After packing up Li Jingqian's black-and-white photos and the so-called urn of his urn, Mu Jin sat back on the sofa, her mind was very confused, she had no idea what she was going to do next.

I don't know how long I sat there, but my phone rang.

She came back to her senses.

Although the whole person looked a little sluggish, the woman still picked up her mobile phone and answered the call: "Hey......"

"Sister, it's me."

When she heard Mu Ze's voice, Mu Jin's eyes suddenly lit up, and her state of distraction seemed to come back, she sat up straight and asked him first, "Is there something wrong?" ”

Mu Ze's voice was not hurried, but he was a little concerned: "I heard from a friend that some people in the Sudanese peacekeeping force died, and my brother-in-law also went on a mission, did he go to Sudan?" ”

Mu Jin's eyes moved slightly, she nodded, and said calmly: "Well, it's Sudan, but the others are fine, it's okay in Sudan, it's safe." ”

The man on the phone let out a long sigh of relief: "That's good, it scares me to death." ”

After he finished speaking, Mu Jin spoke up again: "Mu Ze, I have a favor that I need your help with." ”

"Sister, you say." His voice sounded cheerful.

Mu Jin declared: "You help me yourself, don't involve Dad." ”

"Don't worry, sister, now I can have my own restaurant, and you helped me leave Haicheng and go abroad, I have to thank you well, I promise to help you if you have anything, without going through Dad, and not telling him."

The corners of Mu Jin's mouth moved: "I want to go to Sudan." ”

The man on the phone immediately went berserk: "What?!" ”

It's a shame that Mu Jin hasn't told him about his pregnancy yet, and if he does, he may be even more excited.

Mu Jin continued: "After two months, I want to see your brother-in-law, can you help me?" ”

What she thought was that in two months, the fetus would be stable and she would be able to go out.

Although there is still a certain risk, but if she goes to find it once, she can't die.

But Mu Ze, who heard her words, hesitated, and said hesitantly: "Sister, you are a military doctor, you have already entered the military, you want to go abroad unless you are sent by your superiors, it is not easy to leave the country for private reasons, right?" ”

"So I need your help."

"But I don't know anyone from the army, and you're ...... Is it too dangerous to go to Sudan alone? ”

Mu Jin's eyes turned red again unconsciously, she didn't say so much, just asked coldly: "Will you help?" ”

Mu Ze probably heard that her voice was wrong: "Sister, you ...... What happened to you? ”

When he spoke again, Mu Jin's voice couldn't help crying: "I miss your brother-in-law, Mu Ze, I've been helping you since I was a child, and now you can help me once, okay?" Please......"

"Sister, don't cry, can't I help me?"

"Thank you, thank you......"

She raised her hand to wipe her tears and said: "It's okay if you don't let Dad know, but you can use his reputation to find relevant people to help, you are Dad's son, although Dad has retired, he still has a certain prestige in the military and political circles, and they will sell you face." ”

"I know, sister, I will go to the military compound to find you in the past two days, you give me your passport and relevant identity documents, and I will help you run the visa to Sudan."

The woman responded, "Well, thank you." ”

Mu Ze sighed: "No need to say thank you, but sister, can you stop crying?" ”

"Well, hang up the phone first."

"Okay."

After hanging up Mu Ze's phone, Mu Jin still couldn't help crying, she leaned on the sofa, and her tears fell uncontrollably, but it was the kind of one who dried up her tears and didn't make a sound, which made people feel sad and aggrieved than crying.

The woman's gaze stared at the drawer with the urn and black-and-white photos, intentionally or unintentionally, and the sourness in her heart poured out like a tide.

She sat on the couch until it was getting dark.

She didn't cook or eat dinner, and the house was so dark and dark that she couldn't see her fingers.

Mu Jin was immersed in her emotions, completely ignoring the change in the sky, probably too sad, and she didn't feel hungry at all.

She knew that she was now in the body of two people, but she still didn't have the slightest urge or desire to get up and go to dinner.

An hour passed like this, and she slowly got up from the sofa, ready to walk over and turn on the light, the switch was some distance away from the sofa, and she walked quite carefully.

Can......

I accidentally tripped over something under my feet, and fell defenselessly in the dark, followed by a pain in my abdomen.

Her heart lifted up instantly, and her brain went blank for a moment.

Child......

Will the child be left with nothing?!

As she thought about it, the woman felt a thick liquid running down her legs.

She cried, stood up with her body propped up, and finally touched the mobile phone on the coffee table, opened it painfully and dialed Xiaoya's number, and the other party answered quickly.

The tears were taken back, Mu Jin was very calm, and after closing her eyes, she endured the pain and said, "Xiaoya, you come to my house now." ”

After saying this, she told Xiaoya to put on some things that the Qing Palace needed.

