Volume 1: Like Clouds Chapter 32 Fallacious Reasoning
When Luo Xiangwan woke up, the sky was already dark, she got up from the ground, and found that the wounds on her body had healed, this kind of recovery was really a bit terrifying, even her own spiritual power might not be able to do this.
She looked around with a complicated expression, Da Qiang was no longer there, and Lu Tan with a pale face was lying not far away.
Luo Xiangwan was stunned, remembering everything she vaguely sensed last night, and quickly crawled over to test Lu Tan's snort, and only after feeling the faint but real snort did she breathe a sigh of relief.
"What secrets do you have?" Luo Xiangwan sat directly next to Lu Tan on the ground, looking at the dim moon outside through the window of the room, and whispered softly.
"My secret is that I'm a red scarf." Lu Tan responded with a smile.
"Are you awake?" Luo Xiangwan turned his head to look at Lu Tan.
The two men looked at each other in this messy room, in the unbright moonlight.
Lu Tan felt that Luo Xiangwan's body seemed to have undergone some changes that he couldn't understand.
"Do you like to see the moon?" Luo Xiangwan suddenly asked.
Lu Tan was stunned, thinking that it was finally here, a brainless problem necessary for falling in love, but he didn't expect that even Luo Xiangwan couldn't avoid it.
But he understood that the woman still had to coax him, so he nodded: "I like it." ”
Unexpectedly, Luo Xiangwan suddenly glanced at him.
Lu Tan: "? ”
Luo Xiangwan: "Isn't it, you like to watch the moon?" Don't you have anything else to do? ”
Lu Tan: "......"
No, this sister, why don't you play according to the routine?
Luo Xiangwan began to persuade him again: "Don't always look at the moon if you have nothing to do, the imperial doctor in the palace said that if you always do these meaningless things, you are prone to heart disease, read more books and cultivate some hobbies on weekdays." ”
Lu Tan: "...... Okay, I see. ”
The two of them didn't speak for a while, although they just said that they were prone to heart disease when they always looked at the moon, but the atmosphere was baked here, and they still looked at the moon quietly.
It was still Luo Xiangwan's mouth that opened her mouth first, and she talked to Lu Tan like a friend, telling her girl's heart.
"I grew up with the most powerful spiritual skills among my peers, and because of this, I went to war for the first time at the age of thirteen. I still remember that the battlefield of that battle was in the upper reaches of the Jing River, and I can't remember how many people I killed in the back, but I only know that the water of the entire Jing River was stained black with blood, like an ominous road, carrying the souls of the two countries to another world. ”
Lu Tan didn't speak, and quietly listened to Luo Xiangwan's story.
When he was helping Luo Xiangwan yesterday, he speculated whether Luo Xiangwan committed suicide, and at that time he even didn't understand it in his heart, he didn't understand why Luo Xiangwan was a beautiful woman in the sky, beautiful and excellent, and above 10,000 people under one person, why he couldn't think of committing suicide.
But now that I think about it, a thirteen-year-old child suddenly went to the battlefield and had to kill so many people, she was already considered to be strong at this time, and this experience should be very explosive if you look at the entire Luoyun Kingdom.
"After I came back, I had nightmares all night after night, that year the imperial sister was still young, ignorant and understood that when I was sick, I found a royal doctor in the palace who knew how to do spiritual arts, saying that I was suffering from heart disease, and I could only cure myself by myself. So, she taught me how to erect a wall for myself. ”
Lu Tan: "Wall? ”
Luo Xiangwan: "Yes, the wall." Erect a wall for yourself in your heart, and then put the things you care about behind the wall, it can be a person, a flower, an animal, a thing, or even put yourself behind the wall. No matter what you do, just tell yourself that it is to protect the people behind the wall, and then you can forgive yourself for everything you have done. ”
Lu Tan thought this was a bit interesting, he had come into contact with a teammate with some psychological disabilities in modern times, and as the captain at that time, he checked some information in order to better help this teammate. At this time, the theory of the imperial doctor proposed by Luo Xiangwan is very advanced, like the prototype of psychotherapy.
So he also followed Luo Xiangwan's words and asked, "So what did you put behind the wall?" ”
Luo Xiangwan: "Once I took my two sisters, as well as the country. I put them behind the wall. After that, every time I killed someone, as long as I thought that I was killing for the country and for my sister, it was not so painful. ”
At first glance, this theory sounds reasonable, but I always feel that something is not quite right.
But Lu Tan is not very good at persuading, he can only be silent, he thinks in his heart why Luo Xiangwan used the word "once", what now? Does she still have a wall now? What's behind the wall?
But he didn't ask in the end.
He was quietly thinking about what happened last night in his heart, it was no coincidence that Luo Xiangwan committed suicide at the same time as several other high-level spiritual magicians lost control of their spiritual power at the same time.
Suddenly, a warm red light entered the room.
It turned out that the moon had quietly faded, a new day had begun, and a new morning sun had risen.
Lu Tan wanted to speak and stopped, and suddenly wanted to persuade Luo Xiangwan to think about it, at least don't hurt himself anymore, but he didn't know what his identity was and whether he was qualified.
Luo Xiangwan seemed to understand his intentions, and his expression suddenly became serious: "I have never thought of hurting myself, nor have I ever thought of leaving the world, there are people here who need my protection." But my mind has always been very chaotic in the past two days, and yesterday I even felt that I was controlled by someone to do something like that. If you hadn't just come over...... The consequences are unimaginable. I'll find out what happened. ”
Then she said to Lu Tan very solemnly: "Thank you." ”
After saying this thank you, Luo Xiangwan's face finally showed some relief, Lu Tan was also relieved, and just wanted to say goodbye to Luo Xiangwan, he heard a noise in the courtyard.
He got up and pushed open the door, and found that Daqiang was wearing a white linen robe, and several other guys from Ruyun Pavilion were pushing a cart and arguing with the subordinates of the county lord's mansion.
"Let me in, woo-woo-woo, and let us bring him back...... Woooooooo ”
Da Qiang cried miserably, the subordinates of the county lord's mansion were given a holiday by Luo Xiangwan yesterday, and they just came back today and encountered this stubble, they were a little confused, Da Qiang spoke in an incoherent manner, and several other subordinates did not understand the situation, and they were at a stalemate for a while.
Lu Tan understood after listening to it for a while, Daqiang went back to borrow a cart when he died, and wanted to bring his body back.
Speechless for a while, Lu Tan hurriedly walked out: "Daqiang, I'm still alive." ”
Da Qiang was stunned for a moment, and cried even louder: "Brother Xiao Lu! Are you still alive?! If you have any unfulfilled wishes, just tell me...... Woooooooooooo ”