The Super Robot showed Lu Zhou every diary entry it had read, each one of which was pounding heavily on his memory.

"December 5th

My eldest brother told me that because of my efforts, my father's troubles have basically been lifted.

I can finally breathe a sigh of relief, but my heart is still like a big stone pressing, and I can't be happy anymore.

My world has changed dramatically, and it's no longer the world I aspire to......

……

"February 20th

Gao Ting'an came back to live tonight, smelling of alcohol, and he was a little unconscious, and it was the driver and Secretary Wu who helped him into the house.

Embarrassingly, they got him into the master bedroom......

I really want to remind them: Gao Tingan usually doesn't sleep in the master bedroom......

But I can't say.

Even my family doesn't know about the fact that Gao Ting'an and I slept in separate rooms after marriage.

As for why he never stepped into the master bedroom after marriage, Gao Tingan never had a serious conversation with me, and I don't care, none of us mentioned this matter to anyone, it seems that it has silently become a tacit understanding of some kind of agreement, and they all keep it secret from the outside world, and play a real couple in front of others, which is more fake than a fake couple behind closed doors.

I guess he probably has another person in his heart who lives like me, right? And our marriage is nothing but a transaction.

He doesn't want to touch me, and I don't want to touch him, so good.

But if there are outsiders present, you still have to pretend.

I pretended to be the hostess and sent Secretary Wu and the others away, and when I came back, I found Gao Tingan lying on the side of the bed holding the trash can and vomiting.

I asked him if he was feeling better, but he didn't pay attention to me, probably because he hadn't woken up yet, and he fell asleep again.

The first time I saw him asleep, his eyebrows were tightly locked, there were not difficult traces of crow's feet in the corners of his eyes, and there were two or three silver threads on his forehead......

I don't know if I was dazzled, but I saw tears slipping down the corners of his eyes.

There may be something sad.

Why else would you drink like this?

But he never told me, and I wouldn't ask.

I couldn't take too much care of it, and after making sure he didn't have any safety issues, I was going to leave.

But he suddenly grabbed my hand, startling me, and I looked back at him and saw that he didn't seem to be awake, muttering something.

I curiously leaned closer to listen, but I could only hear three words: "...... Started ......"

What started?

The back was intermittent, I didn't understand, and he didn't say it.

A strange and unfathomable man."

……

"April 1st

April Fool's Day, how I wish everything that happened today was fake, that God was playing with us.

But this is not the case......

It's scary, Daddy was taken away!

I can't believe it's true......

Didn't my brother say that Gao Tingan had settled this matter before?

How so...... What went wrong?

Is it really a wrong step?

Mom didn't control her emotions and cried while calling back to her parents' house to find a relationship; The eldest brother was furious and called Gao Ting'an.

My brain was buzzing, indescribable sensations, and at that moment it was as if a familiar voice kept repeating in my ear: Started......

Tired......

What should I do this time?"

……

「……

Run out of steam.

As for my father, we have searched all the ways we can find, but we are powerless to return to heaven.

This time it wasn't just my father who went in, but a whole bunch of people behind him.

This matter is too big, it implicates many important people, alarms the whole circle, and the most terrible thing is that the evidence is ironclad, killing everyone by surprise and having no power to fight back.

I went to ask Gao Ting'an, but Gao Ting'an said that he couldn't do anything this time, he had already covered the matter, who knew that my father didn't put the people inside our Ye family to death, and there was an internal ghost, and he could only blame himself for this matter.

This is information that I don't know at all, I know that someone reported my father, but I haven't been confirmed by the source that it was an insider's ghost, Gao Ting'an's words, it is obvious that he already knows who reported it.

I pressed him to ask him who was betraying.

He said Yu Xingyang.

I don't have any impression of this name, what kind of Ye family insider, I don't know at all.

Gao Tingan said at this time: "I don't know how deep the father-son feud is, so he finally chose to send your father to prison with his own hands." ”

At that moment, I hoped that something was wrong with my ears.

I glared at him in surprise, "What are you talking about?!" ”

Gao Ting'an raised his eyebrows and spoke at that time, and I still feel very embarrassed when I think about it.

