Chapter 231: So Nervous That I Forgot to Breathe
Lu Zhou's sudden turn in words made Ye Fangfei stunned.
She was already excited, and her heart had already opened the champagne.
But his word "but" gradually suppressed her dizzying joy.
"Other...... Anyone? ”
She wanted to make sure she had heard it wrong, and repeated what he had said.
"Hmm." Lu Zhou replied in a low voice, "Is it okay?" ”
He consulted her again.
In fact, whether she would agree or not, he was not very sure.
After all, the request he put forward was very inconsistent with Ye Fangfei's usual style of acting.
If she refuses...... Then tonight he is tantamount to choosing to embark on another path that makes him sadistic.
Therefore, he was apprehensive at the moment.
"You mean, even my family doesn't say it?"
Ye Fangfei frowned lightly, repeatedly confirming that she had not misunderstood what Lu Zhou wanted to express.
Lu Zhou pondered for a moment, nodded and said, "Except for me and you, we don't let any third person know about our relationship, including your family, your girlfriends, and your agent." ”
He emphasized word by word.
And when these words came into Ye Fangfei's ears, they seemed very warm.
"You want to have an affair with me."
She expressed her understanding in another way, and at this moment, her mood was like falling into an ice cave.
Hiding and tucking away, sneaking, is not the way she yearns for love.
The three words "underground love" in Ye Fangfei's mouth pierced Lu Zhou's heart.
Of course, he didn't want to play any underworld, and he knew very well that this was a difficult way for her to accept, but what could it be?
She forced him to confess her feelings for her tonight in a way that had no way out.
She wanted him to make a choice tonight.
Either be her boyfriend or never get a chance again.
He confessed and confessed, but new problems arose.
As long as Gao Tingan doesn't solve it for a day, they are destined to not be able to fall in love under the sun.
He can't take this risk, "the enemy is in the light and I am in the dark" is what he thinks is the safer way to play.
Therefore, even if they confirm their relationship with Ye Fangfei, they can only play the secret love set, and they must try to cover every drip.
"I don't want to, but ......"
Lu Zhou was a little uncomfortable when he said this, he paused, thinking about how to say it, so that she could accept it better.
"You still care a lot about what my family thinks of you." At this time, Ye Fangfei interrupted him with a voice.
Lu Zhou wanted to tell her that the real reason was not this, but he couldn't say that, so he could only continue to play on the topic.
"I'm serious about you, so I'm definitely going to care about your family. Only people who don't care if the two of them can go to the end smoothly can really do it without careing, right? ”
"But I, Lu Zhou, am not that kind of person."
"And ......"
When Lu Zhou said this, he suddenly thought of a point, hesitated for a moment, and then he took a deep breath and continued:
"I have personally experienced the fact that the woman's parents tried their best to oppose the two of us because they looked down on my origins, and they even came to me privately and said things that hurt my self-esteem in order to break us up. After all these years, I still remember it in retrospect. ”
"At that time, it was not a big family situation, but now, the family situation of the two of us is even more different."
"Do you dare to pack a ticket, your family knows that after the two of us are together, they won't do similar acts of suppressing and maliciously persuading me?"
Lu Zhou said with a heavy face, doubling down on the psychological damage caused to him by breaking up with Li Jiayan for many years.
He said it vividly, and Ye Fangfei was so distressed that he couldn't hear it.
It turned out that he really suffered this kind of injury.
She had guessed in that direction.
However, it has not been confirmed by Lu Zhou personally, but it is only unilateral imagination and speculation.
Hearing him say this in person tonight, it was obvious that the scars he had suffered were still there, and she was inexplicably sad.
Although she thought that her parents were still open-minded and should not do such a drastic thing, she hesitated when he asked her if she could pack the ticket.
She is not her parents themselves after all, and all the things that are assumed not to happen at present are based on the premise that she has not taken Lu Zhou to officially meet her family, if it really happens, can her parents' behavior really be as she thinks?
She couldn't be sure.
