Anxiety is sometimes like flowing water, sometimes calm, sometimes turbulent, and now the ubiquitous pressure and uncertainty have become the soil that nourishes it, and I used to be permeated by this emotion, and now it is still there, but I have given up resistance and let it flow quietly in my body.

Looking at the elegant and moving face in front of me, I suddenly became happy, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but hook, and I said with a smile:

"Of course I understand this, but there is still pressure, and sometimes the more I want to sleep, the more I can't sleep."

Lin Feifei pouted, "You go to bed and brush your phone every night, you can't sleep, and you are not allowed to look at your phone every day when you go to bed in the future, and you will turn off your phone immediately after the live broadcast."

After that, she reached out and touched my cheek, her eyes were like dewdrops in the morning sun, crystal clear, and a little more distressed:

"Husband, look at you lately, you're all haggard."

I picked up my phone, turned on the front camera, and suddenly a bloodless face appeared on the screen, with puffy eyes.

Vicissitudes of life, lifeless.

It was as if I had experienced a silent storm that washed out the depression in my heart without reservation.

It's only been a few days, and it's like I've crawled out of a grave.

I smiled and put down my phone, "Don't worry, it's just that I've been in a hurry for the past few days, and I haven't slept well, and your husband can't be defeated."

Lin Feifei's eyes were touched, and there was a tenderness in her tone:

"Husband, don't put so much pressure on yourself, it's nothing if you can't make money."

I nodded, "Indeed, I haven't made any money either."

Lin Feifei glanced at me with disgust, and said quietly: You are not the only one in our family who makes money, don't put so much pressure on yourself."

Her words are like spring breeze and rain, moistening the astringent heart.

Nowadays, there are few people who are not stressed, and I pretend to be a nobody all day long, but in fact, my heart is full of holes.

In fact, the thing itself can't overwhelm people, what can overwhelm people is the emotions that come out of things.

It's like the tide crashing against the reef, again and again......

Drop stone wears.

Lin Feifei's words made me feel a lot of emotion, I used to think that getting married was to be with the person I loved, but now I feel that marriage is to find comrades-in-arms.

But often comrades-in-arms end up being roommates. bμν.

Many people can't find a soul match in their lifetime, but luckily I did.

"Since you want to do the hairpin business, then do it well, no matter how bad it is, it's not as bad as it is now, and there can't be any more room for decline, right?"

"Both of us are making money now, don't put so much pressure on yourself, even if your live broadcast room is not as good as the previous data, it is better than going to work."

I was suddenly relieved, in fact, everyone understands the truth, she can encourage me when I am in a bad mood, although it can't change any practical problems, but the pent-up emotions in my heart have found an outlet, it is better than holding it in my heart alone.

Lin Feifei put her concern into action.

At ten o'clock tonight, I just got off the air.

I saw her struggling to pull a large foot soaking bucket and appear in sight.

The huge wooden barrel contrasts sharply with her slender figure.

She pulled the footbain bucket to the sofa with a grunt, straightened her back, and blushed.

"Come here, soak your feet."

"Soak your feet?" I've never been in the habit of soaking my feet.

The corners of Lin Feifei's lips lifted slightly, "That's right! I bought some Chinese medicine from the Internet to calm my nerves and help me sleep, you can try it."

With that, she pulled me over and sat down on the couch.

I put my feet in the barrel, I couldn't help but feel like I was dreaming back to the foot bath, Lin Feifei turned off the living room light, only turned on a small night light, and weakly emitted a faint light.

"Give me your phone." She put her hand in front of me.

I was stunned, but I gave it to her obediently.

She fiddled with it a few times and waved her phone at me with a smile:

"I'll help you mute your phone, for

Let you go to bed early, and from now on, you won't be able to touch your phone again!"

I was a little helpless, I didn't have a mobile phone, and I suddenly felt overwhelmed.

"Why don't you give me your phone! I don't have a cell phone and I have nothing to do."

Lin Feifei rolled her eyes directly, "Still looking at your phone, you have been kidnapped by your mobile phone."

I laughed, "That's better than being kidnapped by morality."

「……」

Lin Feifei couldn't say anything about me, so she just made a big deal and threw me a book.

"You'd better read a book!"

I flipped through it, it was a foreign book, although it was translated, but it was jerky and difficult to understand.

"I don't understand this! The name is long, how do you remember it!"

The corners of Lin Feifei's mouth twitched, "Who said you remembered it!" You just look at it slowly, the more jerky and difficult it is, the easier it is to get sleepy."

"Can I get a new copy?"

"Chemistry, do you see?"

"No...... No, I think this is a good one."

Lin Feifei smiled like a little fox who had just succeeded, "Take a good look at yours! I'm going to set the mood in my bedroom."

With that, she closed the curtains on the balcony, then twisted her little ass and walked into the bedroom.

The phone was confiscated, and I started with a look of despair, without the phone, the wall clock at home would have been out of work for a long time, making me forget the passage of time.

After soaking my feet, I couldn't wait to go into the bedroom to see what she had done with it.

There was only a small night light in the bedroom, and the soft glow was like a gentle moon.

A soft lullaby wafts through the sound, gently soothing the heart.

Lin Feifei had already laid down, and the warm yellow halo sprinkled on her face, setting off her facial features more softly.

"It's okay tonight, right? Hurry up and go to bed." Lin Feifei smiled sweetly and moved to the side.

I swallowed a pill of melatonin and climbed into bed.

As soon as I entered the bed, I felt her warm and soft body.

The sleepiness was suddenly replaced by the spring in the quilt.

After a while, Lin Feifei's low voice floated into my ears:

"Husband, are you asleep?"

"Nope!"

She turned around in the dark, and Rulan's breath sprayed into my neck, tickling.

"My feet are soaked, melatonin is eaten, and the atmosphere is in place, why can't I sleep?"

The corners of my mouth lifted slightly, and I sighed:

"There's no way, I have a big beauty in my arms, and I can't sleep if I want to! So...... You get the idea, right?"

In this dark night, her voice was like a heavenly sound, piercing the silence of the darkness:

"I see, then I won't let you hug it."

「……」

The corners of my mouth twitched, and my voice was low: "Actually...... That's not what I meant."

As I spoke, I put my hand on her waist again.

Lin Feifei decisively took my hand away, "No! That's what you mean."

"I ......"

"Broken sleep!" She gave instructions decisively.

Hey, okay......

I already have a chaotic biological clock, and it is difficult to go back to the past because of an early bedtime, but after a few days of adjustment, I am finally less anxious than before......

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