He said: "Yu Xingyang, deputy director of the financial analysis department of Xingda Group, is your father's illegitimate son and half-brother, and he has a lot of evidence of your father's violations and crimes. Or do I say that your dad can only blame himself so far? I didn't take care of my own son, did I? ”

At that moment, it was as if something had cracked in my head.

Yu Xingyang......

His surname is Yu...... Approve......

Some bad memories from my childhood came back to me, and my father's voice appeared in my mind: "Feifei, it's rude, why don't you call someone when you see your elders?" This is Aunt Yu. ”

Aunt Yu...... Approve......

My father, he only loves my mother as a woman on the surface, this information has been known by accident since I was a child......

But I never thought that he would not just occasionally try and steal food outside, but would be so outrageous that he had a child with a woman outside! What's even more infiltrating is that he also arranged his illegitimate son into a high position in the group!

It shook my heart tremblingly.

After listening to Gao Ting'an's words, my hands were trembling.

"You didn't tell my mom about this, did you?"

My first reaction was to ask this question.

"I didn't say it, but I think she must have known about it, right? Your mom and dad have been sharing the same bed for so many years, and it's impossible not to notice that he's already having someone outside, right? Gao Tingan said.

No, although my mother eats more salt than I eat rice, because she has been very favored by my father since she got married, she has been living in the love dream that my father has woven for her, and she trusts my father unconditionally emotionally, and in my mother's cognition, her husband will not betray her.

In terms of love, for so many years, although she is old, she has been living like a little princess.

Her siblings, relatives and friends, all praised her marriage and envied her selection vision.

I used to think that my parents' love was the best love in the world, that they were loving, passionate, and loyal to each other, and I was proud of that.

Until one day, I happened to bump into my father kissing a strange young aunt, and the moment I saw that scene, I was scared.

A lot of thoughts poured into my little mind, and I couldn't digest the image, and then I ran away and kept the secret in my heart from then on.

It wasn't the first time I've seen that woman.

The second time I saw her, I was going to my grandfather's house for dinner after school. The driver dropped me off at my dad's company, when my mom and brother hadn't arrived yet, and I saw the woman again in my dad's office.

I didn't say hello, just stared at her blindly, I saw her appearance clearly, young and beautiful, but I didn't think my mother was as beautiful, I could only say that I was a woman with two different charms from my mother.

She smiled at me and bent down to wave hello to me, but I ignored her, and then my father said I was rude.

The woman said a few words to her father and left.

The trepidation that I had never felt before hit me again, and I blurted out to my father, "Dad, are you going to divorce my mother?" ”

Dad punched my ass for the first time and criticized me severely.

I haven't seen the woman in front of my father since. So much so that many years later, I occasionally wonder if I was hallucinating and mistaken that my dad never seemed to betray my mom.

And now, Gao Ting'an's words exploded in my heart like a bomb, and an even more terrible and bloody fact appeared.

Gao Tingan said that Yu Xingyang is my half-brother.

Brother......

Other words......

When I stumbled upon my father and the woman, they already had a child...... No, it should be said that he already had illegitimate children outside before he had me......

Coming to this conclusion, my whole body trembled.

My father has always doted on me, doted on my brother, doted on my mother, there is no doubt about it, and because of this, I was afraid of losing this wonderful happiness, and at that time I chose to forgive him for his mistakes, pretending not to know anything, and hiding the secret in my heart.

Because of this, I planted the root of my psychological disorder.

I once even took the initiative to make up for my father's mistakes in my heart: everyone makes mistakes, as long as they are repaired and improved in time, he deserves to be forgiven.

I brainwashed myself so repeatedly just to continue to have this happy and complete family.

And the cruel truth has taught me: it is true that people make mistakes, but not all mistakes can be repaired. There are some mistakes of principle, which are committed and can never be turned back.

What kind of father would he be in front of another son?

Probably not, right? Otherwise, how could his son bear to send him to prison with his own hands?

Hehe, that's ironic.

For a moment, I suddenly felt that it was good for my dad to stay inside. The irreparable mistake he made was too much.

When I realized that I had this kind of thought in my heart, I felt that I was quite scary, and that there might be a devil living in my heart.

But he used to be my proud father, and I felt very pitiful when I thought of him being in that kind of place, accustomed to the life of Jingui, in that kind of place.

