Chapter 191: You already knew
- Why, you know it in your own heart, but you just don't want to admit it, don't you?
Meng Lin frowned, staring at Li Pingzhong, who was already out of control, and did not make a sound.
……
Sobbing and whimpering in his throat.
The sky of regret shrouded Li Pingzhong's body.
God knows that when he learned the news, it was like a bolt from the blue, and he gritted his back molars before he could barely suppress the howl of the imminent exit.
There are still bright stars and a bright moon in the sky, but his future life has been clouded with haze.
Tears in his eyes blurred his vision, and he questioned his former lover on the other end of the phone in a haze: "You already knew you were sick, but you still deliberately hid it from me, didn't you?" ”
The howling on the other side of the phone suddenly stopped, and fell silent.
Without answering, Li Pingzhong held back his anger and asked again: "You don't love me at all, just for my money, right?" ”
The evening breeze blows, and the cold night gets colder.
Warm tears fell from his eyes.
Li Pingzhong heard the silence on the phone for a moment, let out a shallow sneer, and then said, "Yes." ”
At that moment, he felt like his heart had been pierced with countless knives, scarred and painful enough that he could barely breathe.
"Otherwise, what are you trying to do? Figure how old are you? Figure you look ugly? Li Pingzhong, and what is your little money enough for me to buy? I have to put a thousand pieces upside down to change my phone, wake up. ”
"Who still eats love these days."
The mocking words turned into sharp knives that stabbed him, how much he loved this person in the past, how deeply hurt he was now.
He slipped weakly against the wall and fell to the ground, and finally lost control, and couldn't help but scold angrily: "You are so cheap! You deserve to be sick! ”
Maybe he didn't expect that an honest man would have a day when he would get angry with him, and after being stunned for a while, the other end of the phone also began to fight back, spitting out all kinds of dirty and obscene words like a cannon.
But Li Pingzhong was dumb at this time, did not refute, and did not hang up the phone.
It wasn't until he was tired of scolding and smashed his phone heavily that he fell into complete silence.
He sat there in silence for a long time, just stupidly looking at the only photo of the two on his phone, and burst into tears.
……
When he got up and got up to go home, he was still not very conscious.
Just as he walked around the corner, a man and a dog suddenly caught his attention.
The puppy whimpered twice when he saw him and ducked back at the old man's feet.
When the old man saw him look at him, he smiled lightly at him, and his pale lips opened and closed, as if he were saying something, but he didn't hear anything.
All he knew was that his secret must have been heard by the old man, and that he had been begging in this area for many years, and that if he told anyone casually, his reputation would be ruined.
At that time, everyone will look at him like a rat crossing the street, and like a virus that cannot be avoided.
- Don't let him say it!
For a moment, there was only one thought left in Li Pingzhong's mind.
But he touched his pocket, which only had five yuan, and it was not enough to buy a bowl of noodles, so how could he buy him?
Suddenly, he remembered the destruction of the surveillance and streetlights of the entire neighborhood, and the empty streets, and a terrible thought gradually came to his heart.
- As long as he falls into eternal silence, no one will know his secret anymore!
(End of chapter)