The only thing she knows for sure is that she can be her own master.
Ye Fangfei shook her head slightly, and gave Lu Zhou an answer.
Seeing this, Lu Zhou breathed a sigh of relief and continued to attack.
"You say that I have been bitten by a snake for ten years and am afraid of the well rope, or that I don't have the courage to face the difficulties that will most likely occur in the future......"
"But that's who I am, and I don't want to take impulsive risks before I'm fully prepared, because that could end up being a runaway."
"Fei Fei, if I choose to be with you, I am serious, I will try to make myself strong, and when you are willing to take me to meet your family officially, they will no longer look down on me because of my background, but will recognize me."
"That's what I want."
"So, now is not the right time to let them know that we're together. Our secret love is only temporary, and when the time comes, we will be generous and public, okay? ”
Under the sparse night sky, he put his hands on her thin shoulders and said cautiously.
Ye Fangfei was persuaded by him little by little.
"Can I keep my family from knowing, but my girlfriends can't know either? They are very good friends of mine, and I just told them not to tell anyone else. ”
She made a final struggle.
After all, in secret love, she always felt weird.
This is the first time she has fallen in love in the real sense, but she has to hide it and can't make it public, and her happiness can't be shared with others, which makes her feel a little unspeakable grievance.
Lu Zhou: "The reason why a secret is called a secret is that you can't let a third person know it." Can you be sure that one day they won't say anything when they drink? ”
Ye Fangfei: "......"
Lu Zhou suddenly thought of something, looked at her with a smile, and asked, "Do you know when I was 100% sure that you liked me?" ”
The topic changed direction, Ye Fangfei's face was a little hot, she was stunned, she didn't react for a while, and shook her head blankly, "When?" ”
"The day you got drunk." The corners of Lu Zhou's lips raised, and he said unhurriedly: "You told me yourself, you said that you like me." ”
Ye Fangfei's face became hot in an instant.
"So, do you believe that there are impenetrable walls in this world?" Lu Zhou saw her embarrassment and said funny.
"Then according to what you say, there is no need to keep it secret, who knows that one day I will be drunk and unconsciously tell my family about us?" Ye Fangfei raised her chin slightly and retorted.
Lu Zhou shrugged his shoulders and said, "If that's the case, there's no way, then I can only accept my fate." ”
Ye Fangfei couldn't help laughing when she saw his frustrated look.
Lu Zhou raised his eyebrows and looked at her, "But ...... You were a hooligan the last time you got drunk, don't you have a long memory? Do you dare to get drunk in the future? ”
Ye Fangfei's face turned red and muttered sophistry: "I ...... too." It's not very rogue......."
Lu Zhou raised his lips and smiled: "Oh, you may have forgotten your rather hooligan behavior, just give you some face, I just remember it myself, and I won't tell you." ”
Ye Fangfei can actually remember some of it, but she doesn't want to admit it, after all, it's too embarrassing...... It's hard to look back on the past.
She avoided his direct gaze, turned her head to look at the mountain road where she came, and muttered with a hot face, "What are you doing with these in mind...... Forget about it. ”
Lu Zhou smiled lowly.
"So that's what we decided?" He confirmed again.
"Huh?" Ye Fangfei looked back at him, and her mind didn't turn for a while.
Lu Zhou looked at her confused appearance, smiled and hooked his index finger and lightly scratched the bridge of her nose, "I will be your secret boyfriend in the future." ”
This sudden intimate action made Ye Fangfei's body freeze slightly.
Her little heart was pounding, her face red and her ears were hot, "And then?" ”
She asked three words stupidly.
"And then?" Lu Zhou tilted his head slightly in thought, and then said with a smile: "Then you can't make eye contact with other men anymore, you have to keep a proper distance." ”
"Aside from you, when have I been eye-to-eye with other men?" Ye Fangfei raised her eyebrows and complained: "It's you, there are a lot of warblers and Yanyan around you, and you are not honest at all." ”
Lu Zhou suddenly felt wronged, "It's all work-related, don't be jealous." ”
The two of them were close at hand, one bowing his head, the other looking up, and suddenly fell into a brief silence, and a subtle aura flowed around them.