But is it really pitiful? The mistakes he made are judged by the public, and no one will think he is pitiful, right? But as his daughter, I can't help but pity him.

The wretched will have something to hate.

I couldn't hold back my cry again.

I know that my father's suffering must be inevitable, and all we can do now is to try our best to get a light sentence for him.

I vaguely feel that Gao Tingan has a way, and his backer behind him now is not simple, and I begged him as a wife to help my father do more again.

He gently wiped my tears for me, but the words he said made me feel cold.

"There's no point in wasting energy to protect your dad now, it's better to use resources to protect your brother."

His words were like five thunderbolts to me, and my voice trembled: "What's wrong with my brother?" ”

"Your dad is like this, you shouldn't be naïve enough to think your brother will be clean, right? I know it's hard for you to face these things that happened to your dad in the short term, and you want to do everything in your power to save him, and I know how you feel right now. ”

"But Fei Fei, the more critical it is, the more you have to learn to take care of the overall situation. In this world, we will inevitably encounter some desperate things that make us miserable and powerless. Sometimes we don't have a better way but to get through it. ”

My father's affairs couldn't be solved, and he actually told me that my eldest brother was also in danger.

It seems that overnight, the Ye family will be scattered."

……

「…… I couldn't help but go to meet Yu Xingyang, my so-called half-brother.

I had no impression of him, I was sure I hadn't met him.

If you look closely, his eyebrows and eyes are similar to his father's, but I think he inherited more from his mother.

He didn't seem to be in good spirits, he seemed to have not slept in days, his beard hadn't been shaved for a few days, and his eyes were bloodshot, like a scruffy living ghost.

Seeing him like this, I was quite puzzled, could it be that after he personally reported his father, there was a violent struggle in his heart?

I couldn't hold back, went up and slapped him.

I don't know what motive I had for slapping him, but I had mixed feelings.

But instead of getting angry, he touched his face and smiled.

"Little sister, you are not qualified to beat me." When he said that, it made my heart even angrier.

"Why are you doing this, you hate him?" I asked him almost through gritted teeth.

"Hate? Just talking about hate, it's too single. He smiled again, the curvature of his mouth that seemed to scare me, "He has done something wrong, and he deserves to be punished." This is what he deserves, if you come to talk to me about those worldly truths, then be exempt, I am not interested in listening to it, and you are not qualified to educate me. ”

His tone was scruffy, but it seemed that he was right.

"I just came to ask you, is he bad for you?" I'm here for this one answer.

"Okay?" He laughed louder this time, as if he had heard a big joke.

"My existence is the confirmation of the black history of his life, for decades, I am like a gutter rat who is hidden in the corner by him and can never see the light of day, in his Ye Genghua's cognition, only the child who comes out of his wife's womb is the real child in his eyes, do you think he is good to me? Do you want to think back to what days you used to live and compare what days I lived? ”

Instead of hysteria, he spoke in a relatively calm tone.

He clearly didn't regret what he had done.

"When he falls, I have a chance to see the light of day, don't I? Little sister, although my surname is Yu in the household registration book, but on the DNA certificate, I am also a descendant of his Ye Genghua, what you and your brother have, I should have too. ”

"It's just for money, it's stupid for you to send him in, the Ye family is down, do you think you can take a few points?" I can't figure out his behavior.

"Stupid? Haha, Ye Fangfei, you are the stupidest one in the Ye family, a little princess who thinks she is smart, living in an ivory tower built for you by others, she doesn't understand the sinister world, and she doesn't even see who her most admired father is, so you just express your high opinion in front of me. ”

Yu Xingyang was no longer polite when he spoke, and he looked at me as if he was really looking at a joke, as if he knew a lot of things that I didn't know.

His words were hard to hear, but I wasn't provoked.

After all, there is one thing Yu Xingyang is right, I do live in the ivory tower that my family built for me.

Yu Xingyang and I are not destined to be in the same camp, what he wants is interests, and what I want is family. So, I stopped communicating with him and left.

Before leaving, I heard him say, "I did nothing wrong, you have no right to hate me." ”」

……

「……

These days, we've searched for all the people we need to find, but none of them are willing to lend a hand.

