Chapter 528: Hua Song's words
Night Hunter, Jungle Reaper, Black Nightmare......
Hua Songyan bit the grass root next to his mouth and buried himself in the grass motionlessly.
She lay in ambush in these jungles for three days and three nights, and the high-precision sniper in her hand had accompanied her and killed hundreds of enemies; On the last day, she received a signal to retreat, but a bullet from the jungle pierced her shoulder bone.
She paid the price in blood for her negligence.
In return, she swirled around the jungle with her wounds and eventually killed him at gunpoint.
And because she missed the best time for treatment, the wound on the shoulder bone left permanent sequelae.
- In the middle of winter that year, Hua Songyan, who had served in the army for thirteen years, was injured and retired from the battlefield.
The doctor at the base told her that she would never be able to hold a gun for the rest of her life.
She looked at the trembling palms holding the water glass, and suddenly felt that life was boring.
At the beginning of graduating from the small base, she was sent to the team for secret training; She remembered that she had been learning martial arts and marksmanship since she could walk, and if she wasn't allowed to go into battle, what was the point of her living?
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During the period when she was recuperating in the base hospital, Ren Shou, who was the head of District 13 at the time, often came to see her; But every time he came with a cold face, and then went out with a black face.
This time, because of her injury, they seem to be arguing every time they meet.
Ren Shousui was unhappy with her, she looked half-dead because she couldn't go to the battlefield anymore, and she was so angry because of Ren Shousui's poisonous mouth that she didn't want to say a word.
However, the more silent she was, the more scared Ren Shou Sui became.
If she can't go to the battlefield anymore, there is no meaning for Hua Songyan to live, so is there nothing in this world that can tie her up?
And what about him? Doesn't he have any weight in her heart?
So Ren Shoushou, who was perverted in silence, couldn't wait to take her up the mountain on the day when Hua Songyan was injured.
There is a temple on the mountain, and there is an old monk in the temple, and there is a little novice.
Hua Songyan, who has never believed in gods and Buddhas, took her with Ren Shou this time, knelt on the futon step by step, and kowtowed to the Buddha three times reverently.
She felt that it was all pointless, but it didn't stop it.
It wasn't until Ren Shousui pulled her to unsign that her eyes, which were as calm as a pool of stagnant water, had a shallow wave.
"Donor, there is a daughter in my life that is not finished. She has gone through hardships and is waiting for you to help in the world of suffering. ”
"Don't give up on her, and don't give up on yourself. Amitabha. ”
Compassion for heaven and compassion, compassion for the cherish.
Is this what my Buddha is teaching?
Hua Songyan glanced sideways, his eyes fluttered, and his expression was stiff; The depression in my heart suddenly dissipated a lot.
- She thought that this guy would make up a marriage to coax her to marry him, but she didn't expect that she dared to let her adopt a child.
How afraid he was that she wouldn't be able to end herself.
Thinking of this, Hua Songyan narrowed his eyes slightly, and the smile on his lips was a little dangerous: "Master, you are so powerful, can't you see what my natal chart looks like?" ”
"Or do you simply not see my horoscope, and you're just a fake master who has been cheated and deceived?"
Aggressive and leaves no room for error.
Hua Songyan, whose mouth is poisonous, is sometimes almost on par with Ren Shousui, or even identical.
The master lowered his eyes and took a step back.
After reciting the Buddha's name with his palms together, he said slowly: "Donor, the poor monk knows that your destiny chart is the Heavenly Evil Lone Star." ”
Hua Songyan's face was slightly sluggish.
- This old man actually has something.
But she didn't notice that Ren Shou next to her changed slightly when she heard this, and a little pain flashed faintly in the eyes that looked at her at that moment.
Is it because of this that she has been ignoring his care and love for her?
Hua Songyan tugged at the corners of his mouth, and there was a bit of sarcasm in his eyes.
"Since the master knows, then why do you want me to adopt my daughter? Do you want me to kill her? ”
She doesn't even have any desire to live herself, and she has to have a child, which is ridiculous.
However, the old god of the master was standing there on the ground, and his eyes did not even change by half a minute.
He looked at Hua Songyan fixedly, and the Buddha bead in his hand slowly turned: "She is greedy for wolf life, and she checks and balances each other with you." ”
"The donor is knowledgeable, and he should also know the truth of negative and positive."
