Chapter Eighty-Four: Will You Be Disappointed?
Fu Yuanzhi's eyes diverged, but his mind recalled the scenes of these years.
He can say that he understands Miss Song, or he doesn't understand it.
If you say that you understand, it is only the side that Miss Song is willing to show.
Miss Song gave him the feeling that her heart was sunny and not afraid of sadness, but there was a thick black fog shrouded in it.
She is sunny, chic, arbitrary, calm, and has her own unique views on the impermanence of the world.
A girl who has been living in the village, who has not studied much and has a simple life experience, has such a sophisticated view and handling of many things.
This is something he can't figure out.
Fu Yuanzhi repeatedly chewed on the phrase "Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering".
Thinking of Adi's description and Fu Yuan's thoughts, Miss Song was more like standing on Yu Yu's side.
In other words, she empathized with Yu Lu.
From the point of view of common sense, ordinary people will empathize with Adi, but it is impossible to empathize with Yu.
Fu Yuanzhi guessed correctly.
Song Huan empathized with Yu Lu.
Plagiarism, appropriation, was all too common in her time.
It's like copying homework, you copy the homework and copy the feeling of being the first.
So Song Huan didn't think this matter was very serious.
But this era is different, so it's no wonder that Adi is so excited.
Song Huan's empathy is not for the mistake of plagiarism, but for the reason behind Yu Lu's choice.
Of course, everyone in the world has different reasons, and some are not worthy of sympathy, but Yu Lu is not among them.
Song Huan saw him take off the Confucian shirt that ordinary scholars "can't take off" in order to earn money.
He wandered among the three religions and nine streams.
He begged hard for the penny he owed.
He sweated on the streets and worked hard to earn money, just to stand firm on the precarious road of the imperial examination.
He curled up in the corner to sniff and wipe his tears, and ate the rancid rice bran cake.
The wages that had just arrived were robbed by others before they could be warmed up.
and his sister's mistreatment of him, and her sister's situation, can only be said to be one is fate, and the other is cause and effect.
If it weren't for the early death of their parents, maybe his sister wouldn't have been married off so easily by his grandmother.
If they still have savings at home, or Yu Lu is older, maybe Yu Xiu will have another fate.
What Yu Lu experienced, Song Huan saw it in his eyes but did not lend a hand.
Someone else may need it, but if it is Yu Lu, she knows that he doesn't need it.
Her appearance will only dissipate the long-accumulated energy in Yu Lu's heart.
If the illusion he worked hard to create in front of Song Huan's family was punctured because of Song Huan's sympathy, then what little trace of his remaining self would be swallowed up by the abyss.
It was precisely because Song Huan knew and understood that she couldn't appear.
She saw in his eyes that she was stubborn, unyielding, unwilling, and unwilling to admit defeat.
That look was all too familiar to her.
That's who she used to see in the mirror.
The joys, sorrows, and joys of the world are not connected, how can you say clearly about sadness, and how can you empathize with loss, but only you know the warmth and coldness.
That's why she hates when others accuse others of what to do and what not to do when they don't know anything.
Don't point fingers at someone without actually experiencing their pain.
Maybe when I go through it, I may not be as strong and open-minded as him.
Forcing others with your own standards is a kind of embarrassment in itself.
What Ah Di sees is only the surface, and what he sees is only what Yu Lu does, and he doesn't feel the emotions behind Yu Lu.
What Ah Di can do is at most a reminder and understanding.
It's not Song Huan's heart, generous to others, obviously Yu Lu plagiarized and the object is still Fu Yuanzhi, how can he still empathize with Yu Yuan.
For Song Huan, these are two different things.
When Fu Yuanzhi came back, all relevant decisions were decided by him, the party.
And Song Huan empathizes with Yu Lu, just because of his spirit of not surrendering to fate, of course, excluding unscrupulous means.
If Song Huan hadn't seen his previous struggles, she might have been like Ah Di, like most people would have reacted when they encountered this kind of thing.
Think how can he do that? He shouldn't have done it, he was doing it immorally!
When Song Huan was talking to Ah Di about this matter, the reason why it was uncharacteristic made Ah Di feel indifferent, and there was even a trace of extremism in the wrongness.
It was also because of Yu Lu's incident that she suddenly fell into the past and was provoked to rebel.
Although she doesn't want to admit it, she really can't lightly reveal the past that happened to her.
I have to say that even if she lives again, she is still a layman.
Those painstaking experiences do not dissipate with the passage of time, but are only covered with a layer of dust, and with a light blow, it will be revealed.
She was forced to lick the pain again, and when it was dusty again, her heart could be calm.
It is necessary to be wanton and chic, but there is always a little hurdle in her heart that she can't get through, and when she can really let go, either she becomes a saint or she dies.
She is already a person who has died once, but unfortunately, she is still so small in this kind of thing.
Then again.
Although she empathizes, she still puts her own interests first.
Ah Di can no longer continue to associate with him, and the relationship stops at the neighbor who does not interact.
Yu Lu is a person who can be ruthless to himself.
So the decision was made after comprehensive consideration.
Once this matter was broken, on the one hand, Fu Yuanzhi did not gain any substantial benefits.
On the other hand, Yu Lu fell into an even worse situation because of this, if he couldn't think of doing unimaginable things, then there would be endless troubles at that time.
The so-called leave a line of work, and see each other in the future.
People like Yu Lu don't say how great their achievements are in the future, just talk about his ruthless heart, as long as he is given a chance, it will not be too bad in the future.
That day, in fact, Song Huan regretted it after talking to Ah Di, she didn't control her emotions, and forcibly wanted Ah Di to understand the truth of that sentence.
She overlooked one place.
ignores that Ah Di is in a passionate youth, but she is not a person like her who has become indifferent and numb because of experience, and at his age there must still be some longing and outlook that a young person should have.
Otherwise, this long life would be too.
Night.
Song Huan couldn't sleep, reflecting on his treatment of his brother's forcible feeding of medicine.
A head of paste.
Sure enough, I haven't been a mother, and I'm still not skilled in education.
Thinking so, Song Huan directly took out the wine that Fu Yuanzhi brought back.
Half-pulled up and draped in a coat, he sat in the courtyard, listening to the chirping of insects under the night breeze and admiring the stars that kept twinkling in the night sky.
Drink it alone, sweet and clean.
Isn't rice wine in ancient times sweet wine?
It tastes like a drink.
Before I knew it, a jar of wine was halfway down.
"Can't sleep?" Fu Yuanzhi sat down next to him.
Song Huan had already heard him open the door, and he was not surprised.
"Have a drink?" Song Huan raised his glass and asked.
Fu Yuanzhi nodded.
"What are you thinking?" Fu Yuanzhi took the wine and asked.
Song Huan didn't answer, but said, "Have you decided what to do?" ”
Fu Yuanzhi understood what she was asking, and said, "It's just a strategy." ”
Song Huan sighed and nodded.
"What do you think?" Fu Yuanzhi asked.
Song Huan smiled and shook his head, "I'm not a party, people with ideas are in the house." ”
Fu Yuanzhi said, "He is still young, and when he grows up, he knows that there is no need to worry too much about this kind of thing, he just attaches too much importance to friendship." ”
Fu Yuanzhi looked at Song Huan, looking like he wanted to speak and stopped.
"What do you want to say?" Song Huan saw that Fu Yuanzhi had recovered his twisted appearance a little again, and this Fucheng was also quite exercised.
Fu Yuanzhi looked at Song Huan's eyes and said, "Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering, do you really think so......"
If one day, you do something, will you be disappointed?