Xiaoya on the phone was surprised, but Mu Jin didn't give her a chance to ask more, and hung up the phone directly.

The lights in the room were turned on, and the woman felt that the whole room was dazzlingly bright.

She bent down and saw that the spot where she had fallen was bloodied.

Mu Jin closed her eyes and squatted down at the door, because when Xiaoya came over, she would open the door for her.

……

Mu Jin had a miscarriage, and she instructed Xiaoya to do the uterine clearing operation, and she told Xiaoya not to tell anyone about this matter, and not to anyone about pregnancy.

Xiaoya agreed, but stayed at home to take care of her because she was worried about her body.

The next day, Mu Jin received a call from Mu Ze, saying that she would come over in the afternoon to get her passport and other things, and she agreed.

As soon as the phone hung up, the doorbell rang at home.

Xiaoya went to open the door, and it was the man in military uniform who came over yesterday, he asked Mu Jin to discuss the matter of Li Jingqian's memorial service, Mu Jin's attitude was very light, staring at the officer and asking, "Did you see my husband die with your own eyes?" ”

The officer's face was heavy, and he looked at Mu Jin and said in a deep voice: "Sister-in-law, the scene was chaotic at that time, and Major General Li was ...... by explosives when he went to save people."

At this, his voice paused.

But what the latter represents, it goes without saying.

Mu Jin's face turned cold all of a sudden: "There is no need for a memorial service, there is no need for anything, I want to keep this matter secret from the outside world, you all go, leave my house." ”

This kind of thing is generally done in accordance with the wishes of the family.

Mu Jin didn't agree, and after a few words of comfort and persuasion, he left.

The door was closed, and Mu Jin couldn't help but cry again.

She cried so forbearantly, Xiaoya was at a loss and didn't know how to persuade her.

……

When Mu Ze came over, Xiaoya had already been taken away by Mu Jin, she gave Mu Ze the passport and other related things prepared in advance, looked at him and said, "The sooner the visa time, the better, you don't have to wait until two months later." ”

Mu Ze asked casually: "Why?" ”

She smiled: "I miss him, I want to see him sooner." ”

The man looked at his sister and sighed meaninglessly: "I didn't expect you to be so reluctant when you got married, but now you are so desperate." ”

The expression on Mu Jin's face gradually changed a little, and he lowered his eyes and said, "It was stupid at that time." ”

Mu Ze said half-jokingly: "Now you know that your brother-in-law is good to you?" ”

"yes, there's no second person in the world who is as good to me as he is."

When she said this, she still didn't look up.

Because she was afraid that the emotions in her eyes would be seen by Mu Ze, and when she saw it, he would ask to the bottom of it, she didn't want to tell anyone a news she didn't believe.

Mu Jin's body was still not very comfortable, she didn't say much to Mu Ze, and quickly sent him away.

She also took a long leave from the military hospital, wanting to get her body well as soon as possible, and then go to Sudan to find the person she was looking for.

While lying in bed, she thought to herself-

Li Jingqian, you have to wait.

You've waited for three years, and the woman you want is finally willing to be with you, why are you willing to die like this?!

……

A week has passed in the blink of an eye.

For the past week, Mu Jin slept with Li Jingqian's black-and-white photos every night, thinking about what she should say if she saw him again, and countless images of their reunion were projected in her mind.

She tried to think as much as she could, to put aside as much as she could what those people had said about his sacrifice.

In addition to recuperating her body, Mu Jin also kept calling Mu Ze to urge him about his visa.

Mu Ze didn't feel annoyed, but sometimes things couldn't be rushed, and finally promised Mu Jin that it would be done in another week.

She answered, and didn't urge again.

In a week, Mu Jin felt that her miscarriage body had almost recovered, and while regretting the little life in her belly, she also felt a heavy sense of guilt.

She can go to Li Jingqian without any shackles.

But if he couldn't find it, he wouldn't even keep his bloodline.

The woman even had a thought in her mind that if she couldn't find Li Jingqian, she would also die.

Some feelings, in hindsight, you don't cherish it when he accompanies you, and it is regarded as nothing, but suddenly one day, he is gone, and he does not come back, your sadness rolls in like a surging river, and your heart dies with it.

……

The following week, Mu Jin went to work at the health center.

In order not to let herself drag her spiritless body to work at home every day, in order not to think about him all the time, she devoted herself to work.

Sometimes on the way back to the military compound after work, she would meet senior officers of the army, these people were people who knew that Li Jingqian was not there, and they wanted to greet Mu Jin and say some comforting words.

But Mu Jin directly avoided it, and walked past those people blindly.

She is stubborn and knows that she doesn't need anyone's sympathy and pity.

As long as there is a husband who can return to himself and know the cold and the hot.

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