Chapter 333: Tangled Love
Jing Ming died, although there was no funeral, but he was definitely going to worship.
Jing Chengcheng couldn't resist Ji Chazhi, explained the two children to the family, and led her to the cemetery alone.
After the middle of November, calling autumn, the capital has already entered winter, the weather is cold, and the suburbs have begun to snow.
There is still some distance from the entrance of the cemetery to the Jingming cemetery, and the mountain is windy and snowy, and it is empty everywhere.
Jing Chengcheng was afraid that Ji Chazhi would freeze, so he wrapped her into a bear, goose down jacket, snow boots, scarves, hats, masks, and gloves did not fall.
Dressed like this, she doesn't look like a young woman at all, that is, a teenage girl and a half-year-old, who is not much more stable than their son.
"I think pets can be a little more mature than you." Before Jing Chengcheng got out of the car, she turned her hair into a braid, and the ends of her hair were stiff and cocked, like a scorpion.
He liked it so much that he put his arms around Ji Chazhi's neck and forcibly took a group photo, and then replaced the photos of the twins on the WeChat profile picture.
Ji Chazhi was white, pushed the car door down, and smashed him inside, "The daughter-in-law of the old Wang family next door is mature and stable enough, you can find her." ”
When, there is still the mind to joke.
Going to the grave, not going to bed!
Originally, the family decided to bury Jing Ming in the Jing family's cemetery, but the bad family had already married into the Lu family, and the Lu family lost two children.
Jing Chengcheng and Ji Chazhi didn't know the road, so Lu Tianwei had to follow.
The two got out of the car, and Lu Tianwei also got out of the car behind, holding a bunch of white hyacinths in his arms.
Ji Chazhi glanced at the white chrysanthemum in his arms, and felt that Lu Tianwei was more attentive, thinking about planting a vat in front of Jing Ming's grave in the spring of the next year and giving birth to lotus, just like in her mother's room.
But in the end, she was the daughter-in-law of the Lu family, so Ji Chazhi discussed with Lu Tianwei, who agreed without saying a word, patted his chest and promised that this matter would be on him.
The three of them walked up the snow.
The cold wind whined, trying to drill into the body.
Rao was wearing so much, Ji Chazhi still couldn't help but shudder, and held Jing Chengcheng's hand and shook for a while.
"It's too cold to carry it, your body is important." is about to come out of the confinement, Jing Chengcheng is afraid that she will freeze out, so he leans sideways as much as possible to block her from the cold wind.
Ji Chazhi shook his head, "Dressed thickly." ”
Heavy snow presses down on the pines and cypresses, and the eyes are full of white and green.
In this most lifeless and gloomy place, there is inexplicable vitality and vitality, and I don't know whether it is a guide for the deceased or a sustenance for the living.
The body is dissipated, and the yellow earth cannot bury the soul.
Ji Chazhi thought of Mr. for no reason, and his heart suddenly became hot.
Walking alone for thousands of years with love and longing, waiting for her to remember year after year, what kind of loneliness is it.
Pity is like a boulder, pressing on her heart and making her steps heavy.
Is he okay?
Without her by her side, wouldn't you eat or sleep, watch the hourglass and wait for time?
That day, he said very seriously, "Bigu has been too long, let's eat", and now that he thinks about it, she is also Ling Chi.
I even forgot whether I ate or not, but I only remembered this deep affection, I obviously loved her, but I wanted to watch her marry someone else and have children.
How could she be willing to live up to it.
Jing Chengcheng noticed that her hand had slipped out of his palm, and when he turned around, he saw her standing there motionless, as if her soul was out of her body.
Restlessness is like a startled lonely goose, suddenly sweeping through the sky.
"What's wrong?" He cautiously took her hand back.
Ji Chazhi suddenly came back to his senses, and the sadness and longing in his eyes didn't have time to retreat.
Miss him?
Think.
There was no way she could go against her will.
But Jing Chengcheng ......
"It's a little cold." Ji Chazhi held him again, very hard, as if this would remind him of his current identity and remind her that there was also a deep love between them.
Jing Chengcheng pursed her lips, didn't ask more, and didn't dare to ask more, for fear that she would remind her of something, in exchange for a result that she couldn't bear.
Jing Ming's tombstone is simple, only a black and white photo and her name, and nothing else.