Ye Fangfei suddenly became nervous, and her heart beat wildly.
Isn't it...... Is something going to happen?
As a result, when she was most nervous, she suddenly heard Lu Zhou say: "You say, will there be paparazzi secretly photographed here?" ”
Ye Fangfei: "??? ”
What kind of scenery is this!!
She really obeyed his brain circuit.
"No, how could the paparazzi get in here, you think too much."
She was a little speechless, man, what about your romance?
What kind of paparazzi to mention at this time!
Shouldn't it be...... Should......
What should it be? It's out there! What are you thinking?
Ye Fangfei, you are really not right!
There are two villains fighting inside her.
The night was late and the chill was getting heavier.
Ye Fangfei didn't wear much, and Lu Zhou felt that it was not appropriate to stay on the mountain longer.
"It's late, down the mountain?" He said.
Ye Fangfei was stunned, ah? That's the end of it?
But...... But tonight is the night of her confession, and it's not ...... yet Before they had time to be sweet, were they going to part so soon?
She was a little unwilling.
"I'd like to stay a little longer." She said.
"It's late at night, I'm afraid you'll be cold." Lu Zhou saw her reluctance.
"Shall we stay in the car, then?" She blinked, held up two fingers, and said softly, "Just stay twenty minutes longer." ”
Where could Lu Zhou stand her like this, he raised his hand and rubbed her head dotingly, and agreed, "Okay." ”
He pulled the door open to let her into the car, and he bent over to get into the car.
In the closed environment, it was a lot warmer, but the atmosphere also became more ambiguous.
Ye Fangfei suddenly felt that she didn't know where to put her hands and feet.
Huh? It's weird.
She felt like she had become a very little girl, she had never been like this before.
Falling in love is such a magical thing.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but secretly laugh.
Ah, she's really in love.
It was only when the two of them had just confirmed their relationship that she began to feel that the atmosphere between her and Lu Zhou had become very subtle.
There is a sense of restraint that the relationship has become closer but does not know how to get close for a while, but it is not as free and generous as when everyone did not find out the relationship before.
She even suddenly became a little unsure of how to start a conversation with him?
Just when her mental activity was extremely active, her hand was suddenly touched.
Ye Fangfei suddenly froze, her eyelashes trembled slightly, she held her breath, and she didn't even dare to look down to see what was going on.
Then the next second, her hand was tightly wrapped in a warm big palm.
“!!!”
He's taking her hand!
Ye Fangfei forgot to breathe.
Then she told him that his fingers were slowly digging into hers.
The warmth slowly came from the palms of his hands, spreading to the limbs.
Ye Fangfei felt that she was so nervous that she almost suffocated at this moment.
In fact, it was not the first time he had taken her hand, they had actually had more intimate contact than this before, but those happened inadvertently or in an emergency.
The feeling was completely different from the feeling at this moment now.
Now is the first time that they have taken the initiative to get close to each other after they have clarified their relationship.
He and her fingers were interlocked.
The man's hand gave her a very different feeling, a little rough, big, very warm.
Ye Fangfei pursed her lips, so nervous that she could only silently perceive the touch from the palm of her hand, and lost the ability to speak.
Lu Zhou could sense her nervousness and couldn't help but smile silently.
People are like this, when you value something too much, when you get it, you will involuntarily nervous and carefully possess it.
She has no real experience in love, and the contact between men and women is actually only theoretical, and has not really been practiced, so when love really comes, she seems young and ignorant.
Well, in fact, when he fell in love with her for the first time, it wasn't like that.
As a soul awakened in another world, I tasted love for the first time, jerky and nervous, and everything was tried by instinct until I became proficient.
Lu Zhou held her hand tighter, her hand, soft, delicate texture, held in the palm of the hand, inexplicably felt very comfortable.