There are too many things involved in my father's affairs, and during the sensitive period, no one wants to cause a commotion, so they all choose to retreat in self-preservation, lest they avoid it.

I remembered that sentence again: In this world, there are no eternal friends, only eternal interests.

Friends are like this, but what about relatives?

Recently, I really experienced what it means to be in the hot and cold world.

My mother went back to her parents' house and begged for it, but my grandfather was old and had already lost power, even if he doted on my mother again, he was powerless now. And the uncles are all looking for reasons to shirk, and the help is insignificant, and they are not a helper.

In the past, her mother, who had been in the Fang family for so many years because she was well married, has recently become humble in the Fang family because of what happened to her father.

And this is nothing to her, as long as she can help her father, she can let it go.

But when she learned about her father's cheating, and even had an illegitimate child outside, she hid it for so many years, and was finally betrayed by her illegitimate child, her psychological defense line completely collapsed, and she washed her face with tears at home every day.

For her, her husband has always been her heaven.

Now that even the trust of husband and wife has been trampled on, she probably thinks that she lives like a joke.

I suddenly wondered if I had told my mom what I had seen, would it have been a different outcome today?

Am I at fault?

Am I wrong?

Because I was selfish, because I was afraid, I chose to keep the secret in my heart. Is my mother's collapse also my responsibility?

I'm so sad.

The eldest brother has also become extremely irritable recently, and he and his sister-in-law have quarreled from time to time.

This family, because of his father's accident, has become fragmented.

It was once beautiful, like an untouchable illusion."

……

「……

Today, I went to meet my dad with my mom.

I've never seen such a haggard father, and my heart is very uncomfortable.

Mom's first words to her father seemed very weak, and she choked up and said, "I forced my precious daughter to use her marriage to save you, and you turned around and was betrayed by your own illegitimate son." Ye Genghua, you can really do it. ”

"I really didn't expect that for so many years, it turned out that you have been betraying me and betraying this family, but I was stupid like an idiot and thought that you were the most trustworthy man in the world."

"Why didn't you say it earlier! Are you still a man?! Get the bastard to the high position of the group, who the do you want to disgust! Ye Genghua, you are a slut! You deserve today! ”

The more she talked, the more excited she became, and her mother couldn't help but get angry in the end, and raised her hand to slap her father hard, as if she had exhausted all her strength to vent her anger.

The caretaker ran to grab my mom and my tears flowed silently.

The red handprints on Dad's face were obvious, and he silently bowed his head to bear it, without saying a word to defend himself.

Mom finally calmed down.

"You just have a good reflection inside, I won't help you anymore, and neither will the Fang family. Now your good son Mingzhe refuses to listen to me, and is still tossing for you, begging people everywhere every day, living without dignity, are you satisfied? ”

She said harsh words to her father and left.

Dad hung his head, and his trembling shoulders betrayed his forbearance.

I cried.

Dad wiped away his tears and tried to smile at me, he apologized to me for what he had done wrong, saying that he did not deny the mistakes he had made, and that he deserved it, but for so many years, he did not fail to love his mother and this family. On the contrary, it was because I cared too much and was afraid of losing that I didn't handle things well, and I made a wrong step.

He said sorry over and over again.

I have never seen such a humble father.

No matter what difficulties I encountered, he would calmly help me deal with them and say to me: Dad is here, don't worry.

He used to be my heaven, the heaven of our family, and now, the sky has fallen......

He told me that if you are not happy with Gao Ting'an, you can separate if you want to, Dad is no longer a handle, and I don't need to sacrifice the happiness of the rest of my life to save him.

In the end, he warned me not to trust Gao Ting'an completely, although we are husband and wife, sometimes we should be careful and be a smart girl."

……

Reading this in the diary, Lu Zhou's eyes were already red.

It was like listening to Ye Fangfei whispering his heavy past in his ear, which made his heart blocked and it was difficult to breathe.

In the days when he was not by her side, she endured too much alone.

And that's not all, every page of the diary content that follows makes Lu Zhou even more suffocated.

「…… How so? Please, who's going to tell me it's just a nightmare?

How could he commit suicide in prison, impossible! He's not such a person, he would never do such a stupid thing!

