Chapter 379: Spoiling
In the darkness, Shi Sui felt Jiang Yan stretch out a pair of arms to hug him tightly.
She shrank her head and found a more comfortable position in Jiang Yan's arms.
Suddenly, a faint voice came from overhead.
"Sui, what were you thinking when you saw those letters?"
Listening to Jiang Yan's sudden question, Shi Sui blinked, and then looked at it honestly.
"I just feel very happy and secure."
Then, Shi Sui thought about it and added, "Of course, it was after knowing that the heroine was me that I felt safe."
I saw Shi Sui pause slightly, and raised a small face, in such an environment, Shi Sui could only see the outline of Jiang Yan's chin.
I saw Shi Sui open his mouth.
"Brother, when I didn't know that those letters were written to me at first, I was almost panicked, I felt that I was going to be separated from my brother all the time, I always felt that my brother treated me as a fake, and I also felt like I was just a copy of the white moonlight every moment."
sighed slowly, with a hint of sadness between the lines.
"At that time, I looked at you every day, and I wondered if my brother really loved me, and how long could I stay with him."
When he said these words, his eyes were already filled with tears.
If it weren't for the fact that the night was too dark, I'm afraid Jiang Yan would have been able to notice the tears between Shi Sui's eyebrows and eyes at this time.
When Shi Sui said this, that tone sounded really aggrieved.
God knows how Shi Sui spent this time, oscillating between depression and gain and loss every day, sometimes sitting down in quiet moments, trying to examine herself, and finally concluding in silence that she was an emotionally capricious neurosis.
But these situations became clear at the moment when she knew that she was the heroine.
At this moment, Shi Sui thought of a lot of these letters.
Because at night, when the heroine is not direct, the heroine is himself, so he is not so empathetic, and when he knows it, he feels that Jiang Yan really loves himself.
At this moment, an indescribable sense of security slowly spread in Shi Sui's chest.
It turned out that his favorite Jiang Yan, when he didn't know, had loved himself for so long and for so long, and he had loved himself so vigorously.
Realizing this, Shi Sui felt a little like crying again.
She rubbed her eyes against the other party again, but this time, Shi Sui's careful movements attracted Jiang Yan's attention.
I saw Jiang Yan smile lightly in the dark, with a bit of chuckle between the lines.
Jiang Yan slowly spoke, "What, why did you cry suddenly?"
Faced with the sudden concern of the person in front of him, Shi Sui was a little nervous for a while.
Shi Sui could have carefully cleaned up his emotions, but in the face of Jiang Yan's concern at this time, Shi Sui was a little nervous for a moment.
It's just that at this moment, the tears of the old man fell like a broken embankment, unscrupulously.
In fact, there is no need to shed tears at this time, but I don't know why, Shi Sui is so wronged and wronged, and the tears of grievances can't be stopped at all.
Feeling that the little guy in his arms began to tremble slightly, Jiang Yan was a little panicked for a while.
I saw Jiang Yan stretch out his arm and hugged Shi Sui tighter, he patted Shi Sui's back with his big hand, and the whole person looked full of concern between his eyebrows and eyes.
Jiang Yan spoke slowly, "Sui, what's going on, what's going on, suddenly crying."
In the face of Jiang Yan's further concern, Shi Sui only felt that his tears were becoming more and more worthless.
Shi Sui shook his head and wanted the other party not to care, but as soon as Sui opened his mouth, tons of the same grievances immediately ran out of his mouth.
I saw that Shi Sui collapsed in Jiang Yan's arms, and the whole person looked too aggrieved.
Shi Sui said, "It's okay brother, I don't want my brother to comfort me
I can."
"How can I be, how can I cry?"
"I don't know why I'm crying, but I suddenly want to cry."
Facing the scene in front of him, Jiang Yan's brows furrowed slightly.
But soon, Jiang Yan suddenly thought of a certain picture from a long, long time ago.
I remember that time, it was also one night, Shi Sui couldn't sleep, so he sat on the edge of Shi Sui's bed and told Shi Sui a story.
The environment that day was also like today, dim and dark, Jiang Yan had just taken a bath, and his body had a fresh smell.
Shi Sui shrank in his arms, crying and crying, and the last pair of eyes cried like walnuts.
Thinking of this moment, Jiang Yan couldn't help but let out a long breath.
It was also at the same time that Jiang Yan thought of what the doctor had said to him when he was in the hospital.
I remember that at that time, the doctor told Jiang Yan that in his current condition, as long as he encountered an environment very similar to before, he might remember something.
Even if you can't remember it at the time, you will do things in that environment that are related to the past.
Probably means that although Shi Sui has amnesia now, scenes similar to the present have appeared in Jiang Yan and Shi Sui's memory, so when Shi Sui thinks of the taste of the past, he will subconsciously shed tears.
The doctor also said that if the patient has this condition, then it is important not to disturb the patient because the patient will regulate himself.
Thinking like this, Jiang Yan didn't speak, just quietly hugged the person in his arms.
After a long, long time, the man in his arms spoke softly.
She spoke.
"Brother, I'm sorry, I seem to have lost control of my emotions just now."
It is clear that Shi Sui himself can't control his emotions, and he is only a victim of bad emotions, but at the moment when he realizes that his emotions are causing trouble to others, Shi Sui's first reaction is to apologize.
"I'm sorry brother, I've caused you trouble again."
Listening to Shi Sui's words, for a while, Jiang Yan only felt that something had grabbed his left chest.
Jiang Yan hugged Shi Sui in front of him tightly, and his left chest was already distressed.
I saw Jiang Yan slowly speak.
"It's okay, it's not your problem, it's all emotional. And even if our family suddenly sheds tears at the age of the year, my brother and I don't feel troublesome, I just think God is really unfair, why is it that such a cute baby in our family sheds tears, isn't it?"
Hearing the sound, Shi Sui blinked, as if he didn't expect Jiang Yan to say these words.
In my impression, Jiang Yan seems to have always been cold.
Even after the two of them are together, Jiang Yan is cold in front of outsiders.
Only face the age...... There is an indescribable pampering.