When the four words 'negative and positive' were said by the master in a compassionate tone, Hua Songyan's body shook and almost didn't hold back.
- his second uncle's negative negative positive!
She said that this master of Rausch is a fake! Ren Shou was deceived by this bastard's designation!
Technological fortune telling, cyber monk, absolutely amazing!
Hua Songyan, who was speechless, pulled Ren Shousui's ears down the mountain, and tortured and threatened all the way before asking, this guy donated 880,000 yuan to the temple, and the master reluctantly agreed to say such a thing to her.
But the two of them seemed to forget that when they were about to descend the mountain, the master also said to them,
- The monks do not speak.
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Although he thought it was ridiculous, Hua Songyan still went to adopt a child.
She will always remember the moment she stepped into the orphanage, she saw the skinny figure crouching in the corner and looking straight at her.
It's lonely, desolate, and empty.
With just one glance, she knew that the little doll had blood on her hands.
When she was thirteen years old, she went out with the team to learn to hunt, and when the first living life fell in front of her, she looked like this.
But although she is very similar to her, she is more miserable than her.
So she took her home and named her Hua Wei.
The sky is blue and clear, and the sky is vast.
She hopes that she can have a broad vision and mind like her name; Don't dwell on the past and dwell on the dark past.
But her daughter is like a stone trapped in stagnant water; I can't laugh, I can't cry,
- and won't move.
Her unreliable old friend of the doctor said that this is a heart disease left by stress trauma, and she can get out of it if she can see it, but if she can't see it, it may be like this in this life.
He also mocked her for picking up a burden and raising him in a dignified manner, it was better to pick him up.
These words were so angry that Hua Songyan beat people on the spot.
But although these words are ugly, they are also true.
Since she decided to raise this child, she is responsible for her.
So Hua Songyan bought a small apartment near the downtown of Jinxi in the second year of retirement, and lived in hiding her identity.
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The life of the surrounding residents is also slow and interesting, and Hua Songyan often takes her daughter to sit in the 'gossip center' and chatter with them, and sometimes hears more bizarre rumors than she has seen on the battlefields in the past.
They felt sorry for her when she was young and widowed, and she had a daughter who couldn't speak, so they took care of her everywhere in life; Sometimes when she goes out, her little Hua Wei will also receive small gifts from her aunts.
- But her daughter is like a hedgehog that closes herself off.
She rejected everyone's kindness, stabbing everyone who wanted to be nice to her from sharp thorns.
In the dark and silent night, Hua Songyan hugged his daughter's not warm body, and asked softly and slowly: "Why, my daughter." ”
"Don't punish yourself for the mistakes of others, your future is in your own hands."
"The more you torture yourself in this way, the more proud those who do evil to you become. She is dead, you should let yourself go and embrace a bright future that belongs to you. ”
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Maybe her words worked, although Xiao Huawei was still reluctant to speak, she had slowly come out of the haze of the past.
She no longer refuses the kindness of her aunts, nor is she the little girl who will only stand in a dark corner in a daze.
The circle that trapped her for seven years was finally walked out step by step by her.
Hua Songyan touched her daughter's fine hair, thought about it, and decided to send her to school.
Her peers were already learning knowledge on campus at this time, if Xiao Huawei could make new friends at school, maybe it would help her illness?
But Hua Songyan didn't expect that the subsequent development directly exceeded her expectations.
It turns out that her daughter's silence all this time is not entirely due to heart disease, but from her high intelligence.
Living in an ordinary campus environment with her abilities seemed to be torture to her; So she closed herself off and refused to be approached by all.
Hua Songyan finally made the most difficult choice.
She once hoped that her daughter could live an ordinary and smooth life, and she didn't have to struggle to the death in the sea of corpses and blood like her; But it's a pity that just such a small wish seems extravagant.
She still sent Hua Wei into the small base.
At least there is still a Ren Shou there, and there are still her old contacts and partners there; They will protect her daughter for her, and they will not let her repeat her mistakes.
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Unexpectedly, something happened to her under Ren Shousui, and she almost died in the first battle of Liancheng, and she also lost all her memories of that battle.