No, not to get to this point, there must be something wrong, something must be wrong here......

……

「…… I really lost him forever, what should I do?

It hurts, what should I do?

I was wrong, Dad, I was wrong, I shouldn't feel like you deserve it, are you punishing me?

I know it's wrong, will you come back?

……」

……

「…… Insomnia every day, and as soon as he closes his eyes, he used to be what he used to be.

I have no way of putting into words my state, it's terrible.

The results of the investigation came back and confirmed that he committed suicide.

I don't believe it, I always feel that something is wrong, someone must be killing people, I have to find out how to find out......

……

「…… I can sleep a little these days, but nightmares come and haunt me every day.

Mom's state is worse than mine, she lives in self-blame every day, she always feels that it was her cruel words to Dad that caused him not to want to live anymore.

She was not in good spirits, she had to be prescribed sleeping pills by the doctor to fall asleep, and her hair was much grayer......

……

「…… I woke up again tonight and woke up in a cold sweat.

I'm so tired, I miss my father, I miss him so much, if only I could snuggle up to his shoulder and be coquettish like before.

There's no going back.

Recently, my mother's mental state has deteriorated, and her father's departure has made it more difficult for her to come out than any of us.

The elder brother, on the other hand, numbs the pain in his heart with an overload of workload every day.

None of us have a hard time......

……

「…… At dinner today, I listened to my brother and sister-in-law talking about the group.

Recently, it seems that the internal strife within the group is quite chaotic, and my brother looks to have lost at least ten pounds, so I asked him if there was anything I could do to help.

He said I couldn't help.

The sister-in-law interjected, and said to me in a somewhat yin and yang tone: "If you really want to help, then let your husband stop, he is just a son-in-law of the Ye family, don't have too much appetite and covet things that don't belong to him." ”

This is the first time I've heard this kind of information, Gao Ting'an is moving Xingda Group?

Since my father's accident, I have rarely seen him and rarely returned to that home. I didn't expect that my father was gone, and Gao Tingan would do this kind of trick.

The eldest brother seemed dissatisfied with my sister-in-law revealing this information to me and scolded her in front of me.

My sister-in-law cried and said that my brother was stupid! Now that her father is gone, if she doesn't take care of the family business ruthlessly, she may not know who will fall into her hands when the time comes, she left the house crying.

Mom didn't say a word the whole time, she didn't know if she had eaten two bites of rice in her bowl, she lost a lot of weight, sighed lightly and said that she was full, and went back to the room.

This home is becoming less and less like a home."

……

「…… I thought about it, and finally went to talk to Gao Tingan in person, and I asked him bluntly if he was talking about the idea of Xingda Group.

He always looked gentle and smiled at me slowly.

I thought he would explain, making reasonable excuses for himself.

Unexpectedly, he replied to me very bluntly: "Can't I fight this idea?" ”

I was so upset with his reaction that I almost blurted out, "Of course you can't, you're overstepping!" ”

He took off the bridge of his nose and put the frame on the glasses, and rubbed it slowly, "Whoever crosses the distance, I don't cross the distance." ”

There was an indescribable certainty in his tone, as if Xingda Group already had his share.

I frowned, and was about to tell him that even if he was my nominal husband, he shouldn't have such thoughts.

But Gao Ting'an's words preempted me:

"You are the heir of the Ye family, and the Xingda Group should have your share. I know that after your father left, you didn't have the heart to pay attention to these troubles, but the Xingda Group is now in internal turmoil, and now I don't do it for you, you will suffer a big loss at that time, and I am fighting for my wife's due benefits. ”

Excuses, such a big "good for me" excuses.

"Thank you for your kindness, but no more. I'll discuss my family's affairs with my brother myself. Besides, I have no interest in the group, I have already expressed my position, and I will not interfere in the affairs of the group. ”

I said to Gao Ting'an.

Gao Ting'an: "Do you mean, do you want to give your deserved share to your father's illegitimate son Yu Xingyang?" Do you want to go back and ask your mother-in-law if she wants you to do that? ”

I chuckled in my heart, "Even if I want to get back the part that belongs to me, I should handle it myself, and you don't have to worry about it." ”

"Fei Fei, do you treat me too much as an outsider. The way of business, I know how to operate better than you, you should trust me. ”

In my mind, a sentence that my father once said to me sounded: Don't trust Gao Tingan too much.

