Chapter 106: Gu Qinxin's past
In the lobby, it was quiet for a while,
Both of them looked intently at the flames in the stove, as if there was something beautiful in them that attracted them.
Suddenly, Gu Qinxin spoke:
"Xiaohu, I'll be twenty years old this year, if you don't marry me next year, I think I may have to get married!"
Hearing this, Wang Xiaohu was silent for a while before asking, "Is there anyone you like?" ”
Gu Qinxin shook his head, supported his chin with both hands, looked at the fire in front of him, and said with a somewhat desolate expression: "How can there be any intentional person, just find someone to live!" ”
Looking at Gu Qinxin, who was a little depressed, after thinking about it, Wang Xiaohu opened his mouth and promised: "If you don't want to, you can stay in my house all the time, no one can drive you away!" ”
Listening to Wang Xiaohu's promise, Gu Qinxin still shook his head and said: "That's only temporary, everything will change with time, and I will slowly grow old and no longer have a beautiful youth."
Looking at the woman with a somewhat sad expression in front of him, Wang Xiaohu decided to tell the truth, so he said with a quiet expression: "Miss Gu, I'll tell you the truth!" ”
"Actually, I excused myself from introducing me to you, in addition to my young age, there are other considerations"
Hearing this, Gu Qin turned his head to look at Wang Xiaohu with a quiet and expectant expression, and couldn't help asking, "Do you have any other concerns?" In her impression, many rich children have started sex at a young age, and their appearance is not bad.
looked at the anticipation in the eyes of the woman in front of him, so he continued:
"First of all, I can't say that I have any thoughts about girls, but it's definitely not that kind of liking, that is, I married you, but most of the time, I also run outside all year round, and I won't stay at home safely!"
Listening to Wang Xiaohu's first reason, Gu Qinxin shook his head and said: "It's okay, a manly man, you have to walk in all directions, I am willing to wait for you at home!" ”
Hearing this, Wang Xiaohu continued:
"Secondly, and most importantly, I have now achieved innocence, and I have lived for at least three hundred years! In the future, as my strength improves, my life will only get longer and longer! ”
"So, I've always had some concerns, if I don't like you all the time, it's okay, then I can live freely, if I like you in the end, then how will I spend the rest of my long life!"
Listening to Wang Xiaohu's reasoning, Gu Qin's heart was turbulent, and he didn't speak for a long time, as if he was thinking about something, it seemed that a long time had passed, until his subordinates brought Wang Xiaohu's futon over,
Wang Xiaohu spread the futon on the ground, and then said:
"Miss Gu, you'd better lie down in the quilt, otherwise the night will be heavy and you will be easily infected with the wind and cold!"
At this time, Gu Qinxin's expression seemed to have just come out of his own world, looking at the futon on the ground, and couldn't help but say: "That little tiger, you...", before he finished speaking, he remembered what he had just said, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I forgot, you are already a congenital master, and the cold has nothing to do with you!" Then he left his chair and lay down under the quilt on the ground.
Wang Xiaohu also sat cross-legged on the ground.
Gu Qinxin was lying in the warm quilt, and felt full of warmth for a while, and couldn't help but say, "Thank you, Xiaohu!" ”
Wang Xiaohu, who was sitting on the ground, shook his head when he heard the words and said: "It's nothing, when I'm outside, I often sleep in the wilderness, and I'm used to it!" ”
The two of them gathered around the fire, speechless for a while, not knowing what they were thinking.
I don't know how long it took,
Gu Qinxin, who was in the bed, suddenly said: "I was also born in a big family since I was a child, and there are many relatives in the family, and everyone usually loves me very much!" ”
"I have lived a carefree life since I was a child, and I never worried about food and clothing, until I was fifteen years old, there was a sudden change in my family, all the properties were banned by the government, and I, my father, mother, brother, and other relatives were kicked out of the Gu family!"
"Soon after he came out, my father was too worried, and soon he couldn't afford to get sick, and died in less than a month, and during his father's illness, he spent all the savings he brought out from home in order to treat the disease!"
"I later learned from my mother that it turned out that my father failed in business and borrowed a lot of loan sharks, and in the end the business never improved, resulting in being forced to go into debt!"
"After my father died, although my younger brother was a man, he used to live a life of fine clothes and food, without any livelihood skills, and he couldn't stand the hardships of life, and my mother knew all day long to lament the misfortunes of life, so I became the pillar of the family and began to run outside!"
"Although I put down all my dignity and went outside to make a living and make money, but I am a weak woman, what can I do, I touched a body injury, fortunately, I have been proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting since I was a child, and there are kind people who helped me find the way to be a female gentleman, and since then I have not paid attention to the rumors outside, and began to teach some little girls to read and paint in big families!"
"It's okay at first, but after a long time, there will always be some accidents, there will always be some dirt in the big family, and some young masters and sons will have different thoughts when they see that I look okay!"
"Actually, at the beginning, I also had some expectations, I could be the hostess in the painting book, and marry into a noble family, but the reality is always cruel, they just want to have fun, and I can only change the main family often!"
"After a few years, I slowly understand what life is, how can life be free, but someone carries the weight for you! I slowly got through it! ”
"Although I am paid a lot as a female gentleman, and I have twenty or thirty taels of silver a month, but the debts of the family are also very large, especially under the profits, so that I sometimes are desperate, I can't see the end of paying it off, I just want to leave this desperate world quietly!"
"But when I think of my mother who laments all day long, and my younger brother who doesn't know that life is difficult, I feel bitter in my heart!"
"It wasn't until I came to your house, in fact, before I came, I inquired about your family's situation and knew that you were powerful in Qinghe County, so I was so active that day, I just wanted to enter here! Because here's what I need! ”
"Sure enough, after being recruited into the house, those debt collectors were not so aggressive, but instead gave me some interest reductions, and I finally felt that life had something to look forward to!"
"Later, Madame intended to match the two of us, I thought about it, and I agreed, in fact, I was prepared for this kind of before I came in!"
"But I only guessed the beginning, not the end, you are not like those so-called young masters, you have never been kind to me, and you treat me like an ordinary subordinate, I was a little frustrated for a while!"
"On the day you got drunk, I thought I would become your person, but you don't know if you are really drunk or pretending, now I think you are also pretending to be drunk, after all, you are a congenital master, and you have a life span of three hundred years, how can you be drunk!"
"Later, Madame kept hinting at you, but you always avoided talking about it, so today, when there are only the two of us, no one will bother, so I want to ask you what you really think!"
"However, sometimes the truth is always so cruel, I used to think that you were because of your young age, but now I understand that you are hanging high in the sky, and I am just an insignificant ant on the ground, the gap is too big!"
Wang Xiaohu, who had been silent and calm, suddenly asked, "Then have you figured out what to do?" ”
Hearing this, Gu Qinxin, who was already full of tears, said with some pleading: "I still want to stay here, even if it's just your nominal woman!" Because only here can I feel the hope of life! ”
Looking at Gu Qinxin's face full of tears and pleading, Wang Xiaohu was silent for a while before slowly saying: "If this is your choice, I can satisfy you, tomorrow I will tell my mother, in a year or two, I will take you as a concubine, I hope you will not regret your choice!" Speaking of this, there was a pause,
Then he continued: "Of course, if you regret it, I won't force you, after all, it's your own life!" ”
Hearing this, Gu Qinxin's face showed a smile and said sincerely: "Thank you, Xiaohu!" ”