It's a nostalgic touch.
A hot current surged in his heart, countless memories poured in, and his mood became complicated when he remembered the sweet past.
There is a hint of sadness in the sweetness.
The fate that was once deeply entangled can no longer be found, and a new fate is just sprouting.
This time, we must cherish it.
Lu Zhou smiled at the corner of his mouth, and turned his head to stare at Ye Fangfei's little face.
"Why is it so quiet all of a sudden? Nervous? He asked knowingly.
Ye Fangfei pursed her lips, and reflexively stiffened: "No." ”
In order not to show her filling, she turned her head and met his gaze directly.
But unexpectedly, he suddenly approached at this time, and her whole body tensed, and at this moment, her heart was about to rise to her throat.
"You...... What are you doing? ”
She felt like her face was scalding an egg.
My heart was pounding, it was really terrible.
Lu Zhou originally just wanted to lean over to confirm whether she was blushing, but she didn't expect her to turn her head at this time, and when she saw that she was stumbling when she spoke, she couldn't help but tease.
"What do you think I want to do?"
He asked in a low voice with a smile in his eyes.
Her long eyelashes fluttered twice, "I ......"
Just a "me" word, and then there is no follow-up.
The lights in the car were not on, but Lu Zhou could also see the crimson of her cheeks.
Seeing that she was really nervous, he stopped teasing her, smiled, and was about to sit up straight.
But at the moment when he moved, Ye Fangfei, who was too nervous, closed her eyes reflexively.
Seeing this, Lu Zhou couldn't hold back, and a laugh overflowed from his throat.
Ye Fangfei noticed the abnormal movement, slowly lifted her eyelids, and found that Lu Zhou was laughing at her behavior, she felt that she was being tricked by him, and she was very embarrassed in her heart.
"Lu Zhou, you are so bad!"
She snorted and flicked her right hand, trying to pull it out of his palm.
Lu Zhou secretly tried to stabilize and didn't let her succeed.
Her embarrassed gesture poked inexplicably, and without asking permission, he leaned over and landed a gentle kiss on her forehead.
She was instantly silent.
His breath enveloped her, and the warmth of her forehead teased her sensitive nerves.
At that moment, it was like fireworks were blooming in her mind.
He...... Kiss her!!
"Stamp the certification, you can't run away, Ye Fangfei."
After touching away, Lu Zhou looked into her eyes with a smile and said.
Ye Fangfei's eyebrows were dyed with a smile, her red lips curved into a beautiful arc, and sweetness welled up in her heart, and she suddenly felt at ease.
At this time, a mobile phone rang suddenly in the car.
Both of them were stunned.
Lu Zhou found that his mobile phone was ringing, he took it out and took a look, it was his assistant Linda calling.
"Boss, why have you been around for so long? You're not going to forget me, are you? Linda's voice came from her phone.
Lu Zhou: "......"
Ye Fangfei: "......"
The date is interrupted, and the two end up descending the mountain.
Ye Fangfei drove Lu Zhou to the door of the master's house, and then he walked around to find an assistant outside the park, while Ye Fangfei drove back to his house through another exit.
Along the way, she sang constantly.
“……
I want to take you on a wandering journey and soak up the sun
To complete the warm imagination
I like how cute you look when you're headstrong
It's like the sunshine that falls when you're frustrated
You are the sweet dream of a marshmallow in my heart
Don't let go of each other's hands
……”
And here, on the way to drive Lu Zhou home, Linda frequently found him smirking at the car window through the rearview mirror.
"Did the boss have any special pleasures tonight? Laughing so happily. Linda couldn't help but be curious.
Lu Zhou came back to his senses from the picture in his mind and replied, "I easily made a lot of money tonight, is this worth being happy about?" ”
Linda: "Wow! So that's it! Congratulations to the boss for making a fortune again! ”
Lu Zhou smiled, "I'll give you a bonus this month." ”
Linda's eyes lit up and she slammed the accelerator, "Boss mighty!" ”
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