"Thank you, but I still think it's better for me to negotiate with my family to deal with this matter."

"Am I not your family?" Gao Tingan raised his eyebrows, "When you ask me, you keep talking about the family, and now you can't draw a line if you don't need it?" ”

I felt like he was deliberately misinterpreting what I was trying to say, "You know I didn't mean that." ”

"It's better not to mean this, Fei Fei, let me remind you, don't forget that when your father went in, your brother was able to get out of the way, who was behind him to protect him."

Of course, I could hear that Gao Ting'an was warning me.

"Since we are husband and wife, what are you and me? You say yes, right? He looked at me with a smile and said that his black pupils were bottomless.

At that moment, as if a basin of cold water had poured me from head to toe, a strong premonition welled up in my heart.

How does this feel a bit like a conspiracy?

Did he come prepared?

If so, why did he do it?

……」

The words in the follow-up diary plunged Lu Zhou into sadness.

Obviously, Ye Fangfei finally became suspicious of Gao Ting'an.

If you have suspicion, you will definitely find a way to investigate. This is also the beginning of Ye Fangfei's subsequent gradual discovery of Gao Tingan's true face.

The content at the back of the diary revealed that after a lot of infighting, the Xingda Group was finally controlled by Gao Ting'an, which was another fatal blow to the Ye family after Ye Genghua's accident.

There was a lot of discussion in the circle, and no one felt that there was anything wrong with a son-in-law of the Ye family snatching the power of the Xingda Group, because everyone acquiesced, and Gao Ting'an must have obtained Ye Fangfei's permission to make this move.

Everyone thinks that this is just an internal property division struggle that his children will inevitably carry out after Ye Genghua's death, and in the end, Ye Fangfei relied on her husband to have the means to win more beautiful in this struggle.

Actually, did Ye Fangfei allow it? It can be said that it was forced to allow.

Because at that time, she thought that these possessions, status, and interests were not as important as her brother's safety.

If others want it, let others want to go, you can earn it again if you don't have money, and you can fight for it if you don't have status.

Stay in the green mountains and have no firewood, his brother is still young, he can make a comeback one day, he is so good, one day he may not be a dream to create a prosperous glory like his father, and once people are gone, everything will be in vain.

Even if she is criticized by her sister-in-law and pointed out by outsiders, Ye Fangfei doesn't care.

And through this incident, Ye Fangfei finally gradually got a glimpse of the game of chess that Gao Tingan played against their family at the beginning.

For example, why did he have to ask her to marry him in the first place to help his father.

Looking back and thinking about it carefully, Ye Fangfei was even more skeptical in her heart, whether Gao Ting'an's so-called "help" was really helping, or was digging another big hole for their family.

But there was one thing she couldn't figure out.

If it's just Tuxing Group, why does Gao Tingan go to such great lengths?

He has the handle to destroy his father and eldest brother, and he has a backer, so if he really wants to prosper the group, he can directly use this condition to exchange with his father. Why take such a big step to marry her?

What is Gao Tingan trying to do? Is it possible that she just thinks too much about herself?

This is a point that has puzzled Ye Fangfei for a long time.

Ye Fangfei once pondered repeatedly in doubt and self-contradiction.

She has also been secretly looking for someone to find out the truth about her father's suicide in prison.

And in the end, it was difficult for her not to suspect Gao Ting'an.

Until another incident happened that caused Ye Fangfei's complete collapse, and the painting style of her entire diary began to go to extremes.

The incident that destroyed her was that her mother, Fang Xinlei, took too much medicine before going to bed and was sent to the hospital for rescue.

The day before Fang Xinlei's accident, it happened to be a family dinner day, and Gao Tingan happened to be close to his work place that day, so he went to the Ye family's mansion to meet Fang Xinlei on his own.

Is it so coincidental?

Ye Fangfei decided in her heart that Gao Ting'an must have something to do with her mother's death.

But there is no actual evidence.