Psychogenic amnesia made her forget the existence of Qin Be, and Hua Songyan didn't know what had happened between them, but all the images in that video made her have to think about Hua Wei's safety again.
So, Hua Songyan contacted the old department in the base and asked him to format all the images of Hua Wei in the battle of Huangcheng, leaving no trace in the archives.
She knew that the danger zone, a cancer parasitic on the upper part, had not yet been removed. This matter needs to be made bigger and the trouble is so big that the upper part cannot explain it in front of the public department, and the best time to make a move.
And she believes that her daughter will definitely be able to do well.
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In the fourth year after the Battle of Qicheng, the Lou family discovered the existence of Hua Wei.
Perhaps it should be said that Xiao Wei deliberately let them find out.
It's a little ridiculous, Xiao Wei's biological parents are actually a strange breed with a large intestine in their heads; She thought that it was ridiculous that she stepped on the enemy's head in Tarim Snow Mountain, but that person suddenly confessed his heart to her, but she didn't expect that the husband and wife of this building were even more strange.
But it's okay, this kind of parents are really not worthy of her daughter.
That year, she was accidentally wounded on the battlefield as a war correspondent; At that time, she was lying on the bed in the base hospital and looked at her old friend who said that Hua Wei was a burden.
The man still smiled flamboyantly, and while stitching her, he jokingly asked her: "If Hua Wei chooses to return to Lou's house and become an ordinary daughter of a wealthy family, then what will you do?" Do you feel like you're doing a loss-making business? ”
After all, the daughter who spent so much effort to raise was suddenly peached, and everyone would be unhappy; What's more, it is the leader of the Chongming team, who was once known as the Night Hunter - Hua Songyan.
And Hua Songyan calmly waited for him to finish the stitches before slowly speaking, and said: "You also know that the Lou family is ordinary, do you think Hua Wei is willing to stick to ordinary people?" ”
"Moreover, I didn't raise her in return. If I really want to talk about gains and losses, then if there was no such a bond as her, I might have directly petitioned to go to the polar regions, and I would not look back if I didn't die. ”
Liao Mingshan's hand holding the gauze suddenly forced, and his face changed slightly.
After a moment, he calmly and slowly cut off the excess gauze and carefully pasted several layers of medical tape.
Then he stood up, his ink-like eyes stared at the person on the hospital bed carefully, and his face was as black as ink: "Hua Songyan, you really don't have a heart at all!" ”
If you want to die, have you considered the feelings of these people? Could it be that in her eyes, they are just passers-by in her life, and they don't even have the slightest insignificance!
"You can petition to go to the polar regions, and I will follow you wherever you go! If you die, I will immediately follow you to hell and haunt you until you die! ”
Hua Songyan: "......"
Hua Songyan, who had no way to give an answer, had no choice but to remain silent.
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Things changed far faster than she had imagined, and Qin Be's entry made the danger zone feel the crisis; As a result, the danger zone brought Huawei into Area A regardless of the risk of being discovered.
She had only been abroad for a few months, and when she received news from Ren Shousui again, her daughter was already lying unconscious in the base hospital, her life and death were uncertain.
He Xiao thought that she was abroad and couldn't do anything about what happened in the capital, so she dared to treat her daughter like this?
It's a pity that he was still happy too early.
There was her dark department left on the upper central sovereign side, and He Xiao had a secret guard who tried to intercept the news, and all of them were killed by her people.
No one could stop her daughter, and if there were, they would walk through her corpse!
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After the Hehu incident, she and Hua Wei met briefly once.
At that time, her daughter was already slim and one of the best people in charge of the entire base.
She stood in front of the old courtyard, looking at the familiar figure walking slowly towards her not far away, smiling and opening her arms, her eyes full of smiles.
"Welcome home, my daughter."
"No matter what you want to do, I will always be your most solid backing."
"My daughter of Hua Songyan deserves the best in this world."
This was true in the past, and it is true now.
The cool breeze is blowing, the swallows cross the afterimage from the sky, and the autumn breeze passing through the hall brings the breath of the old days, just like more than ten years ago.
"Mom, I miss you so much."
The familiar warm embrace wiped out all scheming, and at this moment, she was just an ordinary daughter.
She is just, Hua Songyan's daughter.