Ji Chazhi's affection for Lu Tianwei is even greater, because his respect for Jing Ming has completely surpassed that of ordinary couples.
He didn't imprint her soul with the mark of the Lu family's wife, and gave her freedom, like a white hyacinth squirming in the cold wind, forbidden and pure.
She put aside all love-hate entanglements, and like every relative who came here, the three-pillar fragrance sent her condolences sincerely.
Three people, in the cold wind, were relatively speechless.
Before going down the mountain, Ji Chazhi deliberately hugged Lu Tianwei.
Emotionally, she has always been a pure person, she kisses when she likes when she is distressed, she is not pretentious or pretentious, she wants to give him a little encouragement and gratitude.
Lu Tianwei was strong for a while, and his heart was far less mature than Jing Chengcheng, and he couldn't hold back his red nose for a while.
"She probably thought I didn't care." He said ambiguously.
Ji Chazhi thought it was feelings, and Jing Chengcheng knew that it was a child.
In this world, as long as it is a man, but as a person, there is no one who will not be soft for his child, no matter how cruel it is.
"And what are your plans now?" She deliberately talked to Lu Tianwei to divert her attention.
Ji Chazhi felt ashamed in her heart, she felt ashamed, she enjoyed the deep love of her husband but was with Jing Chengcheng, and she had Jing Chengcheng's feelings but was worried about her husband.
She didn't know how to face Jing Chengcheng, and she didn't know how to face the two tangled loves in her heart.
How did Lu Tianwei know that this girl who seemed to have a normal face seemed to be knocking on a Waterloo battle in her heart at the moment, and said honestly: "I don't have any ideas for the time being, so be it, she left me the identity of the Jing family's aunt, and I also have to keep the position of the young grandmother of the Lu family for her." ”
"At first glance, it sounds quite infatuated."
"I'm the least thinking about feelings, and I don't know what it's like to be loved, so sometimes I really envy you, as if I live a very lively life every day."
Loving someone is indeed lively, the blood is boiling, and the thoughts are surging, not only the soul but also the body.
But for the time being, Ji Chazhi will feel awkward when he hears this, she is a double share of other people's liveliness, just playing fireworks with others, she is like a landmine.
Unintentionally turned his face, saw Jing Chengcheng's lonely appearance, and felt that he was too much, took off his gloves and held his hand, put it in his pocket as before, and then wrapped the other end of the scarf around his neck on tiptoe.
When she withdrew her hand, she whispered in his ear, "I love you, I love you very much." ”
The smile then swirled on the thin lips, "I love you too, more than you think." ”
The two looked at each other and smiled, but saw the figure in front of them ethereal in the wind and snow.
Back home, the twins had already eaten lunch and went to sleep.
Jing Chengcheng was afraid that Ji Chazhi would be frozen on the mountain just now, so as soon as he got home, he let her take a hot bath, and personally went to cook a big bowl of ginger syrup, and when she came out of the bathroom, she could drink it.
Ji Chazhi was probably tired from climbing, and after lunch, he came up tired, got into the quilt and fell asleep quickly, Jing Chengcheng accompanied him every step of the way, holding her hand all the time.
Since the day she gave birth, Ji Cha's abnormal behavior from time to time has made him tense all the time, although she has been very careful to hide it.
But he loved her too much, so he knew her too well.
Jing Chengcheng turned sideways to look at her childish sleeping face, and the two sons were sleeping deeply in the crib at hand.
He was a little overwhelmed.
Although I don't know what happened between Mr. and this girl, Mr. is completely incomprehensible, but he can detect subtle entanglements related to feelings from this stupid girl.
He is not afraid of anyone's feelings for his wife, because he has enough self-confidence, but such self-confidence is obviously not worth mentioning to Mr.
If one day Ji Chazhi wants to leave him and return to his husband's arms, he has no ability to stop him at all.
When the time came, his home would be scattered.
Ji Chazhi didn't fall asleep, he felt in a daze that there were a pair of eyes looking at him, and when he opened his eyes, it was just right to face the uneasiness that he had nowhere to hide.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" With a little pity in her smile, she took the initiative to get into his arms and kissed him on the Adam's apple.
"I'm afraid you'll run away." Jing Chengcheng was dumbfounded, his eyes dark like a reef, "I just want to imprison you in sight for a moment, and never leave me for the rest of my life." ”