Since Ye Genghua passed away, Fang Xinlei's mental state has not been very good, her sleep quality is extremely poor, and according to the doctor's judgment, she has a tendency to commit suicide, and the case was concluded as "suicide".

This trauma was too painful for Ye Fangfei.

She locked herself in her room for days, without eating or drinking.

Gao Ting'an was afraid that she would starve to death, so he took the key and opened the door.

He didn't drink anything that gave her drink, and he didn't eat anything that was sent to her, so he sat with her.

"No one understands your inner pain better than I do."

"I also had a similar experience to you, my father was forced to jump off the building by debt, and my mother was not in good spirits later, so she also followed, leaving me alone in the world, without relatives, I hated, hurt, and tried to die, but in the end I was rescued and didn't die."

"Believe me, Fei Fei, no matter how painful it is, we have to endure it, we can be reborn with scars. You at least have a brother who loves you, you still have me, it's not that bad. I've got through it, and so can you. ”

Gao Tingan comforted Ye Fangfei like this.

"Who saved you back then?" Ye Fangfei asked in a hoarse voice.

Gao Tingan was silent for a moment before replying, "Your father." ”

Ye Fangfei cried when she heard this answer, her heart was broken, she didn't know where the strength came from, and she suddenly screamed and punched and kicked Gao Ting'an.

I didn't eat or drink for a few days, and suddenly tossed like this, Ye Fangfei's eyes went black and she fainted directly.

was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, and woke up in a coma all day, after waking up, she seemed to be a different person, she didn't remember the painful things, and she didn't know the people she once knew, as if she had returned to the innocent and carefree Ye Fangfei at the beginning.

A psychiatrist diagnosed her with traumatic personality disorder. After the pain was excessive, because he didn't want to face the pain, he directly awakened the second personality to survive.

Gao Tingan looked at her in disbelief, "Is this how you chose to be reborn from the fire?" It turns out that it can still be like this, it's good, it's good. ”

But in fact, judging from the content of Ye Fangfei's diary, all this was pretended by her, and she did not have a split personality.

She pretended to be very thorough, and she pretended to be for a long time, pretending that Gao Tingan took her to see a psychiatrist many times, and finally really believed that her original personality would not run out easily.

It was precisely because she pretended to have a split personality that Ye Fangfei had the opportunity to get a glimpse of the truth step by step.

Gao Ting'an relaxed his vigilance against her, once he came home late at night after drinking high, and saw that she was asleep, he sat on the edge of her bed and watched for a long time, and couldn't help but spit out the truth.

"I know how you'll be hurt when I do it, but I just want to see you and your brother in pain, how many years have I waited for this, you know?

Why?

Why can you have enough food and clothing, grow up with pampering, have a happy family, and have what you want?

I could have been as happy as you, but everything was ruined by your parents.

There's a cause and there's an effect, isn't it?

What I have endured, he Ye Genghua's children should also bear it back doubled.

Did he think that by pretending to save my life and sponsoring me to study abroad, he would be able to cover up the evil he had done? Hypocrisy!

Who is the one who used all his tricks to kick my father out of the group and still carry the banner of "justice"? Who was the one who left my father desperate and had no way out? Who is the one who can't be saved?

He must have thought I was too young to see through this, right? He must have thought that I had been respectful and polite to him all these years, but I had let go of the past, right?

It's ridiculous, isn't it too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years?

Fei Fei, don't hate me, hate your dad if you want to.

Your family is where it is today, and it's all caused by your father. Oh, and your mom is an accomplice too.

Ay......

Ay...... I got my revenge.

I did, but why didn't I feel happy enough?

I should be happy, I should have felt good to see you in pain.

But I don't know why, seeing you like this, I feel uncomfortable in my heart.

It's so pathetic, you look so pathetic, it reminds me of myself.

I want to hug you, I want to save you.

Do you think I'm sick?

If you're going to live or die, I'm okay to do a little bit, but how can you have a split personality?

You're living happily in front of me like a nobody, and I don't know what to do with you.

I shouldn't have married you.

I thought I was marrying you just to take advantage of you, to see your pain with my own eyes, but I had a strange feeling in my heart.

Ay......

I wonder what my parents would think of me if the spirit of heaven knew that I had married the daughter of the enemy, and finally they were reluctant to let go?

