frozen lake, spreading the slightest ripple.

"I'm much more comfortable to hear you say that, you're right, but we're all ordinary people, and a few of us can not care about other people's opinions, Feifei's mother still doesn't agree with the two of you, right? Aren't you annoyed?"

"If you want to say it's annoying, it's definitely annoying, but the annoyance has passed, and I haven't cared much about this kind of thing since I started doing it myself."

Zhou Shutong suddenly became interested, "Why? How did you come up with the idea of opening? Teach me!"

"It's not that I want to open it, I don't think these things can change anything anymore, it can only increase my troubles, and the more I think about it, the more my energy is constrained by these things, and now for me to make money is the most important thing, as for these things that affect my attention, although they are still there, but my attention is not on them."

Zhou Shutong chewed my words carefully, and suddenly smiled with relief, as if the sun had broken through the dark clouds, and his demeanor began to become relaxed and natural.

She lifted a glass and looked at me with a smile, "Thank you for comforting me, this cup is ***, you are free."

With that, she raised her head and drank it down.

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