But you're innocent.

I watched you grow up, I know, you are the only innocent one in the Ye family, but who made you his daughter?

I used to love to see you laugh.

Your cuteness and innocence as a child are very likable and, of course, make me jealous.

Later, when you grew up, you added a little more brutality and ease, and your smile became more spiritual, and I often sighed that you really lived as I longed for in my dreams.

Later, when you matured and learned to fall in love, that was when I didn't like you the most, but that was probably also when you smiled the sweetest, right? I don't know what you really like about that guy, though.

You are good at everything, but you have a bad eye for finding a man, that man is not suitable for you, he is childish, and he is vulnerable.

I've rarely seen you smile since you left him.

I'm so much better that you've become like this now, I've completely changed as a person, I've forgotten the past, and I've been laughing a lot lately.

I miss you for being like that.

You should be like this, don't think about the pain you used to have, and completely forget the people you loved and hated, then you can be regarded as a reborn Ye Fangfei, and I feel better in my heart.

I've thought about it, and in the future, I want to live a good life with you.

Shall we have a wedding? I'll marry you again and start our lives all over again.

You have been born again, and I believe my parents will forgive me. ”

sighed, how helpless he was.

He fell asleep drunk on the side of her bed, and in the dark, a tear slipped silently from the corner of his eye.

In the diary, at the request of Ye Fangfei's preferences, she and Gao Tingan held a wedding.

The preparation of the wedding, Ye Fangfei did it herself, from the location of the hotel, the design style of the wedding dress, to the selection of small hotel accessories, she would participate, Gao Tingan had no opinion, and handed over the whole process to her.

She behaved very happily in those days, as if this was a wedding that she had been looking forward to for a long time and was about to embrace happiness, and even Gao Ting'an's happiness level had multiplied several times with her, and he tasted the taste of happiness knocking on the door.

On the day of the wedding, Gao Peng was full, she wore a red floor-length wedding dress so beautiful that others trembled, and in the sound of music, she walked towards Gao Ting'an step by step.

When the wedding ceremony was over, she said to him with moist eyes, "I have prepared a dance for you, I have named it 'Flame', and I want to show you the dance now, would you like to?" ”

Gao Ting's eyes were tearful with tears in his eyes, and he took her hand and kissed her gently, "Of course, this is my honor." ”

At the top of the mountain, she danced in a red wedding dress.

What a stunner, so amazing that people can't take their eyes off it.

With one last move, she spun and jumped into his arms.

Gao Tingan was caught off guard and stumbled, but he laughed heartily, and the applause rang out in the guest seats, which was the voice wishing them happiness.

He hugged her heartily, and subconsciously wanted to lean over and kiss her, but at that moment, a sharp object was inserted into his heart.

In the next second, Ye Fangfei hugged him tightly and crashed into the guardrail.

Everyone screamed.

……

The night before the wedding, Ye Fangfei wrote a suicide letter, which reads:

"I don't know when I will get revenge, but I know that if I don't avenge this, I won't be able to live.

Let's all die together.

Brother, if there is fate in the next life, I hope we are born in an ordinary family and be brothers and sisters again! Or I'll be a sister once, if you don't mind (* ̄) ̄).

Don't blame me for leaving you alone, okay? Because every day I lived, I felt like I was out of breath.

Brother, I'll take the demon away so he can't hurt you again. In this life, you have protected me countless times, this time, I will protect you.

You promise me, be a good man, our dad is not a good example, don't learn from him.

Lu Zhou, I don't know, will you see this letter.

In fact, I pray that you don't pay attention to my news anymore, so that you don't feel sad about my departure.

But if you're still paying attention, I want to tell you: the time I spent with you was the happiest stage of my life.

I'm sorry, all the injuries you have suffered are caused by me, if you hadn't met me, you might be happier, right?

Can I forgive? Forget about me.

Don't be sad, because I'm finally free. ”

……

At the end of the diary, Lu Zhou raised his hand to wipe his face, his hands wet.

“Super Robot。”

He sniffed and said to the AI system.

"Master, I'm here."

"Let's start the shutdown mission."

"Roger! Attempting to initiate a total shutdown order for Super Robot without self-protection behavior ......"

(End of chapter)